your mother doesn't love you. Don't use drugs or crawl up in a fetal position suffering and longing for a love that you will never have. Count you blessings. Through her GOD gave you life. Honor that life that GOD gave you. Remember your body is a temple. It is a temple of the Holy Ghost, do not defile it.
Don't hate her. She can't help it. She did the best she would. She was hard headed, wayward and had NO faith. She relied on the CON. She IS a con-artist. You didn't know!? How could you NOT know? Why am I the only one who remembers when she ran that "Madame Watson" scam. She read Tarot cards, palms, "rooted" people, took "roots" off people, healed people. We all laughed.
If your mother can't love you, it's her lost. "Count it all joy". Read the book of James.
There is nothing that can take that emptiness you feel. Nothing can fill that hole in your heart but GOD. All the money, all the fame and fortune in the world can not put a dent in that hard shell you enclosed your fragile soul in.
Of course you hurt. You are human, you were born extraordinarily brilliant and beautiful. There was one one little hitch in your giddy-up. Your mother is a sick sadistic malignant narcissistic sociopath! That's the label psychiatrists put on her. GOD calls her a reprobate. She is demon possessed and in LOVE with that demon she allows to control her and HATES everyone that won't let her have her way.
GOD told you not to walk in the counsel of the ungodly. What!? You think if you reject or shun her she will HATE you!? She already HATES you! She has never done anything but hate you and pretends to love you.
Man! Have you lost your mind!? Any one that could murder a good man like Jerome Walters. Any woman that could devise a clever scheme to take the life of her own father and never flinch, is nothing to be messed with. We should have known when she threatened to cut your n*** out everyday. Any woman that can brag about the number of abortions she had, laugh and say; "I flushed (3,4,5 ) of dem muthaf****** down duh toilet."
I discovered something new yesterday. It is called Trauma Bonding. Go on Youtube, type in Trauma Bonding. It describes our up bringing to a tee. Her picture should be on the cover.
I miss you all dearly. But, I just couldn't take any more pain. I couldn't take another insult and I was tried of "de-rooting" my house. (lol)
Well, you hang in there with her. Wait on her to die. What's her famous word; "The leaning tree ain't always the first to fall." There is a woman here in Georgia that is 114. You won't shoot her in the heart like she did granddaddy. You love her and you could never be that cruel.
I love you, praying for your healing and deliverance.
Much Love,
your favorite sister,
Gwen
Saturday, July 13, 2013
Saturday, July 13, 2013
Praise the LORD! Dear LORD thank you for the beautiful writing in honor of my grandfather's birth. Thank you for him. Deliver my brothers LORD. Deliver my entire family. Thank you for my book, my daughter, my mission. Deliver her from evil, bless her and keep her.
***Open letter to Martha Jane Walters***
You're going to haunt me, stalk and afflict me and I am supposed to be too terrified to say anything!? I'm supposed to continue to pretend to be fooled by you for the rest of my life!? While you enjoy your narcissistic supply, while you inflict more pain and laugh!?
All of us are nothing but your poor sick puppies getting smashed over and over. When GOD released you over to a reprobate mind He washed His hands of you. You became a despicable abomination, something to shameful to acknowledge. Of course we played along with your fantasy. We had no choice. Terrorizing fear and hope kept us in bondage.
I feel just like a run away slave, a modern day Harriet Tubman. Unlike Harriet my gun is GOD's Prophet WORD. Every one can't hear it. Everyone won't get it. "None but the righteous shall be saved."
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Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
***Open letter to Martha Jane Walters***
You're going to haunt me, stalk and afflict me and I am supposed to be too terrified to say anything!? I'm supposed to continue to pretend to be fooled by you for the rest of my life!? While you enjoy your narcissistic supply, while you inflict more pain and laugh!?
All of us are nothing but your poor sick puppies getting smashed over and over. When GOD released you over to a reprobate mind He washed His hands of you. You became a despicable abomination, something to shameful to acknowledge. Of course we played along with your fantasy. We had no choice. Terrorizing fear and hope kept us in bondage.
I feel just like a run away slave, a modern day Harriet Tubman. Unlike Harriet my gun is GOD's Prophet WORD. Every one can't hear it. Everyone won't get it. "None but the righteous shall be saved."
*********
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Friday, July 12, 2013
GOD can't rescue you from evil ...
if you are screaming lies, spewing insults and denying GOD's Truth.
Over the course of my life I've seen so many people begging GOD for His mercy, for His blessings while they are running around under the cover of darkness or a snarly smile pretending, trying their hardest to destroy others.
They devote their whole lives being sold out for satan. They just randomly repeat things like; "I'm jest sending up timber ... Geezus is duh head of my life." ; to fool you, to deceive the world.
They think if you can't see them, you will never know. They think if they hug and kiss you, compliment you and pretend to fawn over you to your face that you will never get wise to them. And if you do, so what? You're Black, you're a female, you're a bastard, "you ain't got no sense, you NO Sense-ED!"
The fact is this very pretty, very smart woman, "ran out", ran a muck, got caught up. Never could live up to the expectations of her father. Got mad! No, not with herself. The poor ignorant woman got mad with GOD for saddling her with all these bastard "young'uns". "Not nar' one of'um got duh same daddy. Six of'um, ... five boys, one girl."
You can live wrong if you want to. You can cloak all of your sins behind a license to preach if you want to. A license from some denomination of men won't change your heart,or erase your sins. Secretly hating and covertly trying to destroy your entire family with conjure, "roots" and domination, can't last always.
GOD is watching you. GOD doesn't care if you fooled every single person in your family. There is one child of GOD you didn't fool. You didn't fool her and you can't shut her up.
You will know every word in that Book is Prophetic. GOD knew you before you knew yourself!
"Any of you wimmens round heah mistreating churnin think you gonna git away .. you got another thunk coming."
GOD is throwing out His life line. It might be the last time. We don't know. You better grab it and hold on tight.
Over the course of my life I've seen so many people begging GOD for His mercy, for His blessings while they are running around under the cover of darkness or a snarly smile pretending, trying their hardest to destroy others.
They devote their whole lives being sold out for satan. They just randomly repeat things like; "I'm jest sending up timber ... Geezus is duh head of my life." ; to fool you, to deceive the world.
They think if you can't see them, you will never know. They think if they hug and kiss you, compliment you and pretend to fawn over you to your face that you will never get wise to them. And if you do, so what? You're Black, you're a female, you're a bastard, "you ain't got no sense, you NO Sense-ED!"
The fact is this very pretty, very smart woman, "ran out", ran a muck, got caught up. Never could live up to the expectations of her father. Got mad! No, not with herself. The poor ignorant woman got mad with GOD for saddling her with all these bastard "young'uns". "Not nar' one of'um got duh same daddy. Six of'um, ... five boys, one girl."
You can live wrong if you want to. You can cloak all of your sins behind a license to preach if you want to. A license from some denomination of men won't change your heart,or erase your sins. Secretly hating and covertly trying to destroy your entire family with conjure, "roots" and domination, can't last always.
GOD is watching you. GOD doesn't care if you fooled every single person in your family. There is one child of GOD you didn't fool. You didn't fool her and you can't shut her up.
You will know every word in that Book is Prophetic. GOD knew you before you knew yourself!
"Any of you wimmens round heah mistreating churnin think you gonna git away .. you got another thunk coming."
GOD is throwing out His life line. It might be the last time. We don't know. You better grab it and hold on tight.
"Is there anything too hard for GOD?"
No! Will GOD rescue you and turn your midnights into bright sunny days? Yes!
I know it for myself! No one had to tell me. Once I "unentangled" myself from the tentacles of that demon I have been nothing but blessed, stepping high, ever since.
To quote my writer friends Alice Lovelace and Jikki Riley; "It is a secret war, enemy unseen." The devil is a sneaky slimy serpent and there is nothing too evil for him to do. The devil got my mother, Martha Jane Walters. Got her, had her, deceived her and holds her hostage still. She remains deceived, blind, cripple and crazy to this very day. Daring to be outed, to be talked about, to be criticized. Daring any one to attempt to bring her to Christ.
"Is there anything too hard for GOD?" Is there any thing in His Gospel that you should fear? Are you afraid of the Truth? Have you made your children, grandchildren and great grandchildren afraid of the truth? Are your relatives watching this play out in silence because they don't want to get involved, they don't want to "offend" because you are kin?
Pearl #8 "Man does not do what is right, man does what is convenient" . Scarcely will a man or woman be brave enough to stand up for GOD's Truth. They will spit on their thumb, check and see which way the wind is blowing. Most people just follow the crowd without thinking. Most people will not stand up for the righteous, the abused or the afflicted, if it is not popular. Most of us just jump on the "bandwagon", chime in our 2 cents worth with the blaring crowd.
Most people will see you in a ditch and cross the road to the other side just so they don't have to look at you. They will not help you. They will not pray for you or stop long enough to find out how they can help. They are gullible and easily deceived. Any demon dressed up like and calling themselves "preacher" can deceive them for their entire lives. You can't rescue them with a rope. They don't want to know the Truth. They would rather suffer that demon because GOD's Truth is inconvenient.
I guess you could say that it took me an awfully long time to know my horrible truth. I was birthed into the world by a horrible uncaring whore that never did anything but try to destroy me. Not just me, any and everyone she ever knew. This is the horrifying Truth that no one ever wanted to know.
I once thought my Truth was too excruciatingly painful to know. GOD taught me that knowing the truth and living a complete lie was the cause of my pain.
I'm delivered. It is all in my book. Stay tuned for dates of publication. Remember; "A lie can't live for ever!" Praise the LORD!
I know it for myself! No one had to tell me. Once I "unentangled" myself from the tentacles of that demon I have been nothing but blessed, stepping high, ever since.
To quote my writer friends Alice Lovelace and Jikki Riley; "It is a secret war, enemy unseen." The devil is a sneaky slimy serpent and there is nothing too evil for him to do. The devil got my mother, Martha Jane Walters. Got her, had her, deceived her and holds her hostage still. She remains deceived, blind, cripple and crazy to this very day. Daring to be outed, to be talked about, to be criticized. Daring any one to attempt to bring her to Christ.
"Is there anything too hard for GOD?" Is there any thing in His Gospel that you should fear? Are you afraid of the Truth? Have you made your children, grandchildren and great grandchildren afraid of the truth? Are your relatives watching this play out in silence because they don't want to get involved, they don't want to "offend" because you are kin?
Pearl #8 "Man does not do what is right, man does what is convenient" . Scarcely will a man or woman be brave enough to stand up for GOD's Truth. They will spit on their thumb, check and see which way the wind is blowing. Most people just follow the crowd without thinking. Most people will not stand up for the righteous, the abused or the afflicted, if it is not popular. Most of us just jump on the "bandwagon", chime in our 2 cents worth with the blaring crowd.
Most people will see you in a ditch and cross the road to the other side just so they don't have to look at you. They will not help you. They will not pray for you or stop long enough to find out how they can help. They are gullible and easily deceived. Any demon dressed up like and calling themselves "preacher" can deceive them for their entire lives. You can't rescue them with a rope. They don't want to know the Truth. They would rather suffer that demon because GOD's Truth is inconvenient.
I guess you could say that it took me an awfully long time to know my horrible truth. I was birthed into the world by a horrible uncaring whore that never did anything but try to destroy me. Not just me, any and everyone she ever knew. This is the horrifying Truth that no one ever wanted to know.
I once thought my Truth was too excruciatingly painful to know. GOD taught me that knowing the truth and living a complete lie was the cause of my pain.
I'm delivered. It is all in my book. Stay tuned for dates of publication. Remember; "A lie can't live for ever!" Praise the LORD!
Pearls of wisdom ...
from the "JR Walters Chronicles". My grandfather was a brilliant righteous man. That's a fact! I knew that if I ever wanted to know anything all I had to do was sit at his feet and listen.
There are well over 7 billion people on this planet earth right now. Millions are born and die daily without any notice.
"The righteous perisheth, and no man layeth it to heart:" (Isaiah 57:1a) Good men die and few notice or pay attention. These good men leave this earth unnoticed, unappreciated.
"and merciful men are taken away," (Isaiah 57:1b) Too often good families are robbed of their great patriarchs by wayward demonic forces.
"none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come. (Isaiah 57: 1c) This evil occurs right in our midst and we are too blind to notice or care that good men are taken from this earth but GOD is sparing them of the evil to come. Our earth is going to get worse without the presence and teachings of these good men. GOD blessed them and took them away from the impending evil.
Attention World and the host of kit and kin that never had the opportunity to meet Jerome Walters. It is my desire to pass on some gems, some pearls of wisdom that might brighten your day, lead and guide you in your quest for the best this world has to offer.
Pearl #1 "Apart from Christ you are nothing." Just forget it. If you don't have Christ in your life, if He is not the head of you life, you may as well cash in your chips right now. You will not prosper, period, case closed. No matter your talent, your beauty, your education, you will never prosper on this wicked earth without Jesus Christ.
Pearl #2 "Never do anything you would be ashamed to admit you did." If you have to live out your life lying and trying to cover up your mis-deeds, you are already dead. You will be a liar, known as a liar, and no one will ever trust you. You will hate and be ashamed of yourself. People will not love you, they will just fear you.
Pearl #3 "Jesus will fix it." I don't care what you are going through, how long you have been going through it, Jesus will fix it. Jesus will right every wrong. The evil are busted and disgusted. Shun them. Seek righteousness. This world will never give you anything but pain.
Pearl #4 "If you want knowledge and understanding, pray for it. Cultivate the brains. Read, study to show yourself approved." My grandfather was a ravenous reader. He read all of my textbooks, from elementary school, through college.
Pearl #5 "Live by example. Live the life you want your children to live. Your children are not going to do what you say, they are going to do what you do."
Pearl #6 "Honor thy mother and father." Honor means to respect. Make sure you know the difference between respect and fear. Don't live terrorized by some demon that managed to crawl up into your family. "Resist the devil and s/he will flee."
Know your history, know your roots. Recognize that GOD is trying to bless you. That demon is trying desperately to keep you in the dark, suffering in that black pit with her.
Pearl #7 "GOD bless and keep you forever in His care." If my grandfather met you, he would pray for you, he would encourage you, praise you. Most of all he would love you because he was a true Christian. "Love ye one another as I have loved you." I know that he prayed for us. He prayed for me every day of his life. I appreciate it.
I thank GOD for Jerome Walters. Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
There are well over 7 billion people on this planet earth right now. Millions are born and die daily without any notice.
"The righteous perisheth, and no man layeth it to heart:" (Isaiah 57:1a) Good men die and few notice or pay attention. These good men leave this earth unnoticed, unappreciated.
"and merciful men are taken away," (Isaiah 57:1b) Too often good families are robbed of their great patriarchs by wayward demonic forces.
"none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come. (Isaiah 57: 1c) This evil occurs right in our midst and we are too blind to notice or care that good men are taken from this earth but GOD is sparing them of the evil to come. Our earth is going to get worse without the presence and teachings of these good men. GOD blessed them and took them away from the impending evil.
Attention World and the host of kit and kin that never had the opportunity to meet Jerome Walters. It is my desire to pass on some gems, some pearls of wisdom that might brighten your day, lead and guide you in your quest for the best this world has to offer.
Pearl #1 "Apart from Christ you are nothing." Just forget it. If you don't have Christ in your life, if He is not the head of you life, you may as well cash in your chips right now. You will not prosper, period, case closed. No matter your talent, your beauty, your education, you will never prosper on this wicked earth without Jesus Christ.
Pearl #2 "Never do anything you would be ashamed to admit you did." If you have to live out your life lying and trying to cover up your mis-deeds, you are already dead. You will be a liar, known as a liar, and no one will ever trust you. You will hate and be ashamed of yourself. People will not love you, they will just fear you.
Pearl #3 "Jesus will fix it." I don't care what you are going through, how long you have been going through it, Jesus will fix it. Jesus will right every wrong. The evil are busted and disgusted. Shun them. Seek righteousness. This world will never give you anything but pain.
Pearl #4 "If you want knowledge and understanding, pray for it. Cultivate the brains. Read, study to show yourself approved." My grandfather was a ravenous reader. He read all of my textbooks, from elementary school, through college.
Pearl #5 "Live by example. Live the life you want your children to live. Your children are not going to do what you say, they are going to do what you do."
Pearl #6 "Honor thy mother and father." Honor means to respect. Make sure you know the difference between respect and fear. Don't live terrorized by some demon that managed to crawl up into your family. "Resist the devil and s/he will flee."
Know your history, know your roots. Recognize that GOD is trying to bless you. That demon is trying desperately to keep you in the dark, suffering in that black pit with her.
Pearl #7 "GOD bless and keep you forever in His care." If my grandfather met you, he would pray for you, he would encourage you, praise you. Most of all he would love you because he was a true Christian. "Love ye one another as I have loved you." I know that he prayed for us. He prayed for me every day of his life. I appreciate it.
I thank GOD for Jerome Walters. Praise the LORD!
Stay in His WORD children.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth, engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thursday, July 11, 2013
Randy Travis - He Walked On Water (Official Video)
I must share this song with you because this is exactly how I felt about my granddaddy, Jerome Walters. You can search this earth, high and low for a thousand years and you will never find a man as wonderful as my grandfather. GOD loaned him to us from July 12, 1894 until February 10, 1979. He did nothing but good while he sojourned here.
"The righteous perisheth, and no man layeth it to heart: and merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come." Isaiah 57:1
My grandfather was a righteous man. He perished, but I took it to heart. I noticed. There are still many righteous, merciful men on this earth. As my granddaddy would say; "Mighty few though."
Thinking of and thanking GOD for the presence and prayers of Jerome Walters.
"Behold, the LORD's hand is not shortened, that it cannot save; neither His ear heavy, that it cannot hear:" Isaiah 59:1
"The righteous perisheth, and no man layeth it to heart: and merciful men are taken away, none considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil to come." Isaiah 57:1
My grandfather was a righteous man. He perished, but I took it to heart. I noticed. There are still many righteous, merciful men on this earth. As my granddaddy would say; "Mighty few though."
Thinking of and thanking GOD for the presence and prayers of Jerome Walters.
"Behold, the LORD's hand is not shortened, that it cannot save; neither His ear heavy, that it cannot hear:" Isaiah 59:1
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