I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Saturday, September 28, 2013

OV Wright Your

Why did the "DJ" make the last song a "Slow drag"?  Did he or she know that "love" was in the air?

Today we call them disc jockeys.  In my day we called them record spinners.  It was usually the person throwing the party.  And it was usually a small record player.  Your parents were not going to let you use their expensive HiFi.  High Fi for High Fidelity.  No one knew what "Fidelity" meant.  We just knew it sounded good and expensive.  We all wanted something that most other people could not afford so we could show off how well off we were.  How we were "more blessed".

No we didn't rub it in your face.  We just hoped you noticed.  Drive up in your brand new , "ain't never been second-hand Cadillac" and you were suddenly somebody.  People crowded around your car wanting to admire your luxury automobile closely.  The leather seats, imitation ivory knobs, electric windows, white wall tires.

Do young people still "slow drag"?  I am sure they do.  They may call it something else.  But good old fashioned "belly rubbing" to soft music will never go out of style.  Cautioning our children about making decisions that will affect the rest of their lives is a tradition we should never abandon either.

I wear my hair naturally grey because I earned it.  Every strand represents some wisdom, some "been there done that".  If you don't want to learn from my mistakes, if you can't hear me.  Go right ahead make your own mistakes, just don't do the same thing over and over.

Young ladies "ain't no man fixin' to marry you 'cause you are carrying his baby!  It just might git you kilt!  Git a career!  Get you a good paying job that you enjoy.  Look at yourself!  Please yourself!  Stop lying to yourself.  Stop saying you don't care about something that you clearly care about.  Stop looking for short cuts and sympathy.  Enough with the "hair and color" card.  So?!!!!  Hit dem books baby. No one can take that degree away from you."

"And another thang...don't git wid no sorry man.  Git you a man that work two or three jobs, come home tired and beat and hand dat pay check to you!  You got sumptin' den.  Naw, he ain't got to be all that good looking.  You don't want no man thank he prettier dan you noway.  Give me old rough and ready ova' stay in the mirror pimping half-gay a** n****.  Dem sissies wont even cut duh grass.  Don't marry no man nails cleaner than youse.  Ain't no two grown wimmen can live in duh same house.  You know what I'm saying."

Ladies feel obligated to give your daughters and granddaughter some advice on life.  That's why GOD left you here.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD''s Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Copyright September 28, 2013   All rights reserved.

Thursday, September 26, 2013

John Lee Hooker - Will The Circle Be Unbroken

"Tell the undertaker to please drive slow cause the woman you are hauling I hate to see her go."

Death is final children.  When you go in that door there is no coming back.  There is no such thing as one more chance to finally get it right.  The truth is that we are all searching for something.  I truly believe that all people are born with some form of emptiness, a longing.

That feeling that we have is the longing for  Jesus.  It is His Spirit dwelling in us that wants to grow and glow.  For various reasons some feel it more than others.  Unfortunately for some the feeling is so faint they feel compelled to fake it.  Some one should tell them to simply pray for it.  GOD said you can have anything you want.  Everything is His!  Ask your Father!

I asked GOD for a house once.  He told me He was going to give it to me.  He told me to tell everyone in advance.  I did.  I won!  I paid one dollar in certified funds to the city of Atlanta, Georgia for a little red brick house in SW Atlanta.  Unfortunately the devil came out swinging.  No one told me that when you openly profess Christ the devil zooms in on you!  satan rushes in with his horde of imps.  And if you don't have your armor on you are in trouble.  You are going to have to fight for your life.

No weapon will harm you.  Yes you are going to get scuffed up.  But, stand strong.  Stand strong in the LORD.  He is going to bring you out better than you went in.  Your enemies will be defeated.  Yes children;"Jesus will fix it."

Stay in His WORD children.  Do study the Bible for yourself.  Spend some time with GOD today.  Reflect on your life.  "Look well you your going, your going in, your coming out."

Remember:"Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Copyright September 26, 2013   All rights reserved

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

True, my heart is broken ...

but I have no tears.  I have grieved the lost of my mother for 62 years. I am tired and weary, I am a Motherless Child.  No greater pain can you ever know.  Worse than abusing and ruining me she rebuked me for knowing the truth.  Cursed my name, cast me out of the family while she lived in a fantasy land built on lies.

She was no more a preacher than my dog Cleo.  Ministering was just one of the many roles she played.  Of all her many roles and distinctly different personalities she played, I think Madame Watson was her favorite.  Madame Watson had power, could get your husband back.  She would give you some "goofer dust" to win your court case.  She could read the tarot cards perfectly.

My mother was a beautiful woman that is no lie.  She was still beautiful in her advanced old age.  Unfortunately her heart wasn't right.  She could not stop hating of being jealous. She could not stop lying and backbiting. She could not stop ruining lives.

Yes, she was a pathological liar but she finally told the truth about something.  She declared that she was never repenting for s*** and she didn't.  Don't live a life like Martha children.  Don't harden your heart.  Don't hide behind a "cross" and frightened lying easily duped people.

I do thank her for her life, for lessons learned.  I thank her for her wonderful wise father, Jerome Walters.  The man that saved my life. ( I guess you really can get away with murder.)  Man is foolish, easily duped and led astray.  No man or woman can fool GOD.  You can build your life on lies like a house of cards if you want to.  One day they are going to come tumbling down.

No family I will not lie and pretend for anyone.  The LORD Jesus Christ has appointed and anointed me to preach and teach the Truth!  And I will!  You don't have to like me.  You can continue to scorn me but I will Preach! I will Teach!

Rest in peace Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureaux.  Go on and take your rest.  Only GOD knows why you could not love, why you felt so insecure. GOD knows why you lied and pretended, hated and ruined.  I know that I will never see a mistreated child and not mourn for them.  I will bristle every time someone criticizes me for being black.  I will never be afraid of any one's hokus pokus black magic.

I will continue to pray for my five brothers.  I pray for their courage.   I pray that one day they will finally see GOD's marvelous light.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and cloak you, keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Copyright September 24, 2013  All rights reserved

Monday, September 23, 2013

The Appointed Hour

Yes, family and friends we all have an "Appointed Hour", the exact moment in time when we will meet GOD and tell Him all about our troubles.  We will also have to give in account of our sins.

People without understanding call me the family snitch.  GOD calls me blessed.  I don't know if we are down to the last few minutes.  I do know that I am praying for her.  I do want her to repent of her many sins and horrible life.  I do want her to enter Heaven's gates.  I want the "Circle to be unbroken".

To all my haters, hate on.  The Bible says that if you love mother or father or children more than Him you are not worthy of Him.

I know this woman to be a horrible monster, a beautiful woman with a Jezebel spirit.  I know she made our lives miserable.  We may not want to admit it but when she is finally gone there are going to be a lot of happy people.

I laugh at the people that still fear her.  She never had any power!  She had "game", a loud vulgar mouth and a willingness to fight viciously in public.  She would loud talk you and curse you with the most vulgar words you ever heard.  Five minutes later she would pretend she didn't know what you were talking about.  That never happened.  "Shut your mouth!  Don't you even f****** think back n******!"

Perhaps one day we will all get together and laugh about her many schemes, of the husbands she beat bloody.  How she put one husband on a 50 cents a week allowance, forbade him to buy or wear civilian clothes, had an outside child on him.

We laughed, we laughed with her.  We were stupid enough to laugh at our selves, anything to keep her satisfied, to keep her off our backs.  She shared her plots (well some of her plots) and dared us to tell them.  Robbed and destroyed by her I had nothing left but His WORD.  Praise the LORD! He gave me His WORD!

I'm not lying for anybody and I am not waiting for a convenient time.  Now is the time!  Get your soul right. Get your affairs in order.  He stands at the door and knocks.  He is not going to knock forever.

My church The Potters House is praying for Martha.  I sent an emissary to pray with her.  Martha Prayer Warriors are praying for you around the clock.  Can't you hear them?  Will you let stupid pride keep you out of the Kingdom?

My conscious is clear.  I prayed and gave her to GOD knowing that His Grace is sufficient.

To GOD be the Glory! Stay strong in His WORD children.  Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Copyright September 23, 2013   All rights reserved

Sunday, September 22, 2013

One thing my mother's

evil, always hateful and cross, quick to cuss you out and kick your a** behavior always  taught me; rely on GOD! Put all of your faith in Him.  If your own mother hates you; you have lost before you get out of the gate.

And if she is phony enough to play crazy in order to live a foul life you are going to have to pray!  But I must brag on this one point.  She (rather the evil spirit she let control her) devised and designed the most diabolical plans to destroy us.  But GOD turned my misery into a miracle. PTL!

My church is praying for her.  GOD sent an emissary, his servant to pray at her bedside.   If you love your fellow man.  If you have faith in GOD's dynamos power you will pray for her.

He can take a wayward fallen woman and turn her around.  His Grace is sufficient.

We only wanted to see the good

So we blinded ourselves.  Became deaf, could not hear GOD.  We grew miserable and tired, became accustomed to abuse and terror.  We self soothed and sank deeper into despair.

I joined the church, went to Bible study, started searching for the source of my pain.  One day my pastor was brave enough to say Incest!

GOD opened my eyes, lifted the scales, I finally knew what I always knew. My mother had a Jezebel spirit. GOD said He will put her on a bed of affliction, promised she will pay.

I pray GOD's tender mercies, His understanding, His guidance and redemption.

I know GOD gave Pastor Eric Suddith that WORD.  He obeyed, risked ridicule and rebuke. I investigated, was rebuked and reviled by my own family for being the one to have the courage to demand the truth.

She told me to forget it. Cursed me for being a liar knowing full well she is the liar.  No I love GOD too much to lie for anyone.  It is not over you still have time.

Stay in His WORD children.  Study the book of Revelation today.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Copyright September 22, 2013. All rights reserved

Saturday, September 21, 2013

"Brethren, pray for us."

" Pray without ceasing.  In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of GOD in Christ Jesus concerning you."  (1 Thessalonians 5: 17 - 18)

Eternal life is real.  An eternity is forever.  Why would anyone choose to burn in hell for eternity when they could live for eternity with Christ?

Pride. It is down to the wire for all of us children. "Didn't come here to stay always."  I
humbly advise you to live for Christ. Don't get side tracked and waylayed by this world.  Do pray for wisdom and understanding. Pray for guidance. Trust His WORD.  "Study to show yourself approved."

It was more than a feeling I had.  It was a "knowing", an instinctive mistrust. She said she could not help it, that she did the best she could.  I always maintained and still do, she did the best she would.  I forgive her for all the pain she caused. She was like most people, ignorant, lost, blind, deaf and dumb.

Should she lose the ultimate gift?  I think not. We are all saved by Grace. I pray GOD's Grace upon her. I pay for her faith. I pray for the faith of my family.  I pray for the faith of this world.

"And I gave her space to repent of her fornicaion, and she repented not." (Revelation 2:21) "I know thy works: behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it:  ...Behold, I stand at the door and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and sup with him, and he with me."

"To him that overcometh  will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in His throne.  He that hath an ear, let him  hear what the Spirit sai th unto the churches.

Overcome children! Overcome!