Random thoughts on a rainy day in Georgia

Random thoughts on a rainy day …

[Caution - important disclosure, if you are one of those "Christians"  that thinks GOD is referring to foul language in the third Commandment, proceed no further .  You are a hopeless blind sheep. Why would GOD ever care about using foul words? "There is no such thing as bad language, only bad experiences."  GOD is not the grammar police. GOD is trying to warn us about women like my birth mother.  A whore so easily provoked to madness and jealousy she would swoop down on a grave in a skin-et, in a heartbeat ,  to collect "dust" to throw on your ass if she thought you were too smart, too pretty, too blessed, too highly favored.]

Don't worry she didn't win, although she "preached" for over thirty years as an ordained minister I don't think she will be missed in Heaven.  Yes, my mother was a whore, not your regular run of the mill,  poot butt whore,  either.  Martha looked respectable, kept a decent respectable job but sold  pussy on the side.  Read Tarot cards, offered "advice" and help through conjure if you paid her well.  Lured as many people as she could into captivity.

I kept asking GOD why did she preach, we had to laugh, where could she go to show off her fine raiment?  Being a poor black woman that loved to flex like she had money,  she could not join a country club.  She did join Eastern Star once and they kicked her whorish,  lying,  "root working"  ass out.

My mother is no longer important, she's dead.  What is important is the fact far too many just like her still live among us.  Yes, donald trump is my mother's evil twin.  Both pathological liars, both extremely color struck and ignorant.

You can be black without being a nigger.  You can be gay without being a faggot.  You can be white without being a cracker.  I know.  It was a white man that made the straw purchase enabling my grandfather to acquire sixty-five acres of prime farm land in Wade, North Carolina when it was against the law for blacks to purchase land.

All white people are not racist, all blacks are not coons.  Far too many people  buy into racist stereotypes .  I'm sixty-five years old and I am sick of this shit!  To quote donald trump; "Stop it!"

Every time my daughter takes me to a Braves game, buys expensive seats, we look like flies in buttermilk and NIGGERS! Niggers come over to check our tickets, two,  three, and  four fucking times!

White people give us curious looks.  What the fuck!  What kind of CON -try is this?   If a black person fails to get an education, wears a hoodie and his pants down , he is a thug and unacceptable.

But, if a tall handsome black man proves he is a brilliant scholar and becomes President he is still hated, still not good enough.  First he is not  a citizen, you demand his birth certificate. Next he is a lazy coon , a shiftless coon.  You can not have it both ways  ameriKKa!   "Them coon niggers you all are looking for have been dead, are dying off rapidly."  Please don't count on the coon population to help you now after what you did to uncle Ben, Diamond, Silk and Omarosa.

I fully intend to use my First Amendment freedoms as long as I can.  I'm going to talk about you like a damn dog, you greedy dogs. "Fuck each and every one of you!"* (thanks D.L. Hugley)

"Come ye out from among them."

A terrorist is a fucking terrorist

be he Muslim, Protestant, Catholic, mother or father, sister or brother.  President-elect,  boss, supervisor, wife or friend.  I bewildered myself looking back over my mother's evil past. I remember incident after incident and want to scream.  I must admit my grandfather did tell me to leave at eighteen and to never come back.  He refused to call her a demon but, I knew what he meant.

Martha was so mean she was hilarious.  Hilarious to people on the outside, not people targeted.
We were in D-2 one night.  Yes, I was nineteen and out drinking with my mother.  I thought she was cool.  Anyway her side piece, a man she later made her fourth husband,  invited her out.  Well , he kept dipping to the back of the club, Martha followed him, discovered he was entertaining another woman while entertaining us.

Martha went berserk , cussed him out , busted him flat in the mouth with her fist.  Went outside,  took the tire iron out of her Cadillac and busted out all of his windows. Outran the military police that chased us off the post in a jeep.

She went and spent the night with an ex-husband to establish and alibi.  Yes, you guessed it, we were all sitting up in church that next day just like nothing ever happened.  Of course she denied it for the longest but, when she got old she bragged about it.

I share these stories with my daughter and she responds; "Why didn't y'all just kill the bitch?"  We were terrified!  Telling did not cross our minds, we just wanted to survive, reach age eighteen and get grown and gone.

How we got lured back into her lair is a long, long story.

Sure, I had a nervous breakdown

You'll have one too if a slut gets after you like the one I was born to.  My mother was practically giddy with a psychopathic  sociopath's extreme excitement having caused secret pain again, getting away with sick treachery again.

• threw first cousin's brand new Sunday shoes in the fireplace because she was jealous
• pushed toddler brother into the fire place over a bag of peanuts
• busted two year old brother in the head with an iron skillet, again jealousy
• stole pennies off of dead relatives eyes when she was three
• set grandmother's skirt on fire when she was five, again jealousy
• threw cat down outdoor toilet, lied on her brother, father made the brother wash the cat
• has sex three times with grown man when she was eight
• smashed puppy between two bricks
• has baby at sixteen that she hates, pushes beautiful face into stove
• pours pot of hot boiling coffee on toddler son just because she could
• beats, rapes, bludgeons , stabs, and assaults until she is too elderly
• on and on, murders her own father , does something too sickening to ever tell every year until she reaches age 87
• curses GOD and finally dies

If you study the Scripture , you know to endure to the end.  You know GOD is holding you in the hollow of (HIS) Hand and the evil one can do you NO harm.

While enduring my  evil birth mother I was strengthened, made strong,  gifted in so many ways.  The first thing I learned was that GOD loves me, will never forsake me.  I also learned cruelty is not courage.  Your silence will not protect you. And evil can NOT win!  The so called "Church" is full of lying demon possessed phonies just like my mother.

They are all "color struck". They are all envious and jealous of  brilliant beautiful people of color. Beautiful brown people like President Obama and his family.  They will say anything, tell the worse lies to smear their names and character.

The "Church" is a business and obviously has  nothing to do with GOD.  Not the real GOD of truth and justice, of fairness of "love thy neighbor as thyself."

The god this world serves is money.  So they use every trick in the book to elect Hitler's twin and have the damn nerve to prophesy "they" are going to win.

It can't be done "son".  Evil can not win.  You can gloat over your color, your milky white skin and blue eyes,  all you want. GOD made all of us.

Don't hate and attempt to destroy me on the sly. I'm not bowing down to your stinking ass.  That Martha had me hemmed up much too long.

Demons are real! Demons are every where, don't let them get too comfortable in your home,  If they are in your "church" find a new church or "home church". -ijs-

My dream, my true quest , is to be as cool, calm and collected ..

as my grandfather, Jerome Walters.  to this very day I don't know how he did it.  His long wonderful , often painful life,  is absolute proof GOD will never forsake you.

I know that I am here today as a direct result of my grandfather's fervent prayers.  As much as my mother secretly and openly hated me, simultaneously, he openly and deliberately loved me.  Took licks, stabs, jabs, and "roots"  meant for me, for us, his grandchildren.

Yes, it is now obvious, Jerome Walters, not only acquired wealth for his posterity , his grands and great grands , he completely sacrificed his life to save us.  Yes, Jerome Walters took a bullet in the heart for his family, a family so destroyed, so fallen, he has yet to be honored with so much as a headstone.

That is not right.  Sure, I can understand my birth brothers claiming  fear, even claiming to be contaminated by Martha's "roots" but,A DEAD DEMON!?

No way! You played yourself.  There is something you are hiding.  No matter, GOD got this.  It is ALL in Divine Order!

Any one still pretending to fear a dead woman's "roots" deserves to suffer.

"Come ye out from among them."

Nobody wants you when you are down and out

It's the truth. Nobody wants you when you are down and out.  Nobody wants you when they think you need some financial help.  People will heap on the phony praise, pretend to pray for you.  Just don't ask them for any money.  Don't need a home, somewhere to lay your head.

I begin this blog the same way every morning, celebrating the death of my demon possessed mother.  That slut was not giving up evil, for no one, for nothing.  Martha was a psychotic lunatic with the keys to the Asylum in her pocket.  She deliberately raged, robbed, raped and swore she could not be stopped. The dumb whore swore she was winning.  Why? She drove a Cadillac!  Yes, how stupid, how delusional.  Let's face it, my mother was a true nigger.  The evil white demon's creation.

Now the evil white man thinks he has taken over the government.  So!?  Evil can't win.  Do like my mother, admire her, come to her defense, be her twin.  Never speak a word against such people because you fear.  You have no real faith in GOD.  You have never read the Bible.  As a mater of fact you have never read a single book completely.  Like my mother, you buy books to look smart.  You attend church to appear religious.

  She did every evil thing satan whispered in her ear and died a sniveling coward.  Something too ashamed to repent.  My mother pretended to be too arrogant to repent.  The truth was she looked back over  her own long  life of complete debaucery and was revolted.

So evil doer, keep following the likes of trump.  Keep cheering him on.  You are going to end up like my mother, too embarrassed to know, to admit,  you fell so low.

"My LORD from Zion!"

was my birth mother's favorite expression.  Yes, she was an ordained pastor.  The African Methodist Episcopal Zion church gave her a license to  preach in 1979.  Never sought to take it back.  She did call it a license to preach but it turned out to be a license to kill and murder, to practice witchcraft, to destroy every one foolish enough to associate with her.

For sixty-two years I witnessed my own mother mock GOD, break boundaries, crush every one that resisted her,  administer brutal beatings and rage.  Yes, my mother raged, she was uncontrollable.  Truly a menace to society, an abomination.

Why was Martha raging so? SHE WAS DEMON POSSESSED! For my entire life I have had to listen to people declaring demon possession an impossibility.  So called Christians that have never  so much as read the Bible.  People that place their Bibles in the windows of their cars in order to appear to love GOD.

Don't tell me about the phony Christians flocking to the church. The exact same type of Christians  used to flock to our house, had cars lined up on both sides of the street seeking knowledge and "dust" from Madame Watson.

My mother was delusional enough to think she really had power.  What she had was terror tactics. Going down on murdered men's graves at midnight!  Forbidding us to ever tell or reveal your demonic ass!

I'm laughing.  You tried to kill me so many times and every time GOD saved me.  Hot soapy enemas, rape, never ending sexual molestation, sabotage after sabotage, demonic pathological lie after demonic pathological lie. You laughed, had me driving a car without brakes for nearly a year.  It was GOD that saved me from that eighteen wheeler at age nineteen.

Well Martha dear, my long experience with you prepared me for these trump days.  I'm laughing!  OLD WHITE MEN!  A bunch of old fizzle farts! Our enemies can't stop laughing.  These grumpy old men were worthless in their youth.  Just what do they think they can do now?  Who fears an old toothless dog with barely enough wind to growl?

Relax children of righteousness, they shall proceed no further.

Beaming!

Why I rage ...

It is one thing to sexually abuse your children out of ignorance and carnal lust but,  to do so , then turn around and mock them is reprehensible.

Perhaps it is a habit, a sadistic habit.  So much blood shed, so many abominable lies.  Stalking, nothing but stalking, years and years of stalking.  How could you stand yourself? How could you look in the mirror?

No, that had to be demon possession. Demon possession in the worse way.

Are your numbers many, or are they few? Evil is in abundance! In the "Church"! Deliberately cloaked and protected in good families.  Families cursed with carrying the secrets of their long lost kin.  Kin that committed incest, rape, murder, practiced witchcraft.  Dumb, cursed families feeling obligated to keep the secrets of their tormentors.  I won't!

  Yes, trump is definitely one of your kind.  Many will suffer before he is through.  Out of all the problems facing this nation,  he tweets serious punishment for all flag burners.  When did "flag burning" become a problem?

I wonder what trump would say about Bishop Henry McNeil Turner calling the flag a "dirty contemptible rag"?  I wonder how trump feels about reparations since black slaves are the only people to never get any?

What should we do with billionaires that don't pay their taxes?  Billionaires sent by the evil one to start a race war?

I guess I rage because stupidity is so unnecessary.