That's a fact. If you want to know, you have to search, seek. Far too many people are only interested in the title, the degree, knowledge has nothing to do with it. These people are heady, high-minded bullies.
Dear LORD help me! My birth mother was a serial RAPIST! Sure, she claimed to have been raped as an eight year old. I will always question her version of the story. Strangely, this whole rape allegation was kept from me until 2008. We were both old. It was something that just slipped out. It was probably the pain medication.
I was attending her every move, her caretaker after knee surgery . I was retired and glad to do it until she started abusing me, clanging that damn bell at six thirty in the morning for bullshit.
Our world is in the condition it is in today because far too many people refuse to study, refuse to read. Far too many people pretend to uphold racism, "colorism". Bullshit! My mother never hated me for the color of my skin! She was just a jealous viper. The woman was ashamed because she was a low fallen whore to sorry to get up, to sorry to change. A woman so ignorant, so delusional , she resorted to WITCHCRAFT and Preaching!"Be ye hot or cold or get spewed!"
My mother cussed me out for bringing up my savage rape. That was the wrong reaction! Woman I was OLD! You were old! All I wanted was an apology. I had already forgiven you.
I watched my poor birth mother rot from the inside out because she lacked intellectual curiosity, discipline, restraint, discretion. She was a bully! A horror! A true sadist! So many people run from me, dislike me, call me a whining crybaby. How many of you were raped as an INFANT!? As an eight year old? How many of you had to duck and dodge a complete demon possessed woman that you truly loved for SIXTY-TWO YEARS?
I am a empath. Not only do I feel my own personal pain deeply, I feel the excruciating pain of others. Now I understand why I was a raging teacher for thirty years. Dumb ass administrators that locked all the bathrooms but, one. No soap! No hot water! No toilet paper! TWENTY-TWO MINUTE LUNCHES WHERE TWENTY ARE SPENT IN LINE!
Administrators so low they locked themselves in rooms for days to change the answers on standardized tests. So called "administrators" that stuff schools with vending machines, and sell chicken biscuits . Far too many in the school system are purely pimping the kids , far too many pastors are pimping the "church".
The fact is, my birth mother was EVIL! Truly a sadist! A mongrel monstrosity! A woman so evil she has to be safely dead for any of her victims to dare speak a word against her. Bullshit! The whore was a coward! She slapped me across the face when I was eight, instinctively I slapped her back. She never slapped me again. She slapped me with that nasty vulgar tongue but she never put her hands on me again.
Dear LORD please ease the pain of so many suffering in the clutches of such women. They love the title WOG (Women of GOD). Why? They are mocking GOD! They praise GOD, winking at satan.
I can understand people not understanding my pain. I am learning how to accept the fact that most do not care. I am slowly learning that most people are extremely selfish, uncaring and jealous, covetous. We are crabs in a barrel. My mother is proof. No one was ever going to out do Mathy Jane in anything. One brother miraculously became a medical doctor, that slut destroyed him in one stunt. Crippled him, kept him crippled and he will remain crippled until he rebukes that snake.
One brother, a brilliant musician , played with Cameo, studied under Donald Byrd. Yes, she destroyed him too. Viper!
Then there is me. The whore stalked me for SIXTY-TWO YEARS!
But, GOD saved me, It is ALL in Divine Order!
