Yes, there is a time to weep, a time to cry ...

to laugh, to learn. There is a time to let go. PRAISE THE LORD! Please do not let some imp talk you out of loving and trusting in Our LORD Jesus Christ.  [HE] is REAL!  I KNOW [HE} IS REAL!

I am so humbled right now, I can barely type for the tears flooding my eyes with pure joy. Sure, I suffered that monstrosity for sixty-two years.  So! If not her, some other imp would have slayed me. Or worse,  with out witnessing my mother's total depravity I would have been extremely naive like most people.  Just another blind, unread sheep.

I was barely fourteen and my mother was "preaching", spouting her knowledge of the Bible. "Honor thy MOTHER that yo' life might be long on this earth ... yada, yada, "

I remembering completing that scripture from memory; "And parents PROVOKE  not your children,to wrath,  less they become (dis-encouraged) discouraged ."  My mother responded immediately , half laughing; "SMART ASS BITCH!"

The gig was up for me, my antenna went up and I remember thinking ; "Wow! Evil people can use GOD's Word against the gullible and deliberately unread."  From that moment on I was determined to READ MY BIBLE FOR MYSELF!

"Come ye out from among them."

P.S.
The Holy Spirit does not give a shit about cussing, touching yourself, homosexuality, gambling, drinking, smoking.  That is man piling on that bullshit that he doesn't do himself. Read the book of Matthew, learn what GOD says about these vipers.

"As a man thinketh in his heart , so is he."

Every mother (and father) knows that instinctively.  I knew that.  From the moment my planned pregnancy was confirmed , I talked to my baby.  I knew she was a girl,  no matter all the "it's a boy predictions". I called her boo-bie.  I took time to read aloud to her every day.  I went to the library and checked out every book I could on child birth.  I was all in! I was excited.

I have to admit I was crushed to dust when I finally accepted the fact that my own birth mother always held the greatest, most ridiculous,  unnecessary,  deeply disturbed,  satanic,  sadistic hatred for me.  No, not just for me, for all of us.  Martha was one miserable wretch that hated the entire world with a passion for eighty-seven years.

Don't worry, I'm fine.  My mother's extreme irrational psychotic behavior made me a much better person than I might have been.  Her savage cruelty certainly motivated me to always study, to earn good grades, to "keep myself up".

The whole idea of racial divisions is demonic.  It is clear to me. How can any one assign certain human characteristics to an entire "race"? The fact that you accept that non-sense indicates your lack of faith, is evidence of your "lack of knowledge".

I will NOT participate in racial profiling.  I will NOT lay down and die and let empty vacuous men like trump and his elk interfere with my joy.  Any Christian that considers him to be a Christian is no Christian.

"Come ye out from among them."

"None but the righteous shall see GOD!"

None! Not one!  The real righteous, not the fake.  If you consider yourself to be a Christian because you follow Christian tradition , you don't drink, cuss or smoke, you need to read your Bible thoroughly for yourself.  You only listen to choir music, you rarely have sex and if you do it is "straight", missionary, in the dark with the lights off and extremely quiet.

You tithe, memorize scripture and quote it daily to prove to others  you are a good "Christian".  Yes, you hate all people of color, ALL. You just know you are chosen because you are WHITE (or light)!

"If you are white, you are right! If you are yellow you are mellow, if you are brown , stick around , BUT IF YOU ARE BLACK ! GET BACK!"

What foolishness some choose to live by.  You are an IDIOT! And the truth is not in you!

For EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS A MONGREL MONSTROSITY VEXED ME! Deliberately made my life a living hell because this ignorant low slut for satan declared that I WAS TOO BLACK!

FUCK YOU BITCH! You were NEVER that fucking stupid! You were a monster! A BULLDAGGER!  Bitch you could have been a BULLDAGGER  without being cruel.  GOD doesn't give a shit about homosexuality! 

GOD/ THE HIGHEST SUPREME POWER does care about how we treat children.  Yes, Martha you are going to have to answer to GOD about bragging that you flushed FIVE  of [HIS]  children down the toilet.

No, Martha that fake ass preaching is not going to get you off  for MURDERING JEROME WALTERS!  Your fake, phony preaching may have been entertaining but , it won't save your deplorable ass.

I do thank you though.  The horrid life you forced me to endure on the sly made me search the WORD!

Found you! Martha, you are on every page, from Genesis to Revelation.  (Revelation 2:20)

You need to bow down!  All those that still support you,  ALL those that still pretend you were a loving mother, a sincere pastor, need to bow down!

"Come ye out from among them."

LORD please help me!

Help me to holdout until my change comes. I can still hear that young man's loud shrill scream as he indicted Me! ; "IS THAT YOUR MUUUUUUUUTHOOOOORRRRR! IS THAT YOUR MOTHER!?" 

Yes, I was horrified! In deep disbelief! I was in hell! Had touched bottom, could not sink any lower.  Where did this come from? I was nineteen, home from college for the week-end.  My mother invited me out to her boyfriend's barracks, his day room.

Why not? She was my mother, I loved her, an invite from her meant she loved me back , wanted to spend time with me, so I thought.

Dear LORD, to this very day, I get knots in my stomach and find it nearly impossible to breathe every time I visualize my mother being carried off into a separate room by four young soldiers my age. No, I did not see the very act. I didn't have to have a great imagination to predict what they were doing.  As a matter of fact,  it all started with one drink.

We entered the gathering together, just young men milling around in a military dayroom.  I was just sitting, chit chatting about nothing. Yes, I was sipping.  Why not, my mother introduced me to drinking by age eight.  I was eight the first time I got drunk and RAPED!

Now,  my own blood mother was in a separate room doing GOD knows what with MANY MEN , while I sat alone, people pointing at me! Fingers pointing at me! People rejecting and rebuking me for actions of my own mother.

I don't know why my birth mother was so cruel to me, to my siblings , to the Walters family for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS!  I don't even know why she thought preaching was a good idea.  I do know, evil can't win.  I do know the low slut, CUNT,  MURDERED MY GRANDFATHER and he was a good man.

I know that whore orchestrated my rape in order to fully ruin and destroy me because she didn't think birthing me poor, black, female and UNWANTED  was enough of a burden.

I do know that every knee shall bow, every tongue shall confess Jesus is LORD.  I know there is NOTHING  done in the dark that shall not be brought to the light.  So, if you are a closet freak, a closet demon, just know your time is up! Your day is done!

Praise the LORD!

Sometimes we need a fresh perspective

Sometimes people need a little relief, just a break.  If you are a cruel, calculating, psychotic sadist , do not  bear six children to torture, to blame, to deliberately lead into captivity because your miserable life is so horrid you can't acknowledge your own depravity.

Families when you discover the oldest and highest ranking female in your family is in fact criminally insane, a nymphomaniac , a promiscuous prostituting whore, DO NOT FEAR HER!

Get away from her!  Shun her!  But, what ever you do, DO NOT LET THIS SLUT PREACH!
Giving a woman like my mother a license to preach is like giving a wolf the keys to the hen house.

The greatest consolation I have is, I "endured to the end". I was always good to her. I never cursed her out! I never put hands on her! Thank you LORD.  Looking back and simply recounting the sick, sick, perverted acts MARTHA JANE WALTERS deliberately committed against her own family for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS ,  I know she deserved the death penalty.  I know she should have been kept away from all children, the elderly, the gullible and those slow to catch on.

She is dead now and I am so proud to say how glad I am.  I will not tell one lie and try to squeeze into the normal line.  There is nothing "normal" about me or my life.  When your mother is a closet notorious "root worker" that works roots that work, and preaches, I can guarantee you a very exciting life.

My mother is dead, I'm glad she's gone. She was the lowest, commonest, depraved,  jealous , envious , ignorant, pathological lying  slut that ever walked (slithered on ) this earth.  She sullied GOD's name, her church's name and destroyed every thing she ever touched because she was a grown immature childish bratty toddler that really believed her light skin was a blessing from GOD.

Yes, my mother was trump before trump. 

They have the same body language, both corrupt to the core, both instruments of evil. May they both rot in hell for eternity.

If you call yourself a Christian on your way to Heaven , never having read the Bible thoroughly , you are a liar! If you call yourself a Christian harboring racial hatred and color consciousness in your heart, you are a liar!

If you think posting memes, chain emails pleases or influences GOD in any way,  you are a fool.  If you think tithing is a commandment from GOD,  you are a bigger fool than the people that used to line both sides of our street seeking "power", a "Lucky hand" from my mother.

If you think Mathy Jane MARTHA JANE WALTERS is in Heaven or is going to be permitted anywhere near Jesus , you are dumber than any trump lover.

And if you think trump is a good President you are dumber than dirt.

"Come ye out from among them."

Ova' here, just praising GOD!

I know it was You LORD! HALLLLLLLLEEEEEEEELUUUUUUUUUJAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Only you LORD! Thank you for saving ME from that succubus, the most perfect viper to ever crawl up in a family, in a church! Thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkk Yooooooouuuuuuuuuuu LORD!

I am in awe! I am still piecing this extremely long tragedy together.  That woman MARTHA JANE WALTERS  was no woman .  The more I learn, the more I remember,  the more I doubt her ever being human.

Foolish? Yes!  Ravenous? Yes? Extremely ignorant, vacuous, a complete mental midget, a dullard? Yes! Perverted!? Yes!  From what I have gathered, perversion seems to be the crux of her problem.  No, Martha never had any qualms about being a pervert and perverting others.

She just didn't want to be criticized, stopped or hindered in any way.  My mother actually screamed ; "It's My Pussy! I'll give My Pussy to who eva'the fuck I please."  I was only fifteen or sixteen and I remember giving her a look that must have caused her some concern because she immediately said that was what her friend had said and she was merely repeating her.

Just listing all of my birth mother's cruel deeds that I know about and can remember , I know it was GOD that kept me, kept us.

I'm laughing now because the worse thing she could have ever done for me was drag me to church every Sunday for eighteen years in a solid row.  I listened! I read! I studied! I prayed! I learned to depend and listen to the Holy Ghost.  The low slut beat and brutalized me so much , so often and so early,  I became acquainted with the Holy Ghost at FOUR YEARS OLD!
The LORD Jesus Christ just picked me up, held me in [HIS] arms, whispered in my little ear that he would always be with me, that [HE] would never leave Me!

I am honored! I am privileged! I am blessed!

 I have SIXTY-FIVE YEARS OF MIRACLES! WONDER WORKING MIRACLES!

PRAISE THE LORD!

Children don't let nasty,  whorish , pathological lying demon possessed imps,  trick you.  Never give up on GOD! Remember [HE] is only a prayer away!

"Shotgun!"

I think my birth mother never forgave my grandfather for refusing to use his authority, his shotgun,
 to make the "love of her life" marry her.

Grandaddy couldn't do that. The bitch was too ignorant.  Shit, just thinking about her, just remembering a few things, gives me a major headache.

The LORD in Heaven knows MARTHA JANE WALTERS WAS VEXATION OF THE SPIRIT! 

"DONNIE-THE-DIMWIT" is vexation of America's spirit.  It doesn't matter.  GOD got this , it is ALL IN DIVINE ORDER!