Perhaps you accept someone's judgmental opinion of you, Don't. "Look at their fruit!" Wait! Remember! When did you start having doubts about yourself? Just when did you become too anything? (Too fat, too tall, too short, too ugly, too old, too young, too opinionated ?) Do you remember the day joy left your life, got sucked dry? Murdered, annihilated, stomped into dust the dust? It was the day you trusted "man" (your mama) more than the Holy Spirit.
My joy was snatched the moment I was conceived in the belly of a whore. A mongrel whore, a female body housing a demonic male spirit. An abomination, a vile imp that dared to preach falsely.
Most people are as uncaring, phony and disingenuous as my mother. Most are blessing blockers. They grin now, are extremely happy to dig a pit for those they consider more talented but, less deserving,
to fall in.
Yes, they are know-it-alls, know every thing about everything. Yes, they are the keepers of everything "black". They are still trying to unite black people, never admitting when they encounter a "black" more talented, more knowledgeable, they very skillfully use their authority to stab them in the back. No, they will never let on that they are in complete awe of your talent. They rather attempt to convince you of your worthlessness.
Relax! It does not matter in the least. It is All in Divine Order. There is nothing you or I can do to stop or prevent the day. Wo/men like my mother shall be known! Blinders are falling off.
Live right. Love genuinely, sincerely. "Seek to understand". If you can't help, don't hinder!
Failure to plan means, plan to fail. Most people are "ham-scammy". We try to assemble projects without reading the directions.
People hate to think, have very short memories and love to hate. It is only by the merciful goodness of the Holy Spirit that I am still dwelling on this bitter earth. My mother used to tell me how fortunate I was that she didn't flush me.
No, she didn't flush me like a turd but, she sure treated me like one. A horror! A human horror, the greatest most convincing pathological liar that ever lived! Ridiculous!
How did she get like that? I blame it on the Voodoo. But, I know it was spiritual. Mathy Jane did what she was put on this earth to do. A beautiful female that practices conjure, introduces her sons to some abominable practices , automatically hates and attempts to destroy all she perceives to be righteous and good.
That is a modern day Jezebel alright. She was NOT my mother, merely my vehicle to planet Earth. I'm here now and I refuse to be anyone's mule! I will not be some second class "colored". I will say what I want to say, when and where I want to say it.
I was indeed a footstool for far too long. That little girl Martha just decimated, crucified and attempted to ruin is rising from her ashes!
I'm outraged! That low whore Martha put on that "holy roller" act just so she could enjoy her sick proclivities. Martha would cry, become unhinged if you mentioned anything she did wrong. No matter how slight.
The forty-eight hour cussing/cursing you got for mentioning she still owed you money was not worth it. Fuck it! Forget it, let her have her way. Martha's vulgar brutality always worked.
Was her preaching every Sunday incongruent with her lifestyle? Yes. But, it wasn't her fault. The life that GOD demanded was impossible, so she lied, pretended. And everything would have been perfect in her life if she had never consented to birth and keep our sorry black asses.
She could have been a model for Pepsodent tooth paste. She was recruited. She was brilliant as a college student. On an on, Martha was perfect. She was "damn near white". She had power. She would put a "root" on you if you did not do her bidding.
That selfish slut is dead now but, the lessons I learned from struggling against her envious, jealous, demonic ass are worth sharing. I certainly learned that no weapon formed against me shall ever prosper.
Most people are disingenuous and most people are glad to see you fail, especially if they think you are too attractive, too intelligent and too black.
The evil doer is on his last leg that is why he is fighting so furiously. The greedy weakened white elitist is down to his socks. He is leaderless. America is leaderless. Why? Lazy, spoiled, far too much opulence concentrated in the hands of extremely hateful ignorant whites, tRump.
I learned to not let some backstabbing, jealous, promiscuous whore block my blessings by getting in my head. GOD is healing my inner child, that precious little girl that low whore for satan deliberately destroyed.
I found out people that bully and intimidate suffer with extremely low self esteem, that they hide behind pretending to be loving, wise sages, that have nothing but your interest at heart. They will love on you for your loyalty and docility but, if you ever object or resist they will tear you limb from limb! They will turn every friend, every love one you ever had against you.
A fool will continue to argue viciously and furiously, knowing full well they are wrong. Knowing full well they are just "head-fucking" you for their own sadistic pleasure.
Jesus told us to shun evil. Stupidity is evil. Shun stupidity, tRump is stupid! Racism is stupid.
Ova' here pure "twerking" on my own "mother's" demonic head! Not just her head but, every evil doer that dared to vex me.
Seems to me "Ugh-mur-ree-KKK-ka" (America) done fucked up now! I'm screaming ! That's what you low life dick sucking vipers get! Good enough!
I bet you bitches are pausing from your preying long enough to pray. You 'hoes better pray fast! Orange anus, muthafucking lunatic , is guiding our ship. And yes, the MOTHERFUCKER IS GOING DOWN!
Good enough for you demonic, selfish, perverted, muthafuckers. Lets say we do experience a nuclear holocaust, you rich bitches do not know how to survive in the real world, the fucked up world you sluts created for people of color.
Let something happen to our banking system. Let's say the "terrorist" shut down our electronic financial system, YOU ARE FUCKED! Lazy and dumb! Do notice the millions you greedy muthafuckers have forced to live under bridges. Homeless people are tough! Resilient!
Proper language and proper etiquette will not help any of us in the event donnie dimwit gets his way.
You soft! You can't take shit. This Taylor Swift 'hoe suing somebody for feeling on her ass and the whole world stops! All these soft ass newscasters and journalists actually thinking this shit is newsworthy. Her white mama and daddy CRYING! FUCKING CRYING!
Yet, children are being raped, sold into sex slavery as the media wastes time on her fucking bullshit! I thought about it and got real pissed off. Shit, my OWN MOTHER RAPED ME AND NOBODY IN THIS FUCKING WORLD GIVES A SHIT!
NIGGERS! "You cursed!" Bitch! This MUTHAFUCKER IS OUT HERE RAPING HER OWN DAMN CHILDREN! Stalking her entire family and friends with conjure for eighty-seven years because she was of little faith.
Martha's jealousy was fucking ridiculous! She was our fault. We should have stood up to her but, we were confused. Her "Christian" act was right-on, pristine! She fooled me! Fooled me good and I was the scapegoat!
And your dumb ass is worried about how I'm telling it. FUCK YOU! FUCK YOUR DUMB , ILLITERATE, ANTI-INTELLECTUAL , FAKE CHRISTIAN ASS! Bitch! You are just jealous. Read! Read dumb ass! "Study to show yourself approved."
Please learn that the Holy Spirit is no respecter of man. We are ALL the same in the eyes of "GOD"!
Having "money" does not mean you are blessed by "GOD". Evil blesses too.
Time is up for the evil one. Read the book of Revelation! Evil can NOT win!
Well, the white man can keep tRump as Commander-in-chief if they want to. No matter, GOD got this!
Dear Heavenly Father I stretch my and to thee! "Oh, where would I be without YOU on my side?"
Dear LORD, you know we shared a "mother" lower than a maggot! A wo/man that was a buzzard! Why? "Because it is written!"
Woman! Woman! Woman! There is no anonymity for demon vipers like you! There is no hiding place! YOU DID NOT WIN ! What you did do, was live EIGHTY-SEVEN MOTHERFUCKING YEARS MISERABLY AS sATAN'S LOWEST WHORE, CONCUBINE, VOLUNTEER IMP! Bitch! sATAN DIDN'T EVEN SEND FOR YOUR SCUMMY LYING ASS! You were the typical reprobate, "Feet swift to run to mischief."
I do understand the racist's deep hatred for people of color. Color is where we lay the blame but, it is not color, race, gender or age, it is the spiritual.
My mother had the spirit of evil because that is exactly what she wanted. Martha, did NOT, could NOT Love, ever. She could mimic, knew all the words. It was not in her nature to be kind, righteous or truthful, ever. What she could do, was very adept at, brilliant and cunning in cajoling , manipulating, intimidating , enslaving and annihilating.
It seems Martha Jane Walters was dispatched to this earth, solely to destroy dreams. That she did do. Did it perfectly, except there was a slight hiccup in her clever demonic scheme, Jerome Walters! Yes, the fervent prayers of a righteous man availeth much.
Yes, my mother did commit the perfect murder, February 10, 1979! Her own father!
While our Stockholm Syndrome is real, our CHRONIC POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER IS alive and well. I still feel like a fucking POW! Waking up in a cold sweat remembering just one act of that low whore's cruelty, treachery, malicious acts of unprovoked violence!
Now, I know why the fucking slut was coming home suffering with guilt for her demonic proclivities. That morning the dumb mutherfucker woke us all up at four-thirty in the MUTHAFUCKING MORNING! SCREAMING; "All you black muthafuckers git yo'sorry asses up and scrub 'dese muthafucking walls!"
The dumb whore had nothing for us to use . No cleaning agents, no cloths, rags, not even a bucket! Yes, the simple retarded demonic whore made us use "Dutch Cleanser", that hard dry shit, that never cleaned shit. Newspapers full of ink took the place of rags! Needless to say, many walls were just fucked up and had to be painted over before the low whore for satan would admit that she was wrong.
No, she never admitted she was wrong. We were just some fucked up, worthless ass niggers that couldn't do shit right. (tRump)
"She's dead now! She's dead now! La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la means she's dead now! The wicked witch is dead now! I'm floating! Singing in the rain! The low whore for satan is dead now!"
How did my own mother fall so low and stay so long? Fear! No, that whore, didn't fear shit, ever, nothing! The fear was all ours!
REVERSE THE CURSE! "COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!" P.S.
"Lean not to your own understanding." Do NOT put your trust in man, especially an orange anus. Do not trust those prognosticators that said he would not be elected.
Please do not soothe your worried minds by pretending this man has one schred of decency in him. I know him, well, I know his kind well. He is a malignant narcissist, he is a demon possessed man. So was my mother.
We were her slaves, her pawns, her property. She was a closet sadist. A closet lesbian, a closet incestuous pedophile, Voodoo priestess, serial murderer.
I must pause for a moment and laugh, my mother's secret to her happiness was to put all her filth in the closet, close the door , then preach falsely every Sunday. Don't laugh, it worked! I'm still laughing, her greatest defenders have no idea how she truly felt about them, talked about them and "rooted" them also.
Yes, she left many with severe burns, deep scars, lacerations, pistol whipped, raped and ruined. Yes, she died celebrated, the mother of the church, by the very people she hated the most.
Why did she hate them? Skin color. tRump! Dark skin color unhinges that man.
Well, we bowed, we cowered, we obeyed her as docile servants, we kept our mouthes shut, ran and fetched. Did she ever change? Hell No! Did she MURDER a good man ? Yes! Did she get clean away aided by her own family? Yes.
Did I tell? Did I call the Fayetteville Police? Yes, yes, yes! But, when you are a black female in racist AmeriKKKa , you don't count. When you are brilliant, beautiful, black and female, you will be held down, held back deliberately, held back by people you thought loved you.
Yes, it is true, blacks are "Crabs in a barrel"! I have sixty-six years of evidence! Black people suffer with SELF-HATRED! SELF-SABOTOGE!
There is only one race, the human race but evil forces have convinced us to divide and die. I sit here raging at the stupidity of my most ignorant demonic mother! MARTHA JANE WALTERS was a volunteer demon, died laughing, swearing she had won. Bragged to my face about what she had done to me, to us, so successfully, for so long.
How can I blame the racist when I know our enemy was our own mother? "Your enemies shall be of your own household." Why should I lie? SIXTY-FIVE ACRES OF PRIME TIMBER LAND ON I-95! A family estate, orchards, vineyards! All lost due to the maniacal skill of a malignant narcissist, a ravenous wolf, a false preacher. Rot you SLUT!
Stop listening to the lying words coming out of their mouthes and ""Look at their fruit!" REVERSE THE CURSE! "COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"
Yea, the Blues was always blasting loud and long "In My Mother's House". "Likker" flowed, she bought it by the Texas Fifth.
We could drink, my mother didn't care. Did we know she was breaking the law, contributing the the delinquency of minors? (Not really, we thought she was cool.) Was it a "'Hoe House" ? On occasion if the price was right.
Mainly my mother's house was an excellent source for "Voodoo". You came to my mother if you wanted to put a "root" on some poor hard luck "summa'bitch". She could get your "nature" back (erections prior to Viagra) , get you acquitted of a crime, give you the "Number" and she could identify your enemies. Oh yes! She could get you that man you lusted after,
Yes, the Madame could read Tarot cards perfecty. My mother could use a plain deck of cards and read your mind like a book. No, it was not magic, just common sense. Old age wisdom.
The only thing my mother did wrong was serve two masters. She should have been evil or righteous but, straddling the fence was not a good idea.
They tell me Jesus chastised them for not giving [HIM] water. The evil doers recoiled; demanded to know when they had denied [HIM}, His Holiness, water.
Jesus responded; "You did it unto me when you denied the least of one of these my children." Shocked, they mocked and didn't care.
Look at the staunch Evangelicals Screaming;"No brown people! No refugees! No food for the poor, the elderly, the orphans !" "Make them make bricks without straw!"
Look at "orange anus" up blabbering, foaming at the mouth announcing how he plans to make the entire world as miserable as he is.
The evil doer has no use for GOD/The Holy Spirit , other than to use to get her way, to manipulate, confuse, convict, enslave, exploit, ruin, humiliate.
The evil doer will die hungry, ravenous. No, she will never admit it, though she was caught red handed. Learning how truly wretched, depraved, my own mother truly was, has been excruciatingly painful. It has been "Plucking-out-my-right-eye". Like Jesus, I was given nothing for the pain. Had to bear my own cross. Fine, because I've learned at the end of excruciating pain is pure Joy!
My man Jesus is Awesome! [HE] told me to know my truth. I found the courage to piece eighty-seven years of hidden diabolical madness together. WHAT???!!! INCEST! RAPE! PEDOPHILIA! CONJURE! MURDER! BEATING! BLUDGEONING!BACKSTABBING! LUSTING! PLOTTING! HUMILIATING! BLESSEN BLOCKING! Cool! I can heal now.
One fact for sure, there is no doubt. "Suffer the little children to come unto me. Forbid them not the Kingdom of Heaven."
No "root working", ignorant, depraved, carnal whore is going to come to this earth, live the life Martha Jane Walters lived and just leave, just die. That is not it! What kind of people accept such? IMPS!
To accept Martha, to pretend to be ashamed or afraid of a dead demon is ridiculous! Any one that still admires and fears Martha Jane Walters is just as depraved, just as lost. Just as fake a "Christian"
