If on this day you can look in the mirror and honestly say you have at least one person in your life that you can say; More Than I Can Say -

Yes, I had a nervous breakdown. Yes! I  broke the fuck down! I crumbled, became complete dust, powder!

The whore laughed! Clapped her demonic claws and laughed! Closet sadistic motherfucker! Shit! Mathy's closet homosexuality was only a sign, a mere indication of some sick serious demonic shit!.  Who knew how fucked up she really was? Even if we knew, what little we knew, who was going to be brave enough to defy this lunatic ABOMINATION!?   A preacher! An ORDAINED MINISTER!

My Mother! No satan! No!  You-bitch-ass-hoe!

There is no excuse, no not one! I did try to assign your eighty-seven years of sin and pure debauchery to your secret practice of WITCHCRAFT! 

Not true, I know better. We all have "Free Will"! You were exactly what you wanted to be.

Well, that's your dumb ass.

I do have someone that I love more than words can say.  I'm just blessed, I guess. I've loved my daughter from conception,  from pre-conception! Was she a "trap"?  ...   Yes,  she was (perhaps) . I wanted a baby.  The "man" was extra. If it worked,  it worked, if not, "get to stepping".

I must admit my "marriage" was a rush job. "The season was dry!" It was particularly dry for me. I was "racist" and  I did not know how to "fish". I did not know my worth.

It's cool. I came to my senses straight away.

Love the Holy Spirit! Love yourself! Live righteously!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

What's Going On?

I do have to pause and laugh.  No matter how briefly, the shit is as hilarious as fuck if you were not one of her many, many victims.

Imagine, catching your newly wed bride fornicating in the front seat of your brand new "Power blue Ford Fairlane"? Imagine the pain! The shock! The thorough disgust! Then, the slut jumps out of your car, pulls up her draws and proceeds to beat the dog shit out of your dumb black ass!

Yes, she did it! That was my mother alright.  That is the only "mother" I ever really knew. My "mother" normalized lying, normalized prostitution, practicing witchcraft while preaching.

 Strangely, I respected her fierceness.  After all, he did bust  out his own car window. He was black as tar,  just like she said!

Did he deserve such a vicious ass whooping, though? YES!  The ignorant muthafucker was just as perverted and ignorant as she was! I always hated that piece of shit, sub human! I always hated being forced to keep their demonic secrets.

I did love sitting up in "Church" all day every Sunday though. I loved basking in the wonder of Mathy's false persona, her alter ego. (The nerve of satan!)

Scripture tells us to give honor where honor is due.  I refuse to honor a dead demon for any reason.

Following that damn tRump,  now you are saddled with every perverted piece of shit muthafucker on this earth.  You "tRumpers"  better not need a blessing. Please do not need a job any time soon. Don't not ask The Holy Spirit to cure your cancer, supplement your finances.

Yes, The Holy Ghost sees, knows, every heart!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Shout out to Dr. Will Scott!

Doctor Scott was by far the tallest, blackest, fiercely honest, brutally truthful professors I ever had. He was hard as a brick! Evil as a snake. He kept "poor students" on the run, changing their majors.

Sociology! Really!TO THIS DAY I am eternally grateful for having the privilege of "learning from this wise sage".  His one class, Sociology 101,  saved my life.

"His" failure rate was astronomical! He was unapproachable! He was rude! He had no sympathy! He was "an intellectual drill Sergent"!  You would study! You would read ravenously! You would put in many hours of pure uninterrupted , mature scholarship if you expected to master his class.

This man would embarrass your dumb ass. Dare walk your ass in there, un-read, un-prepared.  Somehow he could sniff you out.  We met in a huge auditorium, yet he knew, had a sick sense.

He was from Texas! He was angry! Something in this life had pissed him off early. I guess I was attracted to his style of teaching because I was also "pissed off", angry.  I also felt gypped. dumb muthafuckers always "citing" my color, my "gender", my financial status for their bullshit!

"What is the most pleasurable thing a person can experience?"  He asked rhetorically.  My freshman class giggled, it was 1970, we guessed sex.  He roared; "No!" "It is having a bowel movement!"  Dr. Scott paused for affect;  "Go three days without one!"

 He was brilliant! The best thing I ever did in Dr. Scott's class was listen. Tall, black as a crow, ashy, wearing flip flops, and cut off jeans in 1970! Hair "dreaded"!

Talk about before his time! Dr. Scott was truly a genius, very much like my grandfather. He was going to tell you the truth. If you didn't like it, tough shit. "Get over it!"

The best sociological fact Dr. Scott ever taught me concerned Ethnocentrism! Culture shock! The false narrative produced by that Rudyard Kipling's racist ass.  "Take up the white man's burden!"

Bitch! Take up your own burden!  A potus that is a pestilence, not even presidential! Read a fucking book dumb ass!  Color has nothing to do with low character!

Few and fewer people are going to keep pretending they still live like people did five thousand years ago!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Not just another beautiful rainy day ...

here in Conyers, Georgia. I'm feeling good, actually great. Yes, I am most grateful to The Holy Spirit for delivering me from the hands of my enemies.

 How many people can say, can actually brag about how the Dear LORD has stretched [HIS] hand from Heaven to protect them?  Over and over!?

Praise the LORD! I know for a fact that I, me,  myself alone,  have worn The LORD Jesus Christ out saving my black ass!

ThankYouJesus! ThaaaaaaaannnnnnnnkkkkkkkkYooooooooooouuuuuuuuJeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesusssssssssssssssss!

Thank You for Jerome Walters! The longer I live the more in awe I grow. LORD, you didn't have to do it but, you did.

I can still hear him, I can still see him. I'm beaming because my grandfather was truly awesome! He stood in the "Gap" for me, for us and for that reason I am humbled.

My grandfather was a black man that prospered at the height of evil white persecution, the worse backlash against black people this world has ever seen.  Lynching blacks became a regular "Saturday night sport".

 And he did it in the South!  Which proves all We have to do is ask. Step out on faith, activate your Holy Ghost Power!

His hardheaded daughter turned rogue, reprobate. It was not his fault.  We ALL have "Free Will".

 Yes, she was lascivious.  She was common , she was cheap. She lived much too long refusing to change. Just like tRump she played retarded clueless "religious" hypocrite.

So!? "What GOD has for You, is for You!"  Let the heathen rage, let him display his deep stupidity, his dull understanding to the entire world.

They shall go no further.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

Just discovered this on FB; " Tennessee Whiskey"

Nice!

Sure, I fully understand why my brothers don't want, can't "OUT" , their evil demonic mother. This is how we want to remember her. Unfortunately,  it is a total lie.  When you discover someone as evil as my mother and tRump, Run! "Shun the very presence of evil."

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"

"[HE] walks with me, talks with me, has never left me alone"

I must share this simple story, this one example of the goodness of the all seeing, all knowing,  Holy Spirit.

Had this student once, nice looking boy but , truly fucked up! He always wore a thick heavy jacket, no matter the temperature. He wore heavy leather work gloves. He had big,  beautiful expressive eyes.

He never talked. He was repeating World History for the third time. He smelled! Seriously, his ass stunk to high heaven. He looked lost, his big beautiful brown eyes wandered aimlessly, never seeing anything.

Why couldn't he see I was his friend, that I was one teacher that really cared?  (That)  I was not going to flunk him or let him fail.  I kept him after school far too many times. He would talk to me, some. We did share a laugh or two.  We both loved to color and he loved my music.

We talked very abstractly. We talked about his beautiful illustrations, meticulous masterpieces , suitable for framing.  His classmates roared when I hung his maps up for admiration. Their careless , privileged assess scribbled shit I refused to "take". 'UNACCEPTABLE!"  I always screamed.

Yes, he was labeled the "Dodo bandit" because he was.  He was the CULPRIT!  He used the bathroom beside the toilet, not in the toilet!  No one could stop him. The janitors attempted to lock him out of the bathrooms, to no avail.

The Principal kept suspending him for refusing to remove his gloves.  (Wrong issue dumb ass Principal!)

The librarians complained that he was "creepy" and only searched gun cites.

Were any of us surprised , shocked , the night we saw him on the "News"  for shooting his brother in the head?

Was I grateful to GOD that he didn't shoot me, that he didn't shoot that Principal, that fool didn't come to school and shoot us all up?

No, we don't know, can't know the excruciating pain eating someone alive but,  we should not vex.  We do not have to make someone else's pain worse just because we are hurting secretly.

Dear LORD on this day, Monday , December 4, 2017 I thank you for my Mathy Jane Experience! Her deep demonic,  inexplicable torture has made me wise.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!" 

- Think twice!

Assume nothing! Accept nothing as GOD's Gospel Truth without mulling over, examining carefully.  Please read your Bible for yourself. If you are a slow reader, so? Be a slow reader but, READ!

"Study to show yourself approved."

This is certainly not the time to be a slow learner. Stop whining! Stop blaming and complaining. tRump won over the lost, the disillusioned, the poor man that is disappointed in himself.

Why are so many "white men" disappointed? Believing in myths, relying on white privilege. White privilege is still alive and well, just for the upper class.  

The evil greedy white man is doing it again;"Divide and conquer".  It works well on the poorly educated. It works well with the "Prosperity Ministers".

It doesn't matter. GOD got this!

The world is messed up alright. One percent of the world's populous owns and controls ninety nine percent of this world's wealth and resources.

Case closed! That is some complete *fuckery!  "I don't want to play! Fuck y'all! I'm taking my ball and going home! If you can't play falr, FUCK YOU! NO JUSTICE! NO PEACE!" 

Most human beings are beyond stupid. I'm not sorry, I'm glad to tell you, if you are a tRumper , you are a damn idiot, a mental midget. You are a menace to society, a viper, a part of the problem.

A book, ANY AND ALL FORMS OF knowledge , is krytonite to your dumb ass!. You are allergic to knowledge, you are an imp!  You are just like my mother, something eaten up with vile, irrational, unnecessary jealousy. Our world will be a much better place when people like you are  finally dead.

No, you are not useless.  You are pathetic but, not useless. You prove the Holy Scripture to be on point. Isaiah 49:15 is on point!  OLD NASTY, WHORISH, SICK, DEMENTED MEN AND WOMEN BEARING CHILDREN FOR THEIR OWN SEXUAL PLEASURE AND SADISTIC SUPPLY!

Deliberately hiding in the church, securing a license to preach for cover.  GOD said NO!!!

I tire of people blaming color, religion, and sexual persuasion for the prophesied demise of man.  They know.  My mother never hated me for the color of my skin.  That was her excuse, her lame ass justification for the savage, carnal, reprobate nature she kept hidden, something kept "home", some sick repugnant shit for our eyes only.

Martha knew her time was up.  She was also much too full of pride to ever repent, so she died lying and cursing. Trump shall come to the same end.  How many will be stained by tRump's foul stench? Repugnant , filthy,  lying for a KNOWN PEDOPHILE! A KNOWN RAPIST! A KNOWN IGNORANT BIGOT! How long will his minions lie and deny?

How long will members of my family stand by Martha? Why? She's dead! She has rotted away, completely,  I hope.

 "Physician heal thyself!"

GOD sees you sitting up in "Churches" today! All huddled up together falsely believing you are serving the living Christ with your deliberate wrong doing. Selfish! Greedy! And lying! Dumb enough to get in line begging The Holy Spirit for a blessing, a job, healing, a financial blessing,  while hating every one you see get blessed.

Bow down satan!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"