The season was dry in Atlanta, Georgia the Summer of '82. I was growing "old" rapidly, the reality of perennial spinster-hood loomed over me like a black cloud. I couldn't find a man, not a black man on my level.
I had no "game". Sure , I had "looks" , a shape that would make a "bulldog hug a hound", but asexual as fuck.
(That low life sneaky, sadistic ass Mathy Jane did something to me, something devastating when I was a helpless infant. Yes, my "mother" was HORROR UNLEASHED!)
This racist world locked me into a "race", a category, I did not seek. A status I have always rejected because racial division by color and hair texture is some bullshit straight from satan's playbook.
To make a long story short , I ended up with A FUCKING FAGGOT! I mean seriously, a FUCKING FAGGOT'S FAGGOT! No, not bisexual, tri-sexual. Just another jealous ass, ignorant ass, highly un-educated piece of shit! A common pathological liar sans the morals of a maggot.
You couldn't keep the sniveling snake out of the church. You couldn't stop that illiterate ass-hole from carrying a book he never read or had any interest in reading.
Niggas! Quit trying to hide your "perversion" by marrying lame ass "Christian" women.
I am sure my evil demon possessed closet gay "mother" always hindered my pitiful plight. Yes, Martha Jane Walters was a "dirt chunker", a blessing blocker, a hater, the devil's chief disciple.
Why? The dumb, poorly educated slut hated her slutty self. She was forced to hate herself by the liars in the church. I'm sure they made her forgive her rapist , blamed her for being "fast". They made her lie. No wonder s/he became and remained a pathological liar.
None of that shit preached about "homosexuality" is true. According to Christians a hue-man being can't touch their own bodies. You can't cuss, can't drink, can't smoke. You have to turn the other cheek, "obey your master", suffer and suffer on this earth until the LORD calls you home where you will enjoy your "death" in a "heaven" full of other terrified , paralyzed, deaf, dumb, lockstepping blind sheep.
BULLSHIT!
Read, study, discern, think critically! Never trust a liar!
Be abundantly blessed as you learn we've been had!
"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"
"REVERSE THE CURSE!"
