AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! Another opportunity for Me to get it right, to "come correct". To "slay" EVERY EVILDOER trying desperately to block My path!
First of all , it can't be done. No, I have "No Power" to speak of, BUT I AM ANOINTED! Don't hate Me! I didn't make myself, nor did I choose this "path".
While My "Road" has been rough, "my row to hoe , has been long, twisted, full of weeds, thieves, perverts, imps and low life cunts." So? I have rarely missed a meal. And I know for a Fact , I have NEVER been forsaken!
Yes, I Raged! That pervert that birthed me for a "meal ticket", stalked and deliberately terrorized Me for Sixty-nine Years, is FINALLY GONE! EVAPORATED!
I learned my "Truth", found my answer. That low life swine that deliberately lived a HORRID life, for far too long, got WHAT S/HE GAVE! S/HE TOOK MY GRANDFATHER'S LIFE! HER SON TOOK HER LIFE!
As low, selfish, greedy, ill tempered and demon as possessed, as Martha was, s/he did consider herself to be my GrandFATHER'S favorite living child. There is no way Martha could ever compare herself to the Murdered son. AS common as Martha was, s/he was never that common or wicked.
(Dear LORD, is that why Martha Murdered her own father , on the anniversary of her brother's death? Was Martha jealous of her dead brother? Why? He was certainly always "well spoken of". S/he on the other hand , was greatly feared., hated, and shunned.)
At any rate, s/he took his life, played GOD, So? Her favorite son played GOD, pulled the plug on her lying, despicable , demon possessed ass.
Yes, I certainly find My Life is too hard to bear. Yes, I have a long list of complaints. Born into the clutches of one sick, sadistic, color struck, sad, angry, greedy, common, low life cretin, a creature, that demanded this World accept her "clowny", fake, stolen sermons, as a fair exchange for her fallen, destitute, deplorable, GOD forsaken life.
I WON'T! I CAN'T!
My CONVERSATION WITH GOD AFTER FINALLY ACCEPTING THE FACT MY BIRTHER NEVER IN HER LONG LIFE MEANT ME OR ANY ONE ELSE ANY GOOD!
Me: GOD, why was My "mother" always so horrid towardsMe? Why did s/he stalk Me for the last Sixty nine years? Why was s/he always a closet maggot? Some thIng sick, sadistic, while pretending to be extremely secretive?
GOD: Demon possession, simple as that. Remember, I gave ALL of You Free Will! Of course Martha knew better. Martha preferred being a clever demon. Yes, Martha enjoyed every sick, sadistic act s/he (silently) practiced for Eighty-Seven Years, Eleven months and Twenty-four days. But, guess
Another GOD Blessed Day, another opportunity to "Teach", to Reach, connect to fellow hue-beings "suffering" , the masses, the many , in the "same shape I'm in".
The Truth, WE are all suffering, none of US are happy. WE are ALL suffering from "Lack". The wealthiest, the greediest, the most corrupt, LACK charity. While they brag about their great wealth and lavish lifestyle, they suffer from the lack of character, truth, honesty.
That orange maggot, fag-Goat, still occupying the white house, may shit on a gold toilet. He can skin and grin with his ugly, fagged out, cheap toupee, cheap suit , cheap shoes, wearing ass. So, his stanking shit , stank too.
Any body glad to be in that foul, filthmongers' face, can kiss my Black ass. I am not that low, that lonely, NEVER!
The evil greedy slave master lived, pimping, exploiting, raping, and robbing. Persecuting, plotting and destroying, for their own sadist pleasure. Well, low life , common maggots, you must reap what you sow.
I am delighted! BEAMING, over sixty-six years ago, that mongrel monstrosity, held me in the woods for hours and hours, cursing me and beating me. My own "mother" a twenty-nine year old, failed, bottom feeder, held me, a poor, innocent, defenseless child, in the woods, in captivity, because s/he was too proud to admit that s/he was a fallen woman of the worse kind.
No, never admitted s/he was nothing without Christ. Never accepted Christ as her savior , although s/he preached her father's sermons for over thirty years. Yes, s/he was foolish enough, horrid enough, to NEVER do anything but practice voodoo on her own family, her own children.
No, s/he NEVER stopped her Pathological lying. No, s/he remained a sick, sadistic bully on her deathbed.
Yes, wo/men have found themselves in "family way" , without the "father", since the beginning of time. But, how many of those wo/men brag to their surviving "spawn" , how they flushed five of their siblings down the toilet?
Not many, (I hope). Then, how many such wo/men , turn around and gleefully molest, rape, rob and terrorize the children, s/he never wanted in the first place? Again, I hope the answer is very few.
No matter how many people have been made to suffer in silence, by such swine that birth US, I WON'T!
That sick, sadistic slut has been dead Seven years, as of yesterday, and I am still celebrating!
AWESOME! AWESOME! AWESOME! "What is done in the dark", kept in the dark, shall surely come to light. Especially, when the evildoers are all low life predators, CHILD MOLESTERS, ROOT WORKERS, CLOSET HOMOSEXUAL LESBIANS, SADISTIC SOCIOPATHS, Murders and Thieves!
Yes, LORD, on this beautiful , AWESOME, GOD blessed , CHRIST Protected day, I just want to thank you for my GrandFATHER, ROME WALTERS! A true Beacon of LIGHT, in a sea of darkness. The only hope I ever had of escaping that SICK SUCCUBUS , that birthed me deliberately, to Exploit, Use miserably, Enslave, Torment, make miserable, for Sixty-Two YEARS!
Why? Of little faith, empty imps, immoral, prophesied. "For IT is written."
Martha was just like most Christians, FAKE! UN-READ, POORLY EDUCATED, MIND NUMBINGLY COMMON! CARNAL! JUST NASTY! RACIST!
Uppity, arrogant, stiff necked, everything s/he accused Me of. A projectionist, always calling Me, what s/he knew s/he was.
At any rate, I escaped her clutches. Not only did I manage to distance myself from her low, criminal, demon possessed ass, I found Nine whole years of happiness, free of that slut.
One of the best benefits of having such a common "birther", I had very little tolerance for that lying, common, ignorant fag-GOAT, I accidentally married. Just like Martha, he tried to trade his abominable lies, skin color, coarse rudeness, treacherous, vile , manipulative, cunning, common, carnal ass, brutality and explosive bullying , as a sign of masculinity, proof of his "power".
Sorry, the nigga was just an old faggot, an old jealous, fagged out, tired ass, worthless faggot, pretending to love a GOD that he doesn't want to know. Well, dumb ass nigger, I have NEVER been so hard up for a "man", for a mate, that I would ever want to be associated with the likes of you.
I was born into the clutches of my "mother. I could not help that. But, a faggot like you, a wo/man has to be brain dead, to so much as let her name be put in the same sentence , with your low, common ass. Fuck You, you lying Fag-GOAT!
Look at them! Standing around grinning, provoking innocent , downtrodden people, to wrath, them deliberately mowing US down like grass.
Go ahead evildoers, WE deserve it. WE witness it over and over, "Crabs in a barrel". Relax, it is a "Hue-man" condition. "Self preservation" is the first law of nature, wo/man claims. A least that is what my old lying "mother/birther", exploiter, enslaver, sick , sadistic, pathological lying, Jezebel, " root working" , whore of a mother, always claimed.
Today is the Seventh anniversary of her "death", of her final departure. Not only am I rejoicing, I am rejoicing, because I am rejoicing.
Looking back over my long life, discovering and re-discovering, facts deliberately hidden, kept from US. Important , terrorizing Truth, if revealed could have saved US. Hidden, not for OUR protection, mind you. Truth deliberately withheld, smothered, cloaked , in order for my maggot, fag-goat of a "mother", to pretend s/he was happy. To drive second hand Cadillacs, to preach falsely, to dress better, to stalk, destroy and grin. To commit one sick, sadistic act after another , for years and years. Awful, terror filled, decade after another.
I was "hushed" by my own family because I'm "Too dark, too Black". I was hushed so Martha could live in a "white neighborhood", pretend s/he was happily married to a good man.
Yes, WE were just props for Martha when s/he needed proof of her great nurturing, and parenting skills . When the low life lying whore needed physical evidence , s/he pointed to "The Doctor", to the "School Teacher". Knowing full well , s/he was mad as hell! Raging! It wasn't supposed to happen! That low slut burned US, branded US, scalded US, raped US, molested US and beat US savagely! Fuck that bitch! I'm glad s/he is dead!
WE were forced into silence and submission by OUR demon possessed birther, by this evil, racist society WE inherited. Well, FUCK THAT! I want no part, I refuse to participate in the lying hypocrisy of Christians!
My mother was a Christian! HORROR UNLEASHED! No wonder these so called Christians support d t.
No matter. GOD got this! My "mother" murdered my grandfather. No, it wasn't so much that s/he didn't love him. The lazy whore , was a lazy whore. Totally unmotivated to ever do anything good for anyone! No, my mother would have spat on Jesus, before s/he would have drawn [HIM] a sip of water.
Yes, my "mother/birther" would have kicked Jesus' ass with a vengence, left him in a pool of blood, if he dared called her the whore, s/he always knew s/he was.
It is what it is! I shall not lie for a dead demon, that not only refused repentance, but bragged that s/he wasn't repenting for shit!
Yes, my mother was a lazy, lying, common, promiscuous, sadistic whore , from birth. Was proud of it, only when s/he bragged about it. Nobody else, better not ever say shit, without her express permission.
Anyway, her day came. Yes, s/he probably could have lived a lot longer, (s/he was the picture of health , except for that pain in her back).
Wow! Except, her favorite child, decided TO PULL THE PLUG! One of the two children, s/he deliberately treated better, than the four of US, s/he delighted in torturing on QT (Quiet Tip), on the DL (Down Low).
Why? Martha had very low self esteem. All that bragging, boasting, terrorizing, dream killing, was false bravado. Envy, jealousy, deep impenetratable ignorance! Mind numbing STUPIDITY was the real Martha, the Martha s/he kept hidden from public view! Not private, the demon possessed whore was always comfortable in her 'home'.
Jesus told US to shun the very presence of evil. WE were deliberately birthed into her clutches. How can an innocent child shun their "mother"? Especially if the whore deliberately birthed them without fathers?
Slut, yes, you did successfully birth me without a "father", but not without My GRANDFATHER! BOW DOWN DUMB SLUT! I am the Progeny! The SEED OF ROME WALTERS!
Sure, you stole his mantel, preached his sermons , and still died an unrepentant Judas-goat, fag-goat, mag-goat! Why? Because you were of little faith? Loved evil more than good? Loved satan more than Almighty GOD? Or because it is written?
No! What you and your fellow racist, color struck evildoers did to me, to US is Not a bad thing! IT is a good thing! A Blessing! I rejoice and count it ALL Joy!
BEAMING! Enjoying, savoring another Awesome, GOD Blessed Day!
***Joke # 999,999,669
Me: Dear LORD, I want a husband, send me a HUSBAND!
Not too many days after "marrying" what I thought was my "GOD sent" husband, I was on the line complaining to GOD, again.
"Dear GOD! He is Ignorant! He has to be the dumbest person on planet Earth! He can't Read! Is functionally ILLITERATE! He is so dumb, he thinks his ability to call words , is enough, that he has true "intellect".
GOD, this slut has zero desire to improve himself, this lying, immoral whore, demands that I shrink myself, become something lower than his bottom feeding, deplorable stank ass.
GOD! He is Immoral! He is a pathological LIAR! He is a thief! He is Rude! Lazy! Sadistic! Sneaky! Vile! LORD, he is a closet homosexual , STILL DEMANDING THAT THE ENTIRE WORLD KEEP HIS "SECRET"!
GOD: "Well...you should have been more specific..... All you said was, "send you a husband" . You got a beautiful baby out of the whole experience...move on to bigger and better things.
