How Does It Feel?

How does it feel to be an ancient whore? No, not old, ancient. Bitch you are eons past old. I know that I should not curse at you. But I curse you because I enjoy it. It is my language of choice dealing with you. It is the language that you taught me. Strangely, I feel very sorry for you. An eighty-five year old woman should be a saintly grandmother content with helping others and serving the Lord. No, not you, you are still running games, telling lies, working "roots" and up to no good. I know you don't read the Bible. There is not one page that you can turn to that doesn't indict you. I have to believe that you are absolutely miserable. Murderer, Liar, Thief, Rapist, Conjurer, is there one sin that you haven't committed? Well I know repentance is not on your agenda. You are too ignorant. Granddaddy summed you up in one sentence; "Don't pay no attention to your mama; she ignut." He was brilliant and insightful. Your ignorance was and is beyond any one's ability to grasp. Who could know the depths of your depravity? You drove to the "country" and snatched us from our grandfather for only one reason; our sexual exploitation. All giddy and excited because you found a husband as perverted as you, you could not wait to make us your sick sex toys.
You did right to keep your proclivities a secret. I am ashamed of you and I personally disavow any relationship with you. I do not intend to have any interaction with you ever again .
I just want to know was it worth it? What did you gain from you sick depravity?
"He that leadeth into captivity shall go into captivity; he that killeth with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints." Revelation 13:10
Granddaddy told you over and over; "Daughter, apart from Christ you are nothing." You spent over seventy years trying to prove him wrong. He is still right. You are nothing. Your name will rot.
Dear children please read and study your Bible. Use this sad legacy of a wasted life to learn what NOT to do. Don't Lie! Most of all do not lie to yourself. Learn to accept criticism. Pray for wisdom. Pray for Grace and Peace.
Be Blessed.
Much Love, Peace, and Happiness,
Rachel