Is Mother/Daughter Jealousy Prevalent?

I know that it is not normal. I know it exists because I am a victim. Could it be as high as twenty-five percent? I know that it has nothing to do with culture or race. I want every one to know that it is real. It is shameful, disgraceful and deeply painful. I have gotten over the fact that very few people on this earth care what happened to me. I am the only person on this earth that tried to get that creature prosecuted for the murder of my grandfather, Jerome Walters. I often feel like some one crying in the wilderness. No one cares, go on with your life, just get over it. Well I can't. I'm stuck on RAGE! It is not like my life was ever going to be easy. To be born poor, black, female and illegitimate in 1951 was actually a prison sentence. I was doomed from birth. Some how God saw to it that I was nurtured and loved by my grandfather for the first four years of my life. Then that succubus came and snatched me from his loving arms and guidance. Thankfully she was so greedy and conniving she did not totally cut him off. Too hurry up and make a very long story shorter, the sick sexual abuse began that day. Oh yes, she is a closet homosexual, a reprobate. Homosexuality has nothing to do with her depravity. It's her, it is her character, it is her choice. A brilliant woman that decided to become a predator probably over seventy years ago. A cunning Cunt (pardon the pun, I could not resist) Eighty-five and unrepentant she will not change. Habitual negativity and annihilation is fun for her. "To do evil is like sport to a fool, But a man of understanding has wisdom" Proverbs 10:23
It is crystal clear to me now. I have put most of the pieces of this bizarre puzzle together. A woman of very low character gave birth to me and has hated me and blamed ME for all of her problems and short comings my entire life. My destruction became an obsession with her. She is some where right now plotting my demise. Why? You can't touch me Bitch! Yes I "cuss". I do not "curse". That is what she does. When her son finally got a house, she cursed him every day until he lost it. I warned him, but he was unwilling to listen. Well she is laughing now as she recounts what a dumb ass he is to all that are willing to listen. It is misdirected hatred. Did she want to hate herself for being a common prostitute? Did this fool blame me for my rape? Was it my fault? At eighty-four years old she bitterly scoffed and was still upset about my birthday. "I was on my way to the beach. We were going to party!...when I went into labor wid 'yo ass!" Is this mental illness or demon possession? You told me more than once how you hate my oldest brother. "I hate dat damn nigger...that damn nigger ruined my life." You screamed that repeatedly when I begged you to visit him in the VA hospital. I could not believe the act you put on when we got there. "Dat's my Son! Dat's my son!" I was scratching my head; "What the Fuck? Who is this bitch? Does she have no shame?" Is this a person with multiple personalities? Now I know it's guile, deceitful guile. She is a pathological liar bent on the destruction of anyone that loves her. She doesn't want your love. If you love her, she knows that you are stupid and are worthy of nothing but annihilation while she secretly laughs. YOUR destruction is HER pleasure. She can not be saved. There is no hope for her. The best you can do is gather your little broken self together and move on down the road. Yes, she will stalk you. She will call in a month or so, or a year, it depends on your gullibility. She will trick you again, ruin you again, and laugh.
Again, no one will listen. She will use her charming personality to beguile you. She will use her "motherly" instinct to lead you astray, again. She will bust you down to nothing and call you a drunk or a dope addict. Any good name you ever had she will destroy. She will lie on you, make up all kinds of sick depraved shit that she did and pin it on you. That's her joy, that's her fun, don't deprive her. No, you will never stop her from "root working", that's her hobby. It is as natural to her as breathing. She doesn't believe in God or Karma, that's for fools. She believes in the god of Mathy Jane. To this day she is very confident in her imagined power because she thinks she is invincible. She is a full fledged Voodoo Priestess. She went through a ritual that promised her at least one hundred years of life and total invincibility. She had to kill a baby or a real Christian. You could not find a man more Christian than Jerome Walters. How do I know? Other than the Holy Spirit revealing this truth to me, I just happened to do my master's thesis on Voodoo and Conjure. There is not one word in the Bible that she believes in. So why does she preach? Could there be a better place for a demon to hide? Jesus warned us. We don't listen. "FEAR NO MAN!" Yet we run and hide, cow tie, bend and bow down just be be eviscerated over and over again.