There Are Those...

"There are those who curse their fathers and do not bless their mothers. There are those who are pure in their own eyes but are not cleansed of their filth. There are those -- how lofty are their eyes, how high their eyelids lift! There are those whose teeth are swords, whose teeth are knives, to devour the poor from off the earth, the needy from among men." Proverbs 30: 11 - 14. "The eye that mocks a father and scorns to obey a mother will be picked out by the ravens of the valley and eaten by the vultures." Proverbs 30: 17

When I read those words I was awe struck. You are not the first MJW. I tremble for you. My Lord, have mercy on our miserable souls. Yes I was a very slow learner. How could I find the courage to believe my own eyes? How many people have ever had enough courage to with stand a grubbing from you? I always suspected that you were a black hearted demon. Your deeds and antics never matched up with your words. Your father survived for eighty-four years on this earth until you decided to off him. I get it. When did you not get your way? I am sure that you can count on one hand the times that you did not succeed in your treacherous deceit. Murder and mayhem is your pleasure. It keeps you young, excited, it gives you purpose. MJ the brilliant puppeteer. One of your famous expressions; "Bullshit ain't 'nuttin' but chewed up grass." Is that you MJW; the master Bullshit Artist?
I'm a living witness. I know how you treated my grandfather. I know how you treated my brothers. And I know full well how you tortured me. What are you bored now? You don't have that "stanking luddle black heifer" to humiliate and degrade any more. Whoa! Hold up, your trademark is over kill. You tried to pistol whip my brother for returning your Cadillac an hour late. Any one that knows or ever knew you must agree that your anger is vituperative. Aren't you tired yet? Do you have a hint of remorse?
You are a sniveling coward. What kind of grown woman would curse her little three year old daughter until there was nothing left of her but breath? A fool that's who. An incorrigible miscreant that took advantage of her father's tender heart. A silly woman that believes more in the Occult and her "Lost Books of Moses" than the Bible. A demon that does not yet recognize that her sheep's clothing has grown too small for her monstrous hideous body. Keep following that devil. Follow him down to the depths of hell. Do not let repentance cross your mind. It is not that your "allies" do not believe me. They like me are horrified by this truth. It is too heavy, it is too dark, it is beyond any "normal" person's ability to comprehend.
God rendered you powerless to sin when He released you over to a reprobate mind. The Bible is my perfect guide. Void of natural affection you could not love me no matter how much I craved it. Your immaturity tries to make your "illegitimate" children jealous, bragging how you gave this one five thousand dollars. Reminding us that you were married to *B***s father, or *P******'s father. In or out of wed lock that doesn't diminish me in the eyes of the Lord. If you are dumb enough to rank and discriminate against your own children chalk that up to your stupidity.
There is only so much pain a person can take. I don't owe you anything. I wish I could forget how you treated us. I do pray every day to not hate you. I pray to forgive you. I know that it is all in divine order.
Do be very careful, do not dismiss my Lord and Savior. Look well to your going.
Try again, bend your stiff neck, fall down on your knees. Cry out to Jesus, He will be quick to save you. Rest in his arms. Thank him for a brilliant loving father. Thank him for a long life. Thank him for his Word.
Be Blessed. "Keep yourself up as much as you can."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel