Merciless!

*Con (my X-husband) and MJW are ignorant merciless reprobates. Thank you Lord for delivering me from those two. Yea, this saga gets sicker and sicker. That woman that was forced through a biological "mishap" to birth me, fucked my newly wed husband in MY house while I was having My baby in Southwest Community Hospital all alone. Fuck is a harsh word but it is the only one that is appropriate in this case. These two clowns have a lot in common. Both of them are "stuck on their color". What a strange expression; "stuck on your color". When the slaves and newly freed slaves used it they certainly had good reason to suspect that a person could feel better about their status if they were very fair skinned. Whites did show favoritism to light skinned blacks. It was often because they felt true kinship because the light skinned black was often the prodigy of the master. Yes, in some cases the mistress. Well this whole attitude about hair and skin color developed during a very dehumanizing time in the black experience. Slavery ended officially with the 13th amendment in 1865. Why would any one try to perpetuate that nonsense now? No one would. The bitch is putting on. This ignorant bitch even fakes being ignorant. There is only one thing wrong with you. Yes, I'm addressing YOU directly. You chose to have a baby at 16! That bullshit about not knowing where babies came from is utterly ridiculous. You dropped out or flunked of of Virginia Union. Your parents must have really thought a lot of you to send you to such a prestigious black school. How many years did you lie to your father and pretend that you were in school? He never told on you, you told on yourself. He didn't say, but I will say it. Low character. Only a very low principled individual would run a scam on their father. A true Coon you feign stupidity when it suits you.
Proverbs 7: 21 - 27 describes you precisely.
21 - With much seductive speech she persuades him; with her smooth talk she compels him
22 - All at once he follows her, as an ox goes to slaughter, or as a stag is caught fast
23 - till an arrow pierces its entrails; as a bird rushes into a snare; he does not know that it will cost him his life.
24 - And now, O sons, listen to me, and be attentive to the words of my mouth.
25 - let not your heart turn aside to her ways, do not stray into her paths;
26 - for many a victim has she laid low;
27 - Her house is the way to Sheol, going down to the chambers of death.

Every word of that Proverb is true. That's you , that's you exactly. Add sorcery and murder and that's you MJW to a tee.
Dear Lord you are so wonderful. I married a closet gay totally vacuous man. He claimed to have a degree, but there is no way that any one could earn a college degree and remain as ignorant as he was. At any rate good riddance.
I'm sure you have heard it said "Only a fool keeps doing the same thing over and over hoping for a different result." Do you mean to tell me that in 85 years you could not recognize the root of all your problems? You and *Con are both pathological liars. I screamed inside my head with shame and disgust when I realized that he couldn't pronounce or define it. "You called me a pas-co-lod-i-cal Liar Raychur!" That did it for me. I was finished. If I am an intellectual snob so be it. I would rather be alone than be with a dumb man. Intelligence is very important to me.
The glaring character flaws you two imbeciles share is uncanny. Both of you are anti-intellectuals, unwilling to earn knowledge you try to steal it, usurp it. A book is Kryptonite to you. Neither one of you has ever read an entire book. You live off of the "I heard" method. Too lazy to study you rely on myths and lies or just makeup your reality . You have to study in order to cultivate the brain. Did you really believe that bullshit about your color. Did your mother compliment you and promise you a great life? Did she tell you that you could escape the retribution due you simply because of your color? Lazy, perverted, over-sexed, narcissistic reprobates preoccupied with using others for your sustenance. Well neither one of you is that pretty. You are not that desirable. Who wants you? Who is willing to tolerate you? It was pure fear and intimidation that kept me under your boot so long. No, I don't like you and I don't like anyone that likes you. The horrible irony is that you know I speak the pure unadulterated truth but you are too vile and evil to accept it. You know that you have been cold busted, outed, revealed to the entire world and you are still trying to manufacture lies to conceal your guilt. What else can you do? Are you ashamed yet? No. You are incapable of feeling shame or remorse. Anger, rage and hatred are the only emotions you are capable of feeling. No one can say that you didn't enjoy sex. You made sex your only drive. When I look back over my life I can see clearly. You and that nasty *D*****. You two stanking perverts always having sex with the door open with children in the house. You should go to jail just for that. When *D***** went to Germany for two years you purely lost your nymphomaniac mind! You had a different lover every night, men, women,children. What fueled that lust? You are wrong about something else. Joyful over the fact that you successfully and clandestinely destroyed so many lives. No you did not destroy my life in any way. Yes, you have been the direct cause of my suffering, but you did not and can not destroy me. If anything you stimulated the gifts that God deposited in me long before you got your foul filthy hands on me. Let me remind you the devil that you serve is a trickster. He will make a fool out of you, he will sure embarrass your ass.
You were once a very beautiful woman. When I look at you now all I see is this horrid lecherous creature. Perhaps you were powerless to sin. Maybe it was your lot in life. A born demon, a primitive cruel creature unable or unwilling to take correction. Where did that guile come from? I inherited you. Your demon controlled manipulative personality was already in full force when I met you. I think some one knew that you should have never been entrusted with children. Weakened and worn down by your constant scams they acquiesced and trusted God to protect us from you. My grandfather's fervent prayers protected me and those same prayers are still protecting me.
I want you to look in the mirror. Look deep into your sunken black eyes. If there is a modicum of goodness in you fall down on your knees and ask God to forgive you. Repent of your sins. Cry out to Jesus, ask him to come into your heart and to make you whole. Acknowledge that you did wrong. Pray for intercession. Some where deep down in your heart you must have longed to live right once. Jesus said that even in the last hour you can come into the kingdom. You do have to come correct. Why lie? God knows your heart and he knows you. God knows every thing you ever did better than I do. Don't try to clean yourself up. Only the Lord Jesus Christ can clean us up, wash us white as snow.
The Book has to be full filled. We must all stand in Judgment and give an account of our sins.
Be Blessed children. Continue to study your Bible. Work out your soul salvation. Your homework is to study the book of Hebrews (2:9). Jesus by the grace of God tasted death, gave himself on Calvary for our sins.
Much Love, Peace and happiness
Rachel