Good morning!

How does it feel to wake up every morning for eighty-six years knowing you have to be the "commonest", vilest, most depraved woman that ever lived?

No, how do you really feel?  Not how you claim to feel.  We know that you lie to yourself.   That's why you have never changed.   You deceive yourself.

Yes you are that bad. Pretending that you erased your deeds from your memory will not work.  Trying to intimidate me with implied threats of "voodoo" will not shut me up.  Manipulated scripture, token gifts, eloquent fair speech are all ploys that have been very successful for you down through the years.

True, the silence of those who refuse to come to my rescue is deafening.  Do not count that as a victory because in "due time" all will hear and know.  I know that My LORD can and will touch some one with a finger of love and it will be all over for you.   GOD will send me an honest, excellent, dedicated agent, publisher, editor, movie, etc.  GOD is moving in my life.

He reveled you.  He exposed you.  He outed you and a lot of other closet reprobates.

I just want to know how you feel?  How can you say that you feel good knowing full well the horrible, reprehensible things You did?

I could never understand that about you.  You violated young innocent children , then turned around and blamed them.  Your brutal beatings, savage treatment and sexual abuse was never enough.  You just had to hate them and stalk them too.  Was it to make sure we never told?  Who told you that as long as your deeds were kept secret it was o.k.?  Where did you get that "what's done on the ship stay on the ship" mentality?    You just had to teach others to hate your many, many victims.  That's pretty cruel Martha.  Deliberately ruining a child of GOD then forbidding them any hope of happiness?

How did that benefit you?  How can you find pleasure and feel good about what you did to your own family, your father, your brothers, your children, your grandchildren?

Why do you demand that fear?  Was that puppy terrorized?  Is it the terror in our eyes that you live for?  How dare you be a horrid, common, sadistic whore and hate me for knowing?  You are visible.   Only the very lost and defeated refuse to see you.  Bragging that you wear the finest robes in the pulpit, and the most expensive "crosses" does not impress GOD.  Some of your "dim-wits", maybe.

Do you pray?  I know you pretend to pray.  You go through the motion of long winded, repetitious, memorized prayers.  But do you pray?  Have you ever asked GOD for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit?  Have you ever told the LORD that you are sorry?  If you can't feel, have you ever asked GOD to help you feel, to have compassion? 

Will you ever come clean?  Will you ever admit that you went too far in your barbarism, your brutality.  Why do you demand to be called a "lady"?  There is nothing ladylike about you.  You dress up in fine clothes and don a multiplicity of wigs, soak in expensive perfume.  But, that doesn't make you a lady.  You know full well what makes you a lady.  Still a child you prefer to play dress up.

This is the real world Martha.  This is not a dress rehearsal.  Your character is low, the lowest.  But, you lived it, you enjoyed every minute of it.   No, I will not leave you alone.  The Holy Spirit compels me.  I know I am wasting my time on you but not on the world.

Study your Bible.  Stay in His WORD.  "Reject a divisive man (woman) after the first and second admonition, knowing that such a person is warped and sinning, being self-condemned." Titus 3:10-11

The Apostle Paul would be very disappointed in me.  I'm sixty years old still trying to talk some sense into you, still trying to save you like granddaddy.  Granddaddy didn't want to know, could not find the strength to know.

I am sitting here looking at that obituary you wrote.  Called it an "Obsequie".  Why?  Showing off, trying to impress "dem county n******" with your education.   An education that you never earned because you were too undisciplined, too involved in lust and whoredom.  Too involved in trickery and demonism, too involved in robbery and destruction.

I spent the days leading up to his funeral crying, grieving out of control.  You spent your time writing a five page obituary full of lies.  You called his death an accident in the obituary, why?  You said it was suicide.  You were the only one in the house.  You are the only witness.  You claimed to be in the bathtub when you heard the "Shot!".  You!?  You bathing early on a Saturday morning?  You never bathed on a  Saturday morning a day in your life!  You were doing good if you brushed your teeth.

Why didn't you let Rev. McIver preach his funeral?  You hated her because she told on you once.  She merely attempted to admonish you.  You hated Rev. McIver, a true woman of GOD.  You hated her because you could not fool her like you did everyone else.

I want you to study the book of Titus today, chapter 3.  I want you to pay close attention to verses 3-11.

"GOD is moving by His Spirit."  Yea, you successfully brutalized and terrorized me and many others.  But, what do you think YOU are going to do to GOD?  You are not that stupid.  True you are pretty wicked, about the best I ever heard of, outside of Adolf Hitler.  Please do not think your advanced age is any incication of a lack of caring by my Holy Father.  Why don't you review the meaning of  "in due time" today.  Why don't you get a hold of that concept. 

It is a beautiful spring day.  Busy yourself in your garden.  Plant something, cultivate something beautiful.  GOD did when He created you and me.  Yes, you!  It is never too late.  Too late is in the grave.  Be richly blessed and SAVED, today!

  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you and keep you in perfect peace,
Rachel