I'm so excited!

I feel so good! "This joy I have the world didn't give "it" to me and the world can't take it away!"  Do know that I have been anointed and appointed to teach His WORD.  I can't help it.  His WORDS and wisdom just flow out of my mouth.  I am not bragging I am proclaiming!

"Come'ere, let me pull your coat."  That's what slick "negroes" used to tell the green fresh off the farm fellow "negroes" that arrived in Harlem, Detroit, Chicago, and all points north in the "promised land".

A lot of that "coat pulling" was just another scam for "slow thinkers".  There were some black men low enough to don red caps and pretend to be legitimate "red caps" just to steal some poor country bumpkin's luggage.

Jesus said ; "The poor you shall have with you always."  He is not necessarily referring to money.   He is referring to the lost, the blind, those that refuse to see.  People that cling to fear, to fables, to ignorance.

Every body is not getting in.  As a matter of fact most people are not getting in!  They can't get in because they are reprobates, rank selfish sinners, lost, blind, ignorant.  You can't tell them anything because they think they already know every thing.  "From such stay away!"

"Deceived believers" is the term one of my fb friends used in our conversation concerning the plight of man yesterday.  I love that term brother.   Please permit me to use it in my writing. (intellectual sharing)  It struck me like a bolt of lightening.  Deceived believers, people that think calling on the name of the LORD is all they need.  People that pat themselves on the back for attending church and or tithing.  YOU HAVE TO LIVE RIGHT !

You have to walk worthy.  I am so tired of these "people" that holler "GAWD know my heart".  "The devil might auh brought it but GAWD sho' sent it!"  "What's done on duh ship stay on duh ship!"  "I told dat lie to keep people out my bizness."

First of all if you are a real child of GOD you do not and will not lie!  If you are a real child of GOD you do not fear evil!  You do not give up the right for the wrong.  Real children of GOD are not waiting for a waif, a dried up fizzle fart, to die.  She is dead!  She has been dead for your entire life.

GOD's WORD says that a dog will return to his vomit.  You will go back to your bad wicked ways.  You are so selfish.  You look for and depend on the charity of others but, when given the opportunity you will not do anything to help anyone else.  You count your little pennies and look out for your self only.

Yes, you do get down on your knees and pray for yourself only.  You may pray for a few loved ones (very few).  You fume in secret jealousy and envy.   You blame racism for your plight, for your lack.  Knowing full well it is your alcoholism, your drug abuse, your "mental illness".  It is your flat out refusal to humble yourself and acknowledge GOD as the one and only true GOD.  The devil has blinded you and deceived you into believing that you can "fix" yourself.  That devil tricked you into thinking your "sins" are invisible, forgotten, have no bearing.  Sober up and get up!  Why would any intelligent individual return to the scene of the most miserable life ever lived.   Why would any one return to a woman that did the most horrendous diabolical things that could be done to a child?  Brother, you lacketh understanding.  I can't help you.  You think you know so much.  Be your own god, be your own protector.  You are down in a hole and you are comfortable.  You made yourself at home there.  You have a lot of company there.   You sit around laughing and talking about me there.  GOD will have the last laugh.

You are lost.  You would rather drown in your misery than face the truth.   I am not beating you up.  I struggled with that "truth" for far too long.  GOD kept telling me, I kept ignoring.  I kept trying to be "normal".  Too ashamed of my horrible truth I chose to ignore "it".  I chose to take her abuse like a "man".  "De mo' you cry duh less you piss!" was her constant advice.

So I decided that I would not cry.  I would take it.  I would keep it secret as she demanded.  It did make me a better person.  It did make me a better Christian.  But, one day I  had to say ; "This b**** is crazy" ( I am not changing one word in my testimony. B***** is what I said and B***** is what I meant.)

I was ashamed.  I was horrified! When a three year old child has more sense than you have concerning carnal knowledge you are a straight demon from the bowels of hell.  You don't ever have to worry about me trusting your demonic a** again.  "From such stay away!"

I do have a Bible lesson for you today.  Revelation 2:20-23  Please give up that ignorant slave mentality.  Do not avoid the book of Revelation as that "prophetess" as cautioned you.  She doesn't want you to read it because she is revealed in it.  No, she is a low level Jezebel, a Jezebel just the same.

"You sufferest (put up with, tolerate, accept, love, honor)that woman Jezebel, that calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and seduce my servants (children) to commit fornication..."

We learned, were taught far too much about fornication as young innocent children.  That is when your shame started.  That is why you will not tell on her.  Well, I have no shame.  I'm proud to tell on the s***!  That's what she is! That's exactly what she is.  The A.M.E. Zion church gave her a license to preach.  But, GOD did not give her a crown.

I am not afraid of her "roots", her "goofer dust", her hexes, her bad mouth, her curses, her nothing.  She is a "sign and a proverb".  And personally I am very glad about that.

Remain a mealy mouthed minion to a demon if you want to.  "Fare thee well".

I'm getting on with my life.  Living like my granddaddy, in perfect peace.  To GOD be the Glory.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace engulf you, save you, bring you into His marvelous light.  Be richly blessed,
Rachel