Satan is angry!

He's mad I tell you.  I just spent over an hour writing one of the most brilliant exposes on the public school system and suddenly my brand new Lenovo computer shut down inexplicably. I lost every word.

"He didn't take my brain!" ; I remember lamenting to my "mother".  I returned from the hospital with my brand new baby and my whole life destroyed.  Every manuscript, every letter, every award, every piece of art, the vast majority of my clothes, all of my collections, thousands of books, my whole life it seemed had been thrown away.

I could not see it then.  The veils were still on (Ezekiel 13:23).  I was totally blind.  The dear LORD spared me that truth.  I know now it was my "mother".  Martha Jane, Mathy Jane, the same stupid ***** struck again.

She did it to me at seventeen, she did it to me my whole life.   This albatross has done nothing but stalk me and my brothers our whole lives.  Extremely jealous and ignorant she knows nothing but debauchery and play acting.  I am going to say it right now and I'm going to say it right here; Martha Jane Walters is a stupid imp for Satan!  She knows it.  She just hopes you never know.

I know Mathy!  I finally know it was you!  You threw away everything but my brain!  You didn't have to be jealous, you demanded to be jealous.  You have never cared about the color of my skin.   As a matter of fact you love it, you prefer it.

You are common and you know you are common but you can't blame me or any one else.  Common is your preference.

Infallible proofs, right under my nose, yet I refused to see.  Child abuse, sexual and otherwise.  Every trick in the book to keep me away from a college degree.  When your attempts to pimp me failed you got low.  Sending me your fecal matter in a letter.  Woman you are not that ignorant!  You are something foul!

I could not comprehend your deep hatred.  I still can't.  I know it is real.   I see and feel your affects every day.  Yea, you might be unbelievable and you are unlovable.  When Jesus told us to love our enemies He clearly didn't mean a woman like you.

You messed up bad, you hit rock bottom.  I get it now.  Any woman who did the kinds of things you did.  Any woman who would be willing to stoop as low as you did would have to hate her daughter.  Thank you.   I would rather you hate me than love me.

  And any one dumb enough to think that you are a good godly woman is a bigger idiot than you are!  Two things you know about me, I have tenacity and I have GOD!  "You can't fool GAWD chile!"

To GOD be the Glory!  It is still true; "Apart from Christ you are NOTHING!"  Hate me, hate your daddy, hate GOD!  You are still sitting in that pit engulfed in your own ignorance.

So you fooled me, so you fooled a lot of people for a long time.  What did you get?