to warn. You must be forewarned that such evil exists. You must come to the realization that incredible incomprehensible evil may dwell in your very close family members.
Don't cry or lament terribly when GOD finally reveals this demon or demons. Never forget that GOD has a plan, He has His Divine Order.
Looking back over my past, from the first hot soapy enema, to destroying all my manuscripts, art, clothing, to attempting to deafen my daughter, I am horrified of course. I am horrified and scarred by her unrelenting demonic pursuit. But, I am gloried by GOD! I am honored to know that I passed the tests and GOD anointed and appointed me to tell His Truth.
All that don't want to hear, all that can't hear, have my sincere sympathy.
This woman is a sick vile monster for no apparent reason. She has enjoyed plundering and ruining lives for eighty-six years. Most people have never heard of such. She is not preached about in our "churches". She is not discussed in our homes. I have never seen her in a movie or read about her in a book. I lived her. I survived her. Now, I demand to testify against her.
A neglectful demon that was too sorry to use any form of birth control or restraint designed her own unique retribution. She got married, set up house keeping, and thrived on the house of horrors she created for her own amusement. I finally escaped after decades of abuse.
I must have collected at least three diabolical horror stories for every year of my life. All that pain helped to shape me, to purge me, to make me the Holy Ghost filled artist and writer I am today.
Yet, I marvel at her mind. How could any woman keep such deep, diabolical hatred so close to the vest? How could she put on such a loving mother, loving daughter act for her entire life and we remain clueless? I told you I found the answer in the Book of Ezekiel (chapter 13) To this day, how is she able to fool so many people?
No wonder I found my grandfather shedding silent tears so often. No wonder you never had any friends. Mad, angry, raging with the world because you were rejected, you set upon carrying out your own unique retribution.
Did you laugh when you deliberately failed to take your elderly father to the hospital and he ultimately lost his leg?
Do you laugh now when you recall how you shot him trough the heart and all of your relatives were too worthless and too cowardly to call you out?
Are you laughing because that boy you abused the most lost his job and his house? Are you gleeful , delighted that the son you tormented viciously can no longer practice medicine?
Do you get up in the morning, look in the mirror and beam with pride over your success as a sick, foul, miserable wretch? Your constant lament; "What about them men?" will not help you. Playing mentally ill will not cover you.
"(S)He is proud, knowing nothing, but doting about questions and strifes of words, whereof cometh envy, strife, railings, evil surmising, Perverse disputings of men of corrupt minds, and destitute of the truth, supposing that gain is godliness: FROM SUCH WITHDRAW THYSELF. But, godliness with contentment is great gain.: (1 Timothy 6: 4-6)
That's you Mathy; you have doting questions; "It all ain't in dere!" Your sick envy and jealousy destroyed you. Your evil surmisings made you commit unpardonable sins. You do have a corrupt mind, you are destitute of GOD's Truth!
My grandfather was a godly man and he was content and you will not steal his mantle. You will not get away!
"I will put my laws into their mind, and write them in their hearts: and I will be to them a GOD, and they shall be to me a people." (Hebrews 8: 10b)
"For I will be merciful to their unrighteousness, and their sins and their iniquities will I remember no more." (Hebrews 8:12)
No you are not a waste of time as many have surmised. You are a gift! I am sure I would have missed Christ without you in my life. As soiled, as sorrid as you are , you can still find Christ. He will still accept you into the Kingdom. Yes, you do have to repent. Repentance has been your issue since you were thirteen. GOD has not changed. He is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow.
I know that you may never change. But the Holy Spirit tells me that many will be changed and touched by my testimony. To GOD be the Glory. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Peace encamp all around you dear children and keep you in perfect peace,
Rachel
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With all that you have revealed, does your mother listen to or communicate with you at all. What of your brothers, can they stand with you in this intercession or has her work in them blinded them to the truth or ability to stand against her? This is such interesting reading to me, not as a novelty, but I want to join in with my own prayers. In spite of the depravity, which you describe so well, I believe repentance and salvation is still available. And when one such as this is redeemed many will follow because others will say, my God, if she can turn around I know I can.
ReplyDelete@famos amos, My 5 brothers are terrified! They will not speak to me on this issue.I am ignored! They will not say yea or nay. They remain blind and teathered by some sick secret that she has convinced them to keep. I stand alone in my quest for justice. I understand their fear. It took me 58 years to inquire about my molestation. She knows how to use GOD's WORD to keep her safe, to keep her closeted. "Honor thy mother!.." They cling to it. They are also still blind. That kerchief is still held on their eyes. Their faith is extremely weak. Thank you for your prayers. Pray that my family members will gain courage, will accept GOD's Truth
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