"No luv fa' hur!"

"No love for her!?...what do you mean?"

"I mean exactly what I said!  No luv fa' hur...dat one ain't gittin' no luv from me!"

"Why?"

"She too black!...look at hur!...she black as tar!"

"You crazy *Marigold, that baby is barely brown."

"I don' care!  I can't stand hur luddle black ass...I don' wont hur...nevah wanted hur...hate I eva' had hur.  I ain't got no luv to give hur...matter of fact you can have hur."

"Gul what I'm gon' do wid a baby?  This a 'ho house...you can't raise a baby in a 'ho house."

"Well I'll throw hur away some whur!  Hi I look going home to my mama wid a nudder baby!?  I done left two 'dere already!  This luddle black thang ain't gon shame me!"

"Yea, *Marigold, you sho' stay in 'family way'  a lot." (trails off laughing)

"I ain't got no love fa' dis one...seem lak I hate hur.  No, I do hate hur!  I am the only girl in my family.  I am the apple of my daddy's eye.  I can't have no other cunt around trying to take my place."

"You need Jesus nigga!...Well I love hur, she a pretty little baby to me."

"Thanks Margie...you my b****! B****!"

"Fa'eva!" (said simultaneously)

Forced to retrieve this "throwed away" baby by her mother *Marigold fumed.  Was mad, was resentful, watching this tiny little girl grow and thrive infuriated her.  Watching her mother and father fawn over this thing fueled her deep unexplainable hatred.

The years passed much too quickly but her deep secret hatred seemed to multiply with each passing day.

"Let eva'thang happen to hur" was *Marigold's solution.  From sick sexual molestation by her stepfather to planting lies and cultivating sick deep hatred of her in her brothers.

*Marigold loved it.  "Dis dumb bitch can't ketch on to s***!  I'm smooth wid mine.  Dey ain't gon' nevah know!"

There was a slight problem,  having her sexually molested backfired.  "The dumb bitch became a f***ing nun!  Ain't this some s***!  This is not what I wanted!"

The more *Marigold did to destroy the little girl the more she over came and thrived.  Seeing the love and admiration in her father's eyes for this "thang" did it!  "Enuf is enuf!  I will blow dat nigga's heart out!  He neva' loved me lak dat.  He nevah bragged on me lak dat!"

*Marigold was so happy,  she was delighted by the fact that she finally crushed that gal, found her kryptonite.   She knew that she would be lost, devastated without her granddaddy.

"Ha-ha I did it! Got away wid it and dem dumb niggas will nevah know!"

There was one very important element that *Marigold never factored into this equation; GOD.  An All knowing, All mysterious GOD that Rights every Wrong.  A GOD that loves the righteous.  A GOD that will do exactly what He said.  "Jesus Will Fix It!"

Be richly blessed and healed today family.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel