"Shouting Glad!"

"The truth will make you shouting glad or fighting mad."  I heard my grandfather tell my mother that often.  She never received those words well.  A wayward, stubborn, common woman she was determined to always have her way.  She was never going to be wrong, apologize or repent.

Martha never intended to get caught.  I don't think she ever thought it possible.  Too clever.  The fact is she believed her own spill, her own brags.  I must say Martha is a woman very much in "lust" with herself.  Well, she thinks it is love.  In actuality it is pure hate.

She is ashamed, full of self-loathing.  She should be ashamed.  What she does not know, never learned, hiding her sins only prolongs and perpetuates her deep shame.  Martha is a woman that could never say no to her hideous carnal urges.  Drawn like a moth to a flame, she always did the worse most despicable acts known to mankind.  Then lied and pretended it never happened.  Tell her it happened, criticize or quiz her in any way if you dare.  You will suffer mightily, verbally, physically, spiritually and psychologically.  You were destined to suffer no matter what.  Martha is an unhinged, undiagnosed sadistic sociopath.  Clever enough and mean enough to keep you busy licking your wounds.  She will hound and bludgeon you so much you will not have time to dare think about exposing her.  Plus, who is going to believe you?  No way!  "GOD is not going to let such a person exist on His earth!"; say the non-bible readers.

No she is not a good person.  Avoid such people.  "Shun the very presence of evil."  Oh, she knows full well that she is a hideous monster addicted to inflicting pain and shame.  She hates the truth and all truth tellers.  Given the slightest chance she will destroy you.

I must say that it did take me a very long time to accept the truth about Martha.  I always "knew", but I did not believe.   I could not help but know.  My "unbelief" stemmed from the fact that I didn't want to know such a horrible monster of a mother could exist.  I wanted to believe her lies. I was glad to bask in her fake love.

One day it occurred to me this demon is too evil.  Always foul and angry, very touchy and sensitive.  The slightest truth from you would send her into and awful tirade that could last for days.  She was never going to be wrong.  She was beautiful and perfect and you better tell her so often.  You must kiss her ***.  To love her is to fawn over her and shower her with gifts.  She molded us into that image, that brainless zombie from infancy.

"Don't you tell!  Don't you n****** tell'ah muthaf******** thang dat go on in dis house!"  In Martha's mind people not knowing made it alright.  Do any and everything you want.  Play a role, praise GOD a thousand times a day and people will really believe that you are religious.  Hate GOD in your heart but proclaim Him out of your foul mouth.  Say sweet things, the absolute opposite of what you really mean.  N***** are too dumb.   They will never catch on.  "There is no GOD!"  But play these fools for their stupidity and gullibility. You are the Queen.  You say what's what.  If you find any objectors, lie on them, smear their name.  Grease the palm of your minions.  They can be bought for fifty dollars or a Coach bag.  Pretend, pretend, pretend to the very end.  You are a clever brilliant actress.  Get an old woman's prayer and memorize it.  These dummies will never know the difference.  You're too smart.  No one will ever catch you.  Yea, you killed that "talkin'" daddy of yours.  Always going on about the Bible and Jesus and s***.  He was a pain in the absolute ***.  He wudden die!  I gave him plenty of time.  84 YEARS! That was long enough.  Besides I said all those good things about him in his obituary. Damn!  What more does the world want from me!?  What does GOD want?  I peach don't I?  I deliver good gullible souls to Him.  No, I can't be bothered wid dat s*** mysef.  It's too hard.  GAWD's rules are too hard.   Sides who gon' believe I'm really as evil as I am.  S***! I don't even believe it myself."

Surviving Martha certainly has been a test.  I would have lost many times without the LORD Jesus Christ on my side.  Without the wisdom of Jerome Walters to guide me.  I must say that I am truly "Shoutin' glad" this morning.

Remember; "Know ye the truth and the truth will set you free!"  Stay in His WORD children And remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)