The World Must Know! The World Will Know!

Today I was simply reflecting on Dr. King and the Civil Rights Movement.  I was eight years old (1959) when I first heard about him.  Truthfully when Dr. King first started his movement he was NOT supported by the masses in the black community.  At least not the black bourgeoisie.  Not the "Negroes" that had made it, the undertakers, shop owners, and small businessmen.

He was greatly criticized for NOT "leaving well enough alone".  Many black people were comfortable in their "place".  I remember reading the "Colored" section of the Fayetteville Observer.  The "Colored Obituary" could be found in small print far behind the "OBITUARIES".   The "Colored Weddings" were next to the last page of the paper far behind "FAYETTEVILLE'S SOCIETY ".  Our hometown paper even advertised "Colored jobs".

I remember the separate but "unequal" cemeteries, the "unequal" schools.  I was not allowed to swim in the public swimming pool.  (They took out tax money though) Our new textbooks were the old ones the white schools discarded.  I had to ride a city bus to school.  It was not free or tax supported.  We had to pay our own way.

I became a thief at eight years old when I defiantly climbed the beautiful spiral staircase in Sears and Roebucks department store and "stole" a belly full of "White Only" water  from the "white" water fountain.

If you were deemed "colored" you were automatically assumed to be inferior intellectually, morally and spiritually.  You were a "n*****", you knew it, the world knew it and you better accept your place at the back of the line.

This social and political practice of "Jim Crow" was the genteel Southern tradition.  Every one was cool with it.  So white people claimed to believe.

Many black people accepted Booker T. Washington's suggestion of "waiting and proving".  Wait on your rights, prove to the white man that you deserve them.  Everyone remembers his "Separate as the five fingers but one as the hand in everything for mutual progress." speech.

Mr. Washington ,a former slave agreed with white society that the "negro" was not ready after hundreds of years of chattel  slavery.  Slavery did have an effect on us as a people.  Dehumanized from 1619 to 1865.  Enfranchised from 1877 through the 1960s.

True black people as a "race" have been messed over and messed up.  Dr. King refused to give up, to accept maltreatment.  He sacrificed his life so that his fellowman could enjoy his rightful place in our great country.

We have all benefited.  The whole world has benefited.  I feel like Dr. King must have felt sometime.  I am going to agitate, I am going to speak up and speak out.  I am going to expose the evil that has destroyed millions of our children.

I no longer concern myself with race.  Not those artificial constructs that hold us back.  I am only concerned with one race, the entire "Human " race. I am speaking out for the children that have no voice.  I am sounding a trumpet for ALL abused children.

You predators may not stop but I will expose you.  It is my hope that predators, all pedophiles will be helped by my exposure.  Research has shown that many pedophiles were also abused as children.

PEDOPHILIA is a "Black Plague" on our nation.  It has nothing to do with race, color, gender or ethnicity. It has all to do with Spiritual wickedness.

I will not ignore it and I will not suffer from it any longer.  I'M TELLING THE WHOLE WORLD!  I am exposing the culprits and I am setting the record straight.

For sixty-one years I have carried this awful burden.  This sickness, this perversion that this selfish woman laid on me.  My whole life I have been sick and in distress.  For sixty-one years I have endured the pain of being kicked in the stomach.

This woman, this "Mathy Jane" with her double decker wigs, Cadillacs, fine clothes and money to burn has done nothing but torture me, eviscerated every joyous pleasure I thought about having.

These pedophiles lust after children.  They derive sexual pleasure from children.  They have no conscious, no love, not one care in the world for a single victim.

I was robbed from birth!  Millions of children are robbed, destroyed , ruined from birth by their OWN parents.  They pretend that you wanted to do it.  That you enticed them.  They come to you with this "little secret".  They make sure you know that it's a "secret", that you can't ever tell anyone.

Sadly when you do tell no one cares.  The world victimizes you all over again.  I want my honesty, my truth telling to take the shame out, to remove the stain.  I want abused "children" to heal and to be able to get on with their lives.  It is my hope and prayer that my telling will help to take  the "shame" out of being a victim and place it squarely where it should be, on the VICTIMZER! .  I will not let her continue to hide behind her clerical robe, her Sunday school class.  She will not hide behind the words "mother" and "grandmother".

She is a "grand" liar! A "grand" MURDERER! A "grand" Rapist! A "grand" Thief, A "grand" Root Worker/Soothe Sayer .

She never loved or cared about a single person on this earth.  Perhaps she couldn't.  Maybe it is not her fault.  She can't or won't come to repentance, bragged that she won't.

Well I refuse to be her slave, her second class citizen.   I refuse to be robbed of my joy, of my life, of all potential happiness.  She is not nearly as stupid as she pretends to be.

She is a demon and she loves evil.  I am a Christian and I love the LORD!  I trust Him with every fiber of my being.  I thank Him for rescuing me from EVIL!  I thank Him for the Holy Ghost Power that He gave me to trample EVIL under my feet!

(My friend posted something on FB I hope she doesn't mind me repeating here.  "From victim to survivor to thrivor to WARRIOR!")

PRAISE THE LORD!!! Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you and cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)