Praise the LORD!

What a Joy I have found!  It breaks my heart to see broken people.  People that have given up, surrendered to evil.  You don't have to.

Stay in prayer children.  Stay in His WORD.  Keep reading, keep praying and remain patient.

I am sitting here in my office, (PTL!) on my computer telling you to hold on.  Trust the LORD!  Not too long ago I was constantly confounded and bewildered.  I was trying to love a mother that didn't love me.

I knew she didn't love me all the time.  But, I did believe that she loved me sometime.  In my youth I thought she sold me out sexually to my stepfather because she needed the money, didn't trust GOD to supply all her needs.

I thought her cruelty was the result of a single mother desperately trying to raise her children the best she could.  No, I didn't know that she was a pathological liar.  I knew that she would lie and turn to violence to get herself out of a jam. I did not know her whole life was built on a mountain of lies.

I knew she was "nasty" but I didn't know that she was a nymphomaniac. I knew that she was jealous of me sometime.  I had no idea how much she truly hated me.

What is my point? A very sick diabolical woman has devoted 88 years to torturing and afflicting her entire family with the worse pain possible.  A woman so clever and demented she wrapped herself in GOD's WORD and became an ordained minister.  Not once did she think she would ever get caught, ever be exposed.

She certainly committed every sin known to man.  Is she ashamed? That remains to be seen.  Will her family let her get away?  Are they still stiffened by the awful fear she inculcated, nurtured and grew. Will they ever trust our loving GOD to deliver them?  Are they still manipulated by her?  Will they always lack the confidence to think for themselves?

Is she too great a monster to confront?  No, she is just an old woman, an old murdering pervert pretending to love GOD.  She has no power!  She is not the conjuring Madame she claims to be.   She can conjure all day.  She will never defeat GOD.

It seems I always "knew" the truth, just fought it, refused to believe it.  How could I believe my own mother was such a sick psychopath, a true sociopath.  One day I finally looked at her fruit.  I do believe she would have gotten away with her clever subterfuge and diabolical acts if she hadn't murdered my grandfather.

Killing your own father was your undoing Martha.

Don't be afraid children.  If some monstrous demon or evil is stalking you, pray for them.  Wait on the LORD He will deliver you.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)