What does the Book say?

You running around living random, hand to mouth, confused and abused.  You're running from church to church, doctrine to doctrine, looking for a "religion" that will permit you to live your way.

Sure you study your bible searching for scripture that defends you, justifies you.  You skip over everything that "offends" you.  You hate people that try to correct you, that sincerely try to help you.

What does the Book say!? "Come ye out from among them!"  "Fear NO man!"  Don't fear GOD's Truth!

You can't hide your sin.  You can't distance yourself.  It will haunt you and track you down.  I was Eight years old!  You thought you got away didn't you?  You conned yourself into believing it was merely a sex act, and act of lust.  You had the right,   you were the oldest, you were the smartest. Plus this was a way to tie a knot in this n*****'s tail.  He could never quit you or leave you if you had some sick dirt on him.

"She ain't nuttin' noway.  Just another luddle black bastard.  No more than a blood clot.  She bedder be glad I let her a** live.  She bedder be glad I went and got her black a** out dat 'ho house.... It's done ni ...I can't take it back."

You can justify, you can lie.  But, what does the Book say!? "You won't get away.  What is done in the dark shall surely come to light!"  "You will reap what you sow!"

You should know that was not a sex act.  That was merely an example of your brutality and cruelty, your lust for Power.  Your desire for supreme control.  You have demanded to have supreme control over every life you ever touched.  The irony is that you never had any control, any self discipline over your own life.

You can't even come to Christ!  You have the nerve to stand in the pulpit preaching, calling others to Christ. Asking people to do something you have never been able to do.

Sure you can "preach".  You put on a good act.  After all you are a brilliant actress.  A  beautiful brilliant fallen woman.  A woman too sorry to get up.  Too lazy to earn her way.  A foolish woman that bought into the lie that she was sitting on a gold mine.

What's with all the trappings?  You have a Theological library.  You have every Bible, Concordance, Key-Study Bible, authority and interpretation of the Bible.  What are you searching for?  Are you trying to find evidence that you can trade your good deeds for your sick sins?  That if you preach long enough, bring enough people to Christ, GOD will forgive you?

What does the Book Say!? EXCEPT YE REPENT YOU SHALL NOT SEE GOD!!!

No, you are not ashamed of what you did.  You would rather justify what you did than confess or say you are sorry.  You won't tell XXXXX who his daddy is because according to you he is a "worthless alcoholic".

You can justify what you did to me because "she a 'ho anyway".  You deliberately destroyed *Sam's life because he is "no-sense-ED".  " I nevah tried to help XXXXXX because I gave him color and straight hair."

So how do you justify murdering your own daddy?  He was old and sick anyway? "S*** I just put him out of hiz misery.  If I had'na killed him he wudda killed me!"

Do all the fine robes, gold crosses and rings mean you love GOD?  Or do you dress up in all that crap to fool people?  Do you think that if you look religious you will suddenly become religious?

Do you really believe all your roaring, lying and manipulating will save you, protect you from our All Seeing, All Knowing GOD?

I may be the only person on this earth that ever has the courage to confront you.  I don't care.  I will not go along with wrong doing because it is more convenient.  I will not protect you because I used to call you "mother".   You will not frighten or terrorize me one more day.

You don't want to come to Christ. Don't! You don't want to repent or apologize for your 88 years of wrong doing. Don't!  You would rather sit on your false pride pretending that you are the most brilliant beautiful woman that ever lived.  Do it!

I know my Redeemer lives! I know that His eye is on the sparrow.  I know that GOD has always been with me leading and guiding me and constantly protecting me from the likes of you.

Keep searching, keeping reading, keep lying and denying.  There is only One way!

Stay in His WORD children! Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)