"Hear me and hear me ...

good!" not "well", but "good", that is what my step grandfather old man Rev. Jean (James) Doster used to say.  He was actually a very good preacher.  Cold black with a shaved head.  He was handsome,weathered, with snow white teeth.  I used to wonder what he would think if he knew his son was a "chester", a molester.

My mother and stepfather played "normal" around other people, especially my grandfather.  "It "was our little secret".  Just how dumb were they?  Didn't they know I would grow up and decipher all their little codes, nods and looks?  Didn't they know their little secrets were not safe with me?

I nursed my mother around the clock October of '08.  She was very old and hateful.  I attributed her behavior to the surgery.  But, she began to talk.  I listened;"Mr.XXXXX used to (screw) his daughters ...dey used to jest go git in duh bed wid dey daddy."  Wow! I thought, where did that come from?

Then she told me about her mother's boyfriend(on the side).  "Your Mother had a boyfriend!"; I exclaimed.  She just laughed and gave me a little wink.

My mother claimed that my grandfather was a jealous man and was always beating his much younger wife for flirting or something.  My mother claimed my grandfather beat my grandmother Rachel with and ax handle because he found some letter some man had written her in her possession.  And he shot the man his is a** and crippled him.

Perhaps my grandfather was violent at one time.  That is certainly not the granddaddy I knew.  Jerome Walters was my sage, my patriarch, my savior.  (Thank you Jesus)  Without that man my life would have been rugged.

"Hear me and hear me well!"  There are some more Mathys coming and they are coming in droves.  No, you don't have to care about me, but you should care about your children, grandchildren and great grandchildren.  These "Mathy Janes" are hiding right around the corner.  They are sexual freaks and you are laughing and winking at your sons and grandsons.  Tell that boy to put his armor on!

GOD told me to be more patient.  You can't pull people out of a ditch if they are unaware of the fact they are actually in need of salvation. (Carnal people can't hear you.) If they have been down so long,  it no longer occurs to them to get up.  If they are still locked into that "slave mentality" of just satisfying their carnal needs, there is no need to waste your time.  (Reminds me of Wretched of the Earth by Franz Fanon)

#1 - You should not be living paycheck to paycheck.  Let's fix that.  Let's pray over our finances.  Trust GOD to lead you in the right direction financially.

#2 - No lie lives forever!  No matter, how smart, how pretty, how much you are loved, your lies can not outlive you.  You are not around to reinforce or manipulate.  Plus, GOD got this.

#3 - Thank GOD for His Divine Order!

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