March lockstep ...

don't look right or left, never look back, dis-remember, absorb all the pain, remain mum, never think, never contemplate, never understand.  It has been done for ages.  Follow that creepy bumpy road to nowhere.  You know there is nothing ahead for you but pain but you will continue to follow that well worn path because every one else does.  No one else is complaining.  You were born poor or black (even worse, both).  You were an "accident", "GOD'S punishment" for illicit sex.

You came here a loser, accept your lot in life, shut the f*** up! and "tote that barge, lift that bale!".  You are nothing but a mule.  Quit thinking!  Do as you are told and let someone else think for you.  Pay your black tax or your poor white trash tax.  Pay for being a bastard.  Yes, that is a debt you owe to a mother that never wanted you.

You have a right to Think! You have every right to know.  You are welcome at the banquet table my LORD set for you.  Why are you still down on your knees bending, bowing, scrapping for crumbs from some imp's table.  Just stand up! They have no power over you!  A lie is still a lie I don't care who is telling it.  And a lie can not live forever.

I am going to try to explain this one more time.  Demon possession is real!  The sad truth is when you solicit spirits from murdered men's graves that unleashed spirit has to go some place.  You disturbed it, you kept it.  That is exactly what happened to Martha.  Don't tell me she wasn't a "root worker"!  I was there! I saw and experienced first hand.

It is obvious.  Look at her life! Praise the LORD!  Don't feel so high and mighty, don't get on your saved and sanctified, ain't never done nothing wrong high horse yet.  If anything my life with Martha taught me how easy it is to let the devil into your heart, to give him a toe hold, and how difficult it is to get rid of him.  First thing that happens is you become blind.  You become foolish.  You think you are wise because you are now delusional and totally under the control of the evil one.  You are going to need an exorcist, you are going to need the prayers of your loved ones, of your church, your community.

But, how can you ask now when you have lived a complete lie for over eighty years?  Now you are stuck.  Can you confess your mountain of sins?  Every day you mean to, every day you want to , but you are far too ashamed.  That's it; "GOD maketh NOT ashamed!"

Children, collect all your burdens, all your pain, all your lies, all your troubles, all of your lack and place it on the throne of Grace.  Jesus wants your burdens because He wants to relieve you.  He wants you to have life and to have it more abundantly.

One more day! Thank you LORD!  One more day to praise you, one more day to get it right, one more day to get myself straight, to set my house in order.  Praise the LORD!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember,;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

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