you before you get to the end of this article your soul will cry out to the LORD Jesus Christ for mercy on your family for mercy on you. Actually that's a good thing. ( Dear LORD) We are so blind, so foolish, so duped. I know GOD is shaking His head and saying "Why? Why did I waste my time? I sent them floods and famine. I sent them prophets and martyrs. (Hell!) I sent my only begotten son. These are some stiff neck people. They are going to have to catch my wrath. I am going to have to fulfill my book (Revelation)."
Being abused, constantly chastised and related to my room proved to be the best protection and salvation for me. Since Martha was brilliant enough to curse me for talking, for merely having an opinion, I took to critical analysis, keen observation, and private conversations. You can say and I now know that I became my own best friend. I could trust me. If I said I was going to do something I made sure I did it and did it to the utmost. (Was I influenced by the fact that Martha was a gum flapper? Always running off at the mouth bragging about something she had no intention of doing. We would run to school like fools praising our brilliant beautiful mother that was opening a restaurant on Murcherson Road, or how she planned to run for the school board.
When I reflect back on my youth it appears that the only people buying Martha's load of crap were all related by blood or people extremely under educated or people of a "primitive" mentality like hers.
It appears poor Martha was caught in two worlds. She worked every day. (Civil Service, legit, never rose higher than G-4, blamed racism and that damn Dr. Martin Luther Coon for upsetting the apple cart. "Ni, black a** n**** git treated good as yalla n****!" was her constant "private" complaint.)
Martha always had a side hustle. (Reading Tarot cards, running her Madame Watson scam, Flee Marketing, Bail Bondsman) She bragged on herself so much it never crossed my mind to "dis-believe" her. And she was a lot of fun when she wasn't cursing or beating you.
Now she was famous for the cutting insults. Telling you to your face that you were ugly, looked bad, was too fat, had a n**** nose, had missing teeth , should stay out of the sun, etc. I think the worse thing Martha did was encourage her female relatives to be whores, to trade sex for money or rent. "Well S***! she wuz giving it away anyway!"
No mothers! Teach your sons and daughters to wait on "adult activity". Teach our sons and daughters that their bodies are temples of the Holy Ghost and to honor that. Don't be afraid mothers and fathers, teachers, preachers and people in authority. Advice our children with wise counsel. Don't sit around criticizing them if you are not helping. Never say; "Let life teach them."
If your children make a mistake don't ridicule them, help them. Do point them in the right direction. Do live a life that others will chose to emulate.
I promised you that this post would make your soul cry out to the LORD Jesus Christ. (Here goes) Not too many years before Mathy passed she stopped cold in my driveway and announced that I was going to be the one to betray her one day. "Betray" is the word she chose. "betray" as in Judas betraying Jesus. Except this time it would be in reverse.
Of course I protested (a knee jerk reaction). "I would never betray you mother!" I declared and meant every word at the time. Mainly because the wicked depraved demon possessed Mathy I did not know even existed, I could not see or recognize that spirit clearly in her. I had forgiven my mother for all of her problems in 1997. (After a 9 year hiatus.) I thought everything was cool. I truly forgave my mother for everything she had done to me I threw it all in the "sea of forgetfulness" as she advised. She never apologized to me for sending me that foul defecation smeared letter. Never admitted that she snapped and blew her own father away.
I forgave her for the things I knew about. (Little did I know what terrible secrets she was carefully and very successfully hiding.)
Then one day the bottom fell out of the bucket. My brother that had been estranged from the family for 25 years finally returned. Suddenly all the pieces of this great mystery fell neatly into place. Of course she hated me. Of course she hated all of us. She had to because the person she hated the most was herself.
Poor Martha never understood that it was her lack of faith that condemned her. It was unfortunate that her appetite for flattery and coddling became insufferable. "Me! Me! Me!" just like a selfish toddler.
Poor foolish Mathy could believe wholeheartedly in satan, in evil, in the occult, but had NO faith in GOD. The truth was an inconvenience that she had to sacrifice in order to get her way and Mathy was going to have her way.
I know you are shaking your head too. This woman spent 87 years on this earth attempting to destroy GOD's children, GOD's Plan. This poor foolish woman spent 87 years on this earth trying to thwart GOD's Divine Order.
How foolish. Is it any more foolish for the six living children to still be divided? Just what person on this earth actually believes that Martha was ever on the up and up, was ever decent? Yes, she was easy on the eye, seemed to be fairly knowledgable, was extremely well spoken and poised. She was charming. She did have charisma.
Unfortunately with Martha something never felt quite right. Clever, yes. A brilliant demon, yes. Martha had a ready answer for every thing. That time Doster molested us when we were 8 and 9 after an Easter Egg Hunt. "Mother called, said for us to take all of our clothes off and let Doster examine us for ticks." (Both of y'all are going to rot in hell for that one act alone.)
The time (again I was 8) she punched, slapped, pounded me in the head and cursed me over and over for my inability to read her f***** homemade clock! I know now that was a rouse. The b**** just wanted to beat me up! F***** bully! Cowardly muthsf******! The whore was just jealous! I was pretty, smart, had beautiful hair and I was obedient. I guess she looked at me, saw my father (that flat refused to marry her whorish a**) and sat down and designed the whole scenario.
How she was going to pretend that she finally loved me enough to want to teach me something. ( Had yet to bother to tell me my full name. I was just Gwen.) To give me a leg up in life. the b**** knew I was blind. That stanking whore knew that I couldn't see two inches in front of my face.
I have to give it to Martha she always had a ready alibi. She was sneaky, a sho'nuff slimy serpent. But, don't you dare think she is the only one. These women are holding GOD's children hostage right now! People know GOD's Gospel Truth yet they remain frozen in fear. Fear inculcated, instilled and absorbed into millions and millions of children by these witches. These females with Jezebel Spirits falsely believing that they are fool proof, that no one will ever know, will ever speak one word against them. That no one is brave enough to defy them. Children I assure you, fear is their only weapon.
Let that fear go children. Demons or demon possessed (frankly there is no difference ) can NOT kill you. They have no power other than to confuse and exhaust you with their serious stupidity.
Now this is the part where you will get saved. What happened to Martha could happen to you or to me without faith, without love. If you have any hatred in your heart right now, pray. Ask GOD to take that spirit away.
No! I do NOT hate Martha. I tried to love her for 62 years. She is the one that could not love, could not believe. She was a person of little faith in GOD. Martha put her faith in Hoo-doo. You will to if you fail to study the BIBLE. If you fail to hear His voice. You will end up like Martha if you try to build yourself up by tearing down others.
Say Praise The LORD! (See I told you you would say it before you got to the end of this post.)
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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