Happy Mother's Day!

I would like to take this opportunity to wish the whole world a very Happy Mother's Day.  But, I beg to ask the question; should every female that has birthed a child be honored?

Why not you might say.  Just how bad can a bad mother be?  My life has taught me, more horrible, more horrific and disturbing than any one can imagine. I found out a human being can become so depraved that you would  rather just not  know.

Fortunately for me I found Daughters of Narcissistic Mothers (DOMN) on line.  Right now we have nearly 4,000 women, all devastated and attempting to heal ourselves because we live in a culture of "cover up", and pretend.

I am not criticizing, merely observing.  I was the Great Pretender,  the greatest pretender for years.  Friends I attended elementary school with are shocked! Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureaux has to be the most deplorable woman that ever lived!  People of the Lie  (Peck) described her precisely .  (Why didn't I know such evil people roam our earth pretending to be "normal" every day?) I grew to maturity trying to love the lying est, sickest, demonic whore that every lived!  I know the stories of her never ending savage ignorant brutality may be hard to take.  I must blog about them in order to "self-heal".  It may shock you or cause you a great deal of discomfort.  But the world must know!The world must be warned!  Personally, I think Martha was just about 200 years ahead of  her time, 200 years ahead of the current debauchery and low living.   200 years ahead of fierce resistance to the WORD of GOD. 200 hundred years ahead of this world in stealth demonisim.  You should know that some of her sexual practices have become "mainstream" already.  (Help us LORD!)

  I just want to warn you, to caution and prepare you.  No, you don't have to care about me, but you have sons and daughters.  A Martha Jane might not get one of them, but she may get one of your grandchildren.

Turning our collective heads and "not seeing evil" will not help this problem.  Demons are Real! Martha was one! I couldn't put flowers on her grave today if I wanted to.  "Don't piss on my grave when I'm ded!"

She said that knowing I was (we were) raped, molested, treated worse than any animal! Trauma Bonded just like a slave!  Brainwashed, taunted, humiliated and "rooted"!

My GOD from Zion!  She got away with it because she was a cool liar, very attractive but Martha put the T in treachery.  The A.M.E.Zion church pawned her off on us.  It convinced me.  I reconnected and trusted her after a 9 year hiatus.  LIAR! MURDERER! RAPIST! THIEF!  all hidden by a mother's coo, by a mother's soft breast and loving arms.  What a shame, it was all pretend.

Most of all , a disrespector  of GOD.  An imp that lived for 87 years fully believing that she was in fact smarter than GOD.  That the little dirt she collected from murdered men's graves was her gravy train.

Martha was never anything but a very hard headed rebellious woman that got in "trouble" early in life, refused correction and criticism and hated every one that obeyed and loved the LORD.  Secretly hated everyone that graduated from college,  thrived, could think, walk or talk, or received a compliment.

Every time I think I'm over it,  I start seething again.  All the Mother's Day gifts, all the gifts, all the money .... nothing ever won this harlot's heart for me.

Is that it LORD?  Am I angry because that slut gave me her ass to kiss?  ( That was one of her favorite brags after defrauding some man;"I gave dat n*** my ass to kiss.)

Or am I angry because she was a very successful wolf in sheep's clothing?  Or could it be that I am furious because she was my mother?

Would I care about this woman and my story if I had been born to a good mother?  Would I even believe such a woman possible?

I do hope and pray that a lot of people will read my story. (I pray for the courage to publish my book soon.) I hope my testimony will contribute to a tremendous sale of condoms.  I do pray more men will pay greater attention and shun such women.  I do hope young ladies will realize how easy it is to become a Martha Jane.

Most of all I do hope and pray that more men will seek young women that are modest, women that save themselves for marriage. (Men should do the same.  A chaste woman should not marry a promiscuous man.) Women that pay their own bills, have careers, are intelligent,well read, civil, polite, honest.

Most of all I want to encourage young men and women to live right, live for the LORD!  Maybe then we can stop so much pretending.

If you get the opportunity, please read Mark 4:22.

Stay in His WORD.  Remember, "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

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