Could it be?

Did she waste far too much of her time trying desperately to destroy me?  Did I spend far too many years trying to love her? To forgive her over and over?

One thing for sure, my time was not wasted.  No, I never married well, never snagged a decent man. Never met the love of my life.  But, I learned the Bible! I saw the "blueprint", the model.  I read the warning signs.

Once or if GOD releases you over to a reprobate mind, He is through with you! When GOD gives up on you, "Katy bar the door!"

A reprobate's feet are swift to run to "mischief".  Never will I ever assume "mischief" is something insignificant.  Some polite gentleman that King James hired to translate the Bible missed the mark on that one.  It should say that your feet will run to sick, satanic, sadistic acts that you can not bear to know you did yourself!

Dear LORD,  I am proud to say that I am glad that she is dead! She needs to be dead!  I might die in the next 10 minutes.  I know that I didn't come here to stay always.  But YOU didn't send me here to keep up evil, either!  You didn't teach me to be a spoiled ignorant brat.  Martha was immature and spoiled.  She was used to demanding her way.  After her "rape" she really learned how to turn on the charm and be manipulative.

Martha could not conceal her insane jealousy , nor could she hide her primitive lust.  She was like a wild dog in heat.  It was ridiculous!

Sex is mental.  Dear LORD,  thank you for saving me from  the nymphomania my poor mother suffered from.  Did she have too much testosterone? She was quite hairy and she did have a deep voice.  No! It was the occult.  It was the Root Working! She deliberately collected those demons.

Poor Martha put more faith in witchcraft than Almighty GOD.

If any one wants to follow Martha, or the likes of Martha, go right ahead.  I would look at her pastor sideways.  I would wonder if he (they) ever prayed for her?  My greatest fear is that there are a lot of Marthas in this world.

I know too many! Shine your spotlight on them LORD! Do it right now! PTL!