"His Grace is sufficient for me."

Dear LORD thank you for this awesome journey! Thank you for the two people that have made all of my pain and anguish well worth it,  JEROME WALTERS AND RACHELLE WILLIAMS!

Dear LORD I do thank you for the experience of MARTHA JANE WALTERS! It is alright with my soul.  I know that few can believe such an evil woman lived among us and with us, so long, totally closeted, cloistered up, destroying daily,  until the day she finally died.

Dear LORD I understand why it took me so long to OVERCOME MY TREMENDOUS FEAR! This low common, vengeful, sneaky, lying, conniving, unfaithful, GOD hating fallen woman was MUCH TOO FIERCE!

She was DELUSIONAL! GOD told us in His WORD that He would send delusions to these reprobates.  He told us reprobates would NOT have natural affection!  If there is a single person on this earth that doubts the MYSTERIES OF OUR ALMIGHTY GOD, all they need do is read my blog! Follow how GOD has followed Me! Recused me! PTL!

While still in the womb I knew!  Then at 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, on and on.  For what seems like every single year of my life Martha left me with a terrible physical scar and some type of psychological trauma that I was forbidden to tell OR REMEMBER!

I have thought about this "thing" and prayed about this "thing".  I asked GOD why our children are being so horribly mistreated, deliberately raped and ruined by their "caretakers", by their own parents, while this world remains SILENT, PARALYZED!

"It is NOT their unbelief. It is their selfish apathy! It is a Jezebel spirit of uncaring, of could not possibly take the time to care less than I already do.  And it is also fear.  Fear of finger pointing and ridicule. FEAR OF ACTUALLY FINALLY BEING FORCED TO FACE YOUR OWN TRUTH! It is also PRIDE!  A woman foolish enough to believe this world.  To believe that her color, cunning, and knowledge of the occult would guarantee her nothing but victories and fame.

When I look closely at my life I can see GOD!  My hand has been in HIS HUGE, ALL KNOWING, ALL ENGULFING, WARM, COMFORTING, PROTECTIVE, LEADING, GUIDING  HAND FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE! (PTL!)

One thing that Mathy hated with a rank passion was INDEPENDENT THINKERS!   (Never show her any sign of intelligence.  Play your role of docile simple, loyal slave. You were her property to do with as SHE pleased)  QUIET OBSERVERS!  Needless to say she hated me!  It was as if she were screaming;"DO IT MY WAY! MESS YO' LIFE UP LAK I DID MINE! YOU CAN'T HAVE MO' DAN ME! YOU CAN'T HAVE MO'STUFF DAN' ME! BOW DOWN TO ME!!!!!!!!! FORGIT GAWD! FOGIT YO' GRANDADDY!!!!!!!!!  DON'T  SEE NUTTIN' WRONG I DO TO YOU!  DON'T YOU NEVAH SAY NUTTIN' IF YOU DO!   IF YOU DO I'M GON' ROOT YOU! (CAUSE YOU AIN'T GOT SENSE ENUF TO KNOW THAT I TRULY HATE YO' BLACK ASS FO' MESSIN' UP MY LIFE AND I AM ROOTIN' YOU ANY WAY!!!!!!!!!He-He-He-Heeeeeeeeeeeeee)

No, nothing that is done,  can ever be UNDONE , but  it is all over now.  Martha Jane Walters can NOT be "saved".   No one can say that she did NOT live the life I say she lived.   (No,  I am not judging her! I am  simply  making an observation. I do not have a hell or heaven to put her in.  I just know what I know and I know she left her cursing me for knowing her truth.)

Grateful to Almighty GOD,  I press on!   Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

[Excerpt from THE JR WALTERS CHRONICLES    November 24, 2014  All rights reserved.]