We all knew she was subject to go off any time, about any thing. Then lie about it. Deny it. Look you dead in your eye and swear up and down she had no idea what you were talking about. You would stand there looking like a fool! Then the bitch would crack up laughing. And if you had the evidence, if your fellow victims concurred with you for once, it was always your fault. "I wuz jest trying' tuh raise yo'" ; her lame ass, perennial, half ass, excuse.
It was as if she was saying; "You know I'm bullshitting your luddle black ass, don't you. You bedder take this luddle pitiful ass apology and get yo' no daddy having, black, bastard ass, out ugh my face befo' I really giv' you sumpin' to cry 'bout nigga!"
Poor Martha sure was a "f"ed up woman. Cruel beyond human comprehension. FIVE ABORTIONS IN THE 40's and 50's, that she bragged about! That's pain! That is a woman in crisis! A woman suffering the degradation of her own actions and refusing to accept the consequences. A woman smart enough to conjure up a convincing lie for every deed she plotted. The greatest misfortune, she fell victim to her own lies, her own propaganda. She did believe she was a Madame, a great root worker, a brilliant predator. Someone should have told her that she was just savage and immoral, that she was in need of salvation sincerely.
I know now she was a poor woman that must have hated GOD almost as much as she professed to love Him.
Did Martha know that she could pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit? Of course she did! She read her Bible, she preached. We are all saved by Grace. Did Grace by pass my mother? How could one person become so evil? How could one woman plague and menace for so long?
Dear LORD that is a mystery that only You can solve. Martha always taught me to take my lumps and move on. I press on.
Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
I added this video in order to encourage you to practice independent critical thinking. There is no such thing as bad language, only bad experiences. Never lie, never front. Never shape your opinions to fit your audience. "Be instant, in season and out."
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