Look for the blessing in your lesson

May you never know the pain  of finally admitting your mother was not only demon possessed, was a pathological liar, a sadist, an incestuous pedophile, a "root worker" that targeted you for sixty two years.

Learning that you were enslaved, persecuted, tortured slyly and deliberately for your entire life, raped ruined, humiliated and degraded for no reason other than your ignorant mother's sick envy and jealousy.

   The worse part of my horror story is sharing my imprisonment with five brothers left so emasculated they will not open their mouths to reveal their slutty mother.  So emasculated by this whore they still claim to love her.

They know the only reason any of us ever amounted to anything is because of our grandfather, Jerome Walters.  Truly a great man that they won't so much as ever mention because she hated him and raged and cussed if we so much as  mentioned him, paid him one compliment in death, once she got too old to pretend how much she loved him any more.

Brothers that know a good man, a great man , that sacrificed his  entire life for us , lies in an unmarked grave in some woods called the "Cow Field" without a headstone.

The only man I ever loved, my  grandfather , was murdered, shot in the heart by his cold hearted ,mongrel , common as bat shit , daughter for the money he saved for his "other" grandchildren.

No! I will not honor her and I will not shut up!

But, I am blessed! Every thing Martha did to me has been a blessing.  Perhaps I did take on her masculine traits.  My masculinity has benefitted me well  in this sexiest white male dominated society.

Yes, I will still fight in a prayer meeting if you fuck with me. I have zero tolerance for liars and thieves.  I am sure she is the reason I hate tRump with a purple passion.

I was only able to remain in my fake , loveless marriage for eight months and that was too long.

He was just like her, lying, immoral and empty.  Extremely jealous. Worthless! Vain! Ladies learn your man , before you marry your man. Do not marry a man that spends more time in the mirror than you do.  Do not marry a man that pretends his Christian values prevent him from engaging in pre-marital sex.

Use your "Gaydar".  I learned too late that closet gay men want frigid women like me. I was a gift from GOD and he blew it. That nigger treated me just like Celie in The Color Purple!  Shit worse!

Love yourself fiercely.  Never take low from any one.

Yes, I  learned a lot about religion and fake Christians due to those two reprobates.  (BUZZARDS)

 Cussing and cursing are not the same. There is no such thing as bad language, only bad experiences.  Yes, I cuss like a sailor because I've had far too many bad experiences!  I would rather cuss than explode with phoniness.

I can't do fake, no fake marriage , fake purses or fake smiles.  I am as real as real can get.

I refuse to honor or respect a fake president for any reason.  What is money? How many houses do you need? Cars? Just who are you trying to impress? Why?

Please do not try and impress fellow fake Christians. Liars, all.  They don't masturbate, self soothe, they don't drink, cuss or smoke. Please! Lying muthafuckers Greedy dogs!

You do something! Everybody does something.  "We all have sinned and come short of GOD's best."

I know one thing, the Church , our country, have hit rock bottom.  A the rate this mongrel is going,  we shall all be dodging bombs very soon.

Do not live in denial. It is what it is. Be you, be yourself, love yourself.  Cultivate your gifts and quit hating. Stop lying, stop being envious.  Don't be racist.  And always stand up for yourself.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"