Praise the LORD- Part 3

LORD,  thank YOU! I praise You! Yes, I am humbled beyond measure. Thank You for another opportunity to serve you, to get it right.

My LORD, My LORD! Never in a million years would I , could I, have ever believed such evil possible, NEVER!

How many times have I read 2 Timothy 3:1, not knowing what those words really meant? "...  this know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come."

World, family, friends, when your own "mother" is a VIPER! AN INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE determined to ruin, annihilate, eviscerate,  simply because she is a lazy fallen promiscuous , nymphomaniac WHORE, You are living in PERILOUS TIMES!

When that low WHORE PREACHES! When a wo/man demands to serve GOD and man, demands to be kept secret! When a wo/man is low enough to pretend to be a Christ Lover for EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS! Your life is in peril!

You are going to need GOD! You are going to have to pray! You need to be prayed for.  Yes, you must fast, study, purge, seek [HIS] Face.

You must step out on faith. If your family is like my family, unconscious and in deep unbelief, flee them, they are not worth saving.  I am not sorry, fellow victims that must be talked into revealing, exposing,  Martha Jane , are not worth saving.  Too dumb, too lost, too damaged, too destroyed, too intractable, too stiff necked, too much like their "mother".


That "woman" deliberately, with forethought and malice , made every life she ever encountered , miserable!  Did it cleverly, clandestinely, maliciously, sadistically and habitually.

 How could we know? Not one of us had a "daddy"! "Society" offered no protection for us.  If you are born "black", born a "bastard" in this world, you are on your own!

Plus, this slut had thoroughly beaten, raped, abused, molested and terrorized  us early in life. Martha never intended for any child she birthed to ever out do her.  As a matter of fact, just because she had to spend so much time lying, pretending, putting on a show,  to make you think to convince you,  she loved your worthless ass,  to enslave you, you were going to suffer more, the most.

I know for a fact my "mother" resented ever crumb that fell from her table,  into our hungry mouth. What "Woman of GOD" goes around screaming ; I keep yo'muthafucking assholes open!"; for hours? For days? Then turn around and Preach  ON SUNDAY?  Worse! Then dare your dumb black ass to ever say a mumbling word!

Something is wrong! Something went way wrong in the body of Christ. (Revelation 2:20) that's my "MOTHER"! The wo/man I was forced to call "mother". 

"...thou sufferest that woman Jezebel, which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrified to idols." 

"And I gave her space to repent of her fornication; and she repented not." (Revelation 2:21)  Not only did Martha refuse to repent, she cursed, she mocked, she totally forgot she was a phony preacher. As a matter of fact, she bragged to me of how she had fooled ME! Deliberately tricked and manipulated me for my entire long life.  Martha laughed, laughed long, laughed hard!  Ha-ha, she did every sick thing to me possible yet, I stood there looking stupid, shocked.

She won! She won! She declared; "Yo'prayers don't go pass the top of yo'hed" What!? Why say
such a thing? "XXX! Ain't nun of yo'daddy! YYY! IS Yo'daddy! Dumbass!"

Dear LORD , what would make a ravenous viper attempt to inflict more pain? Why would a woman facing imminent death prefer to curse, revile and rebuke knowing her time is up?

Pride! "Pride goeth before a fall." Pride is all over tRump. Can he be prayed for? Can he be saved?

"We are saved by Grace."  Salvation is something the individual must seek, must want, must desire on their own.

DO NOT HAVE HIGHER MORALS THAN MARTHA! DO NOT RECEIVE COMPLIMENTS! DO NOT EARN A COLLEGE DEGREE! DO NOT FIND A LOVING MATE! DO NOT GET HONORED OR RECOGNIZED FOR ANYTHING,  EVER!

 Why? Because dumb ass Mathy Jane never did SHIT  successfully! Other than being known as, called ; COMMON AS BAT SHIT!   Which she was.

I'm still scratching my head, still trembling from her sick acts. Why?  WHY LORD!?   She was a REPROBATE!  GOD released her over to a reprobate mind.  The feet of a reprobate are quick to run to mischief.

The reprobate has no protection from the whims of the evil one. They can't help being deplorable, GOD has removed [HIS] hand, there is no hedge.  What ever nasty, stinking, low idea satan sends to the reprobate, the imp, the imp does, burn, bludgeon, conjure, lie, molest, rape, scald, stab, MURDER!  Then vehemently  deny! Martha would beat the damn shit out of for so much as criticizing her.

Many evil doers are laughing at GOD right now, so used to doing exactly what they please to the righteous, really believing they are winning. Really believing their con is working simply because they have managed to escape incarceration or institutionalization.

Martha was proud that her proclivities  were so repugnant, no one would ever believe me.  Martha also knew the fact that my black skin, my gender, my financial status would protect her.

Everyone demon hates people of color.  No one cares. If you are born black in this racist world, you are screwed. Black people hate you, white people hate and no one cares.  they all have the same excuse; "cursed". Cursed by GOD five thousand years ago. Really!? The only curse we ever had was that low-whore for satan.

No wonder Martha could so easily, so callously,  permit young men to run a "train" on her in 'my nineteen year old presence.  I saw it. I am a witness.  We were in her future fourth husbands barracks, in his Day Room.

I had just completed my freshman year of college, with honors.  Without one red cent from my "mother"!

Martha was angry, pouted! Little did I realize Martha's had the emotional range of a  precocious  eight year old or a slow twelve year old.  Martha's jealousy was unreal! PSYCHOTIC! She was raped as a child. "Raped" might not be the correct term.  She called it rape  but, was it?

She did have sex with a grown man, three times!  Finally shared that  horrible "family secret" with me in 2008,  when I served as her "care giver",  after knee replacement surgery.

Guilt! Martha was riddled with guilt.  Martha was tormented.  Not tormented enough  to ever confess to her viperous life, tormented enough to lash out,  seeking some one to blame.  For some reason, I was always Martha's scapegoat, foot stool, object of sick demonic plots. No, she never tired of lying on me,  vexing me, "conjuring" me, attempting to force me into captivity. 

Martha was an expert brilliant liar.  A brilliant actress. A greedy, ungrateful , spoiled brat , sick demented whore.  A fallen woman, so low, so carnal, so jealous , she destroyed herself trying to destroy others, attempting to destroy me.

It didn't work! I'm BEAMING!  It is All in DIVINE ORDER!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"