Many have the words, few have the fruit

"Many are called, few are chosen." Why? They lean to their own understanding. Mainly they are liars, people allergic to the truth.

Most liars will rage, will cuss and curse you out. Most liars prefer to intimidate you, terrorize you, threaten to withdraw their phony love.

I do understand why my "mother" had to live a lie. Any man or woman that falls low enough to abuse infants, babies, their own children, physically, sexually, emotionally, psychologically and financially,  for seventy years,  deserves nothing but rebuke!

We live in a world where most people would rather blame, lie, risk world war, our total annihilation before we dare look into our own lives.

That's what my grandfather always calmly said to my "mother". "Look into your own life."  That one statement would make Mathy Jane rage for days.  Every man she ever knew was a "sorry black ass MUTHAFUCKER!"  We were some sorry ass, black-ass , worthless-ass, lying-ass MUTHAFUCKERS , that she wished were DEAD!

I get it now.  That's how repugnant Martha's "real life" was. She bragged about it, but, she was deeply ashamed.

That is the beauty of The Holy Ghost! GOD maketh NOT ashamed. While I am shocked, completely demoralized,  finally accepting the fact Martha was a pure maggot the whole time, I'm rejoicing!

What if that woman had loved me, had included me, had taught me to be like her?

PRAISE THE LORD!

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"