Yes, Mathy was going to play you to the "left"

She was going to keep you on your knees begging.  Begging GOD to save you from sick , demonic shit your own "mother" had tricked you into.  Or begging that low-whore to love you.

In order to love Martha you had to hate yourself as much as she lied and claimed to love you.  Yes, you had to be brain dead, numb, drunk,  a pill popper or just a zombie.

You were going to suffer from  "permanent confusion". She called it "head fucking" or "brain scrambling". That was her chief brag, her ability to scramble any muthafucker's brains.

Little did she know, she scrambled her own "brains" the best.

REVERSE THE CURSE!

"COME YE OUT FROM AMONG THEM!"