The Word Is Common!

As a small child growing up in Wade, North Carolina I learned that "common" was the worst thing you could call a person without actually cursing. "Common" was the word I often overheard concerning that woman. "Here she come wid her common ass." Yes she was very common, poor thing. Lustful, hot as a fire cracker on the 4Th of July. Beautiful and charming, extremely brilliant, unfortunately just common. It was indeed a shame because common wasn't necessary for Mathy Jane. No one could ever make her understand that.

Did she give up on purity when she was raped at eight years old? Did some vile vulgar man turn on some urges reserved for adults? What happens to a child psychologically "ruined"? Who in fact cares? What did they tell her?
"My daddy just ran the nigga off!"
Do you carry resentment against your father for not killing the nigger?

Did you fracture? split? Are you two , three, or a legion of devils?

When did you discover that you had to hide the real you?

Jesus said:"Know ye the truth and the truth shall set you free!"

Didn't you hear that or read that? You heard it, you just could not believe it.

Christ was good but you said ;"God too slow!" So you bolstered him, re-enforced him with "Hoodoo".

Poor Mathy Jane always a hundred years too late.

Did anyone try to tell you that you were going to be alright? Surely someone told you that you were a child of God and that He was going to bless you in His own time in His own way.

God said you would wax worse and worse and you have. The devil has made a complete monkey out of you. And for cheap too. You did all those horrible things for no money. Why would you murder a eighty-four year old man? Because you are common, common and lazy. You killed him for the same reason that you had me washing YOUR baby's shitty diapers when I was five years old. Common.

Common and caught. Still too common and proud to repent.

Shame on you Mathy Jane. You knew better and did wrong anyway because you think you are so smart. Perfect in your guile for so long I can understand why you thought you would never get caught.

Who would believe any thing so vicious and cruel about their own mother?

As a toddler I knew something that a lot of people didn't know. She was very cruel and sneaky. Mean as a snake. Full of hate, raging with envy and jealousy. Blind to boundaries. There was no where she couldn't go, nothing that she couldn't do. You know the kind that will pinch you bloody under your clothes where no one can see. The kind that will steal and destroy ever little gift or compliment delivered by anyone other than her.

I know now that you always felt like shit so you wanted to make sure that I felt like shit. In that you succeeded. I felt like such a sorry pile of shit that I studied my ass off and graduated from college with honors. For sixty years I have been trying to dig myself out of this miry pit that you put me in. After years and years of futile climbing up and slipping back I discover that it is you. You, my own mother , you have been the worse enemy a person could have stalking them. David had Saul and Absalom and I have my own mother.

It is not like God did not warn us. He told us. Look at your Bible people. Jesus was always casting out demons. Demons do live among us and with us. But they shall proceed no further. Your time is up devil. Give it up. If you are able Repent!

Today I feel like Job. There are some days that I am very melancholy. Today is a hard dark day. This is the anniversary of President JFK's assassination, a good man gone too early. A man that believed in justice. Did the devil win? No, because a lot of good came as a result of his sacrifice.

Jesus sacrificed, shed his innocent blood for us. Did the devil win? No, but he wants us to think so.

My heart is very heavy this morning because I am very weary.

An absolute lunatic gave birth to me June 4, 1951 and has done nothing but torture me ever since. She is a Demon from the lowest depths of Hell. For eighty-five years she has lied, looted, robbed, "rooted" and run rough shod over the world. She is a murderer, a soothsayer, a modern day witch and no one believes me. People either don't believe or they don't care.

A sixty-year nightmare is a life of misery. The worse part is that it is so unnecessary.

Did you turn out to be the most stealth Demon the world has ever known because you were raped? I was raped by you and your husband and I didn't turn out like you.

I HATE YOU!!! I pray every day for the Dear Lord to take this excruciating pain and Hatred away. There are days that it subsides. There are actually days that I laugh and feel very good. Then there are days like today and I feel crushed.

I know that is what you like to hear because you are a closet sadist.

It is rather funny. I am starting to understand. You keep all of your delicious pleasures secret. You love having sex with women. I think women are your favorite. You love ruining children, robbing them of their innocence. But why sabotage? Why did you destroy all of my manuscripts? Why have you stalked me for sixty years trying to destroy me?

Did you want to be me? Did you think the world was too good to me? Robbed! You robbed me from conception. My father could not marry you because you were such a notorious whore. Stop telling people that he ran out on his manly responsibilities. You ran out on your womanly responsibilities.
"As a jewel of gold in a swine's snout, so is a fair woman which is without discretion" (Proverbs 11:22)

What a sad sorry whore you are. Angry because you had to marry a blind man and a little short man black as an ace of spades, you tortured me and others. You held your whole family hostage and committed nothing but one sick act after another. You know better, that's why you hide it so skillfully.

You are a black hearted witch and I hate your guts. Is that what you want me to feel? Do you feel better now? You are a miserable wretch and you want every one to suffer like you have.

There is a small difference. All of your vile decadence has been your choice. You invent reasons to hate people. Hatred is the only emotion you are capable of feeling.

Well you almost won! I hate your deeds. I will not stoop low enough to hate You! I feel sorry for you and continue to pray for you. God took the hatred out of my heart. Now he is working on the pain. I am rising, I am climbing out of this pit that you dug for me.

You should be rotting in jail now for the life you have lived. For some reason God saw fit to spare you from incarceration. But you did not get over ,you did not escape. You have lived in your own prison. A jail built by your own hands. A prison of wicked lies and sick demented cruelty.

Shame on you Mathy Jane. You didn't have to do it but you did it. I am so ashamed of you it makes me tremble.

May the Dear Lord have mercy on your soul!

Young ladies don't go down that road. Don't let any devil from hell make you common. Never do anything that you would be ashamed to admit that you did.

Trust in God with all of your heart and He will bless you. He will lift you up! God is mighty to save if you will just trust Him.

Be Blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel

Just A Few Things

So, God gave you life. As far as I know we only get one. There is no rewind button. We don't get do-overs but He did give us a Book. Everything we need to know he told us.

Now when God told us to look well to our going he meant it. Live your life ham-scammy if you want to; you will pay. "Strips for the fools back..."

God knew that most people would be scorners, that is why he gave us a mind, free will and ears to hear. Play dumb if you want to, you will suffer.

But I tell you children if you try to live a good Christian life prepare to suffer. The Bible warns us that we are going to suffer. The beauty is that God will help you, He will strengthen your heart, He will enable you and reward you.

Now the Devil will reward you with a few trinkets, swell your head, make you look like a fool then finally forsake you.

But if you have a heart of wisdom you can avoid a lot of heart ache.

There is one Proverb that I want to make sure you understand. To the babes in Christ a proverb is a wise saying, a pearl of wisdom. If you study these Proverbs and bind them upon your heart you will be blessed.

"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not to your own understanding." Proverbs 3:3

If you truly trust in the LORD you don't hunt down "root workers" and sorcerers, astrologers, tarot card readers and practitioners of evil magic. You trust in God, you don't try to play God. "...lean not to your own understanding." In other words do not try to put your ignorant spin on God's Word. Do not judge others and try to shape every one's world around your needs and foul pleasures.

You better know that God is large and in charge, YOU CAN'T GET AWAY!

"Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live." Exodus 22:18

"A man also or woman that hath a familiar spirit or that is a wizard, shall surely be put to death: they shall stone them with stones; their blood shall be upon them." Leviticus 20:27

Please do not dismiss my tales of "root working" as some superstitious ignorant nonsense. It is real. It is Demonic, but it is real.

I grew up watching my "root working" mother. I learned a lot. I watched her and was amazed. God protected me from the desire to use it.

Yea, I know all about "goofer dust" , "lucky hands" Hoyt's Cologne and Florida Water. God forgave you when you didn't know any better. He forgave you when you practiced it out of ignorance. But, now you will know better because I told you. Be a fool if you want to. I would not go there.

I found this scripture last night and found it intriguing. "Your kerchiefs also will I tear, and deliver my people out of your hand, and they shall be no more in your hand to be hunted; and YE SHALL KNOW THAT I AM THE LORD!" Ezekiel 13:21

Thank You LORD for my Delivery! Thank you for freeing me from that succubus! Thank You for your kind revelation LORD! Thank you for your divine protection. Thank you for your 35Th Psalm. Thank You for Righting Every Wrong!

I am rising. Tell all of my friends and family that I am healing. You do know that I was struck low, cut off at the knees. God finally gave me the strength to acknowledge the most horrible evil the world has ever known. A MOTHER THAT HUNTED ME DOWN AND WORKED ROOTS AGAINST ME FOR SIXTY YEARS! NOT JUST ME, HER ENTIRE FAMILY!!!

How could I know? How could I ever guess someone so vile and cruel was in fact my mother?

She committed sick demonic sins against us time after time. Yet we forgave and forgave. It became a habit to me.

One day the Lord turned the light on. One day He connected all the dots and He said; "You shall PROCEED NO FURTHER!"

Why did you do it MJ? You knew better! Your daddy taught you better! Were you powerless to sin? Did you intend to change? Is that why you became a preacher? Or did you become a preacher to reach more victims? Have you ever had an unction to love the Lord? Why can't you trust Him? Are you ashamed yet?

If you can't trust the Lord I forgive you any way. I do love you but I will have to love you from afar. I do pray for you mightily.

Shame on you MJ for not loving the Lord. Shame on you for letting the Devil take you. Shame on you for putting your trust in the Devil when you have every reason to cry out to the Lord.

Shame on all of us. Shame on us for not picking up our cross. Shame on us for not caring about our fellow man. Shame on us for being selfish and ignorant, stiff necked and rebellious.

Pray children. Pray for our deliverance. Pray for healing. Pray for justice. Pray for mercy.

Be Blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel

"Mercy, Peace and Love be multiplied to You." Jude 1:2

What a wonderful magnificent God I serve. I used to go along with everyone else and say "we serve" then one day I finally came to the realization that all people claiming to be Christians are n't. A lot of the people in the Church are just tares sitting up in the Church to misguide God's people. They are selfish exploiters that think only of themselves. They are selfish Jesus pimps, "deceivers being deceived."

It shouldn't and doesn't matter because every man and woman has to work out his or her own salvation. You have to study His Word. You have to pray for Wisdom.

"Trust in the Lord (trust in the LORD! not in Hoodoo or Voodoo, not horoscopes or Tarot card readings. Not what your two faced friend said.) with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding." ( You might be smart compared to ever day man but your brain is like a bb in a boxcar compared to your brain in God's head.)Proverbs 3:3

"Though hand join in hand, the wicked shall not be unpunished: but the seed of the righteous shall be delivered."' Proverbs 11:21

I didn't make it up. It was foretold eons before I was a speck on this planet.

I am just God's messenger. I will tell it! I'm telling it because the Lord told me to tell it!

You must reap what you sow! If you don't like the Truth tell God. But in the mean time do what you can to be saved. That is if you want to be saved.

Wide is the gate that leads to death and destruction, narrow is the path of righteousness. Most people would rather do wrong than do right. If You have a mind to do right you are indeed blessed. You have been set apart. Most people will revile you and mistreat you. They will talk about you and dig pits for you. They hate you for no reason and their greatest desire is to see you destroyed. Pray for them and stay away from them is the best I can tell you. God will take care of them in His own time and in His own way.

Pray without ceasing children.Do not take your precious life for granted. Serve Him out of a Pure heart. No one can see into your heart. Who do we really know? Jesus told me to identify them by their fruit. That is good enough for me. I know enough to not listen to a person I know to be a Demon. I do have that much sense. If I see you root people, saw you root people I know that you are a Demon.

You can just peddle that poison somewhere else. I'm not going to be your chump my whole life. Because I am a caring person I will warn anyone that cares to listen about your proclivities. Let him who hath ears hear.

Your homework is to study the book of Proverbs children.

Be Blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel

Bunny Wailer - Soul Rebel

Marvin Sapp - Never Would Have Made It

Love Ye One Another

He commanded us to "Love Ye one another as I have loved you."

What a simple command. We as a people don't do it. Why? It is a commandment. Many of us don't know to do it because long before we came to the realization that we were independent human beings someone "messed us up".

They got "a-hold to us" and instilled fear, and anger and hatred. They "messed us up" on purpose. They did it knowingly. They did it out of a corrupt heart, they did it out of guile.

They laid their children low and walked on them. They wiped their feet on them. Assault and curses became so common place to these children they became grateful for any sign of kindness, something as minimal as a pleasant smile.

You can't believe their lies children. God loves all of His children. Don't let anyone tell you that you are not good enough, that you are too black, that you are nothing but a bastard. Don't let anyone tell you that you were a mistake born for bad luck. When they brag to your face that they tried to abort you three times, don't you listen. When they tell you that you have a nigger gun barrel nose, shut them out. If they tell you that you have nappy hair and they were blessed with Jesus grass know that is an ignorant fool trying to steal your joy.

On the contrary don't accept her ignorant compliments about your gray-green eyes, pink lips and light skin. Look at them real hard because you are looking at a fool. A fool spreading ignorance trying to block God's blessings for you.

Do know that he who leads into captivity shall go into captivity.

This is not a loyalty contest, we are not choosing up sides for a baseball game. We are in a war, "A Secret War, enemy unseen"* (Alice Lovelace)

"He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me." (Matthew 10:37)

Do I need to explain that to you? Do I have to break it down for you? You don't up hold any one in their wrong doing. You don't do it because they are kin and you are afraid of retribution or you have some sick sense of loyalty. Don't come running out of the wood work when they have passed on saying that you knew it all the time. If you truly love the Lord you will always stand up for what you know is right.

"And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me." (Matthew 10:38)

I picked up my cross because it was thrust upon me. I know what a child's broken heart feels like. I know what it is to be a poor black unwanted orphan. I could not help myself but I can help others like me. I can be a beacon, a shining light, a TRUTH teller.

"You shall proceed no further!" You shall cease and desist from your wicked ways. You have been exposed for what you are, now shrink. Dry up, shrivel up, disappear. "Get thee behind me Satan!"

I had a friend that shared this fantastic didactic story with me. He was a city boy visiting his old black grandmother in south Georgia in the fifties. His grandmother set the ground rules, explaining what he could and could not do on the little farm. His eight year old mannish nature made him test her. He said he ate the green apples from the tree, chased the chickens, didn't sweep the porch as told. He said the whole time he was testing his grandmother she never said a word. She just glared at him. After a day filled with pleasurable mischief he went quietly to bed. But at about two o'clock that morning his grandmother busted into his room, snatched his little cover off and proceeded to wail on him beating him with three plaited switches all the while preaching; "You might get by but you won't get away!"

Don't be fooled children. Just because you have done wrong for years without reprisal do not believe that God has given you a pass. I keep telling you that God is no respecter of man. God has no secret preference for color or hair, race or wealth. God is not impressed with your homemade titles; Bishop, Elder, Minister, Preacher or Potentate. True those titles may impress simple man. But don't you ever forget that God knows your heart.

You and I will reap exactly what we sow. If you don't want to reap it, if you can't reap it because you are too proud or too cowardly, tough, because you sowed it. The time for regret was when you were doing it.

No you can not undo what you did but you can acknowledge it. You can be truthful for once in your miserable life.

Granddaddy was too much of a gentleman to say it but I will say it; "I told you so. I told you that apart from Christ you are nothing."

God does not want our feigned "Christianity". He doesn't want our double mindedness, "be ye hot or cold."

That would be your luck; to offend, molest and attempt to destroy one of God's anointed, a dear little soul that Jesus had set apart.

"But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him (her) that a millstone were hanged about his (her) neck, and that he (she) were drowned in the depth of the sea." Matthew 18:6

I see you standing there with your pupils blazing red, caught, exposed, revealed to the entire world for your decades of stealth sneaky craftiness. Cold busted. You knew this day was coming didn't you? You did expect this end didn't you?

Be careful, be wise, become analytical, learn to think for yourself children.

If you call yourself a Christian do so out of a pure heart. Don't grab that title and parade around thinking it entitles you to "mess over " people.

Most of all do not lie to yourself. Know what you are and be what you are. God's children are not garbage for you to rape and destroy. Did God bring you to this earth to spread ignorance? Do you repeat nonsense like; "What's done on the ship stays on the ship?"

Have you been a fool? Did you allow yourself to become a tool for the devil? Can you love the Lord?

"With men it is impossible, but not with God: for with God all things are possible." Mark 10:27

Think about it.

Thank God for another opportunity to serve Him children.
Be Blessed. "Keep yourself up as much as you can."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel

Jasper Williams "Are You A Backslider"