We were enjoying a fantastic vacation in Nigril, Jamaica. My daughter was only five and she insisted that she be allowed to swim in the ocean. I consented but not before I strapped her in a bright red life jacket. My head strong very independent woman-child protested vehemently. I didn't care, I didn't entertain her great arguments. She was just going to sit in the water on the beach. "I look stupid!"; she complained. Maybe she did. I think she was the only kid on the beach in a life vest.
"If you get in the water you will wear that vest!"
Was I a mean mother? Was I trying to embarrass her? Would she grow up and hate me?
I didn't entertain those questions. I was her mother and I was going to make sure that my daughter was safe whether she liked it or not.
I almost drowned in the ocean once. I was about her size. The tide came in while I was walking along the beach collecting sea shells. I slammed into a pier piling, that's what saved me. I remember being under the water for what felt like minutes. GOD saved me.
You need your life jacket on. We all need protection. It is not superstition, it is religion. Satan has power! Look what he did to Job. We all need HOLY GHOST POWER! It is real. Flip through the Bible and count the miracles. Look into your own life and try to count the times you knew it could only be the hand of GOD that saved you.
If you are thirsty and hunger for the HOLY GHOST you are truly blessed. There are far too many people that could not care less. There are too many people that think they can do it on their own. They are afraid that they will look stupid or they are too young. They are afraid that someone will call them a fanatic.
I came by to tell you that we live in such a terrible corrupt world that you can't wait. That monster is in your house! It might be standing and grinning in your face right now. This is not science fiction, this is Revelation 2:10. This is Psalm 35.
There are people that let the devil scramble their brains. These people are delusional, narcissistic and beyond the realm of redemption and salvation. You can not help them, they will drown themselves just to drown you.
There are those that want demonic power. These people are evil. Do not expect them to tell you. Fooling you is their delight. Having a devoted legion of scoffers emboldens them. I know one thing they can not deceive GOD's children. Pray for discernment, pray for GOD's anointing.
Monday, February 7, 2011
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Yes! GOD Is Able!
"Yes, GOD is able"; is more than a phrase or the words to a song. It is a promise. It is a blessing, you can depend on GOD's undying, unconditional love.
My life is awesome! It is terrific, it is by no means "normal" or regular. GOD's intercession in my life is enthralling, it is the most fascinating read of your life.
This beautiful woman was born in 1925, four years before the Great Depression. Could that explain her love of money? I doubt it. Very fair skinned. Does that explain her deep color prejudice? No. Sexually deviant. She was raped three times as a child. Did that cruel selfish act push her into a lascivious life-style? Perhaps. One thing is for sure. This woman has always been able to mesmerize men. Men can not think around her. They lose all desire for self. Men beg to do her bidding. To this day, at eighty-five she still commands a legion of male supporters. A combination of fear, loyalty and brain-washing keeps her in enough cash to gamble every day. She can lose thousands and not think about it.
Accustomed to getting everything she ever thought she wanted, she could never tolerate competition.
That is where my story begins, another female, another c***. Well that is what she called me; "a c***". Sorry, that's life. That is exactly what she felt.
What is unimaginable, what few people can bear to hear, happened to me. From the moment of my birth this succubus set out to make my life a living hell and she succeeded.
Attempting to ruin my life has not been a cake walk for her, she had some problems. There were some obstacles she had to overcome, namely her parents and "normal" society.
I say "normal" society because that is not the world MJ lived in. "Normal" was something she loathed. Why be "normal" or regular when you could be a hedonist. Hedonism is MJ's secret love.
Lame, ignorant, church-going *niggas made MJ's life a bore. Who wanted to just get married and raise a passel of kids? Not when there was such great lustful fun to be had.
To say that MJ is a very selfish woman is an understatement. This woman MJ is incapable of thinking about anyone but herself.
Whoa! Stop right there. Do not think that she is all that unusual. There are a lot of women just like MJ. Master manipulators. Unable to think or care about anyone other than themselves, every action, thought and deed is for their benefit only. You will do her bidding! You can let her con you into it. Or you can be berated by her foul malicious mouth or you can be beaten, stabbed or shot. But one thing for sure you will do what she wants and only what she wants.
A woman who has lived without boundaries, laws or any control,she does have one cardinal rule in her "Queendom"; never criticize her, don't you ever say, see or notice anything negative about her. As a matter of fact do not miss your daily mission of extraordinary flattery and gifts. Do that and you will suffer happily ever after.
I am free! I escaped, not through any effort on my part. GOD freed me. She wielded a lot of control, but not total control.
There is a lesson here, there is a WORD from the LORD, LIVE RIGHT! Do not assume that you are not being punished because you don't think you are. Because you can't recognize the fact that you are a disciple for the devil doesn't mean the world can't recognize you. Don't try to play GOD like you have all of your "tricks". Putting on a robe, having nerve enough to "preach", and tithing does not absolve you. As a matter of fact you have compounded your treachery all the more because you have proved that you know better. "Getting away" with foul deed after foul deed does not mean that GOD has forsaken the righteous.
Humble your selves children. Honor GOD in TRUTH. Tell the TRUTH. GOD knows your TRUTH. You are the one in denial. Give GOD your life. Serve Him and Him only. GOD doesn't need your help. Don't try to backup His awesome POWER with your "dust". Confess your sins and go and sin no more. Help somebody! Care about someone other than yourself. Always tell the TRUTH no matter who it hurts. Accept the POWER that GOD has given you. Never sink low enough to hate anyone. If you see someone gripped in the throes of sin, tell them. If they will not hear you, shun them, from such stay away.
Bless some one today. Do not do it to be seen of men. Do something good for some one in secret. Don't do something in order to brag about it.
Stay in His WORD. Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace, and Happiness,
Rachel
My life is awesome! It is terrific, it is by no means "normal" or regular. GOD's intercession in my life is enthralling, it is the most fascinating read of your life.
This beautiful woman was born in 1925, four years before the Great Depression. Could that explain her love of money? I doubt it. Very fair skinned. Does that explain her deep color prejudice? No. Sexually deviant. She was raped three times as a child. Did that cruel selfish act push her into a lascivious life-style? Perhaps. One thing is for sure. This woman has always been able to mesmerize men. Men can not think around her. They lose all desire for self. Men beg to do her bidding. To this day, at eighty-five she still commands a legion of male supporters. A combination of fear, loyalty and brain-washing keeps her in enough cash to gamble every day. She can lose thousands and not think about it.
Accustomed to getting everything she ever thought she wanted, she could never tolerate competition.
That is where my story begins, another female, another c***. Well that is what she called me; "a c***". Sorry, that's life. That is exactly what she felt.
What is unimaginable, what few people can bear to hear, happened to me. From the moment of my birth this succubus set out to make my life a living hell and she succeeded.
Attempting to ruin my life has not been a cake walk for her, she had some problems. There were some obstacles she had to overcome, namely her parents and "normal" society.
I say "normal" society because that is not the world MJ lived in. "Normal" was something she loathed. Why be "normal" or regular when you could be a hedonist. Hedonism is MJ's secret love.
Lame, ignorant, church-going *niggas made MJ's life a bore. Who wanted to just get married and raise a passel of kids? Not when there was such great lustful fun to be had.
To say that MJ is a very selfish woman is an understatement. This woman MJ is incapable of thinking about anyone but herself.
Whoa! Stop right there. Do not think that she is all that unusual. There are a lot of women just like MJ. Master manipulators. Unable to think or care about anyone other than themselves, every action, thought and deed is for their benefit only. You will do her bidding! You can let her con you into it. Or you can be berated by her foul malicious mouth or you can be beaten, stabbed or shot. But one thing for sure you will do what she wants and only what she wants.
A woman who has lived without boundaries, laws or any control,she does have one cardinal rule in her "Queendom"; never criticize her, don't you ever say, see or notice anything negative about her. As a matter of fact do not miss your daily mission of extraordinary flattery and gifts. Do that and you will suffer happily ever after.
I am free! I escaped, not through any effort on my part. GOD freed me. She wielded a lot of control, but not total control.
There is a lesson here, there is a WORD from the LORD, LIVE RIGHT! Do not assume that you are not being punished because you don't think you are. Because you can't recognize the fact that you are a disciple for the devil doesn't mean the world can't recognize you. Don't try to play GOD like you have all of your "tricks". Putting on a robe, having nerve enough to "preach", and tithing does not absolve you. As a matter of fact you have compounded your treachery all the more because you have proved that you know better. "Getting away" with foul deed after foul deed does not mean that GOD has forsaken the righteous.
Humble your selves children. Honor GOD in TRUTH. Tell the TRUTH. GOD knows your TRUTH. You are the one in denial. Give GOD your life. Serve Him and Him only. GOD doesn't need your help. Don't try to backup His awesome POWER with your "dust". Confess your sins and go and sin no more. Help somebody! Care about someone other than yourself. Always tell the TRUTH no matter who it hurts. Accept the POWER that GOD has given you. Never sink low enough to hate anyone. If you see someone gripped in the throes of sin, tell them. If they will not hear you, shun them, from such stay away.
Bless some one today. Do not do it to be seen of men. Do something good for some one in secret. Don't do something in order to brag about it.
Stay in His WORD. Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace, and Happiness,
Rachel
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Many Are The Afflictions of the Righteous
"Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the LORD delivereth him out of them all." Psalm 34:19 At my advanced age I know for myself how true that statement is. In other words you are going to suffer for trying to live right, but GOD has your back.
"For by means of a whorish woman a man is brought to a piece of bread: and the adulteress will hunt for the precious life." Proverbs 6:16
"A virtuous woman is a crown to her husband: but she that maketh ashamed is as rottenness in his bones." Proverbs 12:4
That is exactly what it is, ROTTENNESS IN THE BONES!
I have endured a despicably evil woman for fifty-nine years and I am exasperated. Suddenly after many harrowing years she is no longer funny.
It happened suddenly, in a rush, I got up one day and she was no longer funny. I was no longer afraid, but I was plenty mad. I am seething with anger. Tired and beleaguered by her stupid games, I quit. Get away from me! and take your stupid minions with you.
What is your malady? What is your problem?
You are a common low life whore, yet you demand to be treated like a Queen. The entire world is supposed to pretend to love and revere you. You don't deserve it. You deserve the death penalty!
You are not crazy, you're not dumb or confused or ignorant. Ignorance is your ploy. It is your get over. At some point early in your life you learned to play head games. Tears of anguish delight you.
So you have "lived" eighty-five self-centered years. You are a thief and a murderer and you laugh. You swear that you have gotten away scott free. You have no respect for GOD or man. You foolishly believe that you are actually smarter than any being on this earth. Too evil to be ashamed, too full of false pride to repent, you wait for death. Common sense tells you that at the longest it is too soon.
Looking back you have to see a sorry mis-spent life. A life consumed by greed and lust. I heard of "Rebel without a cause", but Demon without a reason!?
Why so undercover? Why so stealth and sneaky? Were you hiding the truth from yourself?
I would like to know one thing before you go, why the Girl Scout caper? Why did you dress me up like a clown on Halloween? Why did you make me go to my meeting looking like an absolute fool? Why did you humiliate me like that? Were you jealous? Did you think GOD showed me some favor He withheld from you?
Did you laugh hysterically like you always did when you crushed some one's dream?
Are you laughing now? Are you laughing at the mob that you still fool? still intimidate? Do you laugh when you see *Goat sitting over there in that corner in the dark eating off of a wooden plank? Is that funny to you? Do you credit yourself or your black magic?
Are you bent over laughing , counting the number of children you have destroyed? Have you ever cared or concerned yourself with the number of young girls that you introduced to the "life"?
"Ye serpents, ye generation of vipers, how can ye escape the damnation of hell?" Matthew 23:33 You can't, you know you can't. You have always known how wrong you are. That is why you have been absolutely perfect in you hedonism.
I have one last question, was it worth it?
Children, live a good life, Love the LORD! Fear no man. Stay in your Bible.
I pray a special blessing over the lives of your children LORD. May they hunger and thirst for knowledge and truth. May their lives be richly blessed. May they come to the knowledge and understanding of your Perfect LOVE.
It is all in divine order children. Be a witness and a receiver of GOD's Goodness.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"For by means of a whorish woman a man is brought to a piece of bread: and the adulteress will hunt for the precious life." Proverbs 6:16
"A virtuous woman is a crown to her husband: but she that maketh ashamed is as rottenness in his bones." Proverbs 12:4
That is exactly what it is, ROTTENNESS IN THE BONES!
I have endured a despicably evil woman for fifty-nine years and I am exasperated. Suddenly after many harrowing years she is no longer funny.
It happened suddenly, in a rush, I got up one day and she was no longer funny. I was no longer afraid, but I was plenty mad. I am seething with anger. Tired and beleaguered by her stupid games, I quit. Get away from me! and take your stupid minions with you.
What is your malady? What is your problem?
You are a common low life whore, yet you demand to be treated like a Queen. The entire world is supposed to pretend to love and revere you. You don't deserve it. You deserve the death penalty!
You are not crazy, you're not dumb or confused or ignorant. Ignorance is your ploy. It is your get over. At some point early in your life you learned to play head games. Tears of anguish delight you.
So you have "lived" eighty-five self-centered years. You are a thief and a murderer and you laugh. You swear that you have gotten away scott free. You have no respect for GOD or man. You foolishly believe that you are actually smarter than any being on this earth. Too evil to be ashamed, too full of false pride to repent, you wait for death. Common sense tells you that at the longest it is too soon.
Looking back you have to see a sorry mis-spent life. A life consumed by greed and lust. I heard of "Rebel without a cause", but Demon without a reason!?
Why so undercover? Why so stealth and sneaky? Were you hiding the truth from yourself?
I would like to know one thing before you go, why the Girl Scout caper? Why did you dress me up like a clown on Halloween? Why did you make me go to my meeting looking like an absolute fool? Why did you humiliate me like that? Were you jealous? Did you think GOD showed me some favor He withheld from you?
Did you laugh hysterically like you always did when you crushed some one's dream?
Are you laughing now? Are you laughing at the mob that you still fool? still intimidate? Do you laugh when you see *Goat sitting over there in that corner in the dark eating off of a wooden plank? Is that funny to you? Do you credit yourself or your black magic?
Are you bent over laughing , counting the number of children you have destroyed? Have you ever cared or concerned yourself with the number of young girls that you introduced to the "life"?
"Ye serpents, ye generation of vipers, how can ye escape the damnation of hell?" Matthew 23:33 You can't, you know you can't. You have always known how wrong you are. That is why you have been absolutely perfect in you hedonism.
I have one last question, was it worth it?
Children, live a good life, Love the LORD! Fear no man. Stay in your Bible.
I pray a special blessing over the lives of your children LORD. May they hunger and thirst for knowledge and truth. May their lives be richly blessed. May they come to the knowledge and understanding of your Perfect LOVE.
It is all in divine order children. Be a witness and a receiver of GOD's Goodness.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
By and By LORD
I was a little kid milling around the church between services. I was always "listening", I always wanted to know what adults were thinking.
"By and by, Lawd" was one of the frequent "over used" phrases. Every thing was going to happen in the "by and by, Lawd". As I grew I came to the understanding that "by and by, Lawd" meant never and it was just something *niggas said to hear their mouth roar.
As I have said *nigga is a very disgusting pejorative term. I didn't invent it. I inherited it. *Nigga was just a name that I was forced to accept. I have never believed that I am a true *nigga, just a human being born into a very unpleasant set of circumstances.
I was born at the bottom of everything. Unwanted, black, female, essentially an orphan. A little street urchin that got bumped up to the middle- middle class when my "mother" married a Sargent in Uncle Sam's Army.
I guess we lived pretty well. The housing and schools on post were always great. Uncle Sam furnished our apartment beautifully. Our apartment looked a lot like the house on "Leave It To Beaver" or "I Love Lucy". My "parents" bought a brand new car every year or every other year whether they needed one or not.
GOD designed a very great plan for us. Marriage is a holy institution that we should honor, it is our Christian duty. "Do things right and in order, don't get the cart in front of the horse"; we have been admonished over and over. It is a part of GOD's covenant.
My "mother" fell out of covenant with GOD, like most people, and has reaped the "benefits" thereof as was foretold by the prophets.
It doesn't matter who you are, what color you are, you have to live right. We will all reap what we sow. That's life, that's the TRUTH!
GOD designed woman to be the nurturer, the healer, the molder. An innocent child is born to a woman to be loved, held and cared for. That child derives its self-esteem, its sense of SELF from that mother.
What if that mother is confused? What if that mother is extraordinarily wicked? What if that mother is perverted and malicious? What if that mother is wayward and demands to have life her way? What if that mother is is clever and deceitful enough to fool her family for eighty-five years?
That's my story, that's my cross. Beleaguered, beaten to a pulp, I will not give up. I will vindicate my grandfather's name! GOD rights every wrong. I will not grow weary in well doing.
What's your story? Has any one wronged you and confused you so long that you have just given up? Caved in, broken and defeated you let go of hope. Has that demon convinced you that she has some power?
The only thing that "thang" ever had over us was age and treachery. Cruel and sneaky beyond imagination.
I must admit I am tired. It is no longer funny, at one time she was a laugh a minute, a hoot, someone you enjoyed being around. Her sheep's clothing did not fall off, it shrank. Day by day, year by year I came to the knowledge that this should not be. It is more than ironic ; she always complained that she didn't have any friends because every one was jealous of her. She IS the one that is extremely jealous. She never got her jealousy under control because she never wanted to.
Warning! If someone tells you that there is a wolf outside of your door waiting to devour you, you better learn to listen. If you are slow and can't trust your puny brain; pray for discernment.
Pray children. As always I am in awe of GOD's Goodness. He sees all, knows all and is in us All.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"By and by, Lawd" was one of the frequent "over used" phrases. Every thing was going to happen in the "by and by, Lawd". As I grew I came to the understanding that "by and by, Lawd" meant never and it was just something *niggas said to hear their mouth roar.
As I have said *nigga is a very disgusting pejorative term. I didn't invent it. I inherited it. *Nigga was just a name that I was forced to accept. I have never believed that I am a true *nigga, just a human being born into a very unpleasant set of circumstances.
I was born at the bottom of everything. Unwanted, black, female, essentially an orphan. A little street urchin that got bumped up to the middle- middle class when my "mother" married a Sargent in Uncle Sam's Army.
I guess we lived pretty well. The housing and schools on post were always great. Uncle Sam furnished our apartment beautifully. Our apartment looked a lot like the house on "Leave It To Beaver" or "I Love Lucy". My "parents" bought a brand new car every year or every other year whether they needed one or not.
GOD designed a very great plan for us. Marriage is a holy institution that we should honor, it is our Christian duty. "Do things right and in order, don't get the cart in front of the horse"; we have been admonished over and over. It is a part of GOD's covenant.
My "mother" fell out of covenant with GOD, like most people, and has reaped the "benefits" thereof as was foretold by the prophets.
It doesn't matter who you are, what color you are, you have to live right. We will all reap what we sow. That's life, that's the TRUTH!
GOD designed woman to be the nurturer, the healer, the molder. An innocent child is born to a woman to be loved, held and cared for. That child derives its self-esteem, its sense of SELF from that mother.
What if that mother is confused? What if that mother is extraordinarily wicked? What if that mother is perverted and malicious? What if that mother is wayward and demands to have life her way? What if that mother is is clever and deceitful enough to fool her family for eighty-five years?
That's my story, that's my cross. Beleaguered, beaten to a pulp, I will not give up. I will vindicate my grandfather's name! GOD rights every wrong. I will not grow weary in well doing.
What's your story? Has any one wronged you and confused you so long that you have just given up? Caved in, broken and defeated you let go of hope. Has that demon convinced you that she has some power?
The only thing that "thang" ever had over us was age and treachery. Cruel and sneaky beyond imagination.
I must admit I am tired. It is no longer funny, at one time she was a laugh a minute, a hoot, someone you enjoyed being around. Her sheep's clothing did not fall off, it shrank. Day by day, year by year I came to the knowledge that this should not be. It is more than ironic ; she always complained that she didn't have any friends because every one was jealous of her. She IS the one that is extremely jealous. She never got her jealousy under control because she never wanted to.
Warning! If someone tells you that there is a wolf outside of your door waiting to devour you, you better learn to listen. If you are slow and can't trust your puny brain; pray for discernment.
Pray children. As always I am in awe of GOD's Goodness. He sees all, knows all and is in us All.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
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