PTL! Thank you for saving me! Thank you for rescuing me from the hands of Satan! She was good but she slipped up. She took me to church! She had a great father!
I will not rot in that hell she created for me!
There is no excuse for her dispicable Evil!
You have been found out, called out and soon you will be hauled out.
I have some homework for you children, read chapters 2 and 3 of Revelation.
You are a brilliant demon, but you are not smarter than GOD.
He that exalteth herself shall be debased. Look at you, debased, sitting in that hole,
too proud to repent, what a waste.
Granddaddy told you over and over; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Did he lie?
Wow! Now, "The more you cry the less YOU piss!"
Hey Demons you better check with GOD before you mistreat and torture one of His children.
And GOD still loves you, He is standing at the door, won't you come in?
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Monday, February 14, 2011
"Love is never having to say you are sorry"
If you have love in your heart for your fellow man you are truly blessed. If anyone has every loved you unconditionally, you are truly blessed.
I will not be satisfied until the whole world knows what can happen to an unsaved soul that pretends to be saved. I want everyone to know that there are people that use the love of Jesus Christ as bait. There are demons that hide behind His cross.
"Behold. I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves." (Matthew 10:16)
Of course everyone knows that, but unfortunately we are fooled into looking at the wrong people, looking in the wrong direction.
There are very few people that would suspect their own mother.
The truth is the TRUTH folks. It is evident, it is abundantly clear.
A vivacious beautiful brilliant woman! She had no reason to turn evil, or was she born that way? Her stealth demonology and ability to mesmerize and trap are astounding.
I would never believe me either if I hadn't lived it. I would call it a total fabrication if I didn't have the scares to prove it.
I have to laugh at the irony. It wasn't evil out of control, it was evil IN control. A patient clever demon she thinks that she still rules. A master scam artist she still thinks she has it made.
Pain gets her off. As a young girl she smashed a puppy between two bricks. Is that when she discovered how much she enjoyed inflicting pain?
She slammed my fingers in a car door when I was eight. She said it was an accident. How could I know that she was getting off on it? It was so painful, my hand ached for days. Some of my fingernails turned red, then black and blue, then fell off.
My GOD! that explains all of the vicious beatings! The slightest mistake you made she jumped on you savagely. Her favorite thing to say was; "Come get your beating!"
You tricked us, deceived us. We thought that you were trying to be a good parent and "loving" mother that demanded obedient children.
Why would you involve children that were too small in your sick sex acts?
Of course you hid the true Mathy Jane, you were too sick for you!
Why the "root workers"? You didn't seek them out so that you could stop your Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde madness. You sought out wicked witch doctors so that you wouldn't get caught.
Why did you become Madame Watson? Were you trying to recoup some of the thousands of dollars you threw away?
I have news for you, I am not destroyed. I am strong and I am on a mission! I picked up my cross and I love the LORD! He rescued me and I am sounding the alarm to warn others about you and your kind.
We are engaged in spiritual warfare children. Put on the whole armor of GOD.
"(For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through GOD to the pulling down of strong holds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of GOD, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of GOD." 2Corinthians 10: 4-5
You made a mess out of your life Mathy Jane. You were ignorant enough to think that you could out think GOD. Well that is not exactly true, you have never believed in GOD. GOD is merely a tool you use to get your way.
I know what gets you off more than sexual pleasure, destroying people that you are jealous of. You think that you have successfully destroyed three of your children, but you are wrong. *Micky will be a great musician one day. *Sam will be a great doctor or artist or what ever he wants to be. I am a published writer, you didn't stop that, as a matter of fact you stimulated it.
Everyone knows that you murdered your own father. They are still trying to gather the courage to face you. I keep telling them Jesus said;" Fear no man."
I don't hate you. I know that you are blind and ignorant. You did the best you could. You let Satan have his way with you and he messed you up.
Happy Valentine's Day to all my family and friends.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness'
Rachel
I will not be satisfied until the whole world knows what can happen to an unsaved soul that pretends to be saved. I want everyone to know that there are people that use the love of Jesus Christ as bait. There are demons that hide behind His cross.
"Behold. I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves." (Matthew 10:16)
Of course everyone knows that, but unfortunately we are fooled into looking at the wrong people, looking in the wrong direction.
There are very few people that would suspect their own mother.
The truth is the TRUTH folks. It is evident, it is abundantly clear.
A vivacious beautiful brilliant woman! She had no reason to turn evil, or was she born that way? Her stealth demonology and ability to mesmerize and trap are astounding.
I would never believe me either if I hadn't lived it. I would call it a total fabrication if I didn't have the scares to prove it.
I have to laugh at the irony. It wasn't evil out of control, it was evil IN control. A patient clever demon she thinks that she still rules. A master scam artist she still thinks she has it made.
Pain gets her off. As a young girl she smashed a puppy between two bricks. Is that when she discovered how much she enjoyed inflicting pain?
She slammed my fingers in a car door when I was eight. She said it was an accident. How could I know that she was getting off on it? It was so painful, my hand ached for days. Some of my fingernails turned red, then black and blue, then fell off.
My GOD! that explains all of the vicious beatings! The slightest mistake you made she jumped on you savagely. Her favorite thing to say was; "Come get your beating!"
You tricked us, deceived us. We thought that you were trying to be a good parent and "loving" mother that demanded obedient children.
Why would you involve children that were too small in your sick sex acts?
Of course you hid the true Mathy Jane, you were too sick for you!
Why the "root workers"? You didn't seek them out so that you could stop your Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde madness. You sought out wicked witch doctors so that you wouldn't get caught.
Why did you become Madame Watson? Were you trying to recoup some of the thousands of dollars you threw away?
I have news for you, I am not destroyed. I am strong and I am on a mission! I picked up my cross and I love the LORD! He rescued me and I am sounding the alarm to warn others about you and your kind.
We are engaged in spiritual warfare children. Put on the whole armor of GOD.
"(For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through GOD to the pulling down of strong holds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of GOD, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of GOD." 2Corinthians 10: 4-5
You made a mess out of your life Mathy Jane. You were ignorant enough to think that you could out think GOD. Well that is not exactly true, you have never believed in GOD. GOD is merely a tool you use to get your way.
I know what gets you off more than sexual pleasure, destroying people that you are jealous of. You think that you have successfully destroyed three of your children, but you are wrong. *Micky will be a great musician one day. *Sam will be a great doctor or artist or what ever he wants to be. I am a published writer, you didn't stop that, as a matter of fact you stimulated it.
Everyone knows that you murdered your own father. They are still trying to gather the courage to face you. I keep telling them Jesus said;" Fear no man."
I don't hate you. I know that you are blind and ignorant. You did the best you could. You let Satan have his way with you and he messed you up.
Happy Valentine's Day to all my family and friends.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness'
Rachel
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Pray For Your Enemies!
"Pray for your enemies, baby." I was shocked and chagrined, I thought my grandfather was crazy. "I ain't praying fa' dem!"; was my incredulous retort. I didn't get it. How could I do good to someone that made me hate them?
Granddaddy was right of course. Forty years later, I finally get it.
"But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them that despitefully use you, and persecute you." (Matthew 5:44)
Now that's what Jesus said. I get it. Jesus was telling us how to defeat the devil. Jesus understands why you are being attacked. The devil is jealous of your goodness and sees your great potential and the devil wants to destroy everything beautiful, good or righteous.
While you are trying to fight the devil own your own, while you are plotting revenge and getting even, you're losing. You've lost your concentration, you've lost your focus. If you are not careful you will lose your anointing, or at least delay it.
Why are you wasting your time and energy arguing with or trying to understand that demon? They don't know! They walk in darkness. They don't even know that they are ignorant.
They have gotten you so upset that you think you need a drink or a pill or something to chill you out. You don't need that. Just ask GOD. "If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." (Mark 9:23) That's what Jesus said. Again, "You have not because you ask not."
"With men it is impossible, but not with GOD: for with GOD all things are possible." (Mark 10:27) Again, Jesus.
That is what that envious evil creep wanted in the first place.
That devil wants your Joy.
Don't give that devil your Joy. Love the hell out of them. (From a great distance of course.)
"Therefore speak I to them in parables; because they seeing see not; and hearing they hear not, neither do they understand." (Matthew 13:13)
"And in them is fulfilled the prophecy of E-sa'-ias, which saith, BY HEARING YE SHALL HEAR, AND SHALL NOT UNDERSTAND; AND SEEING YE SHALL SEE, AND SHALL NOT PERCEIVE: FOR THIS PEOPLE'S HEART IS WAXED GROSS, AND THEIR EARS ARE DULL OF HEARING, AND THEIR EYES THEY HAVE CLOSED; LEST AT ANY TIME THEY SHOULD SEE WITH THEIR EYES AND HEAR WITH EARS, AND SHOULD UNDERSTAND WITH THEIR HEART, AND SHOULD BE CONVERTED, AND I SHOULD HEAL THEM." (Matthew 13: 14 - 15)
GOD keeps the wicked in the dark. They are not privy to the knowledge of the Kingdom of GOD.
The wicked won't even read the Bible. The Bible is like kryptonite to the wicked. The wicked know just enough Bible to try to trick you. Like; "Honor thy mother..." Your mother is the person that loves and nurtures you.
My "mother" was my grandfather. I was three years old, but I remember, he used to comb and brush my hair so gently. He was a man, a man's man , but he tied ribbons in my hair. Held me in his lap, read to me, told me stories. My grandfather even blew my bubbles for me because I didn't know how. He would chew my bubble gum for me, blow the bubble, then put it back in my mouth, just so I could pretend that I knew how to blow bubble gum.
I know I am a blessed woman. There are few people that have had the privilege of sitting at the feet of such a great man. That man saved my life, thank you GOD.
It is called deductive reasoning. My grandfather was nothing but kind and wise. That woman was a handful and famous for being hot headed and violent.
Come on people! Are you really that blind? that stupid?
There is no statute of limitations on murder.
"We've got to fulfill the book." It is all in divine order!
Your homework is 2 Corinthians 10: 3 - 7.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Granddaddy was right of course. Forty years later, I finally get it.
"But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them that despitefully use you, and persecute you." (Matthew 5:44)
Now that's what Jesus said. I get it. Jesus was telling us how to defeat the devil. Jesus understands why you are being attacked. The devil is jealous of your goodness and sees your great potential and the devil wants to destroy everything beautiful, good or righteous.
While you are trying to fight the devil own your own, while you are plotting revenge and getting even, you're losing. You've lost your concentration, you've lost your focus. If you are not careful you will lose your anointing, or at least delay it.
Why are you wasting your time and energy arguing with or trying to understand that demon? They don't know! They walk in darkness. They don't even know that they are ignorant.
They have gotten you so upset that you think you need a drink or a pill or something to chill you out. You don't need that. Just ask GOD. "If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth." (Mark 9:23) That's what Jesus said. Again, "You have not because you ask not."
"With men it is impossible, but not with GOD: for with GOD all things are possible." (Mark 10:27) Again, Jesus.
That is what that envious evil creep wanted in the first place.
That devil wants your Joy.
Don't give that devil your Joy. Love the hell out of them. (From a great distance of course.)
"Therefore speak I to them in parables; because they seeing see not; and hearing they hear not, neither do they understand." (Matthew 13:13)
"And in them is fulfilled the prophecy of E-sa'-ias, which saith, BY HEARING YE SHALL HEAR, AND SHALL NOT UNDERSTAND; AND SEEING YE SHALL SEE, AND SHALL NOT PERCEIVE: FOR THIS PEOPLE'S HEART IS WAXED GROSS, AND THEIR EARS ARE DULL OF HEARING, AND THEIR EYES THEY HAVE CLOSED; LEST AT ANY TIME THEY SHOULD SEE WITH THEIR EYES AND HEAR WITH EARS, AND SHOULD UNDERSTAND WITH THEIR HEART, AND SHOULD BE CONVERTED, AND I SHOULD HEAL THEM." (Matthew 13: 14 - 15)
GOD keeps the wicked in the dark. They are not privy to the knowledge of the Kingdom of GOD.
The wicked won't even read the Bible. The Bible is like kryptonite to the wicked. The wicked know just enough Bible to try to trick you. Like; "Honor thy mother..." Your mother is the person that loves and nurtures you.
My "mother" was my grandfather. I was three years old, but I remember, he used to comb and brush my hair so gently. He was a man, a man's man , but he tied ribbons in my hair. Held me in his lap, read to me, told me stories. My grandfather even blew my bubbles for me because I didn't know how. He would chew my bubble gum for me, blow the bubble, then put it back in my mouth, just so I could pretend that I knew how to blow bubble gum.
I know I am a blessed woman. There are few people that have had the privilege of sitting at the feet of such a great man. That man saved my life, thank you GOD.
It is called deductive reasoning. My grandfather was nothing but kind and wise. That woman was a handful and famous for being hot headed and violent.
Come on people! Are you really that blind? that stupid?
There is no statute of limitations on murder.
"We've got to fulfill the book." It is all in divine order!
Your homework is 2 Corinthians 10: 3 - 7.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Saturday, February 12, 2011
How long? Not Long
I wrestle with this demon nightly. It disturbs my sleep. To say that I am horrified is an understatement. Most people have felt the sting of abuse by their parents. Imperfect parents are going to make some mistakes. Spank you too harshly, force their opinions or way of life on you. That is not what I'm talking about. My "mother's" deeds far surpass sending me to bed without any dinner.
This woman is a sick sociopath, a serial killer.
Her pattern of abuse is closeted and secreted, but it is real. All of you have seen it, been puzzled by it, then moved on. Some of you excuse her because she hasn't hurt you that much. Most of you excuse her because she is so old. You are doing the right thing, let GOD take care of her. I know that I am not alone. Thrilled by the awful pain she inflicts she is not going to simply target one person. You're blind just like I was.
It only gets worse. I am slowly piecing her strange behaviour together. There are some things that she is guilty of that GOD is going to reveal to the world shortly. It is bad. It is the absolute worse thing that a woman could do.
MJW is a person that loves to pretend that she loves you just to set you up, just to destroy you. That is her pleasure.
MJW is a woman tormented by extreme jealousy and hatred of everyone. She hates every one, including GOD. To this day she is rigid in her defiance against GOD.
She is determined that she will win. There is no one on this planet smart enough to even detect her or believe her detractors.
The bottom line is that she ruined her life very early and made up her mind to destroy every life that promised to be better than hers. That's the simple fact. That is her entire life in a nutshell.
Why did you try to deafen my innocent baby Mathy Jane? I caught you bent over my new born baby exploding a paper bag in her ear. Your pupils were fire red! I will never forget it. I didn't know what to think. You said you were just trying to see if she could hear. I couldn't believe it, I refused to believe my lying eyes.
Just as suddenly you put my husband out. You came in my house and threw my husband out. He left, he didn't protest. That's not motherly. That is just more proof that you do not respect boundaries.
I see it now. You were 52, I was 26 and you came to see me in Atlanta with your 21 year old boyfriend. I didn't know what to think, so I didn't think. You had a young girlfriend that was "gay". Again, it wasn't my business. It was only when you tried to "whore" me out at 33 that I started to pay closer attention.
You have played ping pong with my brain and heart far too long. "Gwen let me keep de baby for a while. I know you need some help." I let you keep my 19 month old daughter and you called to tell that she was sick and that you weren't going to take her to the doctor unless I paid for it. "Well I know you ain't got no money wid yo' broke ass!"
I called you and alerted you;"Please do not give her aspirin, it causes Rye Syndrome." You couldn't wait to call me back and taunt me with ; "Yea I gave her some aspirin. What could I do? You da one wid your baby down here on me wid yo broke ass."
Do you not see the pattern? One minute you are slobbering with love and professing your great devotion and pride, the next minute you are verbally and sometimes physically assaulting. Loud, clamorous, vulgar, menacing one minute, demanding to pray and go to church the next minute. It is madness!
You run around bragging about the "muthaf*****" you flushed, the women you stabbed, the men you beat down. The next minute you are praising GOD and preaching.
When pressed to face up to your deeds you vulgarly assault and retreat. "Resist the devil and he will flee."
I will not accept you or acknowledge you as my mother. You have never been a mother to me, just a tormentor.
I must hand it to you. You are a hard demon to recognize. You are good, always forcing your victims to apologize to you.
You are smart, always doling out just enough cash to keep you in good graces. A Liar par excellent! You are always ready with the most brilliant lie any one could ever imagine.
Assaulted and loved by you over and over, I almost never caught on. Out of all the terrible things you did to me I was still clueless.
I knew you murdered my grandfather, but I chose to "ignore" it. I tapped it down deep inside the same way I always did. The sexual molestations, the vulgar "cussings", the horrible maltreatment.
I just kept trying to live, to survive, to forgive you, to love you. But that fecal matter laden letter did it for me. That was the straw that broke the camel's back. But after nine years I forgave you. It was the LORD Mathy Jane. It was the LORD that told me to forgive you.
I am glad that I listened to the LORD, otherwise I never would have been re-united with my brother.
You know why he was gone for 25 years.
How long? not long.
You are one trifling woman, a sorry excuse for a mother.
How do you do it? How do you hold your head up? How can you climb up in that pulpit?
I can see clearly how you tormented my poor grandfather. You were his child and he loved you unconditionally. He supported you no matter what.
You can't lie your way out of a life built on lies. You can not erase your awful past by smearing my name.
There is one thing that I now recognize very clearly, you have always hated the TRUTH. You tried to kill your first son for blurting out the fact that you were his mother, not his sister.
Why did you make us tell that lie?
You told me that you hated him and that he ruined your life! Why didn't I know that you hated me also? You hate all of your children. Well you think you hate us. You plot against us and divide us. But, the person you really hate is yourself. You should. You have lived a vile despicable life for a very long time. I certainly understand why you cling to your denial. Who can own up to your deeds?
It is pathetic. It would be an honorable thing if you confessed to your sins and repented. Honorable. It is very foolish of me to expect anything close to honorable from you. Being a fake Christian is about as close as you are going to get.
I do think I am wrong to blame you. You said you did the best you could. I say you did the best you would.
I pray for all of the women like you. I pray for all of the victims of sick reprobates.
You hate me, but GOD loves me.
Dear LORD thank you for making intercession in my life. Thank you for rescuing me.
Dear LORD I pray that you bind that demon spirit that indwells in MJW. Shut that demon spirit's lying mouth! Interrupt the activity of her demon possessed brain. Stop that demon spirit in his tracks! Foil his evil schemes. Reveal that demon to the world LORD!
You commanded us to love one another as you have loved us. There is no demon on this earth that can exploit your love.
How long? not long.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S. Stay out of grave yards collecting "goofer dust". Never call on an evil spirit to do your evil bidding. It will not end well.
This woman is a sick sociopath, a serial killer.
Her pattern of abuse is closeted and secreted, but it is real. All of you have seen it, been puzzled by it, then moved on. Some of you excuse her because she hasn't hurt you that much. Most of you excuse her because she is so old. You are doing the right thing, let GOD take care of her. I know that I am not alone. Thrilled by the awful pain she inflicts she is not going to simply target one person. You're blind just like I was.
It only gets worse. I am slowly piecing her strange behaviour together. There are some things that she is guilty of that GOD is going to reveal to the world shortly. It is bad. It is the absolute worse thing that a woman could do.
MJW is a person that loves to pretend that she loves you just to set you up, just to destroy you. That is her pleasure.
MJW is a woman tormented by extreme jealousy and hatred of everyone. She hates every one, including GOD. To this day she is rigid in her defiance against GOD.
She is determined that she will win. There is no one on this planet smart enough to even detect her or believe her detractors.
The bottom line is that she ruined her life very early and made up her mind to destroy every life that promised to be better than hers. That's the simple fact. That is her entire life in a nutshell.
Why did you try to deafen my innocent baby Mathy Jane? I caught you bent over my new born baby exploding a paper bag in her ear. Your pupils were fire red! I will never forget it. I didn't know what to think. You said you were just trying to see if she could hear. I couldn't believe it, I refused to believe my lying eyes.
Just as suddenly you put my husband out. You came in my house and threw my husband out. He left, he didn't protest. That's not motherly. That is just more proof that you do not respect boundaries.
I see it now. You were 52, I was 26 and you came to see me in Atlanta with your 21 year old boyfriend. I didn't know what to think, so I didn't think. You had a young girlfriend that was "gay". Again, it wasn't my business. It was only when you tried to "whore" me out at 33 that I started to pay closer attention.
You have played ping pong with my brain and heart far too long. "Gwen let me keep de baby for a while. I know you need some help." I let you keep my 19 month old daughter and you called to tell that she was sick and that you weren't going to take her to the doctor unless I paid for it. "Well I know you ain't got no money wid yo' broke ass!"
I called you and alerted you;"Please do not give her aspirin, it causes Rye Syndrome." You couldn't wait to call me back and taunt me with ; "Yea I gave her some aspirin. What could I do? You da one wid your baby down here on me wid yo broke ass."
Do you not see the pattern? One minute you are slobbering with love and professing your great devotion and pride, the next minute you are verbally and sometimes physically assaulting. Loud, clamorous, vulgar, menacing one minute, demanding to pray and go to church the next minute. It is madness!
You run around bragging about the "muthaf*****" you flushed, the women you stabbed, the men you beat down. The next minute you are praising GOD and preaching.
When pressed to face up to your deeds you vulgarly assault and retreat. "Resist the devil and he will flee."
I will not accept you or acknowledge you as my mother. You have never been a mother to me, just a tormentor.
I must hand it to you. You are a hard demon to recognize. You are good, always forcing your victims to apologize to you.
You are smart, always doling out just enough cash to keep you in good graces. A Liar par excellent! You are always ready with the most brilliant lie any one could ever imagine.
Assaulted and loved by you over and over, I almost never caught on. Out of all the terrible things you did to me I was still clueless.
I knew you murdered my grandfather, but I chose to "ignore" it. I tapped it down deep inside the same way I always did. The sexual molestations, the vulgar "cussings", the horrible maltreatment.
I just kept trying to live, to survive, to forgive you, to love you. But that fecal matter laden letter did it for me. That was the straw that broke the camel's back. But after nine years I forgave you. It was the LORD Mathy Jane. It was the LORD that told me to forgive you.
I am glad that I listened to the LORD, otherwise I never would have been re-united with my brother.
You know why he was gone for 25 years.
How long? not long.
You are one trifling woman, a sorry excuse for a mother.
How do you do it? How do you hold your head up? How can you climb up in that pulpit?
I can see clearly how you tormented my poor grandfather. You were his child and he loved you unconditionally. He supported you no matter what.
You can't lie your way out of a life built on lies. You can not erase your awful past by smearing my name.
There is one thing that I now recognize very clearly, you have always hated the TRUTH. You tried to kill your first son for blurting out the fact that you were his mother, not his sister.
Why did you make us tell that lie?
You told me that you hated him and that he ruined your life! Why didn't I know that you hated me also? You hate all of your children. Well you think you hate us. You plot against us and divide us. But, the person you really hate is yourself. You should. You have lived a vile despicable life for a very long time. I certainly understand why you cling to your denial. Who can own up to your deeds?
It is pathetic. It would be an honorable thing if you confessed to your sins and repented. Honorable. It is very foolish of me to expect anything close to honorable from you. Being a fake Christian is about as close as you are going to get.
I do think I am wrong to blame you. You said you did the best you could. I say you did the best you would.
I pray for all of the women like you. I pray for all of the victims of sick reprobates.
You hate me, but GOD loves me.
Dear LORD thank you for making intercession in my life. Thank you for rescuing me.
Dear LORD I pray that you bind that demon spirit that indwells in MJW. Shut that demon spirit's lying mouth! Interrupt the activity of her demon possessed brain. Stop that demon spirit in his tracks! Foil his evil schemes. Reveal that demon to the world LORD!
You commanded us to love one another as you have loved us. There is no demon on this earth that can exploit your love.
How long? not long.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S. Stay out of grave yards collecting "goofer dust". Never call on an evil spirit to do your evil bidding. It will not end well.
Friday, February 11, 2011
He Who Laughs Last Laughs Best!
(This letter is intended for my "birther" only. But I want the world to know how GOD saved me from her diabolical plot.)
I know for a fact that you are not nearly as ignorant as you pretend to be. You claim that you were sexually violated as a child. Why did you tell me that? Were you trying to ease your conscious? You know exactly who and what you are. You know what you have always been.
Your ability to cloak your true nature is no less than brilliant, it is phenomenal. What if you had used your genius for GOD?
I want to make sure that you know that I know what a wicked creature you are. You are disgustingly common! You can search the world over and you will find very few women that would ever think about doing what you did to your own children. YOU ARE NASTY! You are nasty and unfit and YOU KNOW IT!
You had the nerve to "un-invite" me to your funeral. Jesus said;"Let the dead bury the dead." You are DEAD and you have been DEAD your entire life. Anyone stupid enough to have any confidence in you is DEAD also.
I know that you will never repent. You can't, your are callous and you really don't care. You murdered your own father and you never shed a tear. Your brother died and you told me that you didn't care. You didn't have to tell me because it was obvious.
For eighty-five years you have plotted, robbed, murdered and committed mayhem after mayhem while laughing at your stupid minions.
You are nasty and common for no reason you volunteer reprobate! How can you look in the mirror and call yourself a woman? a mother? a daughter? a preacher? Who have you fooled? Who have you deceived? The thought of you and your kind sickens me. And now at the end you feign ignorance and confusion. You claim to be the victim you notorious whore! You always called me a sneaky snake! How dare you! Your day is coming Mathy Jane and you are going to get your just and honest due. GOD didn't send you here to stay always. GOD didn't send you here to menace and destroy. You have been found out. There is no where for you to hide. Somebody believes me. You haven't fooled every body.
May the Dear LORD have mercy on your despicable soul.
Children it is important to me that you know that GOD delivered me and how. #1- I had a saintly grandfather that loved and prayed for me. #2- I stayed in GOD's WORD #3- I prayed! I am a praying woman. I have been praying my entire life. I am in awe. I have so many blessings that I can't count them.
Children I love you and I have a prayer for you. May The HOLY SPIRIT indwell in you mightily. May His spirit encamp around you and keep you from all harm and danger. May you come to the knowledge of GOD's GREAT TRUTH! May everyone and every thing you touch be blessed.
Have no place in your heart for the devil. Do not give the devil a toe hold. Get in covenant with GOD, live a righteous holy life. TRUST HIM!
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I know for a fact that you are not nearly as ignorant as you pretend to be. You claim that you were sexually violated as a child. Why did you tell me that? Were you trying to ease your conscious? You know exactly who and what you are. You know what you have always been.
Your ability to cloak your true nature is no less than brilliant, it is phenomenal. What if you had used your genius for GOD?
I want to make sure that you know that I know what a wicked creature you are. You are disgustingly common! You can search the world over and you will find very few women that would ever think about doing what you did to your own children. YOU ARE NASTY! You are nasty and unfit and YOU KNOW IT!
You had the nerve to "un-invite" me to your funeral. Jesus said;"Let the dead bury the dead." You are DEAD and you have been DEAD your entire life. Anyone stupid enough to have any confidence in you is DEAD also.
I know that you will never repent. You can't, your are callous and you really don't care. You murdered your own father and you never shed a tear. Your brother died and you told me that you didn't care. You didn't have to tell me because it was obvious.
For eighty-five years you have plotted, robbed, murdered and committed mayhem after mayhem while laughing at your stupid minions.
You are nasty and common for no reason you volunteer reprobate! How can you look in the mirror and call yourself a woman? a mother? a daughter? a preacher? Who have you fooled? Who have you deceived? The thought of you and your kind sickens me. And now at the end you feign ignorance and confusion. You claim to be the victim you notorious whore! You always called me a sneaky snake! How dare you! Your day is coming Mathy Jane and you are going to get your just and honest due. GOD didn't send you here to stay always. GOD didn't send you here to menace and destroy. You have been found out. There is no where for you to hide. Somebody believes me. You haven't fooled every body.
May the Dear LORD have mercy on your despicable soul.
Children it is important to me that you know that GOD delivered me and how. #1- I had a saintly grandfather that loved and prayed for me. #2- I stayed in GOD's WORD #3- I prayed! I am a praying woman. I have been praying my entire life. I am in awe. I have so many blessings that I can't count them.
Children I love you and I have a prayer for you. May The HOLY SPIRIT indwell in you mightily. May His spirit encamp around you and keep you from all harm and danger. May you come to the knowledge of GOD's GREAT TRUTH! May everyone and every thing you touch be blessed.
Have no place in your heart for the devil. Do not give the devil a toe hold. Get in covenant with GOD, live a righteous holy life. TRUST HIM!
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
A Word From The Lord
"And now a word from the Lord"; is a phrase used in many churches. "Jesus is in the house!", We have many colorful word crafted phrases to indicate that we know the LORD is with us and hears us.
We worship in groups. We are taught that it is wrong to forsake the assembly of GOD. All that is true, but at some point you must get personal, you must get one on one. Have a personal conversation with GOD. If you don't understand something you must ask why.
There is so much that I don't understand.
Out of all the billions of women on this earth GOD why did you make that woman my mother?
What is she LORD? Is she a demon, a lunatic, a misguided reprobate, an alien or just a sick demented fool?
Why does she delight in doing evil and hiding her hand?
Is there more LORD? Has she committed some deeds so depraved that her victims refuse to tell on her?
I pray LORD. I pray daily to forgive her, to not hate her, but I'm still dissatisfied. Why? Why was she born? Why has she been allowed to destroy so many lives so long?
Are there others like her LORD?
I am hurt LORD, I am injured. She has crushed me and done everything in her power to destroy me. Very few people believe me. Is it that they can't believe such evil can exist? Are they afraid to know the truth?
All I know is pain. I can still feel the pain of my awful childhood. Why did she beat, brutalize, and terrorize me in private and play "Mother of the Year" in public? Why are my five brothers still afraid of her?
I know what I know. I know why "we" didn't demand an investigation of my grandfather's murder.
I am ashamed. I am ashamed of my paralyzing fear. I knew she killed him. She snuffed Jerome Walters' life out just like he was a roach. She never blinked.
She knew full well that we were her hapless minions and that we would never cross her. She taught us from birth; "Don't you even THINK back!"
We didn't. We knew that our lives were hers to do as she pleased. Nothing has ever riled her more than an intelligent critical thinker. "You don't tell a muthaf**** thang dat go on in dis house!" was her daily mantra.
Now we are down to the end. Tomorrow marks the 32nd anniversary of my grandfather's MURDER!
How could she? Why would she? How did she get away?
Let's back up. She was already notorious when I arrived on the scene. As I grew I knew that this was not a woman to be "messed" with. Not only was she a pathological liar and brutalizer, she was EVIL!
I watched her. I remember the many times that she screamed with hysterical laughter after fooling her 2nd husband over and over. She took lover after lover and he caught her, time after time. She would curse him and abuse him and call him ignorant and BLACK. She would curse him and beat him and convince him that he had done wrong. "You ignut a**, dumb black muthaf****! I don't know why I put up wid yo' ignut a**!" It might take an hour or so but he would end up on his knees begging HER to forgive him.
She taunted him with her lilly white skin. She made him suffer for lusting after "white meat". He was "jet black", a monkey, an ape and she was mad because he was the only thing she could get to marry her.
The world was wrong. The world didn't give her what it promised. Why couldn't a beautiful young woman like her find a man that was movie star fine and rich?
It was owed to her, it was promised to her. What went wrong? Why couldn't she have illicit unprotected sex with as many lovers as she chose? The men did it; "What about dem men?"
There is one thing for sure, MJW has never played fair. She is a cheater and a robber and to this day feels entitled. Nothing is for you, everything on this earth is for her ONLY!
GOD might give you beauty, GOD might give you brains but MJW was going to design a way to take it away from you. You were to have NOTHING! Not one shred of happiness, if you were successful in any endeavor MJW would find a way to tarnish it.
What did Jerome Walters have? He had a good name. He was a real Christian. He was brilliant, he was kind. He was everything she wasn't. She was tired of him. She was jealous of him. It was her jealousy that made her murder him. She could have poisoned him so easily. He could have passed away gently in his sleep. No, that robber wants his good name.
That explains the "preaching". I asked myself many times; why does this rank reprobate want to preach? Does she really think that she can live a double life? Doesn't she feel like the world's worst hypocrite?
One day I sat down and listed all of the terrible things that she did to me, just me, not what she did to my brothers.
She reviled me and smeared my name. I can not imagine the lies she has spread successfully. They must be good because very few people believe me or support me.
There was only one man she could not fool. He never entertained her madness for one second. He was never afraid of her.
Did she think killing him would erase her awful record?
The hand writing is on the wall Mathy Jane. When are you going to come clean? When are you going to repent of your sins?
"LORD, how long shall the wicked, how long shall the wicked triumph?...They gather themselves together against the soul of the righteous, and condemn the innocent blood. But the LORD is my defence; and my GOD is the rock of my refuge. And he shall bring upon them their own iniquity, and shall cut them off in their own wickedness; yea, the LORD our GOD shall cut them off." (Psalm 94)
Have mercy upon us LORD. Have mercy on your children. Forgive us of our many, many sins. Right every wrong.
Heal my broken heart , dry up my river of tears, take the hate, take the pain. Forgive us all LORD for we know not what we do.
I can not help a blind, deaf miscreant drowning in her own sin. I will just keep telling her what you said; ""even in the last hour you can come into the kingdom."
Stay in His WORD children. Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
We worship in groups. We are taught that it is wrong to forsake the assembly of GOD. All that is true, but at some point you must get personal, you must get one on one. Have a personal conversation with GOD. If you don't understand something you must ask why.
There is so much that I don't understand.
Out of all the billions of women on this earth GOD why did you make that woman my mother?
What is she LORD? Is she a demon, a lunatic, a misguided reprobate, an alien or just a sick demented fool?
Why does she delight in doing evil and hiding her hand?
Is there more LORD? Has she committed some deeds so depraved that her victims refuse to tell on her?
I pray LORD. I pray daily to forgive her, to not hate her, but I'm still dissatisfied. Why? Why was she born? Why has she been allowed to destroy so many lives so long?
Are there others like her LORD?
I am hurt LORD, I am injured. She has crushed me and done everything in her power to destroy me. Very few people believe me. Is it that they can't believe such evil can exist? Are they afraid to know the truth?
All I know is pain. I can still feel the pain of my awful childhood. Why did she beat, brutalize, and terrorize me in private and play "Mother of the Year" in public? Why are my five brothers still afraid of her?
I know what I know. I know why "we" didn't demand an investigation of my grandfather's murder.
I am ashamed. I am ashamed of my paralyzing fear. I knew she killed him. She snuffed Jerome Walters' life out just like he was a roach. She never blinked.
She knew full well that we were her hapless minions and that we would never cross her. She taught us from birth; "Don't you even THINK back!"
We didn't. We knew that our lives were hers to do as she pleased. Nothing has ever riled her more than an intelligent critical thinker. "You don't tell a muthaf**** thang dat go on in dis house!" was her daily mantra.
Now we are down to the end. Tomorrow marks the 32nd anniversary of my grandfather's MURDER!
How could she? Why would she? How did she get away?
Let's back up. She was already notorious when I arrived on the scene. As I grew I knew that this was not a woman to be "messed" with. Not only was she a pathological liar and brutalizer, she was EVIL!
I watched her. I remember the many times that she screamed with hysterical laughter after fooling her 2nd husband over and over. She took lover after lover and he caught her, time after time. She would curse him and abuse him and call him ignorant and BLACK. She would curse him and beat him and convince him that he had done wrong. "You ignut a**, dumb black muthaf****! I don't know why I put up wid yo' ignut a**!" It might take an hour or so but he would end up on his knees begging HER to forgive him.
She taunted him with her lilly white skin. She made him suffer for lusting after "white meat". He was "jet black", a monkey, an ape and she was mad because he was the only thing she could get to marry her.
The world was wrong. The world didn't give her what it promised. Why couldn't a beautiful young woman like her find a man that was movie star fine and rich?
It was owed to her, it was promised to her. What went wrong? Why couldn't she have illicit unprotected sex with as many lovers as she chose? The men did it; "What about dem men?"
There is one thing for sure, MJW has never played fair. She is a cheater and a robber and to this day feels entitled. Nothing is for you, everything on this earth is for her ONLY!
GOD might give you beauty, GOD might give you brains but MJW was going to design a way to take it away from you. You were to have NOTHING! Not one shred of happiness, if you were successful in any endeavor MJW would find a way to tarnish it.
What did Jerome Walters have? He had a good name. He was a real Christian. He was brilliant, he was kind. He was everything she wasn't. She was tired of him. She was jealous of him. It was her jealousy that made her murder him. She could have poisoned him so easily. He could have passed away gently in his sleep. No, that robber wants his good name.
That explains the "preaching". I asked myself many times; why does this rank reprobate want to preach? Does she really think that she can live a double life? Doesn't she feel like the world's worst hypocrite?
One day I sat down and listed all of the terrible things that she did to me, just me, not what she did to my brothers.
She reviled me and smeared my name. I can not imagine the lies she has spread successfully. They must be good because very few people believe me or support me.
There was only one man she could not fool. He never entertained her madness for one second. He was never afraid of her.
Did she think killing him would erase her awful record?
The hand writing is on the wall Mathy Jane. When are you going to come clean? When are you going to repent of your sins?
"LORD, how long shall the wicked, how long shall the wicked triumph?...They gather themselves together against the soul of the righteous, and condemn the innocent blood. But the LORD is my defence; and my GOD is the rock of my refuge. And he shall bring upon them their own iniquity, and shall cut them off in their own wickedness; yea, the LORD our GOD shall cut them off." (Psalm 94)
Have mercy upon us LORD. Have mercy on your children. Forgive us of our many, many sins. Right every wrong.
Heal my broken heart , dry up my river of tears, take the hate, take the pain. Forgive us all LORD for we know not what we do.
I can not help a blind, deaf miscreant drowning in her own sin. I will just keep telling her what you said; ""even in the last hour you can come into the kingdom."
Stay in His WORD children. Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
You Have Not Because You Ask Not!
Thank You LORD for your Revelation., thank you for your HOLY GHOST POWER. You said; "...No good thing will (You) withhold from them that walk uprightly." Psalm 84:11
Dear LORD thank you for your tender mercies. Thank you for your anointing. Thank you for your Strength.
If you suffer from lack, you have no excuse. If you are burdened by a demon, you have no excuse.
Do not run from GOD's TRUTH. It is written, it was prophesied, it has been foretold.
"Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, BECAUSE HE HATH KNOWN MY NAME!"
Do you know His NAME children?
"He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I WILL BE WITH HIM IN TROUBLE, I will deliver him, and honor him."
"He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: HIS TRUTH SHALL BE THY SHIELD AND BUCKLER"
Run to the TRUTH! Why are you afraid?
"And he said unto them, I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven. Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy; AND NOTHING SHALL BY ANY MEANS HURT YOU." Luke 10:18 - 19
"For there is NOTHING covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known." Luke 12:2
"Follow peace with all men and holiness, without which no man shall see the LORD." Hebrews 12:14
I know what I'm talking about. I prayed and asked GOD for a house in 1979, I told everyone that I was going to win a house and I did. That was a blessing from GOD. The devil stole it from me, then savagely plagued me for daring to trust in the LORD. The more I feared the devil the more he attacked me. I lost my job, I lost my "husband", I lost my mind. But one day GOD picked me up. I tell you He rescued me. GOD has given me two more houses since then. He has also given me courage. GOD has given me His divine strength.
I don't know when I was conceived, but I was born June 4, 1951. Born cursed and imprisoned I have suffered mightily at the hands of many wicked people. I don't know all the circumstances of my birth. I do know the woman that had me hates me. She hates everybody. You may be too dumb to know it , but she hates you too.
At some point during my conception GOD planted a seed in me. It won't let me hold my peace. I must tell some body. I must tell every body! GOD SAVED ME! One day I realized that I was a coward for no reason. Of course I was "nurtured" and conditioned to be a snivelling coward. I suffered humiliation after humiliation waiting on GOD to move and change my condition and then one day I realized that it was GOD waiting on me! One day I finally heard GOD say; "Fear No Man!" I heard GOD say ;"You have not because you ask not. Didn't you ask me for a house?"
GOD will deliver you from evil. Don't you say the LORD's Prayer every day?(deliver us from evil) This is GOD's kingdom. The devil has no power over you. Don't let the devil control your life. Don't put your life on hold waiting on that old succubus to die.
I pray a special prayer for you, for us today. May the Dear LORD bless you exceedingly above your greatest expectation. May GOD remove all of the fear and hatred that has been planted in your heart. May GOD grant you your heart's desire. May you hunger and thirst for GOD's wisdom, for GOD's Holy Spirit. May the HOLY GHOST come upon you!
FEAR NO MAN! children. Children you do not have to bear your abuser's shame. You do not have to stay in that closet with that demon, cloaked and smothered. Their sin is not your sin.
Do know that if GOD has begun a good work in you he will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ. (Philippians 1:6)
Do know that GOD said that even in the last hour you can come into the kingdom.
Give GOD your hand children. Give Him your life.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Dear LORD thank you for your tender mercies. Thank you for your anointing. Thank you for your Strength.
If you suffer from lack, you have no excuse. If you are burdened by a demon, you have no excuse.
Do not run from GOD's TRUTH. It is written, it was prophesied, it has been foretold.
"Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, BECAUSE HE HATH KNOWN MY NAME!"
Do you know His NAME children?
"He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I WILL BE WITH HIM IN TROUBLE, I will deliver him, and honor him."
"He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: HIS TRUTH SHALL BE THY SHIELD AND BUCKLER"
Run to the TRUTH! Why are you afraid?
"And he said unto them, I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven. Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy; AND NOTHING SHALL BY ANY MEANS HURT YOU." Luke 10:18 - 19
"For there is NOTHING covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known." Luke 12:2
"Follow peace with all men and holiness, without which no man shall see the LORD." Hebrews 12:14
I know what I'm talking about. I prayed and asked GOD for a house in 1979, I told everyone that I was going to win a house and I did. That was a blessing from GOD. The devil stole it from me, then savagely plagued me for daring to trust in the LORD. The more I feared the devil the more he attacked me. I lost my job, I lost my "husband", I lost my mind. But one day GOD picked me up. I tell you He rescued me. GOD has given me two more houses since then. He has also given me courage. GOD has given me His divine strength.
I don't know when I was conceived, but I was born June 4, 1951. Born cursed and imprisoned I have suffered mightily at the hands of many wicked people. I don't know all the circumstances of my birth. I do know the woman that had me hates me. She hates everybody. You may be too dumb to know it , but she hates you too.
At some point during my conception GOD planted a seed in me. It won't let me hold my peace. I must tell some body. I must tell every body! GOD SAVED ME! One day I realized that I was a coward for no reason. Of course I was "nurtured" and conditioned to be a snivelling coward. I suffered humiliation after humiliation waiting on GOD to move and change my condition and then one day I realized that it was GOD waiting on me! One day I finally heard GOD say; "Fear No Man!" I heard GOD say ;"You have not because you ask not. Didn't you ask me for a house?"
GOD will deliver you from evil. Don't you say the LORD's Prayer every day?(deliver us from evil) This is GOD's kingdom. The devil has no power over you. Don't let the devil control your life. Don't put your life on hold waiting on that old succubus to die.
I pray a special prayer for you, for us today. May the Dear LORD bless you exceedingly above your greatest expectation. May GOD remove all of the fear and hatred that has been planted in your heart. May GOD grant you your heart's desire. May you hunger and thirst for GOD's wisdom, for GOD's Holy Spirit. May the HOLY GHOST come upon you!
FEAR NO MAN! children. Children you do not have to bear your abuser's shame. You do not have to stay in that closet with that demon, cloaked and smothered. Their sin is not your sin.
Do know that if GOD has begun a good work in you he will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ. (Philippians 1:6)
Do know that GOD said that even in the last hour you can come into the kingdom.
Give GOD your hand children. Give Him your life.
Be a Blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
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