"What's done in the dark shall surely come to light." You can bet your booties on that granny.
My grandfather taught me to never do anything that I would be embarrassed to admit that I did. Sounded like good advice to me. I think we should still teach our children that.
Our children have become a generation of vipers and it is our fault. Our children are vipers because we are vipers. We have too many fake Christians.
I know that you might think that you are a Christian and you go to church every Sanday and pay your tithes. I got news for you that doesn't make you a Christian. It might make you religious, but not a Christian.
Church can't save you. The preacher can't save you.
Well, Miss Saved and Sanctified, Holy Ghost Filled and Fire Baptized, I have a litmus test for you. Are you a Liar? Are you a selfish back stabbing two faced reprobate?
If you have no interest in GOD, if you have no faith and no confidence in His WORD, why do you hang around His "church"? Why do you want to be counted as approved? Why do you , an indecent person, demand to associate and be honored by decent people?
Be You! Go be you by yourself. You have no right to speak to me. You have no right to claim me you lying WHORE!
I know you do not object to being called exactly what you are. Nasty! for no reason!
I know a lot of women. I've read a lot of books, and I've been to a lot of places. I never, no not once, met any woman as common as you. As a matter of fact few people realize that a woman as low and vile as you can possibly exist.
Well I came to tell the WORLD about you and your kind!
You stanking skank of a scum dog Whore! How dare you! How dare you try to thwart GOD's WORD! How dare you set yourself up to rob one of GOD's children of their birthright!
Who do you think you are? You never were that beautiful, even in your finest hour. And you obviously are not as smart as you thought. It is like GOD played a trick on you, set you up. GOD gave you all the rope you demanded. GOD released you over to a reprobate mind and let your delusional brain think that you were winning, that you actually had some power. There you are looking stupid, tangeled up in all that robe with your "stanking" fruit filling GOD's nostrils with your stench. You got exactly what you deserved. I still say you are not as ignorant as you make out. You are EVIL! I rebuke you Satan with every fiber of my being.
I know that I sound angry, please forgive me. I must vent in order to heal. But I am a woman and I know that there are just certain things that NO WOMAN would ever do. When a woman crosses that line she is not fit to live. You would think that she would chill, get humble,no, not this ignoramus.
GOD's going to get you. No, I don't know when, I don't know where or how, but GOD's wrath shall fall upon you!
Shame on you Mathy Jane. Fast and pray or find a rock!
Don't call me. You ran a great scam for an extraordinarily long time. Your note has come due! You have been found out.
Dear Children pray for your self esteem. Pray that no man or woman deceive you. "Defraud no man."
Live right. "Love ye one another as I have loved you." That scripture doesn't mean that you have to be a door mate for some cruel succubus.
Love yourself! Treat people the way you want to be treated. I will tell you right now ladies, any man that will accept money from you is no kind of man. Drop him. Any man that makes a baby and doesn't support that child is no more than a blow fly.
When you see a woman dressed to the nines and her baby is lacking you are looking at a common whore.
Men if you get a common whore pregnant, take your baby. Save your baby's life. And quit making babies before you are married. And don't make babies to trap a man to get a check. Most of all stop lying! NEVER TOLERATE LYING FROM ANY ONE FOR ANY REASON! There is no such thing as a "little lie" or a "white lie". If you are a liar you are not saved. No, you don't have to be saved if you don't want to. Navigate those 5 1/2 billon sharks by yourself.
Put GOD first. Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Monday, February 21, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
"These are They"
"These are they which came out of great tribulation, and have washed their robes, and made them white in the blood of the Lamb." Revelation 7:14b
I am a "These are they". I have suffered great tribulation for an extraordinarily long time. I have washed my robe in the blood of the Lamb.
I know GOD has a purpose for my life and He is using me. Thank You LORD!
I am 59 years old and it seems that all my life I have only known pain. Sure, we all are going to have pain. All of us will suffer in this world. But the pain that I have been forced to suffer is totally unnecessary.
My grandfather taught me that time changes all things and he didn't lie. Once an abused "throwed away" baby with no hope, with nothing or no one on my side but my grandfather and GOD. Look at me blogging about GOD's Wisdom and mercy. Hallelujah! GOD is Good!
I am not going to talk about what you did to my five brothers. I will let them tell their story in their own time in there own way.
I just want to know was it worth it? I went to college and totally educated myself! You never gave me one red cent! I made the Dean's List every semester and you repaid me by tricking me out of graduate school. How do you think I felt when I over heard you telling your cousin that I flunked out of school? I foolishly shared with you that I had been appointed the first black para-legal to work with Richie Smith, the city's attorney. You back stabbed me like some toming coon and called Richie Smith and told some lie on me. Again you humiliated me. Was it worth it? Did it make you feel better? Did it make you feel bigger?
I want you to know that all the lies that you have spread on me over these many years are going to be found out. You tried to tear me down and you only succeeded in building me up.
I will tell you this Miss "Preacher" who has eyes to see and sees NOT, ears to hear and hears NOT! "For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, that every one may receive the things done in this body according to that he hath done, whether it be good or bad." 2 Corinthians 5:10
You sure have a lot to answer for. You can play crazy on this earth. You can manipulate and intimidate people into pretending that they believe your lies. You can run to church, jump up and down in the pulpit praying someone else's prayer that you stole! You can put on a floor show in your fine robe and five thousand dollar gold cross. GOD KNOWS YOUR EVIL BLACK HEART!
Not only did you sexually abuse me and humiliate me, you starved me. Both physically and emotionally. I will never forget that day. I was fourteen years old. We lived at 825 Dwain Drive. You came home one day with a huge sack of grits. The bag stood about 3 1/2 feet off of the floor. You had a huge slab of fatback and you proudly announced; "I ain't feeding you black muthaf****** a muthaf****** thang! I'm gonna feed you damn niggas nuttin' but grits and grease! I keep your f***** a** holes open!" You kept your word. You never bought another morsel of food until all the grits and fatback were gone.
Why did we take it? Conditioning. Fear.
You can lie to them, but you are not going to lie to me. I am looking you dead in your one good eye and calling you a sick putrid pervert!
You have no excuse Miss "Preacher", you know GOD's WORD!
"...BLESSED ARE THEY WHOSE INIQUITIES ARE FORGIVEN AND WHOSE SINS ARE COVERED." Romans 4:7
"FOR WHOSOEVER SHALL CALL UPON THE NAME OF THE LORD SHALL BE SAVED." Romans 10:13
"That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the LORD Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that GOD hath raised him from the dead thou shalt be saved." Romans 10:9
Were you so in love with your new found power of working roots that you were powerless to stop?
No, you didn't stop because you didn't want to. You saw no need. You exalted yourself. You called yourself high class but you knew and know that you are "so low down!"
I am going to tell you what Jesus said; "If you enter in and they receive you not shake the dust off of your feet."
Stay in His WORD children. Fast and pray. Do know that GOD is moving. I feel a break through coming my way. Just hold on children CHANGE is coming! Tell your friends; "Change is coming!" Quitting has never been an option for me. I am going to see this "thing" through to the very end.
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I am a "These are they". I have suffered great tribulation for an extraordinarily long time. I have washed my robe in the blood of the Lamb.
I know GOD has a purpose for my life and He is using me. Thank You LORD!
I am 59 years old and it seems that all my life I have only known pain. Sure, we all are going to have pain. All of us will suffer in this world. But the pain that I have been forced to suffer is totally unnecessary.
My grandfather taught me that time changes all things and he didn't lie. Once an abused "throwed away" baby with no hope, with nothing or no one on my side but my grandfather and GOD. Look at me blogging about GOD's Wisdom and mercy. Hallelujah! GOD is Good!
I am not going to talk about what you did to my five brothers. I will let them tell their story in their own time in there own way.
I just want to know was it worth it? I went to college and totally educated myself! You never gave me one red cent! I made the Dean's List every semester and you repaid me by tricking me out of graduate school. How do you think I felt when I over heard you telling your cousin that I flunked out of school? I foolishly shared with you that I had been appointed the first black para-legal to work with Richie Smith, the city's attorney. You back stabbed me like some toming coon and called Richie Smith and told some lie on me. Again you humiliated me. Was it worth it? Did it make you feel better? Did it make you feel bigger?
I want you to know that all the lies that you have spread on me over these many years are going to be found out. You tried to tear me down and you only succeeded in building me up.
I will tell you this Miss "Preacher" who has eyes to see and sees NOT, ears to hear and hears NOT! "For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, that every one may receive the things done in this body according to that he hath done, whether it be good or bad." 2 Corinthians 5:10
You sure have a lot to answer for. You can play crazy on this earth. You can manipulate and intimidate people into pretending that they believe your lies. You can run to church, jump up and down in the pulpit praying someone else's prayer that you stole! You can put on a floor show in your fine robe and five thousand dollar gold cross. GOD KNOWS YOUR EVIL BLACK HEART!
Not only did you sexually abuse me and humiliate me, you starved me. Both physically and emotionally. I will never forget that day. I was fourteen years old. We lived at 825 Dwain Drive. You came home one day with a huge sack of grits. The bag stood about 3 1/2 feet off of the floor. You had a huge slab of fatback and you proudly announced; "I ain't feeding you black muthaf****** a muthaf****** thang! I'm gonna feed you damn niggas nuttin' but grits and grease! I keep your f***** a** holes open!" You kept your word. You never bought another morsel of food until all the grits and fatback were gone.
Why did we take it? Conditioning. Fear.
You can lie to them, but you are not going to lie to me. I am looking you dead in your one good eye and calling you a sick putrid pervert!
You have no excuse Miss "Preacher", you know GOD's WORD!
"...BLESSED ARE THEY WHOSE INIQUITIES ARE FORGIVEN AND WHOSE SINS ARE COVERED." Romans 4:7
"FOR WHOSOEVER SHALL CALL UPON THE NAME OF THE LORD SHALL BE SAVED." Romans 10:13
"That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the LORD Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that GOD hath raised him from the dead thou shalt be saved." Romans 10:9
Were you so in love with your new found power of working roots that you were powerless to stop?
No, you didn't stop because you didn't want to. You saw no need. You exalted yourself. You called yourself high class but you knew and know that you are "so low down!"
I am going to tell you what Jesus said; "If you enter in and they receive you not shake the dust off of your feet."
Stay in His WORD children. Fast and pray. Do know that GOD is moving. I feel a break through coming my way. Just hold on children CHANGE is coming! Tell your friends; "Change is coming!" Quitting has never been an option for me. I am going to see this "thing" through to the very end.
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Jesus is Ashamed of You
Jesus is ashamed of you. The world is ashamed of you. The truth about you is so vile and repugnant few people can accept it as fact. No, it's not that people believe you, it's that your awful selfish deeds are too horrifying to accept.
I am sure you didn't set out to be the commonest woman on earth. How did you end up with such a noxious history? Lying. Simple as that. Your incredible magic lies got you here. That and the fact that you let Satan scramble your brains.
"My mama would lie fa'me. My daddy nevah would." You said that with such anger.
"She out dere telling people that I was married and he wuz going behind hur tellin' people dat I wudden." You were actually angry. Sixty years after the fact you were still mad. Where did you get the idea that your "loved ones" should lie for you? Where did you get the idea that people should help you live in that delusional world you created?
If you weren't ashamed to fornicate, why were you ashamed to have children out of wedlock? Why did you hate and try to destroy the children GOD gave you?
Lying and your homemade remedies will not and can not save you. If I weren't so sad and broken I would laugh at you. Your "preaching" is one of your jacked up homemade remedies. I can see your little brain spinning right now; "If I start preaching GOD will forgive me for taking my daddy's life. He was old any way. He had lived long enough. I just couldn't take it any more, GAWD knows my heart." Did you really think fake preaching would absolve you of your father's murder?
You forgot that I am a witness. I heard how you hollared at him and mistreated him. "WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO DIE OLD MAN!?" ; Thanksgiving of 1978. I was right there. I watched in silence, the snelving coward that you made me. Dear LORD please forgive me. I loved my grandfather with all my heart, but I knew if I said anything I would get the blot. I would become the target.
All of your slobbering flattery is supposed to keep your victims in the dark. That and the incredible fear that you instilled.
Jesus is not ashamed of you for your deeds. He is ashamed of you for your flat out refusal to REPENT.
You can't repent because you are not sorry. Your horrid deeds can fill volumnes, from sexual molestation down to murder. Something tells me that grandddaddy is not the only person you have killed. Some body knows. You are a closet lesbian. Your women know. You are a child molester, your victims know. Who are you hiding the truth from?
I know that you can't love, can't feel sympathy or empathy. What about guilt?
You wrote your own obituary and included an "explanation" for why you never finished college. "Martha was a very devoted daughter who left college to care for her dear mother who was dying of cancer." Why? First of all your mother died in 1954, that would make you 29 years old!
What, do you feel guilty for disappointing your parents? Just how many years did you take your father's tuition money before you were found out? You once told me you left college because you were so poor and that you had no clothes. I found out that was one of the biggest lies ever told. Your father was actually quite prosperous.
It seems that you have spent your entire life watching and envying , always ready and willing to pounce on a destroy any one's dream.
Your type of cruelty is criminal, your mind is beyond sick and demented, it is putrid.
Did you ever try to change? The saddest fact that I have to accept is that you don't lie out of a sense of regret or embarrassment. You lie because you don't care and you really think that YOU have the right to do anything that crosses your mind.
I am telling because your type of evil must be known. People need to know what happens to heartless creatures that use JESUS CHRIST as bait to victimize His children.
Most importantly people need to know that GOD answers prayer, GOD makes intercession in our lives, He fights all of our battles.
Children love the LORD with all of your heart. Study your Bible, pray for courage.
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
I am sure you didn't set out to be the commonest woman on earth. How did you end up with such a noxious history? Lying. Simple as that. Your incredible magic lies got you here. That and the fact that you let Satan scramble your brains.
"My mama would lie fa'me. My daddy nevah would." You said that with such anger.
"She out dere telling people that I was married and he wuz going behind hur tellin' people dat I wudden." You were actually angry. Sixty years after the fact you were still mad. Where did you get the idea that your "loved ones" should lie for you? Where did you get the idea that people should help you live in that delusional world you created?
If you weren't ashamed to fornicate, why were you ashamed to have children out of wedlock? Why did you hate and try to destroy the children GOD gave you?
Lying and your homemade remedies will not and can not save you. If I weren't so sad and broken I would laugh at you. Your "preaching" is one of your jacked up homemade remedies. I can see your little brain spinning right now; "If I start preaching GOD will forgive me for taking my daddy's life. He was old any way. He had lived long enough. I just couldn't take it any more, GAWD knows my heart." Did you really think fake preaching would absolve you of your father's murder?
You forgot that I am a witness. I heard how you hollared at him and mistreated him. "WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO DIE OLD MAN!?" ; Thanksgiving of 1978. I was right there. I watched in silence, the snelving coward that you made me. Dear LORD please forgive me. I loved my grandfather with all my heart, but I knew if I said anything I would get the blot. I would become the target.
All of your slobbering flattery is supposed to keep your victims in the dark. That and the incredible fear that you instilled.
Jesus is not ashamed of you for your deeds. He is ashamed of you for your flat out refusal to REPENT.
You can't repent because you are not sorry. Your horrid deeds can fill volumnes, from sexual molestation down to murder. Something tells me that grandddaddy is not the only person you have killed. Some body knows. You are a closet lesbian. Your women know. You are a child molester, your victims know. Who are you hiding the truth from?
I know that you can't love, can't feel sympathy or empathy. What about guilt?
You wrote your own obituary and included an "explanation" for why you never finished college. "Martha was a very devoted daughter who left college to care for her dear mother who was dying of cancer." Why? First of all your mother died in 1954, that would make you 29 years old!
What, do you feel guilty for disappointing your parents? Just how many years did you take your father's tuition money before you were found out? You once told me you left college because you were so poor and that you had no clothes. I found out that was one of the biggest lies ever told. Your father was actually quite prosperous.
It seems that you have spent your entire life watching and envying , always ready and willing to pounce on a destroy any one's dream.
Your type of cruelty is criminal, your mind is beyond sick and demented, it is putrid.
Did you ever try to change? The saddest fact that I have to accept is that you don't lie out of a sense of regret or embarrassment. You lie because you don't care and you really think that YOU have the right to do anything that crosses your mind.
I am telling because your type of evil must be known. People need to know what happens to heartless creatures that use JESUS CHRIST as bait to victimize His children.
Most importantly people need to know that GOD answers prayer, GOD makes intercession in our lives, He fights all of our battles.
Children love the LORD with all of your heart. Study your Bible, pray for courage.
Be a BlessING and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Friday, February 18, 2011
"The Last to Know"
Why is it that the poor "love struck" victim is always the last to know? We have all witnessed it many times and talked about it.
"Why are they so stupid?"; we would laugh. Everyone has seen some love sick man lavish some undeserving whore with gifts only to be cheated on and abused repeatedly. When they do finally catch on they always ask ; "Why didn't y'all tell me?" Some reply; "We tried" or pretend to be as shocked as the victim.
Well here I am; "Why didn't y'all tell me?"
I sat down and listed over one hundred and ten acts of sick vile cruelty she committed against me before our first estrangement in 1988. I can't believe how I always forgave her, made excuses for her, tried to love her any way.
I know now that I was confused, crushed, beaten down to a hapless little minion.
She never managed to murder me. I survived and thrived through GOD's miraculous intercession.
Am I mad? No. Am I sad? Perhaps. Am I telling? Anyone that cares to listen. I know my harrowing life story is good news to the believer.
I know that GOD has a purpose for my life that cannot be derailed by an evil vile "woman".
What was once puzzling is now obvious. MJW studies evil, she is swift to shed innocent blood, a very lustful woman controlled by sick sadistic urges, envy and jealousy. Forbidden by GOD's laws and society to live the life she loved she perfected deceit.
"Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel,which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols. And I gave her space to REPENT of her fornication; and she REPENTED not." Revelation 2:20-21
I am exhausted and exasperated, so was my grandfather. It seems this woman has been nothing but an evil closeted demon for over seventy years.
I want you to know that she focused her most diabolical schemes on me. I am devastated, but GOD is restoring every thing that succubus stole from me.
I just wanted you to know, just in case you were interested, just in case "you ever wondered and wanted to know why".
Why? She wants to be the "Top of the bottom". Once considered one of Wade's finest she "lost the race". Positioned to possess and pursue she fell tragically short. She woke up one day with three illegitimate children and no prospects for a husband.
Determined to NEVER accept responsibility for her own actions she turned to criminal brutality and demonic "root working".
So here we are, me with a great book and her just as miserable and deceitful as she has always been.
Be careful, don't let her get you. Don't you slip, don't let her catch you limping. At eighty-five she is still ferociously evil. There is no good in her. She lives to inflict pain. I'm telling you. You can ignore and dismiss me as a kook if you want to.
My kind advice to you is to study GOD's WORD. Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit and the power of discernment.
Be a blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing".
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"Why are they so stupid?"; we would laugh. Everyone has seen some love sick man lavish some undeserving whore with gifts only to be cheated on and abused repeatedly. When they do finally catch on they always ask ; "Why didn't y'all tell me?" Some reply; "We tried" or pretend to be as shocked as the victim.
Well here I am; "Why didn't y'all tell me?"
I sat down and listed over one hundred and ten acts of sick vile cruelty she committed against me before our first estrangement in 1988. I can't believe how I always forgave her, made excuses for her, tried to love her any way.
I know now that I was confused, crushed, beaten down to a hapless little minion.
She never managed to murder me. I survived and thrived through GOD's miraculous intercession.
Am I mad? No. Am I sad? Perhaps. Am I telling? Anyone that cares to listen. I know my harrowing life story is good news to the believer.
I know that GOD has a purpose for my life that cannot be derailed by an evil vile "woman".
What was once puzzling is now obvious. MJW studies evil, she is swift to shed innocent blood, a very lustful woman controlled by sick sadistic urges, envy and jealousy. Forbidden by GOD's laws and society to live the life she loved she perfected deceit.
"Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel,which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication, and to eat things sacrificed unto idols. And I gave her space to REPENT of her fornication; and she REPENTED not." Revelation 2:20-21
I am exhausted and exasperated, so was my grandfather. It seems this woman has been nothing but an evil closeted demon for over seventy years.
I want you to know that she focused her most diabolical schemes on me. I am devastated, but GOD is restoring every thing that succubus stole from me.
I just wanted you to know, just in case you were interested, just in case "you ever wondered and wanted to know why".
Why? She wants to be the "Top of the bottom". Once considered one of Wade's finest she "lost the race". Positioned to possess and pursue she fell tragically short. She woke up one day with three illegitimate children and no prospects for a husband.
Determined to NEVER accept responsibility for her own actions she turned to criminal brutality and demonic "root working".
So here we are, me with a great book and her just as miserable and deceitful as she has always been.
Be careful, don't let her get you. Don't you slip, don't let her catch you limping. At eighty-five she is still ferociously evil. There is no good in her. She lives to inflict pain. I'm telling you. You can ignore and dismiss me as a kook if you want to.
My kind advice to you is to study GOD's WORD. Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit and the power of discernment.
Be a blessing and be blessed. "Keep yourself up much as you can." Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing".
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
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