It is finally over. I thank GOD. Something that should have ended over seventy or eighty years ago. Something so vile and hideous that it is unbelievable. It is certainly unbearable.
I found the answer. GOD delivered me from the hands of the most diabolical aberration possible. I call her an aberration because it is humanly impossible to be real. It is physically and psychologically impossible for a man or woman to be as sick and demented as "She" is.
"She" is the result of her own doing, her own cunning and craftiness. Truly, she is a woman that got exactly what she deserved, nothing.
My grandfather was a kind gentle wise man. I wonder did he ever imagine that you would murder him one day? He had to. You tried to blow his head off when you were sixteen!
Did anyone ever try to help you? By sixteen it was way too late. You were far too wicked and you absolutely refused to listen.
Now I understand why granddaddy made sure I had a firm foundation in the book of Proverbs, in the Bible.
"The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge..." That is a fact that you always ignored. A sick demented reprobate you were determined to have everything your way. You did! You won! But what did you win?
A scummy low life name, shunning, hatred, disgust, embarrassment, shock and awe. You vile sick woman you demand to be loved. You demand to be loved for the minimum begrudged "love" that you parcel out stingily ever so often.
You can't get it if you are prettier, more intelligent, "luckier", received a compliment or an award. You can't get it if you try to improve yourself. and you sure can't get it if you love GOD. If you are perceived as good, if you have earned a good name.
"Haters of those that are good." Read your Bible.
You are mad that no one really likes you. Who can? I tried for sixty years! What did I get for my trouble? Betrayal, stabbed in the back over and over. You will never get there. A lie can't get you to the truth. You know that. You don't care because you hate GOD. You know that you can't win. Your intention is to trouble and torture until the day you die. That's your plan. What is GOD's plan?
No one can trust you. That is all your fault. Your life is what you made it. You are accursed. You are a Demon1 You refuse to repent.
Thank you for "uninviting" me to your funeral. Why are you planning a funeral? "Man proposes, GOD disposes!"; that is what you always told me.
"GOD sits high and looks low."; you taught me that. I guess all that preaching and praying is some indication that you wanted to "serve" the LORD. Or was it just a ruse, another "Mathy Jane" scam?
All you ever had to do was ask. GOD will give you the meditation of your heart. If you want the indwelling of the Holy Spirit you have to pray for it.
I will admit that you have made my life pretty miserable, a living hell. Not just me, my brothers as well. Now that I have no doubt concerning the awful depths of your depravity I can't help but wonder about certain tragedies that befell our family.
No matter what,I will obey the LORD; "From such stay away." "Vengeance is mine sayeth the LORD. I SHALL REPAY!"
Children, you can look at that Bible. No one can make you read it or try to understand it. Do know that you need it. It is your GPS.
Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Stay in His WORD.
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
I Was A Senior In High School!
I was a senior in high school. I was popular. All my teachers and my principal loved me. Mr. E.E. Miller called me into his office often, just to chat. He trusted me, he admired me. I shared that with you. I thought you were really proud of me. I thought we had a real mother/daughter relationship.
Mr. Miller put me in charge of the charter bus. I told you. It was an honor. The principal of E.E.Smith Senior High school selected Me! You assed around, I kept begging you; "Mother! we have to go! We are going to be late! I can't be late Mother!" I didn't know what was going on. I didn't know why *Gino made you get in the car. I didn't know why *Gino took over and drove me. Sure enough I missed the bus.
I let Mr. Miller down. You were glad. *Gino drove me all the way to Raleigh. I never knew why. It was not until 2005! That incident happened in 1968! In 2005 you stood in my bathroom and asked me if my stepfather *Gino ever molested me. What a strange question? You never asked about the real molester. You never asked because you never cared. You never cared because you were always the succubus behind it.
That was just another incident that we never dealt with. Why? Fear kept me silent. What kept you silent? Were you too successful? Were you truly enjoying your secreted demonology?
I didn't know why you insisted on pulling all those evil tricks over and over. Throwing *Emma Lou's beautiful hand-me-down sandals away, making sure I never wore them. They were too pretty for me, too good for me. I know I was a jet black bastard that ruined your life. GOD entrusted my sorry little life to you and you were going to show GOD something. I was your "thing", something to be abused by your men. I was a dummy, too dim-witted to catch on to your real feelings, your real thoughts.
I was eight years old and too embarrassed to ask my mother why my "private area" hurt so excruciatingly. You were my mother. You didn't care, you couldn't care. You did the best you could. GOD saddled you with all of these mouths to feed. Being feed is not the same as being nurtured. Mistreating us was easier to do without that interfering daddy of yours. Mistreating was easier without those "church niggas in de country".
Learn how to blame them. Be loud and ignorant, be violent and vulgar. They will soon learn to leave you alone. They will some learn to shut up, to keep their "lying ass" mouth off of you.
You were going to fix GOD. You were going to make these burdens (children) suffer. GOD would think again before he saddled you with six children for some black ass no account niggas.
Did anyone ever confront you concerning your insane jealousy? Did Jean Johnson? You changed your name to Martha Jean because you were so jealous of your best friend. Why did she shun you, revile you, get shed of you? What did you do to her? How did you react when confronted?
Why did you hate your blind husband? Why did you hate your little short jet black husband? Why did you mistreat your tall good looking too young husband?
Have you ever been wrong? Have you ever apologized for any thing you ever did? Has anything ever been your fault?
Two or three times a year you got me with some terrible deed. Something unmentionable. I was riding right along with you. I was with you much of the time, never knowing that you are a pure demon. Think about, how many times was I riding in the car with you, or shopping with you, or just talking to you and you were just faking? Staring at me, hating me, laughing and talking to me while hating me with a passion. Just pretending to love me. Hate, full of sick demonic hatred. You hated me for no reason you Idiot! It was You that you were hating! You hated yourself for allowing men to run "trains" on you. You hated yourself for "loving" women. You hated yourself for touching children.
I was riding with you, living with you, sharing with you, never knowing that not one word of truth lives in you. I know NOW that you are a cruel black hearted demonic whore incapable of anything but hatred.
There were some things that happened, some things that happened to me that should have been dealt with. I didn't deal with them because I didn't know how. I guess I thought they would just go away.
We won't talk about all of the sexual abuse right now. I want to talk about why you sent me to my Girl Scout meeting looking like a fool? I want to know why you sent me to the prom looking like a sad sack? I want to know why you threw a brand new dishwasher away when I thanked you for buying it? I want to know why you killed so many of our pets? I want to know why you followed behind me throwing my pants and skirts away? I want to know why you wiped your shitty behind in my bath cloth? I want to know why you screwed men, women and children?
I want to know, what are you going to do? You are outed! You are no longer a mystery! Your sick demonic character is crystal clear. Are you still looking for victims? Your little "Goofer dust" black magic hoodoo voodoo will not work on me.
Have you found some new victims? We know that you are jealous of your so called best friend. What did you say about her being "rooted", about all of her money evaporating like water? What about your five sons? Which one are you picking on? All of them? Why do you hate your granddaughters? Are they too pretty? Not whorish enough for you?
Will you give up? Will you change? Not likely. It is your life. Sorry as it is, it is your life. There is no Christ in it, but it is the secret clandestine life you chose to live. CLAIM IT! You lived it, now claim it.
Children, if you don't want to live a life like Mathy Jane's, change. Heed GOD's WORD. Listen to the voice of wisdom. Put all of your TRUST in GOD.
Be richly Blessed. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Mr. Miller put me in charge of the charter bus. I told you. It was an honor. The principal of E.E.Smith Senior High school selected Me! You assed around, I kept begging you; "Mother! we have to go! We are going to be late! I can't be late Mother!" I didn't know what was going on. I didn't know why *Gino made you get in the car. I didn't know why *Gino took over and drove me. Sure enough I missed the bus.
I let Mr. Miller down. You were glad. *Gino drove me all the way to Raleigh. I never knew why. It was not until 2005! That incident happened in 1968! In 2005 you stood in my bathroom and asked me if my stepfather *Gino ever molested me. What a strange question? You never asked about the real molester. You never asked because you never cared. You never cared because you were always the succubus behind it.
That was just another incident that we never dealt with. Why? Fear kept me silent. What kept you silent? Were you too successful? Were you truly enjoying your secreted demonology?
I didn't know why you insisted on pulling all those evil tricks over and over. Throwing *Emma Lou's beautiful hand-me-down sandals away, making sure I never wore them. They were too pretty for me, too good for me. I know I was a jet black bastard that ruined your life. GOD entrusted my sorry little life to you and you were going to show GOD something. I was your "thing", something to be abused by your men. I was a dummy, too dim-witted to catch on to your real feelings, your real thoughts.
I was eight years old and too embarrassed to ask my mother why my "private area" hurt so excruciatingly. You were my mother. You didn't care, you couldn't care. You did the best you could. GOD saddled you with all of these mouths to feed. Being feed is not the same as being nurtured. Mistreating us was easier to do without that interfering daddy of yours. Mistreating was easier without those "church niggas in de country".
Learn how to blame them. Be loud and ignorant, be violent and vulgar. They will soon learn to leave you alone. They will some learn to shut up, to keep their "lying ass" mouth off of you.
You were going to fix GOD. You were going to make these burdens (children) suffer. GOD would think again before he saddled you with six children for some black ass no account niggas.
Did anyone ever confront you concerning your insane jealousy? Did Jean Johnson? You changed your name to Martha Jean because you were so jealous of your best friend. Why did she shun you, revile you, get shed of you? What did you do to her? How did you react when confronted?
Why did you hate your blind husband? Why did you hate your little short jet black husband? Why did you mistreat your tall good looking too young husband?
Have you ever been wrong? Have you ever apologized for any thing you ever did? Has anything ever been your fault?
Two or three times a year you got me with some terrible deed. Something unmentionable. I was riding right along with you. I was with you much of the time, never knowing that you are a pure demon. Think about, how many times was I riding in the car with you, or shopping with you, or just talking to you and you were just faking? Staring at me, hating me, laughing and talking to me while hating me with a passion. Just pretending to love me. Hate, full of sick demonic hatred. You hated me for no reason you Idiot! It was You that you were hating! You hated yourself for allowing men to run "trains" on you. You hated yourself for "loving" women. You hated yourself for touching children.
I was riding with you, living with you, sharing with you, never knowing that not one word of truth lives in you. I know NOW that you are a cruel black hearted demonic whore incapable of anything but hatred.
There were some things that happened, some things that happened to me that should have been dealt with. I didn't deal with them because I didn't know how. I guess I thought they would just go away.
We won't talk about all of the sexual abuse right now. I want to talk about why you sent me to my Girl Scout meeting looking like a fool? I want to know why you sent me to the prom looking like a sad sack? I want to know why you threw a brand new dishwasher away when I thanked you for buying it? I want to know why you killed so many of our pets? I want to know why you followed behind me throwing my pants and skirts away? I want to know why you wiped your shitty behind in my bath cloth? I want to know why you screwed men, women and children?
I want to know, what are you going to do? You are outed! You are no longer a mystery! Your sick demonic character is crystal clear. Are you still looking for victims? Your little "Goofer dust" black magic hoodoo voodoo will not work on me.
Have you found some new victims? We know that you are jealous of your so called best friend. What did you say about her being "rooted", about all of her money evaporating like water? What about your five sons? Which one are you picking on? All of them? Why do you hate your granddaughters? Are they too pretty? Not whorish enough for you?
Will you give up? Will you change? Not likely. It is your life. Sorry as it is, it is your life. There is no Christ in it, but it is the secret clandestine life you chose to live. CLAIM IT! You lived it, now claim it.
Children, if you don't want to live a life like Mathy Jane's, change. Heed GOD's WORD. Listen to the voice of wisdom. Put all of your TRUST in GOD.
Be richly Blessed. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Who Do We Pray To?
Who do you pray to? Do you pray? Do you believe in a Higher Power?
I do. I believe in and know for myself that I have an advocate in Christ JESUS. I know I am part of a much larger predestined GOD anointed plan. I know that I hear from GOD. I know that there are people that scoff. Most people just shun me. Shun, avoid, disbelieve, disassociate, stand clear, prefer to observe from a distance or simply disdain.
I don't blame anyone. Maybe they are not avoiding me. Maybe I am avoiding them. I am paranoid. I do enjoy me. I do love my alone time. I would rather do some form of art and write than anything.
Let's face it, when you have a "mother" like mine, who needs company? I don't need company that thinks like she does. I will not associate with ignorant "color struck" people. I will not associate with jealous envious people. I will not abide liars.
There are over six billion people on this planet earth and many of those people are good. All people are not ignorant blind sheep.
We repeat the "LORD's Prayer"; "Our Father", "Our Father", not to Our Great White Father, or Our African-American Father. So, why do we continue to divide ourselves? Say things like ;"I care about children that look like me." GOD wants us to care about ALL children, All people. GOD is no respecter of MAN. Bore yourself with all that color, race and sex nonsense.
Do we think heaven is divided by race and ethnic group? Do we really believe in "heaven"? Is "heaven" something we merely repeat because everyone else does?
We tease little children and take them through the farce of "Santa Claus". It is fun for adults, makes money for retailers and keeps most people broke. Why do we do it? Are we too afraid to look "unkind"? Are we trying to prove to our children that we love them? How long do the kids "know" before they catch on? Before they announce that you can curtail the little "game"?
I caught on at four, but I don't think my "mother" tried real hard to fool me.
Is there a "heaven"? We must go some where? It is all too mysterious. I have too many "infallible proofs". I know that I am preparing to go somewhere. I know GOD prepared a place for me.
Do you live right for a reward or do you live right just to live right?
If you "live wrong", why do you? How does it profit you?
Is that how much you hate GOD, hate Goodness, hate all innocence? Did you ever think that you were going to win? Are you too proud to be ashamed? Are you so ashamed that you would rather die and and go to hell? Are you so ashamed of the deeds that you were stupid enough to volunteer to do? Where you so out of control with lust that you lost your mind? Are you really that selfish and demonic?
Why can't you cuss and curse the devil? Didn't you know that you would have to answer to your victims one day? Why did you think "sah-shaying" off pretending to be innocent was the solution? It was your magic, "Mathy's Magic" and only you could control it.
It wasn't magic. It was shock! I was shocked as a little girl. I guess you were shocked too. You kept committing criminal offenses and the world you lived in was too ashamed to identify you, to put you in jail. Remember, "un-convicted" doesn't mean innocent. "Un-identified" simply means the world is in shock. There is no vocabulary word for you. Those children came through you for GOD's Own purpose. GOD did not create those children for you to destroy.
Why couldn't you stop? They made it safely to adulthood? What do you want? When will you realize that you can't change GOD's Gospel into a lie?
You the self anointed princess of Wade could do anything you pleased and the world would continue to bow down as long as you pulled your "magic". Just pretend like you didn't do it. Just cut the fool, act like a stark raving maniac. That attempting to kill your daddy when you were sixteen was the best scam you ever came up with. People soon learned to leave you alone. People soon learned to let you have your way.
You know that's a delusion don't you. That's an awful delusion straight from the devil himself. You brought it on yourself. What did you think would happen? You were the one foolish enough or dumb enough to be down on that murdered man's grave at midnight during a full moon. ARE YOU CRAZY!!!???
You know you're crazy don't cha? You know you are lost! You picked the wrong road, the wrong team. Shame on you!
You knew this day was coming. What did you plan to say? What was going to be your excuse? How do you justify your cruel hatred?
Can you say you are sorry? Secretly, deep down in your heart? don't you feel something? When and how did you lose your "humanness", your soul? Was it worth it? Do you know why you have never been able to stop lying?
Yes, I am ashamed of you. I am ashamed to know you. I will not lie for you. You have a lot a nerve professing to hate people that will not lie for you. It really doesn't matter. Hate is the only feeling you are capable of. So blinded by jealousy that you invent ridiculous scenarios. Totally blinded by your sins you refuse to see. Totally addicted to "root working" you can't stop. It is in you. It is not your second nature, it is your first nature. Cruelty and hatred is your first thought. Keeping your secret desires secret is more of a challenge. Too many people are paying attention to you. Too many people are looking at your fruit. Too many people are remembering. Rats! You have to come up with a new strategy, a new game plan. You continue to play crazy and refuse to see.
We are both too old and I am too tired. Anyone that asks about you, I am going to tell them the truth. Yes, you are a child of GOD, but you are stupid. I am sorry, stupid is about the kindest word I know. Lost, out side the arch of safety, a back slider, none of those words ever worked.
Continue to work out your "own salvation". I am working on mine.
It is fine. The "wicked shall cease from troubling."
Why can't we acknowledge that there is only one race, the Human Race?
I made up my mind as a small child, I am not going to be stupid because you are stupid.
If you have problems, suffering from any form of lack, ask GOD why? He will answer, all you have to do is heed.
Be richly Blessed. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace, and Happiness,
Rachel
I do. I believe in and know for myself that I have an advocate in Christ JESUS. I know I am part of a much larger predestined GOD anointed plan. I know that I hear from GOD. I know that there are people that scoff. Most people just shun me. Shun, avoid, disbelieve, disassociate, stand clear, prefer to observe from a distance or simply disdain.
I don't blame anyone. Maybe they are not avoiding me. Maybe I am avoiding them. I am paranoid. I do enjoy me. I do love my alone time. I would rather do some form of art and write than anything.
Let's face it, when you have a "mother" like mine, who needs company? I don't need company that thinks like she does. I will not associate with ignorant "color struck" people. I will not associate with jealous envious people. I will not abide liars.
There are over six billion people on this planet earth and many of those people are good. All people are not ignorant blind sheep.
We repeat the "LORD's Prayer"; "Our Father", "Our Father", not to Our Great White Father, or Our African-American Father. So, why do we continue to divide ourselves? Say things like ;"I care about children that look like me." GOD wants us to care about ALL children, All people. GOD is no respecter of MAN. Bore yourself with all that color, race and sex nonsense.
Do we think heaven is divided by race and ethnic group? Do we really believe in "heaven"? Is "heaven" something we merely repeat because everyone else does?
We tease little children and take them through the farce of "Santa Claus". It is fun for adults, makes money for retailers and keeps most people broke. Why do we do it? Are we too afraid to look "unkind"? Are we trying to prove to our children that we love them? How long do the kids "know" before they catch on? Before they announce that you can curtail the little "game"?
I caught on at four, but I don't think my "mother" tried real hard to fool me.
Is there a "heaven"? We must go some where? It is all too mysterious. I have too many "infallible proofs". I know that I am preparing to go somewhere. I know GOD prepared a place for me.
Do you live right for a reward or do you live right just to live right?
If you "live wrong", why do you? How does it profit you?
Is that how much you hate GOD, hate Goodness, hate all innocence? Did you ever think that you were going to win? Are you too proud to be ashamed? Are you so ashamed that you would rather die and and go to hell? Are you so ashamed of the deeds that you were stupid enough to volunteer to do? Where you so out of control with lust that you lost your mind? Are you really that selfish and demonic?
Why can't you cuss and curse the devil? Didn't you know that you would have to answer to your victims one day? Why did you think "sah-shaying" off pretending to be innocent was the solution? It was your magic, "Mathy's Magic" and only you could control it.
It wasn't magic. It was shock! I was shocked as a little girl. I guess you were shocked too. You kept committing criminal offenses and the world you lived in was too ashamed to identify you, to put you in jail. Remember, "un-convicted" doesn't mean innocent. "Un-identified" simply means the world is in shock. There is no vocabulary word for you. Those children came through you for GOD's Own purpose. GOD did not create those children for you to destroy.
Why couldn't you stop? They made it safely to adulthood? What do you want? When will you realize that you can't change GOD's Gospel into a lie?
You the self anointed princess of Wade could do anything you pleased and the world would continue to bow down as long as you pulled your "magic". Just pretend like you didn't do it. Just cut the fool, act like a stark raving maniac. That attempting to kill your daddy when you were sixteen was the best scam you ever came up with. People soon learned to leave you alone. People soon learned to let you have your way.
You know that's a delusion don't you. That's an awful delusion straight from the devil himself. You brought it on yourself. What did you think would happen? You were the one foolish enough or dumb enough to be down on that murdered man's grave at midnight during a full moon. ARE YOU CRAZY!!!???
You know you're crazy don't cha? You know you are lost! You picked the wrong road, the wrong team. Shame on you!
You knew this day was coming. What did you plan to say? What was going to be your excuse? How do you justify your cruel hatred?
Can you say you are sorry? Secretly, deep down in your heart? don't you feel something? When and how did you lose your "humanness", your soul? Was it worth it? Do you know why you have never been able to stop lying?
Yes, I am ashamed of you. I am ashamed to know you. I will not lie for you. You have a lot a nerve professing to hate people that will not lie for you. It really doesn't matter. Hate is the only feeling you are capable of. So blinded by jealousy that you invent ridiculous scenarios. Totally blinded by your sins you refuse to see. Totally addicted to "root working" you can't stop. It is in you. It is not your second nature, it is your first nature. Cruelty and hatred is your first thought. Keeping your secret desires secret is more of a challenge. Too many people are paying attention to you. Too many people are looking at your fruit. Too many people are remembering. Rats! You have to come up with a new strategy, a new game plan. You continue to play crazy and refuse to see.
We are both too old and I am too tired. Anyone that asks about you, I am going to tell them the truth. Yes, you are a child of GOD, but you are stupid. I am sorry, stupid is about the kindest word I know. Lost, out side the arch of safety, a back slider, none of those words ever worked.
Continue to work out your "own salvation". I am working on mine.
It is fine. The "wicked shall cease from troubling."
Why can't we acknowledge that there is only one race, the Human Race?
I made up my mind as a small child, I am not going to be stupid because you are stupid.
If you have problems, suffering from any form of lack, ask GOD why? He will answer, all you have to do is heed.
Be richly Blessed. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace, and Happiness,
Rachel
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
The Truth Is!
The truth is I could have had this confrontation with you over fifty years ago. I know now that I should have. I just couldn't find the courage.
Is that a good thing? Are you proud to know that you are so savage and ignorant that few will dare confront you with the truth?
What is the point? Nothing has changed. Hiding your "truth" doesn't change it. Why do want to be something that must be hidden? Why do you lie to yourself? Do you believe you?
"Ah ain't no back do' nigga. I went ova 'dere and got my refrigerator!" Why do you lie? You know why you manipulated your sons into emptying your son's medical office. You know that you made your son make a decision. Why would your son chose his "mother" over his wife? What kind of idiot are you?
If we ever thought you had good sense that one act proved that you are a stark raving maniac. The sad truth is you proved that you are a stark raving maniac many times before. Is it our fault that we didn't know how to get away from you? Didn't know how to reject you? Didn't know how to get free of you? Some how we always needed some of your blood money. You kept us tethered to a loan or a credit card or some sick secret.
How you can pretend to love GOD and remain a heartless whore I will never know. That's part of your "get over". Do things so repugnant, so offensive that no one will dare repeat it. Scare the "Be-Jesus" out of your victims. Taunt and destroy, taunt and destroy until the day you die.
Most will never catch on.
Be richly Blessed children. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Is that a good thing? Are you proud to know that you are so savage and ignorant that few will dare confront you with the truth?
What is the point? Nothing has changed. Hiding your "truth" doesn't change it. Why do want to be something that must be hidden? Why do you lie to yourself? Do you believe you?
"Ah ain't no back do' nigga. I went ova 'dere and got my refrigerator!" Why do you lie? You know why you manipulated your sons into emptying your son's medical office. You know that you made your son make a decision. Why would your son chose his "mother" over his wife? What kind of idiot are you?
If we ever thought you had good sense that one act proved that you are a stark raving maniac. The sad truth is you proved that you are a stark raving maniac many times before. Is it our fault that we didn't know how to get away from you? Didn't know how to reject you? Didn't know how to get free of you? Some how we always needed some of your blood money. You kept us tethered to a loan or a credit card or some sick secret.
How you can pretend to love GOD and remain a heartless whore I will never know. That's part of your "get over". Do things so repugnant, so offensive that no one will dare repeat it. Scare the "Be-Jesus" out of your victims. Taunt and destroy, taunt and destroy until the day you die.
Most will never catch on.
Be richly Blessed children. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Monday, July 25, 2011
You Have An Advocate!
You have no excuse! You have an advocate in Christ JESUS! Anything you want, just ask, "call him up, tell him what you want!".
Is that not common sense? Is that not the best news? So who wants to be on the wrong side? Who wants to dismantle GOD's plan? Who wants to pretend, destroy, hide secret hate?
Can anything so horrific be true? Can a "loved one" be burdened down with a sick demonic closeted hatred? How long can a person commit strange sick things against you and go unnoticed? Unpunished? "Unpunished" does not mean that you are innocent or blessed by GOD? It doesn't mean that GOD has ever taken His Eye off of You! For over sixty years you have had "your way" with me. Hiding in the dark committing despicable unmentionable sins. GOD knows why and GOD knows when
Jesus said; "Defraud no man!" but that is all most people do. Enron, Bernie Madoff, The Housing Bubble, Eddie Long, APS, on and on. "Robbing Peter to pay Paul."
I fled a school system where the idiot principal locked all of the bathrooms except for one. The dummy claimed that the students smoked in the bathrooms. True and so!? Put monitors in the bathrooms, put smoke detectors in the bathrooms, utilize the state of the art surveillance system the county put in every school.
Why should over two thousand people have to be treated inhumanely? Can you not think or empathize? do you not care because you don't have an office, you have a suite complete with a shower?
Who should we blame? The inept uncaring principal? The selfish uncaring "board"? The uninformed unconcerned parents? Parents that never have time for a PTA meeting. Parents that drive by the marquee every day and never read it. Parents that never open emails or letters with the school's logo or letterhead. Parents and students that demand to be enrolled in advanced placement classes made easy. Parents that believe that lying principal when he assured his parents that his AP teachers could bring a student reading on a second grade level up to speed in a semester.
Should we blame the school dietitian that is terrified of going over X county's stingy budget? So for years she pretends she can't determine how many chicken wings to prepare. So "D" and "E" lunch continue to get short changed . "D" and "E" must look forward to such delicacies as french fries, rice and canned peaches every day.
It usually takes a week for "D" and "E" diners to start skipping, always pretending they don't know their assigned lunch. This madness goes on for years. Assistant principals never listen to teachers.
Most parents just want to see some good grades on a sheet of paper. "Skin your own skunks." Don't send students to the principals office. Find your own way to reward or punish. Just love on them. Play to win. Do the best you can and count the days to retirement. Then, "get gone!"
"Get gone" but do know that you inadvertently contributed to the "dumbing of America". Pray for them. Hope and pray that they will pick up a book, buy some software. Pray that they will be able to recover the years lost in a sorry school system, a system that threw them away.
"Study to show yourself approved." a "degree" is something that You have to earn.
Be richly blessed. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace, and Happiness,
Rachel
Is that not common sense? Is that not the best news? So who wants to be on the wrong side? Who wants to dismantle GOD's plan? Who wants to pretend, destroy, hide secret hate?
Can anything so horrific be true? Can a "loved one" be burdened down with a sick demonic closeted hatred? How long can a person commit strange sick things against you and go unnoticed? Unpunished? "Unpunished" does not mean that you are innocent or blessed by GOD? It doesn't mean that GOD has ever taken His Eye off of You! For over sixty years you have had "your way" with me. Hiding in the dark committing despicable unmentionable sins. GOD knows why and GOD knows when
Jesus said; "Defraud no man!" but that is all most people do. Enron, Bernie Madoff, The Housing Bubble, Eddie Long, APS, on and on. "Robbing Peter to pay Paul."
I fled a school system where the idiot principal locked all of the bathrooms except for one. The dummy claimed that the students smoked in the bathrooms. True and so!? Put monitors in the bathrooms, put smoke detectors in the bathrooms, utilize the state of the art surveillance system the county put in every school.
Why should over two thousand people have to be treated inhumanely? Can you not think or empathize? do you not care because you don't have an office, you have a suite complete with a shower?
Who should we blame? The inept uncaring principal? The selfish uncaring "board"? The uninformed unconcerned parents? Parents that never have time for a PTA meeting. Parents that drive by the marquee every day and never read it. Parents that never open emails or letters with the school's logo or letterhead. Parents and students that demand to be enrolled in advanced placement classes made easy. Parents that believe that lying principal when he assured his parents that his AP teachers could bring a student reading on a second grade level up to speed in a semester.
Should we blame the school dietitian that is terrified of going over X county's stingy budget? So for years she pretends she can't determine how many chicken wings to prepare. So "D" and "E" lunch continue to get short changed . "D" and "E" must look forward to such delicacies as french fries, rice and canned peaches every day.
It usually takes a week for "D" and "E" diners to start skipping, always pretending they don't know their assigned lunch. This madness goes on for years. Assistant principals never listen to teachers.
Most parents just want to see some good grades on a sheet of paper. "Skin your own skunks." Don't send students to the principals office. Find your own way to reward or punish. Just love on them. Play to win. Do the best you can and count the days to retirement. Then, "get gone!"
"Get gone" but do know that you inadvertently contributed to the "dumbing of America". Pray for them. Hope and pray that they will pick up a book, buy some software. Pray that they will be able to recover the years lost in a sorry school system, a system that threw them away.
"Study to show yourself approved." a "degree" is something that You have to earn.
Be richly blessed. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace, and Happiness,
Rachel
Saturday, July 23, 2011
When You Get The Holy Ghost!
When you get the Holy Ghost you get the HOLY GHOST! I can't explain it. It's like fire shut up in my bones. I want to run. I want to scream! I want to thank GOD. I want to be humble. I want to be bold. I want to slay the devil. The devil doesn't phase me. I will kick the devil's ass! I will not lie and cower to protect that demon that pretends to be my "mother".
It is not a title that she wanted. As a matter of fact she rejected it. The only reason she didn't abort me was because she knew that she had my "simple minded" daddy hooked. That was one she knew she could control. She played with his mind too much, was way too whorish.
Too late to abort she was stuck with me. The whores in the "whore house" were moved to compassion. That's sad when lesbian prostitutes have more compassion and love for a baby than the baby's own mother.
It can and does happen. It is not about color, race, status, sex or sexual orientation. I have to admit it. It is "free will". It is what a person wants and desires in their life.
Was she that spoiled? Was she born a monster? Did she wax into the demon that she is? Does she hate GOD? How could she be so brilliantly demonic so long?
Dear LORD Thank you for Your WORD! Thank you for delivering us from Evil!
Be richly blessed children. Continue to study His WORD. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace, and Happiness,
Rachel
It is not a title that she wanted. As a matter of fact she rejected it. The only reason she didn't abort me was because she knew that she had my "simple minded" daddy hooked. That was one she knew she could control. She played with his mind too much, was way too whorish.
Too late to abort she was stuck with me. The whores in the "whore house" were moved to compassion. That's sad when lesbian prostitutes have more compassion and love for a baby than the baby's own mother.
It can and does happen. It is not about color, race, status, sex or sexual orientation. I have to admit it. It is "free will". It is what a person wants and desires in their life.
Was she that spoiled? Was she born a monster? Did she wax into the demon that she is? Does she hate GOD? How could she be so brilliantly demonic so long?
Dear LORD Thank you for Your WORD! Thank you for delivering us from Evil!
Be richly blessed children. Continue to study His WORD. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace, and Happiness,
Rachel
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