What if?

What if you wake up one morning and realize that you have been duped, robbed, set up, had, maligned , terrorized, used as a toilet, by your own MOTHER?

You will lose your mind.  You will scream in anguish.  You will hate the bitch.  You will plot revenge.

But if you fall down on your knees, if you pray, if you thank GOD for righting every wrong, if you thank GOD for preventing her for doing her worse, you will be alright.  You will walk in victory.  You will glory in GOD's triumph.

If you seek GOD's guidance you will realize that GOD permitted her sick, demonic, devious cruelty to purge you.  GOD had to purge me of her mentality.  GOD had to purge me of all the ignorance she inculcated.  I had to see for myself.  For a long time I was very angry that no one told me.  People could not tell me what they did not know themselves.

Let's face it, the woman is a brilliant con-artist, a flim-flammer, an Iceberg Slim, a cold hearted, clever , extremely manipulative covert narcissist .  A woman so full of insane pathological jealousy and envy she destroyed herself and her entire family.

It will break your heart to finally recognize this fool.  You will cry when you imagine what might have been without her interference, without her "blocking", without her schemes and scams, without her "root working".

Do know that you too will have a "Season of Sorrow".  The fact that we are human beings on this earth trying to live, trying to find our place among 7 billion people, dictates, demands that we suffer.

Most people are greedy.  Too many people are common and "nasty".  Most people lie and few people are real "Christians".  Most people are stiffnecked "unbelievers" deluding themselves into thinking that they are "good".  If you can't see that you are still filthy, if you can't see your flaws, if you refuse to recognize GOD as the head of your life, you are in trouble.

We are all in trouble and without Christ we are nothing.

I wish Martha no ill will. ( Well I'm working on it. )  I know that she will get exactly what she deserves.  GOD bless her.  And GOD bless all of her minions and all of those still captivated by this vivacious very entertaining brilliant charlatan.

"Know ye the Truth!...." "I'm so glad I found the LORD Jesus in time."

There is a lesson for the world in my story.  #1 - Don't Lie!  Stop lying and denying.  Stop defending your foul life.  If you get angry and "cuss" out all of your critics and admonishers, you are in trouble.

#2 - Never believe that relying on guile and treachery is the answer.  Do not defend yourself with the excuse; "This is a dog eat dog world."

#3 - If she taught you that you were sitting on a gold mine, do know it was a ploy, it was a trick.  She just wants every woman she knows to be as common as she is.  When she slays you she will talk about you.  She will get on the phone and smear your name.  She will tell your "aunt" how common you are and how you don't have sense enough to get a man or keep a man like she does.  Yes, she will keep you from eviction , she will pay for your slashed tires, but she will ruin your character.  Every one she knows will have to listen to how she had to help you.  We will all have to hear about how dumb and illiterate you are.

If you listen very carefully to her conversation you will hear very little that is positive.  You will catch her putting curses on people; "He gon' lose dat house!" over and over until he is homeless.

Misery does love company.  Rather than clean herself up and climb up out of that hole, that poor unfortunate ignorant woman would rather destroy this generation and generations to come.  That's pride.  "Pride goeth before a fall."

My sixty year journey, my "season of sorrow" gives me the right to offer you advice.  No, you don't have to take it.  You don't have to listen.  You don't have to join my blog.  You can miss my point and agree with her that I am nothing but a "stanking" snitch and backstabber.   You can sit around her table laughing and talking about me for a few of her pennies and heaps of her phony praise.  You can believe she has left you thousand s of dollars in her will.  You can give up the right for the wrong.  You and I know, we all know, indecent is indecent, common is common.  "Shun the very presence of evil."

Do what you will or may.  I am going to trust GOD.  I am going to press on to the mark.  I am going to get up everyday thanking GOD for delivering me from evil.

Be richly blessed "family".

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S. I am standing up for my grandfather, my only "mother".  I am going to clear and glorify his name!

"Have You Any Rivers"- Mahalia Jackson

Snakes In The Church - Preached at National Baptist Convention, Orlando,...

Rev C L Franklin

"Wait on the LAWD!"

I say waaaaaaa-iiiiiiiiii-tttt on the LAWD!  Waaaaaaaaaaa-iiiiiiiiii-tttttttttttttttt oooonnnnnnnn duh LAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWDDDDDDDDDDDD! (hack) I don't blieve ya' heard me! (hack)
Ah saaaiiiddd wait ooonnnnnnnnnn the LAWD! (hack) He will see yoooooooouuuu throooough! (hack)...can the chuuuurch say AAAAAAAAAAAmen? (hack)

If a precha' can't hack , he can't preach.

That's the kind of church I grew up in.  That is my religious experience and to be honest it is my preference.  But at some point we must get beyond entertainment and get down to the WORD.  We must seek GOD's face and His Wisdom.  It is time to quit playing "Chuuuurrrccchhhhhhhhhh!".  It is time to have CHURCH.

Our souls are in danger.  How can the people hear if they have no preacher?  Every man or woman standing in a pulpit is not anointed.  Some, far too many are nothing but rank demons leading their blind and deaf sheeplets into captivity.

I am not going down in your ship.  I will not wait on your unbelief.  I can read and discern the Bible for myself.  I can pray for myself.

I can think critically and see clearly.  I will not follow some demonic woman into hell because she wears a robe and because some dim-witted just as corrupt cowards gave her a license to "preach".

I am not going to pretend that monster, that monstrosity, that abomination is not what she is because you are too blind, cripple or crazy to acknowledge the TRUTH.

"It is what it is!"  The LORD Jesus Christ told me to Shun the very presence of evil and that is what I fully intend to do.  I am warning you because that is what GOD laid on my heart to do.

I know most of you won't listen because you are a "stiffnecked people".  It is all in Divine Order.  This has all been predestined.  "The just shall live by faith."

Laugh at me, talk about me, judge me, scorn me, ostracize me.  Go ahead, do you.   Every where you go your character is showing.  Do wrong for money.  Don't trust GOD.  Be your own god.  Supplement your "church going" , "amening", and "praisedeLawding" with a "goofer dust" bag.  Be double minded, "out lie a cross tie".

Make sure your are extremely manipulative and cunning.  Backstab and betray everyone and turn around and  demand to be honored.  Bully your way through life.  Make sure you are a jealous sociopath.  Be the phoniest, lyingest, commonest  person you can be.  Beat , bludgeon , maim, eviscerate and attempt to destroy any and all that say different.  Hate!  Just hate!  Don't have a reason, just hate.

Get up every morning, look in the mirror and grin.  Mentally recount how many lives you destroyed, how many dreams you killed.  Grin and laugh, almost skip downstairs to make your coffee.  Now get on the phone and check on your minions.

"Hello baby.  How's my beautiful dawthur today?  I wuz jest thankin' 'bout you."  Con all of  "the goody" out of them.  Now fume, get jealous, envy, hate, now plot.

'She thank she so smart wid hur black ass.  She thank she bedder than me cause she got an education.  Shit I'm the one that did the 'hoing dat she to good fa'.  Shit she wudden' be nuttin' if I hadn't married dat black ass pre-vert.  (I know it is pervert, but I say pre-vert on purpose because it is a part of my "crazy act").  She ain't got no bizness wid mo' than me.  She thank she bedder than me.  I'll fix hur and I'll fix hur good!  Dat damn black ass dummy will nevah know.  None of dese dumb ass niggas will eva' know.  I got my act down chile!  I kin fool GAWD!'

Let the chips fall where they may.  Line up on the side you most identify with.  Shun knowledge, shun truth, but don't you ever shun that demon.  Don't think, don't think, don't think.  Go along to get along.  Just go to church, tip in and tip out.  Listen to that Jesus crap, say amen, but don't you ever believe it.  Look out for yourself.  Why should you trust a GOD that you can't see?  Trust yourself!  Run scams, rob and steal.  Use your good looks and good hair to take advantage of the simple.  Complain and suffer your whole life.  Never learn, never grow.  Continue to hate and lie, continue to bully and intimidate.  Don't forget to hate.  If you find your hatred slipping make up another lie to justify your foul life.

Get on the phone, lie and manipulate some more.  Make sure they hate that "snitch", that backstabbing weird ass nerdy over educated "thank she white" bitch of a daughter that talks too much.

Feel sorry for yourself for a minute.  Read your Bible.  Look for scripture to hide behind. "Honor your mother..", that's a good one.  Say something about the "sea of forgetfulness".  They are too dumb.  None of these dumb ass niggers will ever "figga'" you out.

Keb' Mo' Dirty Low Down & Bad

Son House - Forever on my Mind