What if?

What if you wake up one morning and realize that you have been duped, robbed, set up, had, maligned , terrorized, used as a toilet, by your own MOTHER?

You will lose your mind.  You will scream in anguish.  You will hate the bitch.  You will plot revenge.

But if you fall down on your knees, if you pray, if you thank GOD for righting every wrong, if you thank GOD for preventing her for doing her worse, you will be alright.  You will walk in victory.  You will glory in GOD's triumph.

If you seek GOD's guidance you will realize that GOD permitted her sick, demonic, devious cruelty to purge you.  GOD had to purge me of her mentality.  GOD had to purge me of all the ignorance she inculcated.  I had to see for myself.  For a long time I was very angry that no one told me.  People could not tell me what they did not know themselves.

Let's face it, the woman is a brilliant con-artist, a flim-flammer, an Iceberg Slim, a cold hearted, clever , extremely manipulative covert narcissist .  A woman so full of insane pathological jealousy and envy she destroyed herself and her entire family.

It will break your heart to finally recognize this fool.  You will cry when you imagine what might have been without her interference, without her "blocking", without her schemes and scams, without her "root working".

Do know that you too will have a "Season of Sorrow".  The fact that we are human beings on this earth trying to live, trying to find our place among 7 billion people, dictates, demands that we suffer.

Most people are greedy.  Too many people are common and "nasty".  Most people lie and few people are real "Christians".  Most people are stiffnecked "unbelievers" deluding themselves into thinking that they are "good".  If you can't see that you are still filthy, if you can't see your flaws, if you refuse to recognize GOD as the head of your life, you are in trouble.

We are all in trouble and without Christ we are nothing.

I wish Martha no ill will. ( Well I'm working on it. )  I know that she will get exactly what she deserves.  GOD bless her.  And GOD bless all of her minions and all of those still captivated by this vivacious very entertaining brilliant charlatan.

"Know ye the Truth!...." "I'm so glad I found the LORD Jesus in time."

There is a lesson for the world in my story.  #1 - Don't Lie!  Stop lying and denying.  Stop defending your foul life.  If you get angry and "cuss" out all of your critics and admonishers, you are in trouble.

#2 - Never believe that relying on guile and treachery is the answer.  Do not defend yourself with the excuse; "This is a dog eat dog world."

#3 - If she taught you that you were sitting on a gold mine, do know it was a ploy, it was a trick.  She just wants every woman she knows to be as common as she is.  When she slays you she will talk about you.  She will get on the phone and smear your name.  She will tell your "aunt" how common you are and how you don't have sense enough to get a man or keep a man like she does.  Yes, she will keep you from eviction , she will pay for your slashed tires, but she will ruin your character.  Every one she knows will have to listen to how she had to help you.  We will all have to hear about how dumb and illiterate you are.

If you listen very carefully to her conversation you will hear very little that is positive.  You will catch her putting curses on people; "He gon' lose dat house!" over and over until he is homeless.

Misery does love company.  Rather than clean herself up and climb up out of that hole, that poor unfortunate ignorant woman would rather destroy this generation and generations to come.  That's pride.  "Pride goeth before a fall."

My sixty year journey, my "season of sorrow" gives me the right to offer you advice.  No, you don't have to take it.  You don't have to listen.  You don't have to join my blog.  You can miss my point and agree with her that I am nothing but a "stanking" snitch and backstabber.   You can sit around her table laughing and talking about me for a few of her pennies and heaps of her phony praise.  You can believe she has left you thousand s of dollars in her will.  You can give up the right for the wrong.  You and I know, we all know, indecent is indecent, common is common.  "Shun the very presence of evil."

Do what you will or may.  I am going to trust GOD.  I am going to press on to the mark.  I am going to get up everyday thanking GOD for delivering me from evil.

Be richly blessed "family".

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
P.S. I am standing up for my grandfather, my only "mother".  I am going to clear and glorify his name!