I woke up this morning very aware of the fact hat I am kin to some scared, "no-count niggas". NO COUNT!
"no count" means that you can't be counted upon. You are shiftless, lazy, uncaring, unsympathetic, narcissistic, slow, dim-witted, controlled.
We are all controlled, controlled until we wake up, see the light. We are controlled until we learn to hear, to heed the WORD of GOD.
Life is a test. Not a pop quiz, but a test. Did you read the book? Did you take notes? Did you extrapolate?
Is that what you really think? Or do you think that is what you should think because that is what everyone else thinks? Do you think that because your mother taught you that? Are you a simple minded blind follower?
Your "mother" murdered your grandfather! That is a fact! That is not mere speculation as she slyly suggests. "I'm not doing no CSI!" you spew full of venom. Are you mad because I have common sense? Or are you mad because I have "balls" enough to say it out loud? Got "balls" enough to contact the Fayetteville Police over and over for years, to no avail.
Dismissed as a nut, reviled for being a snitch, I press on.
You got away with a lot. You are perhaps the oldest reprobate that ever lived. You think you got away with the perfect murder, but you didn't. "See where your granddaddy put duh gun ... AFTER he shot hizsef in the heart."
So we missed that window. We all lived out of state. There is no statute of limitations on murder! "Let it go Gwen! Let it go!!!" I will not!!! My granddaddy was somebody. Somebody worthy and deserving of respect and honor. If he was guilty of anything it was not putting your sick a** away. Perhaps guilty of keeping you a "secret". I don't think he knew the true depths of your depravity. (Few people do)
You said the police gave you a paraffin test. Why would they give you a paraffin test ? Why did you volunteer that information? If you were given a paraffin test as you claim, there would be a record of it.
You hated him! You hated him secretly just like you do me. Why can't you hate out loud? Out in the open? Why are you so sneaky? (sneaky, creepy and vile, Oh My!) Why did you label me sneaky? My on-line psychiatrist said it is because you "project". Always too cowardly to own your own sin you deliberately and delusionally "project" your deeds onto others.
That's cool. You are complicated. Yes, you are a demon. "From such stay away."
You have no right to live such a foul despicable life and demand honor. Just crawl, crawl away and hide somewhere.
"...it is getting close to midnight."
THE END
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It was always there. I always felt it. (Her not so secret hatred) She wanted me to know it and to feel it. She bragged about, but she kept it tucked in, out of view to the public. Everyone couldn't know. She laughed about it with her minions, the one's that hated me and envied me almost as much as she did. You are hated too, you just don't know it. What do you have to do to earn her hatred? Be younger, prettier, more attractive, smarter, more talented, more gifted, get a compliment, hit the lottery, have a better car, house, hotter fries, tell a better joke, be anointed. It doesn't matter b/c she hates just to hate. She hates b/c it's her fun, her recreation. She will get you. She will set her sights on you. The first thing she is going to do is ruin your reputation, scandalize your name. If she can get your ear. If you show her any kindness, you're going down. In her mind you are fair game b/c you were stupid enough to trust her. Whoa! Don't think she is the only one. There are a lot of women like her. Men don't tend to end up so low. Thank GOD!
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