Walk by faith.

Walk by Faith!   Know that GOD has your back.  TRUST GOD!   Put All of your Trust in the LORD Jesus Christ, for real.    Not for talk, not for show, for real.   Do it for real.   Pray for GOD to open your eyes.    Do what Jesus told you; "Be as wise as a serpent but as gentle as a dove."

Forgive yourself.   Being born into captivity doesn't mean you have to stay there.   There is not one person on this earth that is better than you.    There is not one person that is less than you.

GOD did not give one person more than he gave you.   We are all lied to, all exploited.   We are all pawns in a "chess game".    Don't believe the lies of the "evil one" that tries every trick in the book to subdue you, to destroy you, to lead you into "captivity".

Of course you have sinned.   Yes, "we all have come short of GOD's best."    Confess your sins.   "Go and sin no more."

If you find yourself entangled in the "evil one's web",  know that you are not ultimately defeated.   "Though he slay me, yet will I serve the LORD!"    Serve Him in spirit and in Truth.    Don't get down on your knees lying to yourself and lying to GOD.    Don't fake religion.    If you don't believe, don't believe.   But, don't you dare think that you can use GOD's goodness and mercy as a tool for your treachery.   Don't ever try to exploit some one's love and desire for Christ.    Don't you ever think or believe that you are that smart.

Pray!    Don't pray with a laundry list of "wants".    Pray with thanksgiving.    Thank GOD for blessing you. Pray for guidance.   Pray for strength.    Pray for protection.   Pray for wisdom.

Do "look into your own life".   Most of all never try to be your own god.   Never believe your foul filthy tongue and savage violence will last forever.   You will become old and feeble.   "Your eyes will become dim, your grinders few."    Don't think anyone should respect you just because you are elderly.    Don't think your lies and rage will protect you.    Don't you dare go back to your secret books on the occult.   Don't run down to the graveyard collecting more dust.    Don't hate your admonishers.  Don't hate GOD's Truth!

If you have lived a filthy foul life based on fear and intimidation do know you will pay the "very last mite".

It is a shame children.    It is a dirty rotten shame.   If this demon is so great, so beautiful, so brilliant, so chosen, so "light bright and damn near white", so blessed with "Jesus grass", why did she have to fall so low? Why did she have to do things so repugnant that she would rather spend eternity in hell than confess them, or repent?

Don't think you are better.    Go out in this world with a phony "Jesus" plastered on your mouth.    Make sure your walk is just as fake as your "faith".    Praise the LORD in public as a ploy to fool your potential victims.    Believe that the world is a "dog eat dog world".     Make sure you are the vicious predatory dog. Make sure you are extremely deceitful and manipulative.    Make very very sure you never relent, never confess, never change.    Hate, envy, covet , lie and destroy your whole life.    Spend all of your energy and talent leading "frail little birds" into evil.    Laugh!   Feel good when your sneaky tactics work!    Laugh uproariously! year after year for eighty-six years, smile to yourself and continue to pretend that you have won!

Continue to praise your "hanger-on-ers" for their "loyalty".  Discourage them from reading the Bible.  Keep the "scent" off of you.   Lie!  Lie if you have to.  Tell the foulest sickest lies you can create.  Play "crazy", garner sympathy pretending to be just another victim of the "man", of jealousy.  Pretend that jealous dark skinned women, black women are jealous of you.  Pretend that your daughter is jealous of you because she is jet black!

Laugh! because no one will ever believe her.    Hate her!    Hate her more than you did when the "thang" was born.    Hate her more than you did when you were forced to carry her for nine months.    Hate her because her "sorry ass daddy" didn't marry you.    Pretend you were some poor easily manipulated "good girl".

Blame your "ignorant parents" for all of your "unwed" pregnancies.    Never admit that you were a whore, a prostitute.     Never accept your culpability.    After all you are "yalla".   You are "chosen".   GOD never intended for you to live right.    Why should you?    GOD gave you "color", you are blessed.    Continue to teach that same ignorance.    Beam with pride when you hear your children and grandchildren repeating that ignorance that you taught them.

Pray!    Prayer brings honor to GOD.   Do not ever believe that GOD is your dog that you can sic on people.    Don't pretend that your preaching gives you more favor with GOD.    Don't believe that GOD ever let you get away with evil.

It would have been better for you if you had confessed and repented at fourteen.    I am sorry that you relied on your superior guile and manipulative skills to live a very long perverted life.

It is all for GOD's Glory, for His Good.    Thank you.

Be richly blessed children. Stay in His Word. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel