"I tell you what!"

You can be a slow learner if you want to.  You can ignore the Truth, if you want to.  You can continue to ignore me, ridicule me, revile me, scoff and pretend that I am some kind of nut, if you want to.  It will not end well for you.  GOD told me to tell you something.

You need to pray over it and seek GOD's guidance before you cast me aside and ostracize me.  First of all, do know that demons are real!  Demons live among us and with us.  Demons are spirits (Matthew 12:43, 45)  Demons are imps, Satan's emissaries (Matthew 12:26-27).  Our earth is crawling with them.  These evil spirits enter into men and women and take control of them.  For some reason they need embodiment, otherwise they are powerless.  (Matthew 12: 43-44; Mark 5:10-12).  All "unbelievers" are open to demon possession.  (Ephesians 2:2)

If you are unsure about Christ, you are in danger.  If you are a fake, a phony "Christian", you are in trouble.  If you are an exploiter of Christ for your own selfish gain you are in serious trouble.  And if you are related to, tethered to, in a relationship with a closeted  demon, you are in serious trouble.

I have a fascinating story to tell.  I was born into the clutches of a demon!  From the moment of my conception GOD dispatched His host of angels to protect me, to guide me and to reveal this truth.

No, you don't need to know my story to ridicule or crucify this poor woman.  You need to know for your protection.  You need to know so you will not fall victim to the same "temptations".

I can see clearly how it happened now.  My "mother", a very beautiful,, brilliant, talented woman fell prey to her own guile.  She ignorantly got involved in the occult at as very young age.  Was actually foolish enough to court demons, to solicit them to harm people she felt threatened by.  For what ever reason she has always suffered from very low self-esteem.   Her low self image fuels her insane jealousy.  Over the years she waxed worse and worse.  Now she is an abomination.  Her past is so foul I will not recount it here.  There is only one thing that I must rectify, the death of my grandfather, Jerome Walters.

The Holy Spirit will not let me rest.  She killed him.  Perhaps I should not say she.  No, she didn't do it.   That demon that inhabits her did it.  Unfortunately it is a demon that she thinks she wants, or thinks that she needs.  Yes, she is conflicted.  Every once and a while she wants to come clean, to confess.  That demonic spirit will not let her.  That explains the conflict, the confusion, the torment, the shame.

I just want to tell her what she already knows; "At the name of Jesus, every knee shall bow and every tongue shall confess."

She knows all of this.   She is a preacher.  She is weak and deeply ashamed, yet remains powerless.   She knows better, can do better.  But, she won't.  She won't because she doesn't have to.  As long as she has supporters and exploiters, she never has to.  As long as she has relatives rallying for her, "loving" on her, helping her to deny this awful truth she will never change.

It is a horrible inconvenient truth.   I have denied it, suffered from it my entire life.  I knew it when "she" caused my knee to swell and ache rendering me incapable of marching in the E.E.Smith band as a majorette.        "She" was jealous, insanely and irrationally jealous.  Mad with my grandfather for buying my majorette boots.

Do know I have always known about her secret hatred and planned destruction.  Make sure you know that her vile demonic behavior has never been reserved for me only.   If you know her, associate with her, you too are a victim.

Today I actually want to apologize to her. I want to apologize for hating her so much.  She certainly deserves to be hated.  But, that is not what Jesus would have us do.  The GOD I serve wants me to love her.  My grandfather always loved her.  He tried to admonish her and to teach her as best he could.  To no avail, because that "monster" she harbors finally murdered him.  Shot him through the heart.

It was wrong.  I am tormented by this foul deed perpetuated against a good man.  A good man that deserves honor.  I will not rest.  I will find no peace until I clear my grandfather's name.

 I called you common and indecent.  You are not common and indecent, your deeds are.  Your deeds are foul.  You know it, that's why you try to hide them from most people.  From most people, not all people.

I know that smugness and air of superiority is a total put on.  You are a brilliant actress.  In reality you hate yourself.  You are revolted by your poor decisions and low character, but you always believed  that you were powerless to sin and debauchery.  Your pathological insane jealousy is fueled by your low self-esteem.

It is confusion. Yea, you are messed up.  You are possessed by a demon or a legion of demons.  Yes, you brought it on yourself out of ignorance and rebellion.

GOD told me to tell you that He forgives you and loves you.  He told me to tell you to "Come on in the house.  Enough is enough daughter.  You have suffered enough.  You have caused enough pain.  Bend your knees, repent of your sins."

Pray and fast, children.  Seek GOD's face.  Seek righteousness.  Pray and ask for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit.

Be richly, blessed.  Remember,;"Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel