Be careful of what you wish for.

Yea, you be better be careful of what you wish for. Don't be so quick to envy. Envy and covetousness will get you in trouble. The worse thing any person can do is refuse to listen to the voice of GOD. You can tune GOD out if you want to. Make up brilliant lies and intimidate the world with your vicious tongue and treachery. It will bite you in the ass one day.

You can think that you are smarter than GOD, if you want to. Do every sin unimaginable and think you are slick enough to get out of it.

Sure, start preaching. Believe that will cover your sins and erase every one's memory, if you want to. Become a known rank demon and "root worker". Keep thinking you are going to get off of this planet unscathed, unrecognized, unpunished. Think you can push GOD around like you did your entire family for eighty-six years.

Pawn yourself off as some kind of "saint" when you want to be and a "demon" when you have to be. No, mam. You have always been a demon! A lecherous demon, escaped from the bowels of hell.

Don't come off with those "tears" hollering "Why now!?". You know why now! You are such a savage demonic brute, such a terrifying aberration, no one can believe that you are in fact the demon that you are.

You know that you conditioned and terrorized us into keeping you a "secret". You messed around and "messed up" Miss Perfect Demon. You messed around and made your move too soon. You messed around and let that wayward son return after twenty-five years. Yea, he returned crushed and broken just like you wanted, just like you planned. You do your dirt then you sneak off and laugh. You are pathetic! You demand to crush and break any one with enough sense and nerve to escape your lair. A sick sadistic whore you demand to bludgeon and eviscerate for your own pleasure. You crushed me every day of my entire life, just like you did that puppy.

People if you have a small child that kills small helpless animals you are going to have some problems. You can't wish that problem away and you can not ignore it. A sadist will never be denied their "secret" pleasure.

Well, he came back more than broken. He came back with the truth. He came back with the missing pieces of the puzzle. Shame on you Slut! I'd whoop your ass if you weren't so old. But, I don't need to whoop your evil "stanking" ass. GOD is doing a good job. You weren't that "horny" or lustful. You just wanted to lead him into captivity. You want every one rotting in captivity with you.

You can't clean up your bloody footprints. You can't undo your debauchery. You are a sick animal. Not only are you sick, you're dumb. "Dumb as Balaam's ass". That what you always said about me. I might be dumb but I am not as dumb as you are. You tried to turn me into something as common as you.

GOD told you not to be double-minded. That's where you went wrong. A hypocritical "saint" on Sunday and a rank ass demon the rest of the week.

"You lak'ta got away." You almost made it, but GOD kept you here for His own reasons. "You ner'bout got ova'" But, the GOD I serve brought your son back home. He came back with some vital information. A woman sick and self-centered enough to do that could care less about murdering her own father. The father that she secretly hated. You secretly hate every one that is good. That's why you always hated me. ( Study the book of Matthew)

I can't say that I feel sorry for you sitting down there in that hole. You are right where you need to be.

A closeted secret demon, who knew? That's why you couldn't cry, never batted an eye. You are one cool crook. You are the sickest, the lowest. I'm glad you got old before I found out.

There is nothing for you to do now but die I reckon. Die lying so we will always wonder what else you did.

I have enough haunting terrible memories to last one hundred life times. That ploy you practiced of going berserk, screaming and launching into tirades won't help you now. Making people feel sorry for you won't work either. Manufacturing the most incredible lies, pinning your "acts" on someone else will not work any more.

I told you, "You gon' haf'ta settle up, dawthur."

You are a "sign and a proverb" alright. "The Bible sho' right! Eva' word in that book is true." Too bad you didn't know that. Too bad you were too stupid to believe it.

May the Dear LORD have mercy on your despicable soul.

Stay in His WORD children. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel