This B*****thought that I had to take it.

No! for real! This stupid b**** thought I had to take her s*** forever! She thought that I would take it or she knew that I would take it?

(I don't think anyone should ever call their mother a b****. "The b**** called me one! every day of my life! to my face b****! S***! I thought every mother called their daughter a b****.")

Did she think she could make me take it?

I hope you can hear me scream through this blog.

This part is gossip. I know it is wrong to gossip. At least that's what the people with something to hide say.

This woman was married to her 3rd husband while still screwing her 2nd husband to establish an alibi for her (future) 4th husband for smashing out all of his car windows. So the 3rd husband leaves her. Not for cheating on her with all of her men. He left her because she treated him just like a dog. She treated him the same way she treated her children and her father.

So he left. She accused him of stealing her Cadillac. (She neglects to tell you that she put his name on the title.) It was a ploy. It was a form of manipulation. Yea, she bought him fine clothes, gave him money. Most of the time she treated him like a gigolo. He was much younger, but she was much smarter.

Yes, he did manage to get away. But he suffered. She took me to Fort Lee, Virginia, with her when she went stalking him, trying to make his CO make him come back to her because they had a baby.

"Mam! I can't make that man go back to you!" I felt so sorry for her. She was crushed. Her daddy had warned her; "Daw-thur, ain't no man 'gon stay wid'yo' talkin' to him lak dat." She paid her daddy's advice no "rabbit ass mind". Did what she always did, what ever she wanted. It was "Mathy's way or the highway!" She paid the cost to be the boss. Somehow she always controlled the purse strings. She made sure you had to go through her to survive.

Yes, she does have a brilliant mind for manipulation. She knows very well how to trick you out of your money. How to make you feel good for a penance. How to make you feel bad for simply existing.

So the man leaves and she rages. Drives drunk with the baby in the car. Rages and lies. Never comes to grips with why her 3rd husband left her. Never came to grips with her horrid vulgar past or present. Just tried to cover it up with some "clown preaching".

Never could stop that "voodoo" though. It's too much fun for her. The fool thinks that she is actually winning. GOD being large and in charge of this world has never occurred to her.

So impressed with "herself". So in love with her "color" and her "hair", she never learned to love or care about others. Other people are truly her "stepping stones".

While she was being extremely "common" and pretending that she couldn't help it, she waxed worse and worse.

You can put up with her. I won't. I am going to shun her and all people that like her and are like her.

GOD gave me my life and he didn't give it to me to let some out of control demon ruin what is left of it.

To quote my little niece; "just saying".

Be richly blessed children. Stay in His WORD. Remember, "Apart from Christ you are nothing."

Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel