Saturday, February 18, 2012
You can be a lot of things...
You can be a lot of things but you can't be your own god. Well, you can be your own god but, you are doomed to be a poor one. You can be like Don Quixote, fighting windmills until the day you die. You will be just another wasted life thrown on the dung hill.
Yes, it is your choice. You have the right to be stubbornly stupid. You may break every one's heart with your obstinacy and "lack of sense". But, it is your right.
The Bible clearly says; " Fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge." If GOD can't tell you how to live. If you have refused to listen low these many years, I know that it is not going to happen. It can't happen, you have proved that you are unworthy. You have proved that you are unacceptable.
"Conning" your "loved ones" was not your greatest feat. "Conning" yourself was. Ironically you are not completely "conned", thus all the lying and subterfuge.
How dare you demand complete loyalty, our silence, my silence! You horrible reprobate! You can't stand yourself that's why you lie so viciously.
Do you hate me because I tell you the truth? Or do you hate GOD's Truth? You can't change GOD's truth! You are a mere piss ant in the eyes of GOD demanding that I revere the likes of you.
You know that you are demonic, DEMONIC by choice. That's my issue. That's my weakness. I failed to realize for far too many years that it was your choice. My grandfather passed his burden on to me. Yes, you were his burden. He told me to always help you. He told me to love you.
I know now that he did not know the depths of your depravity. How could he? You still refuse to believe how sick and depraved you actually are. You still demand that your futile "parenting" efforts be recognized as grande.
You also know that any good "parenting" you ever did was purely accidental. You had to put us in school. Luckily we went to very good schools. A sick devious monster always working your evil and your "roots" you ran out from behind some tree or bush every time we were honored, claiming credit.
You are an animal and I don't like you. I don't have to like you. I don't have to have any appreciation for you or anything you ever did that I benefited from. You have never had any good intentions for me or anyone else. Everything good that happened to me or for me has been solely the hand of Almighty GOD. GOD loves me and rescued me from you and the likes of you, despite You!
You knew what you were doing bragging to me how you gave my "black a** away" as a baby. Your objective was to crush my self-esteem. It worked. Because I felt so low I tried to improve myself. I became a voracious reader. I became a real scholar. Because you refused to talk to me, to love me I found peace, solace and solitude in my art.
I just want to tell you one thing, you are one dummy! A dumb idiot that insisted on proving she was more intelligent than the children she ruined with her savage "secret" cruelty.
Well you decided to be your own homemade god. What a pathetic weak god you are. You don't control anything, that is why you remain in hiding, "living" in fear.
I am going to tell you one more thing. Every thing you did to others is going to come back on you. (Psalm 35) You should have read that Bible instead of faking it.
"The Just shall live by Faith". Look it up "preacher".
Be richly blessed family. Work out your own soul salvation with fear and trembling. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Yes, it is your choice. You have the right to be stubbornly stupid. You may break every one's heart with your obstinacy and "lack of sense". But, it is your right.
The Bible clearly says; " Fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge." If GOD can't tell you how to live. If you have refused to listen low these many years, I know that it is not going to happen. It can't happen, you have proved that you are unworthy. You have proved that you are unacceptable.
"Conning" your "loved ones" was not your greatest feat. "Conning" yourself was. Ironically you are not completely "conned", thus all the lying and subterfuge.
How dare you demand complete loyalty, our silence, my silence! You horrible reprobate! You can't stand yourself that's why you lie so viciously.
Do you hate me because I tell you the truth? Or do you hate GOD's Truth? You can't change GOD's truth! You are a mere piss ant in the eyes of GOD demanding that I revere the likes of you.
You know that you are demonic, DEMONIC by choice. That's my issue. That's my weakness. I failed to realize for far too many years that it was your choice. My grandfather passed his burden on to me. Yes, you were his burden. He told me to always help you. He told me to love you.
I know now that he did not know the depths of your depravity. How could he? You still refuse to believe how sick and depraved you actually are. You still demand that your futile "parenting" efforts be recognized as grande.
You also know that any good "parenting" you ever did was purely accidental. You had to put us in school. Luckily we went to very good schools. A sick devious monster always working your evil and your "roots" you ran out from behind some tree or bush every time we were honored, claiming credit.
You are an animal and I don't like you. I don't have to like you. I don't have to have any appreciation for you or anything you ever did that I benefited from. You have never had any good intentions for me or anyone else. Everything good that happened to me or for me has been solely the hand of Almighty GOD. GOD loves me and rescued me from you and the likes of you, despite You!
You knew what you were doing bragging to me how you gave my "black a** away" as a baby. Your objective was to crush my self-esteem. It worked. Because I felt so low I tried to improve myself. I became a voracious reader. I became a real scholar. Because you refused to talk to me, to love me I found peace, solace and solitude in my art.
I just want to tell you one thing, you are one dummy! A dumb idiot that insisted on proving she was more intelligent than the children she ruined with her savage "secret" cruelty.
Well you decided to be your own homemade god. What a pathetic weak god you are. You don't control anything, that is why you remain in hiding, "living" in fear.
I am going to tell you one more thing. Every thing you did to others is going to come back on you. (Psalm 35) You should have read that Bible instead of faking it.
"The Just shall live by Faith". Look it up "preacher".
Be richly blessed family. Work out your own soul salvation with fear and trembling. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Friday, February 17, 2012
You rocked my world!
You rocked my world and you did it intentionally. You did deliberately with forethought and malice attempt to utterly destroy me.
You committed every demonic act possible against your own children. You are that woman in Proverbs that "plucketh" down her own house with her own hands.
You are that "whore" that GOD warned would lead a man to a crust of bread.
If it is too little too late for you , so be it. But, it is not too late for others. It is not too late for the world.
I just watched Dr. Phil responding to the video of the man shooting his daughter's laptop. Dr. Phil missed it. He did not point out what a monster this man must be. I got the man's message. "If you don't tow the line. If you don't fear me, if you dare to speak up and criticize me in any manner I am going to do some serious harm to you." A sick demon possessed man posing as a good parent. I know and can recognize your kind quite well. I have sixty years of experience.
Am I the only one that can recognize the demon that rails in him? Pretending that he is angry about her selfishness he spews more venom than she did. It is not going to end well. Tragedy is on it's way to that family.
I find it fascinating, the greatest bullies are always the most sensitive. You have the foulest filthiest vocabulary in your arsenal of verbal assaults, but you can't be criticized. No one is permitted to even hint that you are not the perfect saintly prima donna you pretend to be. You offer fantasy, enter Martha's perfect world and rot.
" I don't know why you bothered to become a doctor? You will suffer for "outdoing" me. Why did you waste your time becoming a "school teacha'". You will rue the day! I am going to stay stuck like glue to you, charm and harm you, laugh all the way and you will never know! I don't know why dat "ugly" boy want to be a musician. I will ruin him. "Charm and harm", that's my way. Dem niggas too dumb to ever suspect me! And if they do, what dey gon' do about it? I got power! I got my "dust"."
You said that you would "nevah speak to dat nigga again!" for getting drunk enough to remind you of how you abused him as a child. You got mad with him for asking about his "real" father.
You are just not going to be wrong EVER, are you? Six living children, all abused by you. No you never abused us in the same manner or for the same reasons. You viciously abused all of us just the same. We were forced to absorb your vicious "parenting' . Saddled with your deep dark secrets, forced to carry your burdens for a "crust of bread".
Dr. Phil still got it wrong. He ended his interview by predicting how many children would be sexually abused by their fathers by age eighteen. You missed it Dr. Phil. Women are just as guilty, just as likely to sexually abuse their offspring.
Let go of that myth America, every "mother" is not a good "mother". Some mothers are pedophiles hiding behind their titles, hiding behind their gender. Some hide behind clerical robes.
"Know ye the Truth and the Truth will set you Free!" Jesus
To GOD be the GLORY!
You committed every demonic act possible against your own children. You are that woman in Proverbs that "plucketh" down her own house with her own hands.
You are that "whore" that GOD warned would lead a man to a crust of bread.
If it is too little too late for you , so be it. But, it is not too late for others. It is not too late for the world.
I just watched Dr. Phil responding to the video of the man shooting his daughter's laptop. Dr. Phil missed it. He did not point out what a monster this man must be. I got the man's message. "If you don't tow the line. If you don't fear me, if you dare to speak up and criticize me in any manner I am going to do some serious harm to you." A sick demon possessed man posing as a good parent. I know and can recognize your kind quite well. I have sixty years of experience.
Am I the only one that can recognize the demon that rails in him? Pretending that he is angry about her selfishness he spews more venom than she did. It is not going to end well. Tragedy is on it's way to that family.
I find it fascinating, the greatest bullies are always the most sensitive. You have the foulest filthiest vocabulary in your arsenal of verbal assaults, but you can't be criticized. No one is permitted to even hint that you are not the perfect saintly prima donna you pretend to be. You offer fantasy, enter Martha's perfect world and rot.
" I don't know why you bothered to become a doctor? You will suffer for "outdoing" me. Why did you waste your time becoming a "school teacha'". You will rue the day! I am going to stay stuck like glue to you, charm and harm you, laugh all the way and you will never know! I don't know why dat "ugly" boy want to be a musician. I will ruin him. "Charm and harm", that's my way. Dem niggas too dumb to ever suspect me! And if they do, what dey gon' do about it? I got power! I got my "dust"."
You said that you would "nevah speak to dat nigga again!" for getting drunk enough to remind you of how you abused him as a child. You got mad with him for asking about his "real" father.
You are just not going to be wrong EVER, are you? Six living children, all abused by you. No you never abused us in the same manner or for the same reasons. You viciously abused all of us just the same. We were forced to absorb your vicious "parenting' . Saddled with your deep dark secrets, forced to carry your burdens for a "crust of bread".
Dr. Phil still got it wrong. He ended his interview by predicting how many children would be sexually abused by their fathers by age eighteen. You missed it Dr. Phil. Women are just as guilty, just as likely to sexually abuse their offspring.
Let go of that myth America, every "mother" is not a good "mother". Some mothers are pedophiles hiding behind their titles, hiding behind their gender. Some hide behind clerical robes.
"Know ye the Truth and the Truth will set you Free!" Jesus
To GOD be the GLORY!
Don't scoff!
If you can't love the LORD, don't scoff. Don't scoff and don't try to get in His way. I know you are not still standing there mad, fuming, roiling with hatred and anger! What did GOD do to you?
Every problem or hardship you ever had you brought on yourself! How are you going to stand there and blame GOD? GOD did NOT give you your "proclivities"! No He didn't! You can't blame that "mess" on your cousin either.
You did exactly what you wanted to do! Always! You have NEVER put anyone first. (Not even GOD.) You are a "plotter", a manipulator, a selfish savage beast.
You can't apologize or repent because you don't have a shred of remorse.
All you know is guile and treachery. You are a woman of low character. I used to feel sorry for you. I was very wrong. I always wanted to believe that you couldn't help it. I was wrong. You took "pleasure" in it. GOD's WORD is not wrong. You are WRONG!
Don't scoff. Go into your secret closet and pray! Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit. Ask GOD to clean you up. Repent!
Throw your burdens upon the LORD. I did.
I feel so much better. I feel lighter! I am glowing. He is a burden bearer. You know it.
Do ONE thing right on this earth!
To GOD be the GLORY!
Every problem or hardship you ever had you brought on yourself! How are you going to stand there and blame GOD? GOD did NOT give you your "proclivities"! No He didn't! You can't blame that "mess" on your cousin either.
You did exactly what you wanted to do! Always! You have NEVER put anyone first. (Not even GOD.) You are a "plotter", a manipulator, a selfish savage beast.
You can't apologize or repent because you don't have a shred of remorse.
All you know is guile and treachery. You are a woman of low character. I used to feel sorry for you. I was very wrong. I always wanted to believe that you couldn't help it. I was wrong. You took "pleasure" in it. GOD's WORD is not wrong. You are WRONG!
Don't scoff. Go into your secret closet and pray! Pray for the indwelling of His Holy Spirit. Ask GOD to clean you up. Repent!
Throw your burdens upon the LORD. I did.
I feel so much better. I feel lighter! I am glowing. He is a burden bearer. You know it.
Do ONE thing right on this earth!
To GOD be the GLORY!
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