Get up and go some where beyond your borders! Save your money and see the world. If you want to learn, if you want to be knowledgeable...go and see for yourself.
Jesus traveled, he walked and sailed the far reaches of the world. Marco Polo certainly revolutionized our vision and "our" quest by publishing his adventures.
Think of all the great writers; Ernest Hemingway,John Stienbeck, etc, you name them, down to Langston Hughes and Zora Neale Hurston. Travel is what they have in common.
No, all travelers do not become world class thinkers or authors. But, I know that travel has never hurt anyone.
Learn to think for yourself. Practice distinguishing your opinion from those that are feed to you. Never let anyone tell you who to hate or who to love.
Save your money. Save some of it. Save it for peace of mind. Don't spend all of your money on clothes and cars trying to impress people that will never love you no matter what you do. Don't dress to impress any one other than yourself. Don't spend money you don't have trying to make other people envious.
Seek the kingdom of Heaven. Live right. No, I didn't say try to live right. Live right! Lying is not right. Quit lying! Stealing is not right! Quit stealing. If you have a chink in your armor admit it. If you have a proclivity for perversion and you are too ashamed to seek help don't volunteer to keep little kids.
If you know in your heart that you are a demonic reprobate and you can't pray, you are indeed in bad shape. Don't worry, I'm praying for you. My Church (The Potter's House) is praying for you. Hopefully your church is praying for you. I sent them an e-mail.
Do pray for yourself. Do fast, do cleanse. You must repent! You know the Bible. Admit your stupid mistakes. Admit that you were dumb enough to try and use GOD's WORD to take advantage of and exploit His children. Admit that you are cold busted and that you are that woman in Ezekiel 13!
GOD is quick to forgive and heal you. You know that. What are you waiting on? You are 86 years old, way over your limit. Are you afraid that you will die? We are all going to die. Are you trying to time it just right? What if you have a stroke and go into a coma and never come out? Are you going to miss your blessing because you are too stubborn to repent of the horrible sins EVERYBODY knows you did?
"You ain't nevah fooled nobody!" Sure you shamed us beyond belief. Sent me straight into denial, but you never fooled me. I know you were (are) addicted to porn. You hid stack and stacks of the filthiest pornography under your bed. I was so dumb I thought all "grown folks" did that.
Did you spiral out of control because you were raped as a little girl? I think so and for that reason alone GOD forgives you. You been "blood bought". Jesus suffered on that cross and died for you and me.
What are you waiting on?
To GOD be the Glory and Honor. May the Dear LORD have mercy on our souls. May you find your way back to Christ. May all of your sins be forgiven. May we all find mercy, healing and blessing in His tender arms is my prayer for Jesus' sake. Amen.
Remember,;"Apart from Christ WE are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Friday, March 2, 2012
I'm sorry...but I can't shut up!
All my life this woman made me feel sorry for her because she never had any friends. Claimed women were jealous of her because she was beautiful, because she was "yalla".
You didn't deserve to have any friends! You don't deserve any now!
Common! Common! Common!
Running around like some lunatic working "roots" on people. What kind of nit-wit are you? You did your dirt cold sober, no addictions. Just a cold blooded demon. How could you? Always complaining about how friendless you were, about how every body did you wrong.
St. Peter is going to have to back up off of you. "LAWD", you got Jesus scratching His head.
You didn't deserve to have any friends! You don't deserve any now!
Common! Common! Common!
Running around like some lunatic working "roots" on people. What kind of nit-wit are you? You did your dirt cold sober, no addictions. Just a cold blooded demon. How could you? Always complaining about how friendless you were, about how every body did you wrong.
St. Peter is going to have to back up off of you. "LAWD", you got Jesus scratching His head.
"You can't reinvent yo'sef fool!"
" You can't pretend that you didn't do what you did! Just because you did it and didn't care, just because it didn't phase you in the slightest...doesn't mean it didn't happen. You can't dismiss some one and make them lower than your garbage because of the color of their skin.
You can't assign that shame to your victims. You can't holler; "You duh fool! You let me do it!" and think that is going to suffice. When indicted for your long legacy of foul deeds you can't let yourself off of the hook by screaming; "You remember too much!"
You can't couch yourself behind your simple minded minions that you have made into mental cripples, walking, talking zombies, long dead spiritually. You can't call that love. That's not love. People too afraid to mention your savage abuse, should not amuse you, or please you. Not telling on you, not revealing you to the world is not love. That's stupidity, fool!
You know they don't care about themselves. You know they don't love themselves. You taught them not to. You taught them to put you first. You have no glory. You have nothing to be proud of and everything to be ashamed of. You can't consider your "color" as a badge of honor. What does color have to do with character?
Getting your minions to agree with you, making them say that you don't owe me at least an apology doesn't make you right with GOD.
GOD doesn't want your homemade quasi-almost-repenting, where you exchange your phony preaching for your sick deeds. Your ability to erase your diabolical lustful deeds from your mind doesn't erase it from my mind. The fact that your scarred me beyond human belief and don't care does not lessen or ease my pain.
The fact that very few of my relatives care does not excuse you. You are still going to roast in hell whether you believe it or not.
People do need to know about you. People do need to find out in time. You are a notorious scandalous LIAR! You are a serious reprobate. You do put on a good act. It just isn't good enough. Your jealousy did betray you.
I do have contempt for all of your believers. I am upset that you have gotten away for so long. I am doing my best to rectify that fact. I look at what is left of my poor brothers and cry. But, I remember ; "there is none so blind as he who refuses to see."
You can't assign that shame to your victims. You can't holler; "You duh fool! You let me do it!" and think that is going to suffice. When indicted for your long legacy of foul deeds you can't let yourself off of the hook by screaming; "You remember too much!"
You can't couch yourself behind your simple minded minions that you have made into mental cripples, walking, talking zombies, long dead spiritually. You can't call that love. That's not love. People too afraid to mention your savage abuse, should not amuse you, or please you. Not telling on you, not revealing you to the world is not love. That's stupidity, fool!
You know they don't care about themselves. You know they don't love themselves. You taught them not to. You taught them to put you first. You have no glory. You have nothing to be proud of and everything to be ashamed of. You can't consider your "color" as a badge of honor. What does color have to do with character?
Getting your minions to agree with you, making them say that you don't owe me at least an apology doesn't make you right with GOD.
GOD doesn't want your homemade quasi-almost-repenting, where you exchange your phony preaching for your sick deeds. Your ability to erase your diabolical lustful deeds from your mind doesn't erase it from my mind. The fact that your scarred me beyond human belief and don't care does not lessen or ease my pain.
The fact that very few of my relatives care does not excuse you. You are still going to roast in hell whether you believe it or not.
People do need to know about you. People do need to find out in time. You are a notorious scandalous LIAR! You are a serious reprobate. You do put on a good act. It just isn't good enough. Your jealousy did betray you.
I do have contempt for all of your believers. I am upset that you have gotten away for so long. I am doing my best to rectify that fact. I look at what is left of my poor brothers and cry. But, I remember ; "there is none so blind as he who refuses to see."
I don't know why...
...the selfish ignorant s*** didn't think birthing a litter of black bastard "young'uns" was punishment enough for us? I don't know why she thought she had to pour salt and canine pepper into our wounds. I don't know why she felt the need to rob us of every good gift God ever gave us.
I don't know why the b**** has lived so very long. All I can say is, she sure made my life miserable, a living hell. Was that her intent? Or am I just collateral damage? The result of her insatiable lust.
I guess she did right to not care. This is a very selfish uncaring world. I fully understand why our loving caring GOD looked down on us, had compassion for us and sent His Son to save us.
I don't know why so many phony lying "preachers" line up to line their pockets and stroke their egos. Their day is coming. They will be found out. GOD is putting them on notice right now.
You won't do your filth on this earth and get away! Don't cherry pick GOD's Bible and skip every thing that applies to your demonic a**. You are a creep, and you need to be with your fellow creeps. "Birds of a feather flock together."
Flocking and lying, plotting and conniving, feet running swiftly to mischief.
GOD knows what I needed in my life to find Christ. Have mercy on me LORD. Dear LORD thank you for rescuing me. Many are the afflictions of the righteous. Look what they did to Jesus! Have mercy on us LORD. Have mercy on your ignorant wayward children.
To GOD be the Glory! Strengthen me LORD. Don't prop me up, give me your strength, give me your courage.
I press on to the mark. Be richly blessed children as you live and learn.
I don't know why the b**** has lived so very long. All I can say is, she sure made my life miserable, a living hell. Was that her intent? Or am I just collateral damage? The result of her insatiable lust.
I guess she did right to not care. This is a very selfish uncaring world. I fully understand why our loving caring GOD looked down on us, had compassion for us and sent His Son to save us.
I don't know why so many phony lying "preachers" line up to line their pockets and stroke their egos. Their day is coming. They will be found out. GOD is putting them on notice right now.
You won't do your filth on this earth and get away! Don't cherry pick GOD's Bible and skip every thing that applies to your demonic a**. You are a creep, and you need to be with your fellow creeps. "Birds of a feather flock together."
Flocking and lying, plotting and conniving, feet running swiftly to mischief.
GOD knows what I needed in my life to find Christ. Have mercy on me LORD. Dear LORD thank you for rescuing me. Many are the afflictions of the righteous. Look what they did to Jesus! Have mercy on us LORD. Have mercy on your ignorant wayward children.
To GOD be the Glory! Strengthen me LORD. Don't prop me up, give me your strength, give me your courage.
I press on to the mark. Be richly blessed children as you live and learn.
"Praise the LORD!"
"Praise the LORD" "Hallelujah!" "Thank you Jesus!" ; are all praises that only real washed in the blood Christians should utter. Well that is certainly not the case. There are far too many beings on this earth that make these announcements simply for show, to be thought a "Christian".
Why would anyone want to be thought of as a "Christian" and not be one for real? Is it too hard? Are the requirements too high?
Do know that far too many people think hollering "I love the LORD" makes it so. Far too many people think that attending a church and "tipping" GOD with an offering is enough. Sitting in "church" for hours and going through the motions is enough.
No brothers and sisters, you have to yearn, you have to thirst for the Holy Ghost. You must have a burning desire to walk like, talk like GOD. You must pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit.
With that being said let me go ahead and tell you what I really stopped by to tell you.
Text: Ezekiel 13: 3-11 (read it) "...and there was no peace; and one built up a wall, and lo, others daubed it with untempered mortar: Say unto them which daub it with untempered mortar, that it shall fall: there shall be an overflowing shower; and ye, O great hailstones, shall fall; and a stormy wind shall rend it."
In other words ; "GOD's gonna tear your house down!" He is going to rend it, tear it asunder! You are going down. You built up a following, earned praise and recognition with your phony self serving ministry. You used your superior gifts of intelligence and fair words to mesmerize and enslave GOD's people. But you used untempered mortar to daub your "house". "Untempered mortar", it was fake, low quality, of no value.
You sat down and cherry picked GOD's Bible and picked out words, phrases, and commandments for your benefit. You deliberately used GOD's WORD to enrich yourself unjustly.
Shame on you!
Certainly you could easily use my desperate need for a mother's love against me. For a very long time you used all of your cherry picked Biblical passages to enslave me. Especially; "Honor thy mother and father."
True , I was hamstrung by your shame. Of course I never wanted the know my awful truth. Of course I wanted to pretend to be normal like every one else. Conditioned, beat down and beleaguered I was content with simply existing, just getting by. I accepted my fate.
But one day something "got a hold of me!". One day something set my soul on fire! I told you I came out of the closet. I came out angry! I came out fighting mad! How dare you!
Who do you think you are? You ignorant, primitive, cruel, diabolical heathen! You nasty, foul, unprincipled, unhinged, immoral common woman.
How dare you be such a foul creep. You can't lay your filth on me. You have no right to hate me. You had no right to hate your father.
Shame on you! GOD is tearing your house down. You are an abomination and you know it! You may keep your other minions enslaved with your foul sick sins you deliberately involved them in. Not me. You told on me first, you "outed" me first. You divorced *D***** and told every one in the world that you were quitting him because of what he did to me. You LIAR! You just wanted that young fine man. You threw me under the bus, shamed me on purpose.
You never got me any help. You never counseled me, never sought any counseling for me. Why? Because you didn't care, can't care and will never care.
Your jealousy destroyed you. You acted the pure fool in Boston. Watching your granddaughter receive her degree from that prestigious institution slayed you. You almost had a seizure.
Yea, I felt it. I sensed it. I could not believe it. You inflicted all of your snide remarks, your behavior was shameful. You truly lost it when your cousin earned her masters. You let loose with your foul opinions.
Jealousy, sick envious jealousy destroyed you. You are not the kind of jealous person that will just criticize. You have to do something. You have to sabotage. You have to ruin. You have to leave your demonic mark.
Shame on you. GOD tore your house down. He rendered it asunder.
You beat me to a pulp. You ground me into fine little pieces, there was nothing left but dust. But, my Dear LORD picked up the pieces, He picked up the dust. He gave me legs, he gave me a body, most importantly He gave me a voice.
Shame on you and shame on all like you. Shame on your blind, deaf and dumb followers.
To GOD be the Glory and Honor!
THANKYOUJESUS!THANKYOUJESUS!THANKYOUJESUS!THANKYOUJESUS!THANKYOUJESUS! Praise His Holy Name!
Be richly healed and blessed family. May the Dear LORD deliver You from the evil one. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Why would anyone want to be thought of as a "Christian" and not be one for real? Is it too hard? Are the requirements too high?
Do know that far too many people think hollering "I love the LORD" makes it so. Far too many people think that attending a church and "tipping" GOD with an offering is enough. Sitting in "church" for hours and going through the motions is enough.
No brothers and sisters, you have to yearn, you have to thirst for the Holy Ghost. You must have a burning desire to walk like, talk like GOD. You must pray for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit.
With that being said let me go ahead and tell you what I really stopped by to tell you.
Text: Ezekiel 13: 3-11 (read it) "...and there was no peace; and one built up a wall, and lo, others daubed it with untempered mortar: Say unto them which daub it with untempered mortar, that it shall fall: there shall be an overflowing shower; and ye, O great hailstones, shall fall; and a stormy wind shall rend it."
In other words ; "GOD's gonna tear your house down!" He is going to rend it, tear it asunder! You are going down. You built up a following, earned praise and recognition with your phony self serving ministry. You used your superior gifts of intelligence and fair words to mesmerize and enslave GOD's people. But you used untempered mortar to daub your "house". "Untempered mortar", it was fake, low quality, of no value.
You sat down and cherry picked GOD's Bible and picked out words, phrases, and commandments for your benefit. You deliberately used GOD's WORD to enrich yourself unjustly.
Shame on you!
Certainly you could easily use my desperate need for a mother's love against me. For a very long time you used all of your cherry picked Biblical passages to enslave me. Especially; "Honor thy mother and father."
True , I was hamstrung by your shame. Of course I never wanted the know my awful truth. Of course I wanted to pretend to be normal like every one else. Conditioned, beat down and beleaguered I was content with simply existing, just getting by. I accepted my fate.
But one day something "got a hold of me!". One day something set my soul on fire! I told you I came out of the closet. I came out angry! I came out fighting mad! How dare you!
Who do you think you are? You ignorant, primitive, cruel, diabolical heathen! You nasty, foul, unprincipled, unhinged, immoral common woman.
How dare you be such a foul creep. You can't lay your filth on me. You have no right to hate me. You had no right to hate your father.
Shame on you! GOD is tearing your house down. You are an abomination and you know it! You may keep your other minions enslaved with your foul sick sins you deliberately involved them in. Not me. You told on me first, you "outed" me first. You divorced *D***** and told every one in the world that you were quitting him because of what he did to me. You LIAR! You just wanted that young fine man. You threw me under the bus, shamed me on purpose.
You never got me any help. You never counseled me, never sought any counseling for me. Why? Because you didn't care, can't care and will never care.
Your jealousy destroyed you. You acted the pure fool in Boston. Watching your granddaughter receive her degree from that prestigious institution slayed you. You almost had a seizure.
Yea, I felt it. I sensed it. I could not believe it. You inflicted all of your snide remarks, your behavior was shameful. You truly lost it when your cousin earned her masters. You let loose with your foul opinions.
Jealousy, sick envious jealousy destroyed you. You are not the kind of jealous person that will just criticize. You have to do something. You have to sabotage. You have to ruin. You have to leave your demonic mark.
Shame on you. GOD tore your house down. He rendered it asunder.
You beat me to a pulp. You ground me into fine little pieces, there was nothing left but dust. But, my Dear LORD picked up the pieces, He picked up the dust. He gave me legs, he gave me a body, most importantly He gave me a voice.
Shame on you and shame on all like you. Shame on your blind, deaf and dumb followers.
To GOD be the Glory and Honor!
THANKYOUJESUS!THANKYOUJESUS!THANKYOUJESUS!THANKYOUJESUS!THANKYOUJESUS! Praise His Holy Name!
Be richly healed and blessed family. May the Dear LORD deliver You from the evil one. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Thursday, March 1, 2012
"No luv fa' hur!"
"No love for her!?...what do you mean?"
"I mean exactly what I said! No luv fa' hur...dat one ain't gittin' no luv from me!"
"Why?"
"She too black!...look at hur!...she black as tar!"
"You crazy *Marigold, that baby is barely brown."
"I don' care! I can't stand hur luddle black ass...I don' wont hur...nevah wanted hur...hate I eva' had hur. I ain't got no luv to give hur...matter of fact you can have hur."
"Gul what I'm gon' do wid a baby? This a 'ho house...you can't raise a baby in a 'ho house."
"Well I'll throw hur away some whur! Hi I look going home to my mama wid a nudder baby!? I done left two 'dere already! This luddle black thang ain't gon shame me!"
"Yea, *Marigold, you sho' stay in 'family way' a lot." (trails off laughing)
"I ain't got no love fa' dis one...seem lak I hate hur. No, I do hate hur! I am the only girl in my family. I am the apple of my daddy's eye. I can't have no other cunt around trying to take my place."
"You need Jesus nigga!...Well I love hur, she a pretty little baby to me."
"Thanks Margie...you my b****! B****!"
"Fa'eva!" (said simultaneously)
Forced to retrieve this "throwed away" baby by her mother *Marigold fumed. Was mad, was resentful, watching this tiny little girl grow and thrive infuriated her. Watching her mother and father fawn over this thing fueled her deep unexplainable hatred.
The years passed much too quickly but her deep secret hatred seemed to multiply with each passing day.
"Let eva'thang happen to hur" was *Marigold's solution. From sick sexual molestation by her stepfather to planting lies and cultivating sick deep hatred of her in her brothers.
*Marigold loved it. "Dis dumb bitch can't ketch on to s***! I'm smooth wid mine. Dey ain't gon' nevah know!"
There was a slight problem, having her sexually molested backfired. "The dumb bitch became a f***ing nun! Ain't this some s***! This is not what I wanted!"
The more *Marigold did to destroy the little girl the more she over came and thrived. Seeing the love and admiration in her father's eyes for this "thang" did it! "Enuf is enuf! I will blow dat nigga's heart out! He neva' loved me lak dat. He nevah bragged on me lak dat!"
*Marigold was so happy, she was delighted by the fact that she finally crushed that gal, found her kryptonite. She knew that she would be lost, devastated without her granddaddy.
"Ha-ha I did it! Got away wid it and dem dumb niggas will nevah know!"
There was one very important element that *Marigold never factored into this equation; GOD. An All knowing, All mysterious GOD that Rights every Wrong. A GOD that loves the righteous. A GOD that will do exactly what He said. "Jesus Will Fix It!"
Be richly blessed and healed today family. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"I mean exactly what I said! No luv fa' hur...dat one ain't gittin' no luv from me!"
"Why?"
"She too black!...look at hur!...she black as tar!"
"You crazy *Marigold, that baby is barely brown."
"I don' care! I can't stand hur luddle black ass...I don' wont hur...nevah wanted hur...hate I eva' had hur. I ain't got no luv to give hur...matter of fact you can have hur."
"Gul what I'm gon' do wid a baby? This a 'ho house...you can't raise a baby in a 'ho house."
"Well I'll throw hur away some whur! Hi I look going home to my mama wid a nudder baby!? I done left two 'dere already! This luddle black thang ain't gon shame me!"
"Yea, *Marigold, you sho' stay in 'family way' a lot." (trails off laughing)
"I ain't got no love fa' dis one...seem lak I hate hur. No, I do hate hur! I am the only girl in my family. I am the apple of my daddy's eye. I can't have no other cunt around trying to take my place."
"You need Jesus nigga!...Well I love hur, she a pretty little baby to me."
"Thanks Margie...you my b****! B****!"
"Fa'eva!" (said simultaneously)
Forced to retrieve this "throwed away" baby by her mother *Marigold fumed. Was mad, was resentful, watching this tiny little girl grow and thrive infuriated her. Watching her mother and father fawn over this thing fueled her deep unexplainable hatred.
The years passed much too quickly but her deep secret hatred seemed to multiply with each passing day.
"Let eva'thang happen to hur" was *Marigold's solution. From sick sexual molestation by her stepfather to planting lies and cultivating sick deep hatred of her in her brothers.
*Marigold loved it. "Dis dumb bitch can't ketch on to s***! I'm smooth wid mine. Dey ain't gon' nevah know!"
There was a slight problem, having her sexually molested backfired. "The dumb bitch became a f***ing nun! Ain't this some s***! This is not what I wanted!"
The more *Marigold did to destroy the little girl the more she over came and thrived. Seeing the love and admiration in her father's eyes for this "thang" did it! "Enuf is enuf! I will blow dat nigga's heart out! He neva' loved me lak dat. He nevah bragged on me lak dat!"
*Marigold was so happy, she was delighted by the fact that she finally crushed that gal, found her kryptonite. She knew that she would be lost, devastated without her granddaddy.
"Ha-ha I did it! Got away wid it and dem dumb niggas will nevah know!"
There was one very important element that *Marigold never factored into this equation; GOD. An All knowing, All mysterious GOD that Rights every Wrong. A GOD that loves the righteous. A GOD that will do exactly what He said. "Jesus Will Fix It!"
Be richly blessed and healed today family. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
Never pass up...
...an opportunity to learn something. Never be satisfied with your little knowledge. No matter how "educated" you are, how many degrees you earned, GOD can still and will teach you something.
"All that glitters is not gold." Few things are really the way they "look". Seek GOD's face, seek His guidance in every thing you do. Above all never be a "Know it All". Never be that person that can't listen, can't heed.
As smart as you are, as beautiful as you are, there is a mountain of knowledge that you need. You can find the answer to every question, every situation in that book. It is a wonderful book. It is GOD's WORD. You can not go wrong listening to GOD's WORD.
Read it, study it, tattoo it on your heart. Don't trust people with GOD's WORD, not even the "preacher". Read it for yourself. Find a quiet place. Go into your secret closet. Read it, meditate over it, pray for wisdom and understanding.
Dear LORD thank you for a grandfather that I saw read his Bible everyday. Thank you for his example. Thank you for his perfect peace. Thank you for his prayers.
No matter what it is, no matter how it looks, I know that "Jesus Will Fix It!"
Be richly blessed today family. Be confident, be strong, be convinced; "We are covered by the blood!" And remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
"All that glitters is not gold." Few things are really the way they "look". Seek GOD's face, seek His guidance in every thing you do. Above all never be a "Know it All". Never be that person that can't listen, can't heed.
As smart as you are, as beautiful as you are, there is a mountain of knowledge that you need. You can find the answer to every question, every situation in that book. It is a wonderful book. It is GOD's WORD. You can not go wrong listening to GOD's WORD.
Read it, study it, tattoo it on your heart. Don't trust people with GOD's WORD, not even the "preacher". Read it for yourself. Find a quiet place. Go into your secret closet. Read it, meditate over it, pray for wisdom and understanding.
Dear LORD thank you for a grandfather that I saw read his Bible everyday. Thank you for his example. Thank you for his perfect peace. Thank you for his prayers.
No matter what it is, no matter how it looks, I know that "Jesus Will Fix It!"
Be richly blessed today family. Be confident, be strong, be convinced; "We are covered by the blood!" And remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
Much Love, Peace and Happiness,
Rachel
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