Yes I'm mad. Of course I'm mad! How can I not be? Some ******* **** of a scum dog ***** managed to control me for my entire life! The dumb skanky **** destroyed her stupid self and everyone that ever tried to love her.
She succeeded in committing the sickest grossest unspeakable acts ever inflicted on man, woman, child or animal. A woman so gross and repulsive she clearly hides in full view of our uncaring world because no one wants to recognize a demon as repulsive as she is. The fact that she is a black woman really helps her in our racist world. Far too many black people hate black people and very very few will ever do anything to stop or expose such a person. Too many racist white people think they are better and they do actually believe her behavior is typical of your average "Negro".
Bottom line there is only one race, the human race. Martha is not a closet demon because she is black. The truth is I don't know why she is so brilliantly evil. I know that she is. Every one in my family knows she is heavily involved in witchcraft. Something we were born into. Something we had to accept and kept secret.
Like a naive dummy I never suspected she was low enough to target me or my whole family. And the ***** won't die! The ******* **** can't even get sick. She is eighty-six and is as healthy as a horse. Still driving, still lying, still conniving, creating anger and discord...still working "roots", practicing "witchcraft". The ***** is happy. She is happy because pain gets her off. Feigning the" fakiest" phony love while designing your demise gives her the greatest pleasure.
GOD had to reveal her to me. I would have never known outside of GOD's Holy intervention. She is too clever in her deceit. A brilliant liar she can and will con you. A female Iceberg Slim with absolutely no moral compass.
I don't know of a single person in my family that has escaped her. One brother stayed away for twenty-five years. But, now he is trapped like a rat. He actually defends her, claiming that he is doing what the Bible says; "Honor thy mother.." He is the one she mistreated the most!
That's what happens when you can't or won't trust GOD. When you give up the right for the wrong. I'm still reeling form that video I viewed. That's Martha! A small child that would trick her baby brother into severely burning his hands! The excruciating sexual abuse we suffered. The ***** never flinched, never lost a wink of sleep.
Well any woman heartless enough to MURDER her own father and never shed one tear ... what can I say? "Come Jesus" "Have mercy upon us Father."
"...behold, I send you out as lambs among wolves." Dear LORD you did tell us that our enemies would be of our own household. I was slow to catch on, slow to believe. I believe and know now LORD and I am telling the entire world.
Why didn't I know a person could be born evil? In Luke 9: 39 - 42 Jesus cast a demon spirit out of a child.
I know she terrorized us into accepting her cruel sadist maltreatment. We became accustomed, duped, led into captivity. GOD saved me, brought me out and I thank Him. I tried to tell others. I've tried to warn them. Some would rather spend their energy hating me. I am not the culprit! I am just the messenger. Who so ever will let him come, let him be set free.
Stay in His WORD children.
Saturday, July 28, 2012
The power of unchecked evil versus Our Almighty GOD
"What an awesome GOD we serve!" That phrase is said I am sure millions upon millions of times every day. Many say they believe it, there are some that know it. I know it and I have an awesome testimony.
I know that the woman that gave birth to me is evil beyond comparison. She is so evil her brain should be donated to science for further study upon her death. I am telling you about it because I am awe struck by the goodness of GOD. GOD saved me and protected me my entire life. I am due to be dead at her hands. I escaped becoming the drug addicted prostitute she carefully planned and plotted for me to be. It was my all knowing loving GOD that saved me from her.
Martha is a sneaky kind of evil. So diabolical there are actually only a few people that really know the truth about her. She is that devious and cunning. Most people think she is a kind loving grandma, sold out for Christ, on her way to heaven. Little do they know.
I know that she was five or six years old when she busted her baby brother in the head with an iron skillet over a piece of sausage. Her brother was four years her junior. But, she harbored more than sibling rivalry for him. She harbored sheer masked hatred. She always hated him. Talked about him like a dog behind his back , but always loved and stroked him to his face.
She described how the blood flew. In her old age I could see the pride swelling as she re-told that story. "Duh n***** wuz trying to choke a piece of sausage out my mouth dat my mama had given me. I picked up dat skillet and lambed dat n**** in duh head! And the blood flew!...my ignut mama beat my ass."
A two year old trying to coke a six year old over a piece of sausage. I think not. More than likely her mother had slipped her baby a piece of sausage and Martha became enraged with greed and jalousy. I call it the "back lie". Martha is very skillful in creating "back lies" to hide her tracks. She is so good she can convince you that it happened just the way she told it. She is also very good, brilliant in fact at hiding her insane jealousy. All of her plots are extremely cunning and perfect.
A nurturing older sibling she was not. "My mama wuz always picking duh luddle n***** up kissing his natchul yalla ass. I mean she wud kiss his ass. She didn't nevah kiss me till I got grown."
I know that is part of her psychosis, unresolved jealousy concerning her mother's love. She would tell me often of how much she hated her mother and father. Then she would turn around and tell me how much she loved them. Is she bi-polar? Does she have multiple personalities?
Was that it? Did her mother inadvertently create serious jealousy and envy? Did she shower her baby son with more attention than her only daughter?
There was another time, my uncle was around two and she was around six. They were given their own bag of peanuts. I wasn't there but the Martha I know is very greedy, selfish and cunning. So I image she snatched his peanuts away from him. I can't say that she ate them before she threw the bag in the fire but I am relatively certain that she did. I am very sure she encouraged the little toddler to put his hands in the fire to retrieve his bag. My uncle carried the scares of third degree burns on his hands his entire life.
I was still a child but I remember clearly a cousin telling me how my mother smashed a puppy to death between two bricks. If you step back and look carefully and honestly you know that Martha is a sociopath, a sadist. Not, a dumb one, a very clever one.
What happens to a family that unknowingly harbors a sadistic sociopath? Why did we keep her a secret? Why didn't we tell the many horrible things she did to us? We were children, we were helpless. My grandfather just kept praying for her. Did he know she was a demon?
My grandfather lies MURDERED (by her) in and unmarked grave. All of her children (all six of us) are maimed, destroyed, permanently psychologically scarred. My brothers remain under her thumb. I refuse.
Everyone in my family knows she did it! Why am I the only one willing to tell? I can't give up the right for the wrong. She is cunning. She will make you love her. No one will say a word against her in public. Some share their horror secretly, quietly.
Some are convinced that she changed. Some admit that they are still terrified of her. I believe most still love her. That is the hardest part of my story. The woman brutalized me, treated me worse than an animal, secretly plotted the worse schemes against me. Yet I loved her for so long. I hated and loathed her constant abuse, yet I loved her. I lived for the day she would change. She had to curse me out with foul names in 2009 before I finally realized that it is too late. It will never happen.
I have asked GOD why. But, I know the LORD's WORD is replete with warnings against such women. I know He told us to "fear no man." I know He told us to shun evil to walk not in the counsel of the ungodly.
If you are born into the clutches of a demon you need to hurry up and admit it. You can't get blood out of a turnip and you can't get love from a demonic sociopath.
Jesus told us that they would dress up in sheep's clothing but inwardly they would be ravenous wolves. The devil is a liar, the father of lies. When has Martha ever told the truth about any thing? If she loves and trusts GOD so much, why does she still work "roots", practice witchcraft?
Why do people still fear her? Why is she still living? Why did she get away with so much evil so long? Why
do people still ask her to preach and pray for them? Is she a bad habit? too diabolical to be believed? Will she ever repent?
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
I know that the woman that gave birth to me is evil beyond comparison. She is so evil her brain should be donated to science for further study upon her death. I am telling you about it because I am awe struck by the goodness of GOD. GOD saved me and protected me my entire life. I am due to be dead at her hands. I escaped becoming the drug addicted prostitute she carefully planned and plotted for me to be. It was my all knowing loving GOD that saved me from her.
Martha is a sneaky kind of evil. So diabolical there are actually only a few people that really know the truth about her. She is that devious and cunning. Most people think she is a kind loving grandma, sold out for Christ, on her way to heaven. Little do they know.
I know that she was five or six years old when she busted her baby brother in the head with an iron skillet over a piece of sausage. Her brother was four years her junior. But, she harbored more than sibling rivalry for him. She harbored sheer masked hatred. She always hated him. Talked about him like a dog behind his back , but always loved and stroked him to his face.
She described how the blood flew. In her old age I could see the pride swelling as she re-told that story. "Duh n***** wuz trying to choke a piece of sausage out my mouth dat my mama had given me. I picked up dat skillet and lambed dat n**** in duh head! And the blood flew!...my ignut mama beat my ass."
A two year old trying to coke a six year old over a piece of sausage. I think not. More than likely her mother had slipped her baby a piece of sausage and Martha became enraged with greed and jalousy. I call it the "back lie". Martha is very skillful in creating "back lies" to hide her tracks. She is so good she can convince you that it happened just the way she told it. She is also very good, brilliant in fact at hiding her insane jealousy. All of her plots are extremely cunning and perfect.
A nurturing older sibling she was not. "My mama wuz always picking duh luddle n***** up kissing his natchul yalla ass. I mean she wud kiss his ass. She didn't nevah kiss me till I got grown."
I know that is part of her psychosis, unresolved jealousy concerning her mother's love. She would tell me often of how much she hated her mother and father. Then she would turn around and tell me how much she loved them. Is she bi-polar? Does she have multiple personalities?
Was that it? Did her mother inadvertently create serious jealousy and envy? Did she shower her baby son with more attention than her only daughter?
There was another time, my uncle was around two and she was around six. They were given their own bag of peanuts. I wasn't there but the Martha I know is very greedy, selfish and cunning. So I image she snatched his peanuts away from him. I can't say that she ate them before she threw the bag in the fire but I am relatively certain that she did. I am very sure she encouraged the little toddler to put his hands in the fire to retrieve his bag. My uncle carried the scares of third degree burns on his hands his entire life.
I was still a child but I remember clearly a cousin telling me how my mother smashed a puppy to death between two bricks. If you step back and look carefully and honestly you know that Martha is a sociopath, a sadist. Not, a dumb one, a very clever one.
What happens to a family that unknowingly harbors a sadistic sociopath? Why did we keep her a secret? Why didn't we tell the many horrible things she did to us? We were children, we were helpless. My grandfather just kept praying for her. Did he know she was a demon?
My grandfather lies MURDERED (by her) in and unmarked grave. All of her children (all six of us) are maimed, destroyed, permanently psychologically scarred. My brothers remain under her thumb. I refuse.
Everyone in my family knows she did it! Why am I the only one willing to tell? I can't give up the right for the wrong. She is cunning. She will make you love her. No one will say a word against her in public. Some share their horror secretly, quietly.
Some are convinced that she changed. Some admit that they are still terrified of her. I believe most still love her. That is the hardest part of my story. The woman brutalized me, treated me worse than an animal, secretly plotted the worse schemes against me. Yet I loved her for so long. I hated and loathed her constant abuse, yet I loved her. I lived for the day she would change. She had to curse me out with foul names in 2009 before I finally realized that it is too late. It will never happen.
I have asked GOD why. But, I know the LORD's WORD is replete with warnings against such women. I know He told us to "fear no man." I know He told us to shun evil to walk not in the counsel of the ungodly.
If you are born into the clutches of a demon you need to hurry up and admit it. You can't get blood out of a turnip and you can't get love from a demonic sociopath.
Jesus told us that they would dress up in sheep's clothing but inwardly they would be ravenous wolves. The devil is a liar, the father of lies. When has Martha ever told the truth about any thing? If she loves and trusts GOD so much, why does she still work "roots", practice witchcraft?
Why do people still fear her? Why is she still living? Why did she get away with so much evil so long? Why
do people still ask her to preach and pray for them? Is she a bad habit? too diabolical to be believed? Will she ever repent?
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster, (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Friday, July 27, 2012
Come to the Light!
Come to the truth. Sit at the feet of your Father in heaven and thank Him for your many blessings. There are certain facts you need to know right now!
#1 There NOTHING covered that shall not be revealed. NOTHING! My own "mother" actively, covertly, clandestinely, maliciously and cruelly tried to destroy me! Not just me, my entire family simply because she is abysmally ignorant, carnal, demonic and INSANELY JEALOUS!
#2 The LORD wants true believers, not people that simply attend church and "practice" religion, repeat prayers and scripture without listening and understanding. There is more to Christ than hooping and hollering and putting on a show to impress others. Is He in your heart? Is He in your walk? your talk? Do you glow with His countenance? Can people see Christ in you? Do you lie and deny? Do you look out for yourself only? How great is your faith? Do you lie and live in the dark because you were led into captivity by your own "mother"? Did that low immoral woman take advantage of you and treat you so savagely you question your manhood? Did she do things so despicable you are ashamed to tell a living soul? She did it! You didn't do it! Slap her down with the truth! Call her what she is, a nasty common ****!
I don't buy her phony declarations of love. Love is an action verb. She was a monster far too cunning. That video I viewed on facebook of that awful boy brutally beating that little girl in full view of day care providers helped me to understand your evil. That is the exact kind of demon you are. Sneaky! That's how you always treated me. You pretended to be a loving mother in front of people but when you got me alone you terrorized me. You two buzzards started sexually abusing me at age four! You knew better. Of course you did. You certainly are a brilliant pedophile. You knew I knew. You dared me to terrorize me with; "Don'cha tell a muthaf****** thang dat go on in dis house!" You can't beat me now and you can't shut my mouth. I gave up all shame because all of the shame belongs to You!
You have the nerve, the unmitigated gall to demand to be honored. Four of your six children graduated from college, one from medical school. You never gave us one red cent. But you were the first in line with your hand out talking about "I'm yo' mama!" Get away from me you sorry despicable being.
You have the nerve to brag; "I ain't nevah repentin'! I ain't repentin' fa' nuttin"!" Let GOD be the judge of that. Don't be so quick to declare what you are not going to do.
#3 A lie will never get you to the truth. A half lie, a back lie, will not get you to the truth. You MURDERED your own father because you were jealous of him. You hated him for being right. You MURDERED him because you are selfish and lazy. You laughed and scoffed. You tried to steal his good name. You are trying to wear his mantel calling yourself a preacher. Anyone that thinks that you are anointed for one second is an idiot.
Yes, I must have been an idiot. I did believe you for far too long. I must say your actions kept me confused. You are quite deceitful and cunning. I must give you that. You are just like that little boy on that video. Looking around and checking to see who is looking.
GOD revealed you to me. You were right in declaring that I was "no sense-ED" My granddaddy promised me that Jesus would fix it. Jesus fixed it for me! Jesus revealed you! You were right I was too cowardly and too terrified to know the truth. I know now! And you can't shut me up!
#4 If you want the love of the LORD Jesus Christ to dwell in your heart you have to pray for it. If you want to be delivered from evil you have to pray. If you want to be forgiven of your sins you have to pray in earnest, in truth.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
#1 There NOTHING covered that shall not be revealed. NOTHING! My own "mother" actively, covertly, clandestinely, maliciously and cruelly tried to destroy me! Not just me, my entire family simply because she is abysmally ignorant, carnal, demonic and INSANELY JEALOUS!
#2 The LORD wants true believers, not people that simply attend church and "practice" religion, repeat prayers and scripture without listening and understanding. There is more to Christ than hooping and hollering and putting on a show to impress others. Is He in your heart? Is He in your walk? your talk? Do you glow with His countenance? Can people see Christ in you? Do you lie and deny? Do you look out for yourself only? How great is your faith? Do you lie and live in the dark because you were led into captivity by your own "mother"? Did that low immoral woman take advantage of you and treat you so savagely you question your manhood? Did she do things so despicable you are ashamed to tell a living soul? She did it! You didn't do it! Slap her down with the truth! Call her what she is, a nasty common ****!
I don't buy her phony declarations of love. Love is an action verb. She was a monster far too cunning. That video I viewed on facebook of that awful boy brutally beating that little girl in full view of day care providers helped me to understand your evil. That is the exact kind of demon you are. Sneaky! That's how you always treated me. You pretended to be a loving mother in front of people but when you got me alone you terrorized me. You two buzzards started sexually abusing me at age four! You knew better. Of course you did. You certainly are a brilliant pedophile. You knew I knew. You dared me to terrorize me with; "Don'cha tell a muthaf****** thang dat go on in dis house!" You can't beat me now and you can't shut my mouth. I gave up all shame because all of the shame belongs to You!
You have the nerve, the unmitigated gall to demand to be honored. Four of your six children graduated from college, one from medical school. You never gave us one red cent. But you were the first in line with your hand out talking about "I'm yo' mama!" Get away from me you sorry despicable being.
You have the nerve to brag; "I ain't nevah repentin'! I ain't repentin' fa' nuttin"!" Let GOD be the judge of that. Don't be so quick to declare what you are not going to do.
#3 A lie will never get you to the truth. A half lie, a back lie, will not get you to the truth. You MURDERED your own father because you were jealous of him. You hated him for being right. You MURDERED him because you are selfish and lazy. You laughed and scoffed. You tried to steal his good name. You are trying to wear his mantel calling yourself a preacher. Anyone that thinks that you are anointed for one second is an idiot.
Yes, I must have been an idiot. I did believe you for far too long. I must say your actions kept me confused. You are quite deceitful and cunning. I must give you that. You are just like that little boy on that video. Looking around and checking to see who is looking.
GOD revealed you to me. You were right in declaring that I was "no sense-ED" My granddaddy promised me that Jesus would fix it. Jesus fixed it for me! Jesus revealed you! You were right I was too cowardly and too terrified to know the truth. I know now! And you can't shut me up!
#4 If you want the love of the LORD Jesus Christ to dwell in your heart you have to pray for it. If you want to be delivered from evil you have to pray. If you want to be forgiven of your sins you have to pray in earnest, in truth.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember; "Apart from Christ you are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Thursday, July 26, 2012
You can op to be a fake Christian ...
if you want to. You are going to get caught. GOD WILL REVEAL YOU! You would have done better just being a rank heathen. The fact that you studied the WORD, know the WORD and chose to hide behind GOD's WORD to practice the grossest most despicable carnal evil known to mankind makes you repugnant, repulsive, an abomination.
GOD has His own reasons for letting you reign and rail so long. You thought you were so smart, so brilliant, so cunning. You thought you had power didn't you? While you were down there in the graveyard collecting "goofer dust", you should have been reading a book, or going to college. Then you would not have had to suffer with envy and jealousy.
I know you feel like a creep, because you are one.YOU decided to become a creep. You consciously made the decision to become something so foul and evil no one wants to know you. You are a truth that most people can't handle. Few have the courage to accept the fact that you are as depraved as you are.
GOD promised to reveal you and He did. I thank Him! I praise the Living LORD for having mercy on my tortured confused soul.
May the Dear LORD have mercy on my five brothers.
How long are you going to hold out? Look at Coach Sandusky. He had a mind like you. It took many years, but a few of his many victims found the courage to tell. I thank GOD He gave me the courage to tell. PTL!!!
GOD has His own reasons for letting you reign and rail so long. You thought you were so smart, so brilliant, so cunning. You thought you had power didn't you? While you were down there in the graveyard collecting "goofer dust", you should have been reading a book, or going to college. Then you would not have had to suffer with envy and jealousy.
I know you feel like a creep, because you are one.YOU decided to become a creep. You consciously made the decision to become something so foul and evil no one wants to know you. You are a truth that most people can't handle. Few have the courage to accept the fact that you are as depraved as you are.
GOD promised to reveal you and He did. I thank Him! I praise the Living LORD for having mercy on my tortured confused soul.
May the Dear LORD have mercy on my five brothers.
How long are you going to hold out? Look at Coach Sandusky. He had a mind like you. It took many years, but a few of his many victims found the courage to tell. I thank GOD He gave me the courage to tell. PTL!!!
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
If I never love another ..
place, I'll always love Wade, North Carolina. I met the kindest people there. The funniest and most colorful. My mother always accused me of talking too much. The truth is I was actually a very active "listener".
There was a very colorful expression that I heard often; "You thank yo' s*** don't stank." There are some people on this earth that think they are undetectable. They don't think people can discern them. They go around repeating nonsense like;" I can't lose fo' the stuff I use, you can't win fa' duh fix you in."
My mother must have told me that every day of my life growing up. It is one thing to trick and misuse a child. But, you better think before you carry out that awful deed. That child is going to grow up. If you are intelligent, you are going to have an intelligent child. If you have superior intelligence, so will your child.
That child is watching you, listening, taking in every word. You can't hide but for so long. You can't terrify all of your children for ever. Every one doesn't believe in the power of your demonic roots. Some of your children will grow to hate you. You don't MURDER a poor defenseless, elderly, infirm old man! You don't snatch love from a child that you never loved.
You can stalk that child if you want to with your witchcraft hidden behind your phony blessings. "Your sins will find you out." You are not dumb enough to think you can fool GOD are you?
You said ; "I serve a Gawd that sits high and looks low." So do I! you dimwit. I can't help but call you names. That's all you ever did. You called me everything but a child of GOD. I didn't know my name was Rachel until I was in the 5th grade! Shame on you and shame on all women like you.
You think "yo' s*** don't stank". Well, I can smell it through this computer.
There was a very colorful expression that I heard often; "You thank yo' s*** don't stank." There are some people on this earth that think they are undetectable. They don't think people can discern them. They go around repeating nonsense like;" I can't lose fo' the stuff I use, you can't win fa' duh fix you in."
My mother must have told me that every day of my life growing up. It is one thing to trick and misuse a child. But, you better think before you carry out that awful deed. That child is going to grow up. If you are intelligent, you are going to have an intelligent child. If you have superior intelligence, so will your child.
That child is watching you, listening, taking in every word. You can't hide but for so long. You can't terrify all of your children for ever. Every one doesn't believe in the power of your demonic roots. Some of your children will grow to hate you. You don't MURDER a poor defenseless, elderly, infirm old man! You don't snatch love from a child that you never loved.
You can stalk that child if you want to with your witchcraft hidden behind your phony blessings. "Your sins will find you out." You are not dumb enough to think you can fool GOD are you?
You said ; "I serve a Gawd that sits high and looks low." So do I! you dimwit. I can't help but call you names. That's all you ever did. You called me everything but a child of GOD. I didn't know my name was Rachel until I was in the 5th grade! Shame on you and shame on all women like you.
You think "yo' s*** don't stank". Well, I can smell it through this computer.
I was thirteen ...
the first and only time you ever attended a parent-teacher conference or any school function to see about me. My 8th grade teacher, Mr. Everette, told you that I was a brilliant scholar. Those were the exact words he used. Your tremendous insane jealously flamed immediately. Mr. Everette was a white man, a skin color you envy. His love and admiration for me was well known. He was my mentor. He taught me how to make a DNA molecule, something you never heard of. You instantly creditd your "whorishness" for my blessing. "If I had'na married dat PRE-VERT, you wuddna gon' to school wid dem white churin' and you wuddna had no chance to be so smart. So since it was my p**** dat got you dat blessing I got duh right to snatch it back. I'll make sho' dat dumb black ass n**** keep molesting you. As a madder of fact I'm gon' trick him into gettin' you pregnant at fourteen so you will look worse than me."
Well that plot didn't turn out like you planned. I cut the fool in that hotel down in Ft. Gordon, Georgia. You had to pretend that you were shocked, that you didn't know what was going on. You know full well you sent him into my room with his hard black d*** in his hand. Eyes flaming red, pretending to be drunk. Mighty funny how you followed the mps straight to the stockade and bailed him out. You two hogs were caught screwing like dogs the very next day. You were always having loud vulgar sex with the door open or unlocked. You two were the nastiest common people I ever heard of. Lustful and carnal, common as bat s***!
I asked you if you were going to divorce him. You said ;"Naw! Got to git that money honey." I dismissed you as a common c*** right then, I prayed to get grown. "Dear LORD! just let me live to see eighteen. I promise I will never come back LORD." I lied to GOD. I graduated from college and you changed your tactics. Stopped cussing me so much. Declared you loved me, said that you were proud of me.
You lied! You knew that you had to find another way to mistreat me, to slay me. You hated me because I wasn't common like you. You hated me for being studious and self-disciplined. There was no way I could be a common whore like you. Not someone sexually molested since age four. Not some one subjected to the foul vulgar things you forced me to see.
You had me going with that preaching routine. Sadly, that has been your undoing. If you really wanted to ruin me you should have kept me away from Jerome Walters and Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion Church. You should have burned every Bible you saw, kept them out of the house. You should have kept me from doing my homework. You did throw quite a bit of it away.
You succeeded in getting my brothers to hate me. That's on them. Any cousins or other relatives that hate me on your behalf, it's fine with me.
Every time you get up in a pulpit with your fake phony prayers and preaching I want you to know that your "church family" reads this blog. People all over the world read this blog!
You have been "outed"! You've been exposed. The world knows. True, some don't care. There may be some that are happy and delighted by my pain. But, I'm Glorified! Praise the LORD!
Well that plot didn't turn out like you planned. I cut the fool in that hotel down in Ft. Gordon, Georgia. You had to pretend that you were shocked, that you didn't know what was going on. You know full well you sent him into my room with his hard black d*** in his hand. Eyes flaming red, pretending to be drunk. Mighty funny how you followed the mps straight to the stockade and bailed him out. You two hogs were caught screwing like dogs the very next day. You were always having loud vulgar sex with the door open or unlocked. You two were the nastiest common people I ever heard of. Lustful and carnal, common as bat s***!
I asked you if you were going to divorce him. You said ;"Naw! Got to git that money honey." I dismissed you as a common c*** right then, I prayed to get grown. "Dear LORD! just let me live to see eighteen. I promise I will never come back LORD." I lied to GOD. I graduated from college and you changed your tactics. Stopped cussing me so much. Declared you loved me, said that you were proud of me.
You lied! You knew that you had to find another way to mistreat me, to slay me. You hated me because I wasn't common like you. You hated me for being studious and self-disciplined. There was no way I could be a common whore like you. Not someone sexually molested since age four. Not some one subjected to the foul vulgar things you forced me to see.
You had me going with that preaching routine. Sadly, that has been your undoing. If you really wanted to ruin me you should have kept me away from Jerome Walters and Wesley Chapel A.M.E. Zion Church. You should have burned every Bible you saw, kept them out of the house. You should have kept me from doing my homework. You did throw quite a bit of it away.
You succeeded in getting my brothers to hate me. That's on them. Any cousins or other relatives that hate me on your behalf, it's fine with me.
Every time you get up in a pulpit with your fake phony prayers and preaching I want you to know that your "church family" reads this blog. People all over the world read this blog!
You have been "outed"! You've been exposed. The world knows. True, some don't care. There may be some that are happy and delighted by my pain. But, I'm Glorified! Praise the LORD!
Dear Martha,
You are famous for your notorious letters, so I thought I would write you one for a change. Don't worry I am not going to wipe my ass with it like you did. I am not going to mail you chicken guts like you did. I am not going to spew hated and venom like you did. I just want to share some of GOD's Gospel truth with you.
"Woe to you who laugh now, For you shall mourn and weep." (Luke 6: 25 cc-dd NKJV)
You have tormented and haunted me from the cradle. You are an ignorant demon possessed woman that refuses to let go of evil. You delight in sin and inflicting pain.
GOD SAVED ME! I could not help being born to you. You could have changed. You chose not to. GOD deliberatly placed Jerome Walters in my life to protect me from you. And I thank Him. I thank GOD every day of my life.
You put on a robe, some how acquired a license to preach. You are not saved. You are a rank reprobate, a stench in GOD's nostrils. You have good sense. But you have no heart and you lack courage. You know that GOD can heal you. You refuse to be healed. That is your choice. But, I am outing you. I'm telling everyone that cares to listen. You may still succeed in taking many to hell with you. It will not be because I didn't warn them.
You sent me many poison pen letters. I had no better sense than to read them. Thank you for the one loaded with your fecal matter. That's when I knew. That was the day I removed all doubt and knew for sure that you are a demon.
You can fool others. But, you can't fool GOD. You MURDERED my granddaddy and you maimed our lives because you were too stupid and whorish to listen to your daddy. You are not nearly as smart as you think you are. You are a disgrace to the entire human race. That fake preaching will not get you in.
You know the Truth. Speak the Truth, tell the Truth and be set free.
Sincerely,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster
(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
"Woe to you who laugh now, For you shall mourn and weep." (Luke 6: 25 cc-dd NKJV)
You have tormented and haunted me from the cradle. You are an ignorant demon possessed woman that refuses to let go of evil. You delight in sin and inflicting pain.
GOD SAVED ME! I could not help being born to you. You could have changed. You chose not to. GOD deliberatly placed Jerome Walters in my life to protect me from you. And I thank Him. I thank GOD every day of my life.
You put on a robe, some how acquired a license to preach. You are not saved. You are a rank reprobate, a stench in GOD's nostrils. You have good sense. But you have no heart and you lack courage. You know that GOD can heal you. You refuse to be healed. That is your choice. But, I am outing you. I'm telling everyone that cares to listen. You may still succeed in taking many to hell with you. It will not be because I didn't warn them.
You sent me many poison pen letters. I had no better sense than to read them. Thank you for the one loaded with your fecal matter. That's when I knew. That was the day I removed all doubt and knew for sure that you are a demon.
You can fool others. But, you can't fool GOD. You MURDERED my granddaddy and you maimed our lives because you were too stupid and whorish to listen to your daddy. You are not nearly as smart as you think you are. You are a disgrace to the entire human race. That fake preaching will not get you in.
You know the Truth. Speak the Truth, tell the Truth and be set free.
Sincerely,
Rachel Gwendolyn Doster
(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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