"PTL! and shame the devil." Shake the devil off and put him or her under your feet. Our Redeemer lives! Any thing you want, ask for it in Jesus' name.
We come to this earth totally innocent and totally at the mercy of our "caretakers". The very first thing many "mothers" and "fathers" do is instill fear. Then the graduate to "fouling", leading astray, corrupting and ruining. Soon we have another lost person committing the same foul deeds. It is a vicious cycle, terribly hard to break.
Yes, that curse can be broken if you listen to the voice of GOD and tune out the reprobates of this world. One thing for sure that old serpent wants anonymity . They demand it. They must dwell in the dark, hidden by layers of camouflage. They attend church every Sunday. Sit in the chief seats charming and conniving. They never tire of quoting the Bible in order to impress the simple. They con you with the sweetest words, hugs and kisses. Their greatest fear is being betrayed. They really don't care if you know. You just better not tell it. Tell at your own peril.
That was the life I lived for so long. I grew so accustomed to her "two-faced-ED-ness". I learned to sort through her lies. I became very adept at what lie to keep and which one to throw away. Telling me that I wasn't S***! was her greatest lie. How could that be when I was the first one in the family to earn a four year college degree? The only one to graduate with honors. She never sent me one red cent, never supported me in any manner. As a matter of fact she did every thing in her power to sabotage my efforts.
Poor Martha, always lost, confused and defeated. Poor Martha was dumb enough to join forces with the devil. You have to be pretty arrogant or an absolute fool to think you can defeat GOD. To believe the devil will give you any power, to confuse cruelty with courage.
You need to know that longevity is not always a blessing from GOD. I believe GOD holds some people here so they can get their just and honest due. Some monsters have to live long enough for their perpetual victims to see the light, to gain courage.
I do know for a fact that GOD will restore every thing that cunning demon stole from you. I know that GOD will grant you courage if you pray for it. All you need is faith. Faith the size of a mustard seed.
I am glorying in the LORD Jesus Christ this morning, bragging about my salvation. Ecstatic that GOD revealed this woman's diabolical plan., lead me to His Truth and Freedom.
Put on the whole armor of GOD today and everyday. Don't turn a blind eye to your enemies just because they are of your own household. "Hold on to GOD's unchanging hand" and let Him rescue you from that mess. Let GOD pull you up out of that pit and restore you to the abundant life He created for you.
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Monday, June 3, 2013
Sunday, June 2, 2013
You can call it ..
deja vue , a premonition, an inkling, impending dome, what ever. No matter what you call it, I always knew this day was coming. Certainly, it was nothing I ever looked forward to. But, I always knew that it would have to happen one day.
I knew she was a fool and didn't have good sense when I was three. I was a three year old child cussing in my head;"WTF? Who is this f****** b*****?" Even then I had better sense than to talk back to this stark raving fool.
This b**** was always mad as hell. Always fighting, cussing, ranting and raving. Always violent, carrying knives and guns. No, you didn't play with Mathy Jane. I know now that she was a closet lesbian, the butch type. They used to call them "bulldaggers". I don't think that's the reason she turned out to be so evil.
The fact is, she is just ignorant, lazy, lying and no count. Too lazy to finish reading a book. She will start a book, gleam just enough information to sound intelligent. She is the kind that always cheated in school. Always wanted to sit next to the smart kid that studied so she could copy off of their paper. Somehow never earned a single grade. Cheated her way to an associate's degree in secretarial science. No, she is ignorant! A damn fool. She would rather put all her energy in pretending to be something, rather than being something, rather than being the person she pretends to be. I never could understand that. If you want to be a "lady", be a "lady", don't call yourself one and threaten everyone that says different.
She pretends to be a preacher and can preach. She wants no part of that life though. She would rather rob, steal and kill. Yes, she is a reprobate of the highest order.
She thinks too highly of her color and hair. "I'm light bright and damn near white"; she is still bragging at 87.
Well, I knew this day was coming. I told her I was going to tell when those two buzzards raped me at eight years old. (She wanted to get some dirt on her simple enslaved husband so he could never leave her whorish a** like all of the other men did.) She scowled;"You ain't tellin' S***!"
She didn't envision the internet, Facebook or Blogger in 1958. She just knew that her cruel clever treatment would destroy me and that she would ultimately win. Of course this almost never happened. I am sure I would have continued to remain silent if she had apologized. I finally found the courage to confront her in 2009. All I wanted was an apology. I just wanted her to say she was sorry.
I guess she thought I was still four years old. She thought she could still beat me and cuss me out. She thought I would still run crying with my tail tucked between my legs. She didn't know forcing me to go to church every Sunday of my life actually helped me, enabled me.
I believed, got the Holy Ghost as a young child. I was eight years old and she was beating "the living water s***" out of me. Right then and there, right in that living room of 6C Honeycutt Road, in Fort Bragg, NC the Spirit fell upon me. I got the Holy Ghost, spoke in tongue (no doubt). I know that it was the Holy Ghost that saved me. Not only did Jesus save me. He has been with me ever since. He has been with me every step of the way. He saved me form her murderous plots. Saved me from her "root working".
She is a clever demon alright. Still some where plotting, lying and trying to scheme her way out of this. Claiming I'm crazy won't help her. Claiming I'm on drugs won't help either. The poor woman thinks that she is at war with me. I'm not fighting. I'm following. I am doing what the Holy Spirit compels me to do. I'm telling!
The world wonders why so many men turn gay or hate women. I will not tell you on this blog what she did to my five brothers. I will tell you that she deserves to be drug out in the street and devoured by dogs.
Yes, she is a modern day Jezebel. She has a Jezebel spirit multiplied by a million. She won't get away. I just came to tell all concerned. You will be cursed if you love her or cling to her, if you lie and cloak for her. You are cursed. Read your Bible. Read Proverbs. Don't hate the messenger and don't hate the message intended to save your life.
She vowed to never repent, to never say that she is sorry. Well, GOD will have the last say on that issue.
I knew she was a fool and didn't have good sense when I was three. I was a three year old child cussing in my head;"WTF? Who is this f****** b*****?" Even then I had better sense than to talk back to this stark raving fool.
This b**** was always mad as hell. Always fighting, cussing, ranting and raving. Always violent, carrying knives and guns. No, you didn't play with Mathy Jane. I know now that she was a closet lesbian, the butch type. They used to call them "bulldaggers". I don't think that's the reason she turned out to be so evil.
The fact is, she is just ignorant, lazy, lying and no count. Too lazy to finish reading a book. She will start a book, gleam just enough information to sound intelligent. She is the kind that always cheated in school. Always wanted to sit next to the smart kid that studied so she could copy off of their paper. Somehow never earned a single grade. Cheated her way to an associate's degree in secretarial science. No, she is ignorant! A damn fool. She would rather put all her energy in pretending to be something, rather than being something, rather than being the person she pretends to be. I never could understand that. If you want to be a "lady", be a "lady", don't call yourself one and threaten everyone that says different.
She pretends to be a preacher and can preach. She wants no part of that life though. She would rather rob, steal and kill. Yes, she is a reprobate of the highest order.
She thinks too highly of her color and hair. "I'm light bright and damn near white"; she is still bragging at 87.
Well, I knew this day was coming. I told her I was going to tell when those two buzzards raped me at eight years old. (She wanted to get some dirt on her simple enslaved husband so he could never leave her whorish a** like all of the other men did.) She scowled;"You ain't tellin' S***!"
She didn't envision the internet, Facebook or Blogger in 1958. She just knew that her cruel clever treatment would destroy me and that she would ultimately win. Of course this almost never happened. I am sure I would have continued to remain silent if she had apologized. I finally found the courage to confront her in 2009. All I wanted was an apology. I just wanted her to say she was sorry.
I guess she thought I was still four years old. She thought she could still beat me and cuss me out. She thought I would still run crying with my tail tucked between my legs. She didn't know forcing me to go to church every Sunday of my life actually helped me, enabled me.
I believed, got the Holy Ghost as a young child. I was eight years old and she was beating "the living water s***" out of me. Right then and there, right in that living room of 6C Honeycutt Road, in Fort Bragg, NC the Spirit fell upon me. I got the Holy Ghost, spoke in tongue (no doubt). I know that it was the Holy Ghost that saved me. Not only did Jesus save me. He has been with me ever since. He has been with me every step of the way. He saved me form her murderous plots. Saved me from her "root working".
She is a clever demon alright. Still some where plotting, lying and trying to scheme her way out of this. Claiming I'm crazy won't help her. Claiming I'm on drugs won't help either. The poor woman thinks that she is at war with me. I'm not fighting. I'm following. I am doing what the Holy Spirit compels me to do. I'm telling!
The world wonders why so many men turn gay or hate women. I will not tell you on this blog what she did to my five brothers. I will tell you that she deserves to be drug out in the street and devoured by dogs.
Yes, she is a modern day Jezebel. She has a Jezebel spirit multiplied by a million. She won't get away. I just came to tell all concerned. You will be cursed if you love her or cling to her, if you lie and cloak for her. You are cursed. Read your Bible. Read Proverbs. Don't hate the messenger and don't hate the message intended to save your life.
She vowed to never repent, to never say that she is sorry. Well, GOD will have the last say on that issue.
Dear LORD! ...
Thank You for Your WORD, Your courage, Your Truth. Than You for your promise:"When your mother and father forsake you, I will take you up."
Thank You for loving me.
"GOD is a Spirit: and they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth." (Acts 4:24)
If you truly love GOD the way you claim, you must know the Truth! "The Truth will set you Free!"
You can not truly worship the LORD believing some woman's abominable lies because the truth is too terrifying to know. You should not lie and deny in order to protect someone you think you love.
Thank You for loving me.
"GOD is a Spirit: and they that worship Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth." (Acts 4:24)
If you truly love GOD the way you claim, you must know the Truth! "The Truth will set you Free!"
You can not truly worship the LORD believing some woman's abominable lies because the truth is too terrifying to know. You should not lie and deny in order to protect someone you think you love.
"No weapon ..."
"No weapon formed against you shall prosper." Mull over that scripture carefully. Do know that is a promise from our all powerful, all knowing, Almighty GOD.
GOD did not promise us that our enemies would not plot against us. He didn't even promise to stop them. But, He assured us that their "weapons" would not prosper.
When you reflect on the weapons of the enemy don't visualize guns or knives or whips. Know that the enemy is more subtle than that. He or she is too devious to use an obvious weapon. They do use subterfuge. They do use their age and worldly knowledge. They do use their authority over you.
Again I am strutting, rejoicing and praising the LORD for delivering me from the greatest abomination this world has ever known. Perhaps you can't know, can't understand what it is to be born cursed, born to be some demonic whore's quarry slave.
I hope and pray that you never know. I hope you never have to abandon your entire family in order to escape the clutches of a foul demon. I know that "GOD would not bring me to it if He didn't intend to bring me through it!"
A fallen woman, a reprehensible reprobate does not view her many pregnancies as a blessing from GOD. She thinks she is being punished. And if she is real arrogant, real foolish she will plot to punish that child, those many children.
This horrid woman is too intelligent, too cunning, to ever reveal her true hatred and disregard for these children that she considers to be burdens. One thing for sure, she never wants these children that she believes brought her nothing but shame to have any joy.
Because she is a cunning low life serpent she will pretend to love them with her lips. She will not house, clothe or feed them decently. She will dress herself in the finest apparel always. She will drive the finest most expensive cars. She will be a braggart and will never deny herself anything. Every pleasurable lusts that crosses her mind, she will have.
These black bastards better not ever complain about the way she treats them. She will just jump on them, pistol whip them, threaten to "cut their balls off". ( My poor brothers had to listen to that vulgar curse every day of their lives; "N***** I'll cut yo' muthaf****** balls off!" )
Well that devious, manipulative mother goes straight for the jugular. She deliberately robs them of their self esteem as infants. She brutally beats her babies pretending that she is potty training them. She calls them ugly, black, "Afeecun", worthless, no-sense-ED. She engages in psychological warfare and severely confuses her many children.
They will grow confused, full of self-loathing and self-doubt. Some will become criminals or drug addicted. They will count any day with out her nagging negative abusive mouth a good day. They will grow old and gray much too soon, defeated and lost. When GOD sends His Son to rescue them some will run back into the dark to hide with her. They will give up because they don't know that GOD loves them, they don't believe they are worthy of GOD's abiding love. They lose because that "mother" has convinced them that she truly loves them, that she is the only one that cares about them. (Will they ever know that it is impossible for this woman to care less?)
She will confuse and fast talk them with her Bible quoting and lying. She will make sure she committed some "act" so reprehensible to them that they will never tell. They will hide in the dark with her picking out scripture that will let them off the hook. But, Praise the LORD! Some will escape. Some will finally see the light.
Dear LORD in Heaven bind every demonic spirit that has every child of GOD bound and suffering. You came that we might have life and have it more abundantly. Break her bonds LORD. Reveal her to the world! Let the world know and understand that the wages of sin is death. That there is nothing covered that shall not be revealed.
Mathy Jane; "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth!"
Come to the Cross of Jesus Christ children. Come to the light! Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
Stay in His WORD.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
GOD did not promise us that our enemies would not plot against us. He didn't even promise to stop them. But, He assured us that their "weapons" would not prosper.
When you reflect on the weapons of the enemy don't visualize guns or knives or whips. Know that the enemy is more subtle than that. He or she is too devious to use an obvious weapon. They do use subterfuge. They do use their age and worldly knowledge. They do use their authority over you.
Again I am strutting, rejoicing and praising the LORD for delivering me from the greatest abomination this world has ever known. Perhaps you can't know, can't understand what it is to be born cursed, born to be some demonic whore's quarry slave.
I hope and pray that you never know. I hope you never have to abandon your entire family in order to escape the clutches of a foul demon. I know that "GOD would not bring me to it if He didn't intend to bring me through it!"
A fallen woman, a reprehensible reprobate does not view her many pregnancies as a blessing from GOD. She thinks she is being punished. And if she is real arrogant, real foolish she will plot to punish that child, those many children.
This horrid woman is too intelligent, too cunning, to ever reveal her true hatred and disregard for these children that she considers to be burdens. One thing for sure, she never wants these children that she believes brought her nothing but shame to have any joy.
Because she is a cunning low life serpent she will pretend to love them with her lips. She will not house, clothe or feed them decently. She will dress herself in the finest apparel always. She will drive the finest most expensive cars. She will be a braggart and will never deny herself anything. Every pleasurable lusts that crosses her mind, she will have.
These black bastards better not ever complain about the way she treats them. She will just jump on them, pistol whip them, threaten to "cut their balls off". ( My poor brothers had to listen to that vulgar curse every day of their lives; "N***** I'll cut yo' muthaf****** balls off!" )
Well that devious, manipulative mother goes straight for the jugular. She deliberately robs them of their self esteem as infants. She brutally beats her babies pretending that she is potty training them. She calls them ugly, black, "Afeecun", worthless, no-sense-ED. She engages in psychological warfare and severely confuses her many children.
They will grow confused, full of self-loathing and self-doubt. Some will become criminals or drug addicted. They will count any day with out her nagging negative abusive mouth a good day. They will grow old and gray much too soon, defeated and lost. When GOD sends His Son to rescue them some will run back into the dark to hide with her. They will give up because they don't know that GOD loves them, they don't believe they are worthy of GOD's abiding love. They lose because that "mother" has convinced them that she truly loves them, that she is the only one that cares about them. (Will they ever know that it is impossible for this woman to care less?)
She will confuse and fast talk them with her Bible quoting and lying. She will make sure she committed some "act" so reprehensible to them that they will never tell. They will hide in the dark with her picking out scripture that will let them off the hook. But, Praise the LORD! Some will escape. Some will finally see the light.
Dear LORD in Heaven bind every demonic spirit that has every child of GOD bound and suffering. You came that we might have life and have it more abundantly. Break her bonds LORD. Reveal her to the world! Let the world know and understand that the wages of sin is death. That there is nothing covered that shall not be revealed.
Mathy Jane; "You will get your just and honest due on this planet earth!"
Come to the Cross of Jesus Christ children. Come to the light! Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."
Stay in His WORD.
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Saturday, June 1, 2013
GOD told me ...
to tell you that He is sick of you. He is sick and tired of your mess. He said you have played crazy and brilliant, wicked and kind, long enough. He told me to tell you that He is spewing you out of His mouth. He knows that you are not crazy, not pitiful, not confused. GOD knows that you are demonic and He knows that you know it too.
Every day you keep waiting. You keep waiting on everyone to forget. You don't care if they forgive you are not. They just better not mention your wickedness to you. You refuse to hear it. You would rather torment than uplift, rather lie and deny than embrace GOD's truth.
You sure lived a foul life for 88 years. You claim that you are blessed for being so good to your parents. You know full well that is just a ploy to solicit "good treatment" from your children.
You know for a fact that you deserve to be drug out in the street and devoured by dogs like Jezebel. You are Jezebel and you are certainly not stupid. How dare you dare GOD to do anything to you, to Stop you, to hinder you in any way!
GOD promised you an abundant life and you traded your gifts and talents to play the whorish, common depraved fool. Any that love you and cling to you can go right ahead. They can burn for eternity with you denying GOD's Truth. They can scorn me, rebuke me and cast me aside all they want.
They can live with you in fear and trembling, never trusting GOD to deliver them from evil. I won't! I won't ever forget how you sexually abused me. Yes, I forgive you. But, you will not curse me and call me all kinds of liars for remembering, for knowing the Truth.
I will tell everybody I see! I will call you a Pervert! I do know for an absolute fact, I have No Doubt what soever that you Murdered my grandfather. I refuse to be your silent quarry slave. You will not reduce me to your dung!
One thing for sure;"We didn't come here to stay always." We all have to leave this earth, one by one. Life is a vapor. One of these days GOD is going to call you to your just reward. You won't be able to con and manipulate GOD with your 24 carat smile. Your brilliant manipulative lies will have no sway.
You can't play confused and abused with GOD. Yes, that's right, GOD's knows your heart. Do know that you will leave this earth known as the most selfish demonic creature that ever lived. Nobody cares about your worthless preaching. If you couldn't convince yourself you should have just sat down and shut up.
To my five brothers; remember that GOD told you to not walk in the counsel of the ungodly. Don't get advice from a demon. "Shun the very presence of evil!"
Every day you keep waiting. You keep waiting on everyone to forget. You don't care if they forgive you are not. They just better not mention your wickedness to you. You refuse to hear it. You would rather torment than uplift, rather lie and deny than embrace GOD's truth.
You sure lived a foul life for 88 years. You claim that you are blessed for being so good to your parents. You know full well that is just a ploy to solicit "good treatment" from your children.
You know for a fact that you deserve to be drug out in the street and devoured by dogs like Jezebel. You are Jezebel and you are certainly not stupid. How dare you dare GOD to do anything to you, to Stop you, to hinder you in any way!
GOD promised you an abundant life and you traded your gifts and talents to play the whorish, common depraved fool. Any that love you and cling to you can go right ahead. They can burn for eternity with you denying GOD's Truth. They can scorn me, rebuke me and cast me aside all they want.
They can live with you in fear and trembling, never trusting GOD to deliver them from evil. I won't! I won't ever forget how you sexually abused me. Yes, I forgive you. But, you will not curse me and call me all kinds of liars for remembering, for knowing the Truth.
I will tell everybody I see! I will call you a Pervert! I do know for an absolute fact, I have No Doubt what soever that you Murdered my grandfather. I refuse to be your silent quarry slave. You will not reduce me to your dung!
One thing for sure;"We didn't come here to stay always." We all have to leave this earth, one by one. Life is a vapor. One of these days GOD is going to call you to your just reward. You won't be able to con and manipulate GOD with your 24 carat smile. Your brilliant manipulative lies will have no sway.
You can't play confused and abused with GOD. Yes, that's right, GOD's knows your heart. Do know that you will leave this earth known as the most selfish demonic creature that ever lived. Nobody cares about your worthless preaching. If you couldn't convince yourself you should have just sat down and shut up.
To my five brothers; remember that GOD told you to not walk in the counsel of the ungodly. Don't get advice from a demon. "Shun the very presence of evil!"
The Soul Stirrers - Touch the Hem/Jesus Wash My Troubles
Dear LORD give my "family" courage! "Set the captives Free" Touch them with Your finger of Love and make them whole.
Just one touch!
Dear LORD thank you for just one touch. One touch with a finger of love from your countenance. We, as a "family", need just one touch from you.
Dear LORD, touch the hearts and minds of those still lost and confused. Release them from their pain LORD. Bring them to the light. Bring them to your awesome Truth.
One woman with an "issue of blood" knew that she was suffering. No doctors could help her. When she heard about this man called Jesus ,she knew exactly what to do. It was just one touch. She reached out and touched the hem of His garment and was immediately made whole.
That is my prayer for my "family" today LORD. Touch each and every one, heal them and make them whole. Remove the blinders from their eyes, the stubborn hatred from their hearts.
Dear LORD in Heaven how long must our entire "family" suffer? Why should any woman want to lay her "family" to waste to hide her sins? Her life is so obvious to me. A little girl brilliantly wicked, void of a conscious, a woman that never recognized a boundary. A "demonic" child determined to do as she pleased because she discovered the art of terror early in life.
Dear LORD, satan has convinced her that her plan succeeded. She really believes that she destroyed us and that she is going to glide off of this planet unrecognized because No One has the courage or gumption to tell her the truth. She relishes the tremendous fear she witnesses and inculcated in all of her victims.
Dear LORD, I know that she cultivated our fear from the cradle. But, I know you said; "Fear NO man or woman." She taught us that we were nothing, "black as crows" and unwanted. Made us glad to be mistreated, intimidated us into keeping her horrendous secrets.
Dear LORD, you told me that "the wicked shall cease from troubling." I don't mean to rush You or suggest how You should end our collective misery. But, Dear LORD, if you could send us some relief, a balm to soothe our broken hearts, we will be eternally grateful.
Yes, LORD, I always wanted to write a best selling book. Writing is in my DNA. I can't help it. I have a lot to say. I never got paid to write. I have published but never for money. Martha didn't want that. She did successfully destroy every thing I ever wrote. Only one diary and one book of poetry escaped her. But, today my brilliant daughter is a writer! She gets paid for her creativity!
Dear LORD, please forgive me. I didn't know that I was living with the enemy. The fact is Martha is a brilliant writer and knows it. Unfortunately she never had the time to live out her dreams because she was much too occupied destroying all the dreams of her children and any and everybody that crossed her path.
No one in my family can claim I am lying or exaggerating. They do question my intelligence, criticize my "lack of sense". They spurn my courage and they all call me a fool. Yes, I am a fool. I am a fool for Christ. I refuse to be a fool for satan. I refuse to give up my life for a demon. I refuse to let anyone continue to believe that a demon possessed woman is a "preacher", a "matriarch" or anything good.
Touch every heart that desires to be saved, that desires your Goodness. Be touched and saved today "family" in the Mighty Name of the LORD Jesus Christ!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
Dear LORD, touch the hearts and minds of those still lost and confused. Release them from their pain LORD. Bring them to the light. Bring them to your awesome Truth.
One woman with an "issue of blood" knew that she was suffering. No doctors could help her. When she heard about this man called Jesus ,she knew exactly what to do. It was just one touch. She reached out and touched the hem of His garment and was immediately made whole.
That is my prayer for my "family" today LORD. Touch each and every one, heal them and make them whole. Remove the blinders from their eyes, the stubborn hatred from their hearts.
Dear LORD in Heaven how long must our entire "family" suffer? Why should any woman want to lay her "family" to waste to hide her sins? Her life is so obvious to me. A little girl brilliantly wicked, void of a conscious, a woman that never recognized a boundary. A "demonic" child determined to do as she pleased because she discovered the art of terror early in life.
Dear LORD, satan has convinced her that her plan succeeded. She really believes that she destroyed us and that she is going to glide off of this planet unrecognized because No One has the courage or gumption to tell her the truth. She relishes the tremendous fear she witnesses and inculcated in all of her victims.
Dear LORD, I know that she cultivated our fear from the cradle. But, I know you said; "Fear NO man or woman." She taught us that we were nothing, "black as crows" and unwanted. Made us glad to be mistreated, intimidated us into keeping her horrendous secrets.
Dear LORD, you told me that "the wicked shall cease from troubling." I don't mean to rush You or suggest how You should end our collective misery. But, Dear LORD, if you could send us some relief, a balm to soothe our broken hearts, we will be eternally grateful.
Yes, LORD, I always wanted to write a best selling book. Writing is in my DNA. I can't help it. I have a lot to say. I never got paid to write. I have published but never for money. Martha didn't want that. She did successfully destroy every thing I ever wrote. Only one diary and one book of poetry escaped her. But, today my brilliant daughter is a writer! She gets paid for her creativity!
Dear LORD, please forgive me. I didn't know that I was living with the enemy. The fact is Martha is a brilliant writer and knows it. Unfortunately she never had the time to live out her dreams because she was much too occupied destroying all the dreams of her children and any and everybody that crossed her path.
No one in my family can claim I am lying or exaggerating. They do question my intelligence, criticize my "lack of sense". They spurn my courage and they all call me a fool. Yes, I am a fool. I am a fool for Christ. I refuse to be a fool for satan. I refuse to give up my life for a demon. I refuse to let anyone continue to believe that a demon possessed woman is a "preacher", a "matriarch" or anything good.
Touch every heart that desires to be saved, that desires your Goodness. Be touched and saved today "family" in the Mighty Name of the LORD Jesus Christ!
Stay in His WORD children. Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."
May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)
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