I Will Not Be Silenced!

"...Go ye, and tell that fox, behold, I cast out devils, and do cures today and tomorrow, and the third day I shall be perfected." Luke 13:32

Saturday, June 8, 2013

Did you pray today?

Did you take a few minutes to thank GOD for being awesome, miraculous, mysterious?  Did you thank Him for leading and guiding you, for delivering you from sin?

Did you stop to smell GOD's flowers? Did you gaze upon this beautiful world He gave us All to share?

Do you ever look back over your life and thank Him for being with you, for rescuing you when you didn't know that you needed rescuing?

Do you ever think about your ancestors?  Do you thank GOD for their sacrifice, their wisdom and understanding that they freely passed on to you?

Do you love the LORD?  Does His love burn in your heart?  Do you let "your little light" shine?  Is your countenance bright, on fire with the Holy Ghost?

Do you have a consuming love so strong you want to share it, distribute it, give it to every one you know? To every one you meet?

Can you say that you are happy today?  Can you say that you are delighted to be in the land of the living but looking forward to eternal life?

Do you hurt for the lost and unsaved?  Do you pray for them?

Do you know there is nothing like the Holy Ghost?  It is the greatest feeling a person can ever experience.  It will give you peace and joy that surpasses all understanding.

Did you know that some people will hate you for having it?  They want it but not at the cost of living right.  They refuse to give up hatred and fear.  They refuse to stop lying and being deceitful.  They would rather have their false pride.  They would rather secretly hate than love.

Pray for them.  They are GOD's children that took the wrong road and are too blind and too delusional to turn around.  If you see one of GOD's lost children, if you know one, tell them that they are saved by Grace and it is never too late.

Stay in His WORD children. Remember' "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Friday, June 7, 2013

GOSPEL (playlist)

I know that I came up on the rough side of the mountain.  That really doesn't matter.  What matters is the fact that I came up!  Many of you need to come up.  You know you need to live better.  Rid your heart of all that hatred, jealousy, insecurity and fear.  Trust GOD. Learn to love.  Most of all, don't let some person, some kin, keep you from GOD's throne.  Don't you let some fast talking miscreant deny you GOD's blessings.

Study your Bible for yourself.  Don't let some jack leg preacher that claims to know GOD's will determine your destiny.

Examine your heart.  Who do you hate? Whom do you fear and why?  Did she tell you?  Did she teach you that I was the snake?  Did she convince you that I was ungrateful and sneaky?  What did I ever do to you that was wrong?  Have you ever known me to lie?

Who ultimately benefits from your shunning me?  Did she insinuate that she will no longer love you? Is her hatred contagious?  Do you hate me because I talk about her or is it because I tell the truth about her?

You know that she has hurt your feelings many times.  You know that you had to shun and avoid her for years.  You know that she is a Root Worker! A Prevaricator , A Pathological LIAR!  You know you can trust her about as far as you can throw her.   Has she convinced you that you too are too dark?  Is your hair too kinky? Your nose too wide?  Do you have too many "niggerish Afee-coon-ish" features to be blessed?

Do you really believe that she is in fact rich?  Do you truly believe that she has all of this money "layed up" for you?  Did she promise to leave you her house or her Cadillac?  Did she lay that same guilt trip on you for being born?  Did she tell you how you would have had a much better life if your no account daddy had lived up to his responsibilities?

No matter what, it's alright.  GOD is going to have His way.  Don't miss out on His blessings and His promises because you can't bear to know the truth.

Be abundantly blessed today family.

You are NOT forsaken!

Don't listen to the "wisdom" of this world.  "You are not forsaken.  You are not utterly destroyed." We are All saved by Grace.

Praise the LORD!  No matter what your circumstances.  No matter what you have been through, GOD loves you!  Do you need proof? He crucified His son for you!  Jesus suffered and died on that cross for You.

People that don't understand our All knowing, All Powerful, Omnipotent , Omnipresent GOD question why GOD lets (permits) certain things or tragedies to befall us.

My grandfather taught me that; "A man's bounds are set." He believed in predestination.  He explained that GOD knew me in the womb, that I had a destiny, a fate.

Perhaps some people look at my life and wonder what I did, or my mother or my grandfather did to cause so much tragedy to follow us so long.  We are not unlike any human beings on this earth.  The fact that we are human makes us fallible, prone to sin, susceptible to the plagues of this world.

GOD did not "let" any thing happen to me or to you.  What ever scars, pain or tragedy you have experienced in this world was not GOD's fault.  He has been with you to sustain you, hold you up, to hold your hand.

There is one thing that GOD gives all of us, that is "Free Will".  We all get to make the choice of what we will and will not do.  If a person is suffering with low self esteem, self hatred, confusion and ignorance, they are likely to live wicked deplorable lives.  If a mother refuses to heed wisdom from her father, from GOD, she is destined to live the low life of a "Martha Jane".

Yes, Martha treated us all very cruelly,  was the greatest betrayer of mankind.  But, she only hurt herself.  The poor woman has been too lost, too delusional to know that it was herself that she truly hated.  I pray for Martha daily.  I pray that she will come to GOD's marvelous light.  That she will finally give up her irrational stupidity.  I pray that one day she will come to know GOD's Gospel Truth and know that GOD loves her anyway.

I do pray that one day she will tire of lying, hurting and destroying.  I pray that one day she can love herself, finally be able to look in the mirror and call herself a child of GOD for real.

GOD loves us.  His love is abundant and free.  You don't have to do anything to earn it.  But, if you want to see Him.  If you truly want eternal life, you must turn from your wicked ways.  You must confess your sins.

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Thursday, June 6, 2013

"Having a form of godliness...?"

Everything we need to know to be successful believers in this life is in the Bible.  It is truly our guide.  Too many of us will trust the GPS in our cars or on our phones before we will trust GOD.

Build your faith.  Seek GOD's Wisdom.  Study His WORD.  "Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof; from such turn away." (2 Timothy 3:5)

There are people in our lives, that we much too willingly trust with our lives. We unknowingly put  too much trust in people of low character. Your gullibility and refusal to hear GOD's WORD will lead you astray.  Practice critical thinking.  Learn to think for yourself.  Too many people are willing to exploit your love for the LORD because they are your parents or are in a position of authority over you.  They have a form of godliness.  They attend church every Sunday.  Perhaps they preach or teach Sunday school. They quote the Bible "religiously", have memorized it chapter and verse.  Quoting the Bible does not mean they believe a word of it.  "...but denying the power thereof."

Make sure you know that is a ploy from the devil.  A person that will use your love for the LORD to enslave you, to destroy you, is a purely evil person and you should stay away from them.  There are women that have birthed children and have nothing but deep hatred for them in their hearts.  These ignorant women are immature, selfish and extremely ignorant.

Your first clue to their complete stupidity is their willingness to seek out root workers and two headed doctors.  They spend good money trying to cast spells and destroy lives.  Stay away!  Don't even speak to these people!

Don't be fooled by such people.   Please look at their fruit.  These people will be the first to lambaste you for looking at their past.  They will accuse you of digging in the archives, bringing up old stuff.  They will accuse you of being unforgiving and seeking revenge.  But, please notice, they are always throwing your mistakes in your face.  Mistakes they coerced you into making.  And they laugh, glad you were ruined, excited and happy that your life did not turn out the way you planned.

GOD warns us to stay away from these people because He knows how cunning and manipulative these people truly are.

You already know that my "mother", Martha Jane Walters Hodges Doster Watson Lamoureax ruined her entire family.  Destroyed the dreams and careers of her six children because she is hopelessly depraved and corrupt.  I just want my family to know that it is not over.  GOD will have the last say over Martha's sick plots.

True, she may be smarter than you.  But, she is not smarter than GOD.  She may deny GOD's Power and may be delusional enough to think she has some.  "From such stay away!"

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember;"apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

She got angry ...

when she heard about this blog. "Talkin' 'bout she motherless! I did duh best I cud! Dese wothless a** black a** men didn't do nuttin' but leave me wid babies.  If she ain't happy wid dat she can kiss my a**!"  She cursed me, disparaged my name.  What was new?  When had a day gone by when she didn't curse me, didn't disparage my name?  When did she ever not hate me, ever not lie on me?  When did she not pretend to be crazy? When did she not commit evil acts and not pen them on her innocent victims?

GOD told me that no one is as crazy as she pretends to be.  She is a disciple for the devil.  She picked the god that she wanted to serve and served him well.

Time is rapidly running out.  Almost all of the sand is in the bottom of the hour glass.  She keeps hearing the words of her father;"Dawthur, we didn't come heah to stay always."

She's looking, searching high and low for a way out of the mess she created.  She knows full well that it is repentance.  The very last thing she ever hoped to do.  The whole world will finally know her true character. No, she is not ashamed.   She is just mad, angry as hell with the "truth-tellers".  Those disloyal and dumb enough to spill the beans.

In her mind she is a "lady", an ordained minister.  She is the family matriarch.  "Dem n****** jest jealous of me 'cause I'm yalla!"  What utter nonsense! Color has nothing to do with your character!

You were hard headed, rebellious and refused to listen to your father.  You murdered him because you were tired of taking care of him and listening to his mouth.  Yes, you killed him but you couldn't take his spirit.  You could not erase his implanted wisdom and admonitions from my brain.

Yea, Mathy, you have done a lot of wrong for 88 years.  You're caught, you're busted.  You want to hate me.  Hate away.  You want to call me a liar.  You can call me every kind of filthy lying whore all day long or for the rest of your miserable life.  You can't magically turn GOD's Gospel Truth into a lie and you can't  make your past disappear by intimidating all of your "loved ones".

"I'm so glad I found the LORD Jesus in time."  Just maybe, with the tender mercies of GOD, you can find Him at last.

May the Dear LORD have mercy on your corrupt soul.

Sincerely,
Your daughter,
Rachel Gwendolyn

Dear LORD!

Thank You for being such an Awesome GOD! Thank You for setting this captive free!  Many, many years ago You assured me that it is "All in Divine Order". I was truly mystified by your words.  But, I listened.

I know that you have been with us down through the ages.  You were with Mary Wright, my great great grandmother,  a "free issue" slave.  You were with her daughter, Mary Wright Walters, her son Jerome Walters.  Dear LORD, I praise you for your goodness, your promises and your wonder working power.

Growing up in that house of horrors we would go to our grandfather periodically seeking advise, some recourse for the unexplained "madness".  He sat stoically and mulled over our situation and always gave us the same advice:"When your head is in the lion's mouth, you don't make any sudden moves."

I understood that to mean; "Be very cautious here because you are in great danger.  Be patient with this demon.  Prepare yourself with a great education and quietly slip away just as soon as you can."

My grandfather also told us something that I could never do.  "Son, dawthur, leave here, and don't nevah come back!"  He never explained why.  We knew that she was "crazy".  Granddaddy knew that she was "evil".

We were in our 30's and deep into our careers before she forced us to abandon her.  From 1988 to 1997 I never said a word to her.  Wrote "return to sender" on the packages and gifts she sent.  Crazy or not, opening that letter that she mailed to me smeared with her fecal matter was the last straw.  I couldn't take it, would not take her savage cruel abuse any longer.

I reached out to many people.  Of course no one believed me.  Her demonic insanity is unheard of in the modern world.  One thing about her filthy letter, it rang a bell.   It hit me like a ton of bricks. She did MURDER granddaddy!

I slipped away quietly.  I made no fanfare, no speeches, I put her behind me and wished her well.

I was sitting in the balcony of St. Phillip AME church in 1997 and I heard the voice of the LORD again.  He told me to forgive my mother, to return to her.  I asked GOD; "What about her Murdering my grandfather?" GOD told me to trust Him, that it was "All in Divine Order".

Let me hurry up and tell you.  She fooled me quite well.  She was now and ordained minister in the AMEZion church.  Seemed to have quite a following.  She finally had respectability.  I bought all of it, lock stock, and sinker.

My estranged brother came back after 25 years (2005).  Praise the LORD! He returned with the missing pieces of this awful puzzle.

I don't want to teach you anything today.  I want to warn you.  Stay away from witchcraft, the occult, palmistry.  Don't even read your horoscope.  Trust me, play with fire you will get burned.

I am jubilant and praising GOD today because He set me free from what has to be the greatest demon that ever lived.  Praise the LORD!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember;"Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn (The exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Magnificent!

Magnificent is my word for the day. It is the only fitting word that adequately describes my tumultuous life.
I have enjoyed 62 years on God's beautiful earth . It has truly been a spiritual journey.

I know that the LORD Jesus Christ anointed me and appointed me to preach His Gospel.  Not in a traditional way.  I don't have to wear a robe or acquire a license from some corrupt denomination.  All I have to do is testify, share the wisdom of our All seeing Magnificent GOD!

Dear LORD, I thank you for choosing me, selecting me.  Praise The LORD!

Yes! Have no doubt. GOD rules this planet. No matter how brilliant your scheme.  No matter how perfect your brilliant schemes.  GOD will never let the wicked win!

That old serpent deceived Eve in the Garden of Eden.  Man fell from the Grace of GOD as a result of Eve's gullibility.  Jesus warned us that these serpent types will still plague us.  But, He taught us how to identify them.  "Ye shall know them by their fruit."  The sweetest, kindest words in the world will never hide their fruit.

GOD knew they would frighten us, terrorize us from the womb.  But, He assured us that we would never have to worry. He told us to fear no man.  Obey Him!  The last thing that old serpent wants to see is courage.

Stand up! Get up off of your knees cowering and quaking to a known demon!  Put her in her place, under your foot.

I interrupted my blogging to go to a Buckhead salon to get my hair done and to do some shopping.  That might not seem like much to most people.  But, I know it was truly a blessing.  It is wonderful to have disposable income, to be able to travel, to spend money freely.

It is my intention to teach one lesson today.  You can not live double minded! You can not serve two masters.  "You will love the one and hate the other."  Quit believing that you can find a fair balance between good and evil.  Do let GOD fight your battles.  Pray for your enemies.  "Let go and let GOD."  They (your enemies) may run from you, but they can't hide from GOD.

A double minded person can not love you sincerely.  A person that lies to you can never be depended on to tell you the truth.

Many evil people that are running to and fro seeking whom they shall destroy  do exist.  All too often they are planted deeply in our families ...pray for deliverance from evil.  Pray for their deliverance.   Be sure you say the LORD's Prayer every day!

*When a woman can't wish her only daughter "Happy Birthday" on her her 62nd  birthday, that woman is in bad shape.  When any person is so ignorant that they think they can abuse and batter a person into accepting an abominable lie as GOD's Gospel Truth,  shun that person,  move on.

Do pray for that person, but thank GOD that you were finally set Free!

Stay in His WORD children.  Remember; "Apart from Christ we are nothing."

May GOD's Grace, Mercy and Truth engulf you, cloak you and keep you in Perfect Peace,
Rachel Gwendolyn(the exceedingly proud granddaughter of a great Patriarch, JEROME WALTERS)